He regretted it after the stand-in ended

He said, I acted.

When he said this, Jing Yu's expression was helpless and sincere, and there was no trace of falsehood, and it didn't look like he was trying to hide anything.

Rather, that's what he really did. He acted in front of Xie Zhi'an for a whole year.

Didn't give birth to a special thought at all.

……

Some not so clear memories emerged from the depths of my mind.

Xie Zhi'an finally remembered vaguely that when he first met Jing Yu, he didn't seem to be like this, and his personality was not similar to that of Lin Cheng.

But he didn't have the intention to understand it carefully, but when he saw that face at a celebration banquet, he felt astonished, as if he saw Lin Cheng when he was a boy, so he offered him a contract without any hesitation.

He didn't think about whether this was a humiliation, whether it would embarrass this fledgling boy, so he just mentioned it as a matter of course.

At that time, Jing Yu finished reading the contract, as if he was going to throw the stack of papers back, but suddenly stopped.

He asked cautiously: "Do you keep your word?"

Xie Zhian nodded impatiently, "Keep it in mind."

Then when he saw Jing Yu again, he completely looked like Lin Cheng.

After a long time, he felt that Jing Yu seemed to be like that, the way he imagined Lin Cheng should be, and he never changed.

How is it possible for a person to pretend to be another person for so long?

How can I completely reverse my personality, change all my hobbies, invest in a new identity, and get in touch with a strange world without showing any flaws?

How is it possible to withdraw from the play without any emotion?Aren't you afraid that if you get too deep into the drama, you won't be able to get out?

Xie Zhi'an's eyes were lost, and he slowly clenched his fists, his chest felt a stabbing pain that he couldn't breathe.

If this is true...

He deeply felt that Jing Yu was a lunatic.

More associations that hit his face made him more suffocated.

It turned out that Jing Yu was never jealous because he was not willing to embarrass him for a year when he was by his side.But he doesn't care what Xie Zhian does.

The tears he shed when he kicked him off were not reluctance, but happiness at all.

Jing Yu spent a year weaving a perfect and beautiful dream for him, how intoxicated he was when he sank into it, and how collapsed when the dream was taken back.

People who bully others will always bully them.

Xie Zhian lowered his head, not knowing what mood he was in.

I haven't even fallen in love with him after being with him day and night for so long.

The waves in Xie Zhian's chest intensified.In the end, he couldn't bear it anymore and asked Jing Yu: "Do you still have feelings?"

If not even him, "Is it possible for you to like anyone?"

If so, how good is that person to make someone like Jing Yu fall in love with him?

Jing Yu pursed his lips, not understanding why he would ask such a stupid question.

"Of course it will."

He said calmly, with a calm look in his eyes, "He's fine."

he's good……

It turns out someone has already chosen, right?

Xie Zhi'an's breathing became rapid again, his mind was in chaos, and he could hardly capture any specific fragments. He hurriedly grabbed his wrist: "Who is he? Zhou Du? Or the male lead of your crew?"

Why grab his hand again, can't you talk properly if you don't do it?

Jing Yu withdrew his hand again, and looked at Xie Zhi'an who lost his composure without any fluctuation.

no answer.

neither.

Xie Zhi'an couldn't think of any other candidates. In the chaos, he seemed to have caught something, his mouth was one step faster than his brain, and when he realized it, he had already blurted out——

"Li Ming?"

"Do you like Li Ming?"

Seeing the change of expression on Jing Yu's face, Xie Zhi'an seemed to hear something falling heavily.

how can that be possible.

No one likes Li Ming.

……

How could Jing Yu like him?

Even at Mu Shaoai's age, some people looked at Li Min's face and slammed like a deer, but following his later deeds, they couldn't avoid it one after another.

His kind of robot with no emotions and no thoughts, standing in the same hall with him, would panic. There were only those who were afraid of him and those who didn't like him.

Li Ming is a good excuse, a powerful backer, and a halo that can make people around him walk sideways.

But how can he get along with...people normally.

Originally, this halo was still standing beside them, but as Li Ye grew up, he gradually became a lonely wild ghost confined in the tower, who could only be looked up to and no one dared to approach.

Maybe if you die by his side, he can still continue to do his business without any disturbance, and when you stink and affect him, people will throw you out without any disturbance.

Mingming has collaborated with Li Ye in a movie, and knowing what kind of person he is, how could he still like him?

Xie Zhian didn't understand at all.

Jing Yu's hands were itchy again, and he really wanted to punch Xie Zhi'an with his special attack like punching Li Lang.Looking at his beating expression, you can tell what is going on in his mind, and it is nothing more than saying bad things about Li Ye.

He rolled up his sleeves secretly, and soon heard Xie Zhian's voice: "Do you know him? Do you know how he grew up? Do you know what he did? You don't know anything, so don't say it lightly." -"

Jing Yu almost went up with that punch.

Fortunately, he held back in time, and let down the slender arm he had just raised, but his impatience had reached the extreme, and under Xie Zhian's disbelieving and distressed eyes, he looked calm, rolled down his sleeves, and used only two A voice that can be heard says:

"But I know only he will love me the way I want."

What do you mean only him——

While Xie Zhian was stunned, he was suddenly grabbed by the collar, staggered a bit, and an arm easily strangled his neck, the sudden oppressive force subsided in an instant, and he felt suffocated in an instant of fear.

Then, he let go again, throwing him out like garbage.

Xie Zhi'an, who was thrown out, hadn't reacted yet, grabbed his collar and panted heavily, looked up in horror, only to see a tall figure embracing Jing Yu, and then in front of his eyes, hugged him shortly like aggrieved.

……

When Li Min hugs Jing Yu, he always likes to bend down and rest his chin on his shoulder.Jing Yu had to lift up a little to let him hug him more comfortably.

He wrapped Jing Yu tightly with his arms, buried his head, and said nothing.

But Jing Yu could sense that he seemed a little...

Wronged.

Like, the big dog heard someone say something bad about him.

Sad and uneasy again.

She buried her head in her arms and hugged him without saying a word, but the tight movements undoubtedly exposed his inner feelings at the moment.

He is scared and angry.

How much did Li Ming hear?

Jing Yu was pushed back by the force of his impact, just grabbed the clothes on his shoulders, and was held firmly by his arms.

Leaning back, Jing Yu didn't take care of himself at first, but slowly put his head close to Li Ming's, and whispered a comforting tone.

"……Um?"

He paused, patted Li Min's back lightly, and found that he was trembling slightly.

Jing Yu hugged his arms and slowly crossed behind his back.

This man is heavy, seriously.

But there was an incomparably soft and heavy sense of happiness in his heart.

Director Li has his own emotions.

He has been able to use different behaviors to express his emotions directly.

Li Ming remained silent.

After a long time, she even shrank back to Jing Yu's neck, and pressed against him tightly.

It was only at this moment that Jing Yu realized that this was a manifestation of his insecurity.

Hearing the danger signal, he hugged him tightly for a moment and didn't let go.

He had never found Director Li so childish.

Jing Yu's heart melted, he pinched the back of his neck and rubbed against him, "Director Li, good boy."

"What's the matter? Don't you like Xie Zhi'an? What a coincidence, I don't like him either."

Coaxed him again: "Shall we go back?"

Li Min, who hugged him tightly, remained silent for a long time, tightened his arms around his waist, and gradually let out a muffled "hmm".

When Jing Yu touched it, he found that Li Min's body was slightly sweaty, and he knew that he came in a hurry.

Jing Yu only felt sorry for him running too fast and was too tired, so he simply let him hug her, and walked out with him half-armed and half-embraced.

Xie Zhian was completely ignored by them.

He still hasn't understood what this scene means until now.

Just now that was... Li Ming?

Is it Li Ming who never sees any emotion in his eyes?

He never pretended to be polite to anyone... Li Ming?

His mind went blank.

He was still arguing with Jing Yu just now, telling him that he should not have any more thoughts about Li Min than his subordinates. Not only would it be impossible for him to understand you, but he would even think that you were noisy, indecisive, and too close.will hurt you.

For people outside the Li family, the education Li Min received was never to show any affection.

As for Jing Yu's rebuttal to him, he actually didn't understand the meaning until now.

"Only he will love me the way I want."

First, only Li Min loves him the way Jing Yu wants, and none of the others.

Second... Li Min loves Jingyu.

……

How is this possible?

The two of them... are completely inappropriate in any way.

Li Min would hug another person, or he would take the initiative to hug him, and even buried his head on that shoulder...

Xie Zhian has never seen such a scene in his age.

Even Mr. Li never hugged Li Ming when he was a child.

When exactly did they become like this?How did that happen?Is there no one around to stop it?

Why did Li Ming suddenly appear in this situation?

Li Min loves someone...don't you think this is like a bizarre horror story?

It was so sudden, without any warning before tonight.

Xie Zhian refused to believe it no matter what.

……

No, maybe it was a sign.

The auspicious light of the past six months flashed past Xie Zhi'an's eyes like snowflakes.

When he introduced Jing Yu to Li Min, Li Min didn't make a sound, but opened the file bag with his fingers and took a look.Neither agreed nor objected.

However, for the most unreasonable person like Li Ye, if he didn't object to his behavior of recommending people through the back door, it was already an exception.

Li Min chose him during the audition, and Lin Cheng said that Jing Yu was very appreciated by Li Min during the quarrel.Even the serial number is unique.

Li Ming has never been special to others.

They went to the other side of the world to film together and spent a winter in June.

I don't know how many things he didn't know happened during that time.

At that banquet, Li Min said "it's not because of you".

Who is that?

The back view of leaving at that time.

Dark eyes.

There is a sadness that is so thick that it cannot be melted.

What is the reason for such abnormal emotions?

Because Xie Zhian said, are he and Jing Yu lovers?

……

That's why he let Jing Yu be the protagonist so easily.

So when he heard that Xie Zhian and Jing Yu were once a couple, he would show a rare expression.

Therefore, he never welcomes Xie Zhian to come to his door and keeps him out of the wall.

Everything in this timeline is because of...

Li Huan betrayed the nature that he had been instilled since he was a child.

It violated the education that has been implemented throughout his life, violated the unshakable belief that he once had, and violated all the high expectations that he carried.

He broke his step-by-step life trajectory so suddenly, just after Jing Yu appeared.

The mechanical satellite that circled the earth over and over again in space according to the instructions was bumped recklessly by a comet that strayed into its orbit and had no rules.

Thus, the two embraced and fell into the earth in the flowing flames.

Seeing that the two were about to leave, Xie Zhian subconsciously shouted: "Wait a minute!"

Jing Yu didn't want to talk to him at first, but when he realized that Li Min paused for a while, he turned his head to look at him.

Li Min straightened up slowly, let go of Jing Yu's arms, and whispered to him, "Wait for me."

Jing Yu nodded his head.

Probably Director Li is going to teach Xie Zhi'an to speak up, he is happy to see the success, and he will do it well.

Li Min turned around and walked towards Xie Zhi'an, obviously Xie Zhi'an called to wait, but he suddenly felt a little guilty when he saw Li Min walking towards him.Just as he was about to say something to make amends for himself, he suddenly punched Xie Zhian in the face.

Jing Yu: "!"

Li Ming's strength is not his strength.

He felt that he could beat Xie Zhi'an Ya off at once.

Xie Zhi'an only saw a blur in front of his eyes, then his face was in severe pain, his brain was buzzing, and he even felt his tongue tasted blood.

He was in a daze at the moment of the pain, and when he realized what he had just experienced, a huge sense of absurdity and shock swept over him. Xie Zhian subconsciously covered his face and glanced at Jing Yu, wanting to tell him did he see it? , this is the face of Li Ye, how dare you talk to him——

He saw Jing Yu's starry eyes.

Seeing Jing Yu's face written all over, Li Ming is so handsome.

After Li Min punched him, he still had no expression on his face, as if he didn't come here to beat Fa Xiao up for no reason, but had a word with his business partner, and patted the dust on his shoulder when he left.

He returned to Jing Yu and said in a low voice, "Let's go."

Jing Yu nodded excitedly, grabbed his arm and walked out together.

Xie Zhi'an covered his face, looking at the back of the pair who didn't care about him, he didn't know how to describe his chaotic and broken mood.

In the eyes of those two people, he has no status at all.

Not even necessary to exist.

Xie Zhi'an fell into a great panic and bewilderment for a long time.

After Jing Yu left the hotel holding Li Min's arm, he finally asked him, "Director Li, have you been here for a long time?"

Li Ming was silent for a while, showing a rare nervousness on his face.

Jing Yu clearly felt the tension of his arms on the part that was sticking to him, and felt that he was shy because of eavesdropping, so he immediately skipped the topic, "Ah, I finally got it clear with Xie Zhi'an, if he makes a fuss again I can only beat him..."

"Yes."

Li Min replied sullenly.

He heard how Xie Zhian described him, heard Xie Zhian persuade Jing Yu not to approach him, heard him talk about the environment where he grew up, at that moment his fear reached its peak, and without thinking, he went up to pull Xie Zhian away.

He was so frightened that he was even shaking.

Just a few months ago, he could frankly tell Jing Yu how he accepted his grandfather's teachings, but now he is afraid, especially afraid that Jing Yu will thoroughly understand all his childhood experiences.

You must hug Jing Yu with the greatest strength, as if you can resist the panic of losing.

Jing Yu was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect him to answer the previous question. He didn't know how to say the words that were brewing on his lips, so he patted his arm subconsciously, and said in a coaxing tone, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

In fact, it doesn't have to be so honest.

A small concealment is also harmless. In this world, no one has concealed it.

Too many people have lied to him, but he doesn't care.

Li Ye never promised to be honest with him all the time.

But Li Ye still couldn't hide it from him.

Jing Yu's lips closed together, and he exhaled a breath of anger that he didn't know whether it was helplessness or something, but he knew deep down that he was happy.

They came to the side of the road, there was no one around, the sky was barren, not even a few stars, only the tall street lamps that were far apart shrouded the wide road with light.

Li Ye opened the car door for him, Jing Yu sat on the seat with his legs still outside, he raised his head and found that this was his favorite car with the starry sky roof.

There are no stars outside, so the stars are all here.

With the help of the dim light in the car, Li Min saw a little red finger print on his wrist, and the skin that Xie Zhian scratched when he was excited.

Li Huan didn't make a sound, but he seemed to be regretting that he didn't punch more just now.He quietly lowered his eyes, squatted down, took out an ointment from the storage box and applied it on him.

Jing Yu again: "!"

It's not that serious. Is it too important? It's just a scratch that can disappear in a few minutes. I'm afraid that the broken skin will heal if I go to the hospital later.

In fact, Xie Zhi'an didn't use much effort, but Jing Yu was not very resistant to pinching, and he became red when he grabbed it.Besides, he is white, which looks quite conspicuous.

...Ah, what a bad setting! !

Jing Yu recalled in horror the 1008 strange articles he had read.

He originally wanted to refuse.

But Li Ye's strength was too gentle, and it made him very comfortable when rubbed.And this person squatted in front of him, unable to see his expression clearly, only the dim yellow light coated him with a layer of furry edges.

Such a good atmosphere is that no one should interrupt.

He simply stared at Li Min in a daze.

Jing Yu didn't know what was wrong with him. He was staring at it and subconsciously grabbed out the handkerchief with a small corner protruding from Li Ming's chest.

Jing Yu: "..."

It was definitely because the white in the black was so conspicuous that he couldn't help itching.

Li Ye paused, and looked at his hand holding the handkerchief in a daze.

There is a "what you want is yours" posture.

Jing Yu: "...Well, I want to tie a bow."

Li Huan paused for a moment, Jing Yu was already so embarrassed by the fact that his mouth was faster than his brain, he didn't know how to explain to express that he had no greed for this little handkerchief, so Li Huan put the handkerchief seriously He tied a loose bow around his wrist.

It looks a little weird.

His silence just now was probably thinking about how to tie a bow tie.

...Yes, so far, Li Ye has never refused any of his requests.

The atmosphere is getting more and more heart-pounding.

In the panic-stricken silence, Jing Yu suddenly asked, "Director Li, may I ask why you beat Xie Zhi'an just now?"

Li Ming pursed his lips.

"...Because you saw him, you wanted to hit him."

Do you think he didn't do it because he was afraid that he would not be able to fight, so did he do it for him?

Jing Yu originally wanted to distract the atmosphere, but this once again made him feel like laughing, but his eyes were a little swollen, so he couldn't laugh.

How could he blame Li Ye for making such a fuss.

It's just because Li Ye's eyes are filled with all the insignificant details about him.

He never felt that matters related to Jing Yu were trivial matters.

Ever since he met Li Ye, Jing Yu felt that he was spoiled.

He has changed from being used to being silent and retreating, to being aggressive and arrogant.

Perhaps his deepest subconscious mind also knows that Li Huan will not refuse, and Li Huan will not refuse anything about him.

Li Ye would praise him, recognize him, watch him, and let him go.

He said that Jing Yu can have all the privileges about him, and he really gave him all the privileges.

For Li Ming, "Jing Yu" is the highest order.

He thought that such a treasure could only belong to human beings.

Only you can put your own feelings in the highest position, only you can find reasons and excuses for all your actions, only you can grant all your wishes, and realize them for yourself unconditionally.

Even the vast majority of people can't treat themselves so cherished.

Even people are picky and dissatisfied with themselves, and sometimes feel that they are unreasonable, unacceptable, and full of shortcomings.

How can one value others more than oneself.

Li Ming's voice continued to be heard in a low voice, revealing subtle grievances, "I want to have dinner with you... Originally."

"There will be a banquet at home in the middle of the month and it will be announced to everyone."

"I want to go back."

Jing Yu knew that going back could not be simply going back.

He remembered the ten years mentioned by Li Lang at that time, which was the free balance that old man Li gave him.It has been exactly ten years since Li Min started making movies.

He only met this man in his tenth year.

The situation doesn't seem to be particularly optimistic—it should be said that it is particularly not optimistic. The old man has been so arrogant in the past ten years. If the agreed time limit passes, he still doesn't know what he will do to Li Ming.

His road ahead was bumpy.

But he has paved the way for Jing Yu.

Jing Yu is obviously very disappointed. For a long period of time in the future, there may be a lot of distance between him and Li Min. After he returns to the big family, there will be almost no chance to meet him again.

Unless he tied up the old man so he couldn't give orders.

Li Ye suddenly took out a key.

He put it in Jing Yu's palm, and said with faint expectation in his eyes, "This is the key to Li Min's studio. I'll leave it to you."

Jing Yu's palm felt cold, and he froze for a while.

... What did you give him?what key?

The key to the studio on the top floor of No. 8 Xinling Road, which is blank and clean but resounds throughout the film industry?

He subconsciously wants to return it back. Can he still not understand what this key symbolizes? Li Ming has basically handed over the management rights of the entire studio and the network resources in the film and television industry to him without giving up. How could it be accepted.

But Li Ye looked at him firmly, even pleadingly.

He's afraid he won't accept it.

Jing Yu suddenly woke up.

In Li Min's eyes, this seemed to be all he could give him.

Everything else doesn't belong to him.

Only behind this little key is everything he created in the ten years that belonged to him, entrusting half of his life to the spiritual world.

It seems that the only person Li Ye can entrust to him is him.

Jing Yu's palms were a little sweaty, and he said slowly: "I'm very afraid that I will destroy it."

Li Min shook his head, but his eyes did not move.

"You'll make it better than what I've done," he said.

They kept staring at each other.

Jing Yu also took out a key.

"This is the key to Jing Yu's house, I'll leave it to you." He stared at Li Ming with enthusiasm.

"Keep it safe and don't lose it."

Li Min was startled.

Slowly, Jing Yu saw his eyes curled up.

An extremely rare smile appeared on Li Ming's face.He seemed very happy.

He solemnly put away the key and swore, "Okay."

"I'll bring it to you."

Jing Yu stared at him for a moment, "Do you keep your word?"

"Always."

"Is there no selfishness?"

Li Min was silent and said, "...Yes."

The punch Xie Zhi'an, the moment when Jing Yu was hugged tightly, the moment when the medicine was applied, the second when the key was handed over.

... In his heart, there were actually not so many reasons worth explaining.

The only reason is Jing Yu, it has always been, he only has Jing Yu.

Jing Yu smiled.

"Xie Zhi'an is not a good person. His words have always flowed into my left ear and out of my right ear."

"I don't like to hear him describe you, and I don't like to imagine you from anyone's description."

Jing Yu looked at the swaying shadow on the ground and said in a low voice.

"I want to get to know you myself."

Under the night, the fluctuating shimmer in his eyes was as alluring as a sea monster.

He continued, "Can I teach you one thing?"

Li Min nodded without hesitation.

In the next second, he was grabbed by the collar and dragged into the carriage.

It happened so quickly, Li Min didn't want to understand what Jing Yu was going to do, but saw that he was about to hit the car window, and put his hand behind his head.

Jing Yu supported the seat with one hand, resting his head on Li Ming's hand, and the hand holding the collar did not let go.The corners of his eyes were burning red, and his eyes were watery, a look he had never seen before.

He raised his head slightly, leaned into the ear of Li Huan who was unknowingly nervous, and whispered, "Do you know what else I said to him?"

"He said, why do you like Li Ming?"

"I told him that only Li Min would love me the way I want."

"Open your mouth."

Li Huan's mind was blanked by the sound of these words, and he subconsciously followed his words.

The next second, I felt something soft crawl in.