I Lost My Memory Before the Divorce Was Agreed

Ever since he heard the news of the termination of the project cooperation in the morning, Shen Kangyong has been very anxious all day long, not to mention eating, he can't even drink water.

Recently, Shen has not left any complaints, and the other party has not clearly stated the reason for terminating the project.

Shen Kangyong guessed that most of them may have found a good partner.

If it is very easy to find a good next home, it is absolutely impossible for Xinghui to terminate the cooperation with Shen. After all, the conditions Shen Kangyong gave at the beginning were not something ordinary people could give up. Big companies look down on Xinghui's projects, and the recession The company was overwhelmed, and Shen Kangyong gave the most benefits.

For a while, I really couldn't think of who Xinghui was going to cooperate with after abandoning Shen.

However, the breach of the contract has not yet come down, and there is still a chance to reverse it.

Shen Kangyong sat on the boss chair in the office with an ugly expression, thinking about what to say when he went to Xinghui tomorrow.

How to pretend to be a grandson for Liu Huanming.

Shen Kangyong gritted his teeth for a moment, annoyed that everything was not pleasing to the eye, then got up and raised his hands and smashed everything in the office that could be smashed, except for some more valuable antiques.

At this time, the office was in a mess.

After messing around, Shen Kangyong's anger gradually subsided, and then he sat back on the boss's chair, his eyes fell on the empty desk.

The photo frame that was originally placed on the desk was also thrown to the ground by Shen Kangyong's anger just now.

Shen Kangyong looked at the ground beside him.

I saw two or three small photo frames protecting the photos falling to pieces on the ground at this moment.

Shen Kangyong looked at the photo frame on the ground with wrinkled eyes, and then picked up the photo frame that had fallen apart.

A total of four photo frames, four photos.

One of them is a family portrait of Shen Kangyong, Li Hanwei and Shen Ciwenzhao.

Shen Kangyong in the photo is no different from now, and Shen Ciwen also looks mature, obviously the photo was taken two or three years ago.

But the remaining three photos are not as clear as this photo, and the pixels of the washed photos are all a bit poor.

They are photos of Lu Yuanbai wearing a warm yellow jumpsuit when he was a child and just walking, with a few small deciduous teeth on his back, big eyes smiling and looking at the camera.

The second one is a solo photo of Lu Yuanbai at the school gate on the day of his hundred-day swearing-in.

There is also a photo of Lu Yuanbai's family of three in front of the primary school when Lu Yuanbai was in primary school.

The third photo is superimposed and placed on the desk of Shen Kangyong's company as time goes by since its establishment.

And the fourth brand new photo was put up by Li Hanwei in Shen Kangyong's office afterwards.

Because the photo was taken a long time ago, the pixels of the camera at that time were not very good. Compared with the photo of Li Hanwei and Shen Ciwen's family of three, it was slightly yellowed.

Shen Kangyong picked up the photo of Lu Yuanbai standing at the school gate with a bright smile on the day of his hundred-day swearing-in and looked at it for a long time. The young man in the photo is youthful and bright, as dazzling as the scorching sun.

That smiling face seems to make people forget all their worries.

Shen Kangyong looked at it carefully, then shortly picked up the rest of the photos, cleaned up the dilapidated ones, and placed them on the desk again.

Shen Kangyong leaned back on the boss's chair, looking at the three photos in front of him, his tired eyes flashed for a while.

He hadn't seen Lu Yuanbai for seven years.

It's not that Shen Kangyong is useless, but Lu Yuanbai doesn't want to see him.

He didn't even want to admit that he was his father. After the previous incident was exposed, Lu Yuanbai actually changed his surname.

At that time, Shen Kangyong was so angry when he learned that Lu Yuanbai had changed his surname, he almost lost his mind, and said that if Lu Yuanbai didn't beg to apologize to him, he would never enter the Shen family again.

However, the young man was very decisive in this move.

Shen Kangyong remembered that Lu Yuanbai wore the school uniform he would wear every day to school that day, and said goodbye to his family as usual, but he was the only one left behind.

Shen Kangyong originally thought that Lu Yuanbai went to school like every morning, but the boy never came back after he left.

Shen Kangyong didn't understand why Lu Yuanbai treated him like this. He just had another woman and child outside, but his love for Lu Yuanbai was still the same as before.

From childhood to adulthood, Lu Yuan did not lose money for food and clothing, but he did not expect that the two father and son would have such a deadlock in the future.

Shen Kangyong also knew that he didn't spend much time with his children as a father, but he took the time to spend more time watching Lu Yuanbai than Shen Ciwen?

However, Lu Yuanbai treated him like this!

Lu Yuanbai seemed to have given an early warning when he left. He took away some personal items from home every day, and even burned photos of him and Shen Kangyong.

Shen Kangyong didn't spend much time with Lu Yuanbai, not even a few photos of his son.

That's all on the desk right now.

Recently, the Shen family has become more and more depressed, and even started to go downhill. Every day, Shen Kangyong has endless temper and endless worries.

tired.

This word filled Shen Kangyong's mind.

He is no longer young, and his figure is starting to lose shape. Although the company is in a downturn, he has no worries about food and clothing.

However, Shen Kangyong feels that he is more tired now than when he started his business when he was young.

Every time Shen Kangyong came home, he was faced with Li Hanwei's greetings and Shen Ciwen's work discussion.

These are what Shen Kangyong hopes to see, but every time he goes home and sees this scene, Shen Kangyong feels a little unhappy.

Maybe it's because I'm getting older, I always start to recall things when I was young from time to time.

Shen Kangyong looked at Lu Wanfang who was smiling happily in the photo.

For a while, I don't know why the two of them have come to this point.

Shen Kangyong will often recall the days when he and Lu Wanfang were young, and recall the picture of a family of three living together.

So even if the original three-person family collapsed, Shen Kangyong did not throw away the photos that had been placed in the office for many years.

Obviously, the two of them suffered all kinds of hardships at that time, and survived all the hardships. If Lu Wanfang knew that he was not so stubborn when he had a woman outside, the two of them would never have come to where they are today. As long as Lu Wanfang is generous Some accept Shen Ciwen as an illegitimate child, and the two will not divorce at all, and Lu Yuanbai will not have any estrangement with him, so that he has not seen him as his father for seven years.

It's been seven years...

For seven years, Shen Kangyong hadn't seen Lu Yuanbai.

But this selfish and cunning man would never look for reasons on himself, and pushed all his mistakes and responsibilities onto a woman who had been with him for half his life.

Everything is Lu Wanfang's fault.

The fault was that Lu Yuanbai was a jealous woman and refused to accept his mistress and illegitimate child outside.

The fault is that this woman is ignorant of current affairs and has to take the road of divorce to make this family into what it is today.

A man who only has one woman in his life, what he does is very common, but other people's wives can tolerate it, but Lu Wanfang can't.

All of this is Lu Wanfang's fault.

As soon as he thought about it in his heart, Shen Kangyong suddenly felt a lot better looking at the photo.

Shen Kangyong looked at the three photos on the desk, his face was full of nostalgia, but the other photo of the family of three was still in the mess.

Li Hanwei returned home after playing cards with some wives at five o'clock in the evening, and saw Shen Ciwen who had disappeared for half a month.

Shen Ciwen's whole body has lost a lot of weight, and his eyes are all black and blue.

Li Hanwei was taken aback when he saw it, "Ciwen, what's wrong with you!"

Li Hanwei hurriedly changed his shoes and walked into the house, "Didn't you go out to play with friends, why did you lose so much weight!"

Shen Ciwen's complexion is very ugly now, his face is as white as a piece of paper, his cheeks are thin and slightly sunken, his eyes are lifeless, and he looks at Li Hanwei with a sickly look, "It's nothing, I've been out of the country with my friends for a few days, I'm tired That's all."

Li Hanwei looked at Shen Ciwen, and actually knew that those friends of Shen Ciwen were prodigal and wealthy sons, so what kind of friends were they?

But Li Hanwei didn't say anything. If his son played with these people, he might be able to expand his contacts in the upper class circle.

"Really?" Li Hanwei looked at his son's ugly face, smiled a little stiffly for a while, and said uneasy: "You play with your friends, but you must not learn from those who are not good. Are you used to it?"

Unexpectedly, as soon as these words came out, Shen Ciwen actually smiled mockingly, "What bad habits can I learn? You taught me a lot since childhood?"

The thoughts that Li Hanwei poured into him when he was a child made him misunderstand his own emotions, and gave up Lu Yuanbai who was by his side to others.

And Li Hanwei's education since he was a child was almost nothing except comparing with Lu Yuanbai, but he often smoked, drank and played cards in front of young people. This seemed to be all that Shen Ciwen saw his mother when he was young.

A shocked look appeared on Li Hanwei's face for a moment, "What did you say?!"

"It's nothing." Shen Ciwen glanced at his mother, then his face returned to its original appearance, and said: "I'll go upstairs to rest first."

Li Hanwei looked at his son's emaciated appearance, although his complexion was a bit ugly because of Shen Ciwen's words just now, but in the end he said: "Go."

The servant at the side stepped forward and asked, "Madam, do you need to add some of the dishes you like to eat when the young master comes back today?"

Li Hanwei felt uncomfortable looking at Shen Ciwen's thin face, just now his son spoke in that tone, now is the time to vent his anger.

And this servant who came forward to ask questions happened to hit the muzzle of the gun, which can be described as a convenient punching bag.

Li Hanwei stretched out his hand and pinched the servant girl's arm.

"You still need to ask me this kind of thing, I hired you for nothing?"

"I don't know what kind of cheap jobs you guys are doing every day when you are paid. Now you have to ask about things that can be seen with a clear eye, and you don't even look at them."

"What are you looking at, hurry up and get out!"

As he spoke, Li Hanwei raised his foot and gave the servant a slap on his calf.

The servant didn't know what Li Hanwei was going crazy for a while, but he didn't dare to resist, so he could only swallow the grievance and left the living room in despair.

When Shen Kangyong came home from get off work, the anger in his heart still persisted, and he couldn't find anything to vent for a while, and he couldn't get up or down in his chest.

The servant opened the door for Shen Kangyong, and Li Hanwei, who was sitting on the sofa, stood up instantly when Shen Kangyong came back.

"Honey, you're back."

Li Hanwei was sad because of what his son said just now, and when he saw Shen Kangyong, he smiled instantly, and then walked towards Shen Kangyong.

Stepping forward to take the briefcase from Shen Kangyong's hand, "How is today, are you tired?"

Seeing Li Hanwei in front of him with exquisite makeup, Shen Kangyong suddenly felt very bored.

He was worried about the project in the company, but the other party was enjoying leisure here.

He threw the briefcase in his hand angrily. Li Hanwei didn't know what happened to the father and son today. The briefcase that was thrown away was so good that it didn't hit Li Hanwei's face.

Although Li Hanwei felt uncomfortable, his smiling face remained unchanged, "Husband must be tired after working all day, go take a shower and change clothes."

Shen Kangyong glanced at Li Hanwei meaningfully, and this glance made Li Hanwei's spine feel cold.

The smiling face was slightly stiff, and it was not until Shen Kangyong went upstairs that he was relieved.

When Shen Kangyong was no longer seen on the first floor, Li Hanwei collapsed instantly with a smile on his face, then raised his hand and threw the briefcase in his hand on the ground.

The young one gave her a face when she returned home, and the same goes for the old one when she returned home. Isn't she a punching bag? !

Li Hanwei's face was distorted, and his voice was piercing: "What are you looking at, and you haven't picked it up yet."

The servant closest to Li Hanwei hurried forward to pick up Shen Kangyong's briefcase, and the hall on the first floor was silent for a while, no one dared to pant loudly.

The atmosphere in this family at this time can be said to be very depressing.

Li Hanwei's heart was simmering with anger, but she still relied on the men in the family, and she could usually preach to Shen Ciwen, but today Shen Ciwen was choking with her.

Li Hanwei took a few more servants to the fire, and he walked into the kitchen unwillingly. She was going to cook two dishes tonight, and Shen Kangyong was in a bad mood. She had to calm down the other party's mood, otherwise she would still suffer in the future.

During dinner, father and son Shen Kangyong and Shen Ciwen came down from upstairs.

Shen Ciwen has been away from home for half a month, and has not contacted Shen Kangyong during this period.

And Shen Ciwen didn't say hello to Shen Kangyong after he got down, he almost didn't give the father a look, pulled the dining chair out tiredly, then sat down and picked up the chopsticks to eat.

Shen Kangyong was already suffocating fire in his heart, at this moment he looked at Shen Ciwen with an ugly expression in front of him, looking like he wanted to die.

"No mouth? I haven't seen your dad for more than half a month, and I can't even say a word!"

Li Hanwei, who was carrying the soup and put it on the table, paused, looked at Shen Kangyong and explained: "Ciwen went abroad with some friends a few days ago, and I just came back today a little tired, so..."

However, before Li Hanwei could say anything, Shen Kangyong slammed the chopsticks in his hand on the table.

"You don't need to greet me as a father when you're tired?!" Shen Kangyong looked dissatisfiedly at Shen Ciwen who was sitting across from him silently, "I'm really getting more and more uneducated!"

"The money he wasted when he went abroad and those cronies and friends was blown by the strong wind? If it weren't for me, I would have you today, Shen Ciwen today, and I wouldn't even say a word when I came home. Already?!"

"The etiquette education I taught you is really in vain!"

Shen Kangyong in front of him was furious, and Li Hanwei, who was helping his son explain for a while, also shut up timidly.

But the pair of eyes with fine lines worked very hard to wink at the son sitting on the side, trying to make Shen Ciwen admit his mistake quickly so that the story could be changed.

Unexpectedly, instead of apologizing, Shen Ciwen smiled mockingly, "You were not by my side when I was young, so the etiquette education is just taught to the dog's stomach."

Li Hanwei, who was standing aside, couldn't believe what his son said for a moment, and his eyes widened.

Just as she expected, the next moment Shen Kangyong got up from the chair angrily, "What are you talking about, you little bastard?"

Shen Ciwen looked at Shen Kangyong with blue and black eyes around her, "Didn't you? When did you teach me when I was a child?"

What Lu Yuanbai said half a month ago is still in my ears.

How could he have something that neither of his parents had.

Both Li Hanwei and Shen Kangyong have no etiquette education, what to teach him.

What did he learn from his parents?

Greed, selfishness, comparison, conceit...

Which of these points are hooked on etiquette and upbringing, and the old man in front of him is still talking about his education without shame.

Shit education!

Shen Kangyong stepped forward angrily, Li Hanwei stopped Shen Kangyong who was so angry that his eyes were bloodshot, looked at Shen Ciwen and accused: "Ciwen, what are you talking about?!"

"How can you talk to Dad like that!"

Facing the accusations from his parents, Shen Ciwen also stood up abruptly from his chair, looking at them with resentful eyes, "Am I not right?"

"Where did the education come from, where did the etiquette education come from, it's all bullshit!"

"Talk about it yourself, do you have what you said, but now you put all these responsibilities on me. He didn't teach me, so how could I have it?"

"If I could still boast of being an illegitimate child like this, if I could still go to parties in the upper class with a face, wouldn't I fucking know what people say about me behind my back?! What about you!"

"If you two had some etiquette upbringing back then, you wouldn't have me!"

"Have you said enough?" Shen Kangyong pointed at Shen Ciwen angrily, but Li Hanwei in front of him desperately stopped him.

Shen Ciwen smiled on his pale and sickly face, this smile seemed a lot less bearish.

If this was Lu Yuanbai, he would not accept himself either.

Who would like such a conceited guy.

What's more, he still claimed to be righteous and snatched everything from Zu Yuanbai. Was it really because of Shen Kangyong that the innocent boy disappeared?

Just like the 25-year-old indifferent Lu Yuanbai said.

no……

Shen Kangyong was the culprit, and they were the accomplices. They all stabbed Lu Yuanbai, leaving several bloody wounds.

It would be great if he wasn't born in such a family, then would he and Lu Yuanbai have a glimmer of hope, would the other party be able to accept him.

Looking at Shen Kangyong who was roaring angrily in front of him, a tinge of pleasure suddenly appeared in Shen Ciwen's heart.

"How come you don't like to hear these truths, you know how harsh they are!"

The next moment there was only a "pop", and Shen Ciwen's pale cheeks turned red and swollen to one side.

However, this slap was not slapped by Shen Kangyong, but by Li Hanwei.

There was panic in Li Hanwei's eyes, and he couldn't continue talking.

He couldn't go on.

Li Hanwei didn't know what happened to Shen Ciwen today, but he actually went against Shen Kangyong.

When she was at home before, Shen Ciwen was very good at winking, and she also showed respect to Shen Kangyong. I don't know what happened when I came back today. After going abroad for a trip, I lost my mind abroad.

But in the end it was the flesh that fell from her body, Li Hanwei certainly felt distressed when she saw Shen Ciwen's pale face, but if she didn't do it now, she wouldn't be able to stop Shen Kangyong in a while, and the other party's attack would only be more ruthless.

"How did you talk to Dad? Why did you become like this when you came back from abroad!"

Shen Ciwen pressed the tip of her tongue against the cheek that was beaten, "What is it like, I have never been like this."

Li Hanwei's heart skipped a beat, and he wanted to go forward and cover Shen Ciwen's mouth, lest the other party say any more unpleasant words.

Unexpectedly, Shen Ciwen stepped back slightly, looking at the husband and wife with a sarcasm on his face.

"You think my words are ugly now, but I just told the truth. Isn't it normal for you? Why can't you accept it?"

Li Hanwei: "Shen Ciwen!"

Shen Ciwen roared loudly, "Why am I wrong?"

"Is it because he didn't cheat when he was young, or you didn't be his mistress when you were young, what did I say wrong! If it weren't for you, I would have the title of illegitimate child, and I would be looked down upon everywhere, just because of you cheating, my You will be blamed all your life!"

Li Hanwei was also pissed off by Shen Ciwen's words, he really couldn't imagine that his always well-behaved son would talk to her like this one day.

"What are you talking about, kid? You think it's embarrassing for me to be your mother, don't you?"

Shen Ciwen: "Otherwise?"

Li Hanwei froze in place for a moment.

However, Shen Ciwen pressed her harder and harder, "Why did you want to be a mistress to a man with a family when you were young? The feeling of stealing other people's things is so good, and it's so good when someone pokes your spine and scolds you."

Li Hanwei: "You think it's embarrassing for me to be a mistress, Shen Ciwen, let me tell you, without me, Li Hanwei, you wouldn't be where you are today!"

Shen Ciwen smiled indifferently, "Of course I know, look at me, don't I look exactly like you now?"

"When you look at me now, you are looking at yourself!"

Shen Kangyong couldn't hold back his anger anymore, he stepped forward and punched Shen Ciwen on the cheek.

"I've raised such a bastard like you all these years! You're talking nonsense, listen to yourself!"

The corner of Shen Ciwen's cracked mouth twitched slightly, "Of course I know what I'm talking about."

"I think you are ashamed! I think you gave me the status of illegitimate child!"

Shen Kang was extremely courageous, "I shouldn't have given birth to you in the first place!"

Shen Ciwen: "Do you think I am willing to be born by you? Willing to be the product of your affair? Willing to be an illegitimate child who steals things from others!"

Lu Yuanbai... that Lu Yuanbai who was supposed to be him was ruined by the two people in front of him.

Shen Kangyong couldn't listen anymore, he raised his hand and grabbed Shen Ciwen's arm that had lost a lot of weight, and dragged him out of the door, "Get out! You bastard thinks I'm ashamed of being a father, so get out!"

The author has something to say: This chapter is mainly about human design, but in my eyes, an illegitimate child who violates the interests of a legitimate child is not worthy of pity. I didn't hurt him. The three views of the character come from the character itself. We can't forget his mistakes because of being pitiful.