I Lost My Memory Before the Divorce Was Agreed

There was no trace of emotion in that cold voice, Duan Yu's tall body paused, and the hand that was originally on the doorknob of the ward froze instantly.

Lu Yuanbai opened his eyes very weakly and looked at the embarrassed man standing in front of the ward door.

He had never seen a man like this, or Lu Yuanbai had never seen Duan Yu in such a state of embarrassment in the past five years of marriage by agreement.

The meticulously groomed hair is slightly disheveled, and he is wearing ordinary clothes that he would not normally wear. There is no change in his handsome appearance, but his eyes are slightly blue and black.

Looking very tired.

The man guarded him all night.

Lu Yuanbai looked at the man in front of him, his eyes were flat, and his clear and cold face showed the same indifference as before when he was 25 years old, but he felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart.

He was feeling sorry for Duan Yu.

It was a heartache that was completely uncontrollable, and even Lu Yuanbai stopped talking after calling Mr. Duan.

I'm afraid that those booing and greetings can't stop running out of my mouth.

The memories of this period of time roared in Lu Yuanbai's mind, and those sudden images told him how many ridiculous things he had done in just a few months.

He and Duan Yu are together, and the two are inseparable every day, they hug and behave intimately every day, and even kiss when parting.

Thinking of these Lu Yuanbai couldn't help laughing.

However, this smile is laughing at himself.

In his eyes, these things happened to him, unreasonable and absurd.

He and Duan Yu agreed to divorce without breaking the rules for five full years, but in this short period of nearly four months, the two of them did all the intimate things before their lover.

Looking at the man standing in the distance, Lu Yuanbai felt that he was ridiculous.

Lu Yuanbai is such a despicable and ridiculous person that he fell in love with a man at first sight after losing his memory.

Those extremely absurd pictures made his feelings more and more frivolous and easy.

Duan Yu looked sideways at the person on the hospital bed, Lu Yuanbai's peach blossom eyes were much dimmer than usual, as if all the light had been taken away, and his eyes no longer flickered when he saw him.

He was quite familiar with Lu Yuanbai at this time, the two of them had been together for five years, these five years were neither long nor short, but there could be several five years in one's life.

However, after these five years, Duan Yu and Lu Yuanbai are still strangers.

Duan Yu watched Lu Yuanbai's uneasy thoughts emerge in his heart at this time, but he didn't want to face him directly like before, but chose to escape.

"I'm going to call the doctor."

As soon as the voice fell, the man opened the door of the ward and walked out.

Lu Yuanbai looked at the back of the man leaving without saying anything, only felt that his eyelids were getting heavy and he fell into a coma again.

Duan Yu is a very sensitive person. When Lu Yuanbai called him after waking up, he had already discovered the difference in the other party. Duan Yu never put himself in a passive position, but when facing Lu Yuanbai, he always Quite different from what was expected.

He couldn't think in front of Lu Yuanbai, he was very familiar with that cold Mr. Duan.

After he glanced at Lu Yuanbai, he didn't dare to look again, he had already given the answer in his mind.

Lu Yuanbai's memory recovered, and the memories of the five years when the two agreed to get married had returned to Lu Yuanbai's mind.

But Duan Yu didn't want to admit it in his heart, because he knew that the 25-year-old Lu Yuanbai didn't love him, and the two of them wouldn't even be strangers if they put aside their interests.

Duan Yu went out of the ward to find a doctor, then took out his mobile phone and made a call.

Let the attending doctor who diagnosed Lu Yuanbai with amnesia after being hospitalized in a car accident come over, and then send someone to find the private doctor of the Duan family.

Duan Yu didn't return to the ward until he was done with these tasks.

The doctor in the ward stood in front of the bed, and the person lying on the bed had fallen into a coma again.

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai's bloodless little face, "Why do you still faint?!"

The doctor looked at Duan Yu and hurriedly said: "Before the patient was not injured, he was under too much mental pressure and was in a tense state. Now that he has passed out, it may be due to the injury and weakness and physical exhaustion. During this period, we should pay more attention to rest. good."

Duan Yu looked at the person lying on the hospital bed with an indifferent expression, but his heart ached as if he was entangled with thorns.

"You mean he didn't have a good life before."

The doctor nodded in embarrassment, "The patient was under too much mental stress before, and the mental pressure was far greater than the physical one. During this period of time, we should also carefully observe the patient's mental state. If there is anything wrong, we must seek medical attention in time."

The veins on the man's bony hands exploded.

After being silent for a while, he said: "He had a car accident before... and left some sequelae, have you seen what's right?"

The medical facilities of the hospitals in the small county are not well-developed. The doctor was a little embarrassed after hearing this, "I'm sorry sir, our place is not very developed and we can't see such a situation."

Duan Yu didn't say anything after hearing this, the doctor turned around and left the ward without asking any more questions.

After the doctor left, silence returned to the ward, Duan Yu couldn't hear the noise from the outside world, only Lu Yuanbai's weak breathing was in his ears for a while.

Duan Yu stretched out his hand to caress Shang Lu Yuan's fair cheeks, he was much thinner than when he left a month ago.

At this moment, Lu Yuan was lying quietly on the bed with gauze wrapped around his white hair, very well-behaved, as if he was sleeping at home.

When Duan Yu was working in the study, Lu Yuanbai always found some reason to come into the study to accompany him, sometimes he came in with a script, and when he saw him, he blushed and said solemnly, "I'm also here to work, this study It looks very quiet, which is nice, and I like it."

Then he would sit down on the sofa and pretend to read the script, but he was secretly watching him.

Sometimes I would come up with a fruit plate made by Aunt Li, but after entering the study, I would not leave.

Those little tricks that Lu Yuanbai thought he did well were actually known to Duan Yu, but the man didn't expose them.

And looking at the person lying on the hospital bed at this time, Duan Yu couldn't think at all for a while.

Hearing the doctor say that Lu Yuanbai is not doing well recently, Duan Yu felt his heart was about to break for a moment.

His lover, his Lu Yuanbai would call him every day, talking sweet words that he liked to hear, and coquettishly sweet talking with him, but none of the many conversations was a complaint.

"I miss you."

"I love you."

"I dreamt of you."

"You have to love me too."

Every word and sentence is the feeling that Lu Yuanbai wants him to know.

"Liar liar."

All the good things were said to lie to him.

Duan Yu stroked Lu Yuanbai's cheek, and then lightly touched Lu Yuanbai's bloodless lips with his fingers.

"I love you."

Duan Yu stared at the person lying on the hospital bed with a pair of cold eyes.

"Lu Yuanbai, I love you."

Lu Yuanbai said this sentence to him countless times, but this is the first time Duan Yu said it.

Looking at the person lying on the hospital bed, Duan Yu suddenly felt that his feelings for Lu Yuanbai seemed insignificant compared to him.

He gave too little to Lu Yuanbai.

Just yesterday when he saw the blood-stained person, Shi Yu felt panicked like never before. He was afraid that something would happen to Lu Yuanbai, he was afraid that Lu Yuanbai would leave, he couldn't be without him by his side.

But he owed him too much.

And looking at the person lying on the bed at this time, it was like an imaginary cloud in the sky, Duan Yu couldn't grasp it or touch it, he was afraid that if he didn't speak out, he would never have another chance.

Just like yesterday's accident,

It gave Duan Yu great fear.

Duan Yu gently caressed Lu Yuanbai's cheeks, his eyes were full of love and affection that no ordinary man has ever had.

Duan Yu never expressed his deepest feelings before, he felt that it was a sign of weakness.

But in front of Lu Yuanbai, he was the most cowardly person.

He is also an incompetent ordinary man in front of his lover.

Duan Yu's mind flashed through every day he spent with Lu Yuanbai before the farewell, that warm smile was always bright like a little sun.

But when he thoroughly confirmed the relationship between the two and went to see Lu Yuanbai's investigation report, his heart felt as if it had been dug out.

In the first 18 years of Lu Yuanbai's life, he was the most proud young master, but what he experienced afterwards made people feel very depressed and breathless.

He felt distressed, and after knowing all about Lu Yuanbai's experience, the pain in his heart continued to spread.

He even thought more than once that it would be great if the two were in love from the beginning.

Will Lu Yuanbai suffer less and suffer less?

Whether it is Lu Yuanbai or the 25-year-old Lu Yuanbai, he feels distressed.

Duan Yu knows very well that he loves Lu Yuanbai.

Even if Lu Yuanbai recovers his memory, this matter will not change.

What he loves is Lu Yuanbai.

When Lu Yuanbai woke up just now, Duan Yu discovered the difference in Lu Yuanbai, and Duan Yu also knew that there would be such a day.

And what he avoided was not the 25-year-old Lu Yuanbai, but the 25-year-old Lu Yuanbai who didn't love him at all.

The way Lu Yuanbai looked at him when he woke up made Duan Yu feel strange and distressed.

He feels sorry for Lu Yuanbai who has suffered from the beginning to the present, but he also deeply knows that Lu Yuanbai who has recovered his memory does not love him.

So he chose to escape the moment he saw Lu Yuanbai waking up.

It seems that in front of Lu Yuanbai, he will always be embarrassed.

At this time, Duan Yu was still wearing the ruby ​​ring that Lu Yuanbai had bought for him. Duan Yu would wear it on his hand every day except for some necessary cleaning time.

However, it may be because of the filming, but at this time Lu Yuanbai did not wear the wedding ring of the two of them.

Looking at Lu Yuanbai's empty fingers, Duan Yu then took off the ring on his left hand and brought it to Lu Yuanbai's ring finger.

Duan Yu's ring is slightly bigger than Lu Yuanbai's.

Immediately afterwards, Duan Yu lowered his head slightly, and the distance between the two kept getting closer. Just when Duan Yu's lips were about to touch Lu Yuanbai, there was a sudden knock on the door of the ward.

Duan Yu looked down at Lu Yuanbai's lips with indifferent eyebrows, and finally got up slowly and walked to the door of the ward to open it.

It was none other than the director and some staff members of the crew outside the door.

When they saw Duan Yu as the gatekeeper, the people behind the gate couldn't help being very surprised.

Duan Yu looked at these people coldly, the actor who played opposite Lu Yuanbai felt very uneasy at this moment, and boldly asked: "Brother Yuan is awake?"

Duan Yu looked at that person with a gaze that sent chills down the spine.

The director felt guilty looking at Duan Yu, they really felt sorry for Lu Yuanbai.

Just when the nurse came out of the ward after changing the medicine for the patient, she saw a man with an injured side face standing in the nurse's station.

That person was none other than the actor who played opposite Lu Yuanbai, and the director was beside him, and the director's expression was not very good.

Duan Yu only let the director come in and take a look at Lu Yuanbai, then closed the door of the ward, and then guarded Lu Yuanbai who was still sleeping alone.

It wasn't until night that Lu Yuanbai woke up again.

Lu Yuanbai opened his eyes in a daze, looking at the snow-white ceiling above his head, he felt a splitting headache for a while.

"Well……"

Hearing Lu Yuanbai's sobs, the man who was taking a nap with his eyes closed hurriedly stepped forward to check.

"Is it very painful?"

The man's words were full of pity and distress.

Lu Yuanbai was still slightly unconscious for a while, thinking it was a dream, he squinted his eyes and nodded aggrievedly.

Duan Yu's heart tightened when he saw it.

Then he took out the painkiller left by the doctor before, Lu Yuanbai had stitches on the back of the head and just after the anesthetic passed, the pain was inevitable, so the random doctor prescribed some painkiller specially.

Duan Yu stepped forward and hugged Lu Yuanbai, making him sit in his arms, and the faint fragrance of Lu Yuanbai lingered on the tip of his nose again.

"Take the medicine and it won't hurt."

Duan Yu's strong arms embraced Lu Yuanbai's from behind, holding painkillers and water in his hands.

Then carefully feed the tablet into Lu Yuanbai's mouth, followed by water.

The number of times Duan Yu has served others can be counted on the fingers, but every time he gave it to Lu Yuanbai.

But it may also be that it is very difficult to swallow the pills, and Lu Yuanbai choked on just a few sips of water.

Duan Yu didn't think Lu Yuanbai choked on the water on his wrist and clothes, but reached out and took a few pieces of paper for Lu Yuanbai to wipe his mouth and pat his back.

"Did you swallow the medicine?"

Lu Yuanbai, who was bitter in his mouth, shook his head in a daze.

When Duan Yu saw him, he carefully fed Lu Yuanbai a few sips of water, if not counting the short wake up in the middle, Lu Yuanbai had already been in a coma for two days.

Duan Yu asked Lu Yuanbai to sit in his arms, just sitting with the person in his arms, Lu Yuanbai could no longer sleep, and his body would not be able to take it anymore.

But Lu Yuanbai was obviously not energetic, and his whole state was half dream and half awake.

"I want to lie down."

Lu Yuanbai felt sore and didn't want to sit down, so he said in a calm voice.

It may be because of the recovery of memory, even when Lu Yuanbai spoke when he was unconscious, he lost the coquettish meaning before.

But Duan Yu didn't care, "I can't sleep anymore."

Then let the weak person rest on his shoulder, "Let's sit on our backs for a while, okay?"

Lu Yuanbai couldn't tell who was holding him behind him, and he didn't have the energy to look at him. He was too tired. The injuries on his body and the mental state that had been in a tense state made Lu Yuanbai very tired.

Lu Yuanbai only felt that the person behind him was very gentle, as if he loved him very much, and then nodded.

Immediately afterwards, Lu Yuanbai felt heat in his ears, and the hot breath from the man's body rushed to his neck.

"Good boy."

Lu Yuanbai hadn't heard these words for many years.

The two sat hugging each other in the ward like this, and it was not until half an hour later that Lu Yuanbai gradually regained consciousness.

After seeing clearly what he was doing, his heart sank suddenly.

At the next moment, the person in Duan Yu's arms suddenly moved, and then struggled slightly to get up from Duan Yu's body.

Duan Yu couldn't help being stunned by the sudden departure of the person in his arms, and then went to check the injury on the back of Lu Yuanbai's head to see if there was any bleeding from the injury.

The back of Lu Yuan's white neck was also scratched by glass shards because of the broken wine bottle.

Duan Yu looked at it, frowned and reached out to touch it. The next moment, he saw the person in front of him tremble, and hurriedly opened the distance between them.

"Hide what?"

Lu Yuanbai didn't turn his head to look at him, but said in a cold voice: "Mr. Duan, please pay attention to your behavior."

"What's the problem?"

"Not suitable."

"Is it appropriate to lean in my arms just now?"

Lu Yuanbai was stunned for a moment, and was speechless for a moment, but he still didn't look at Duan Yu with his cold face.

Lu Yuanbai did not forget the memories that happened during this period, but these memories tortured him all the time after he woke up.

Duan Yu has always disliked others speaking to him in an orderly tone, but if that person is Lu Yuanbai, there is nothing wrong with it.

For the past two days Lu Yuanbai was in a coma, Duan Yushou thought for a long time in front of the hospital bed, the reason why he chose to escape before was just because he was afraid of losing Lu Yuanbai.

Whether Lu Yuanbai recovers his memory or not, he is still Lu Yuanbai.

I don't know if it's because after being with Lu Yuanbai, Duan Yu often thinks differently, and gradually forgets what kind of person he is.

His Duan Yu's things, even if they are broken and mutilated, they can only be his.

Looking at Lu Yuanbai who was fully guarded with his back turned to him, Duan Yu had no cold dislike towards him in his heart, only distress and love.

Seeing that people don't want to talk to him now, Duan Yu doesn't force him either, Lu Yuanbai has been receiving IV drips for the past two days to maintain his nutrition, Duan Yu got up and planned to ask Lu Yuan for some food.

However, not long after Lu Yuanbai put on a bottle of intravenous drip, he felt unwell in his stomach and was not suitable for eating. In the end, the medical staff only gave Duan Yu a cup of hot milk.

Duan Yu looked at it without saying anything, then turned around and went back to the ward.

I don't know if it's because Lu Yuanbai listened to the words just now, but at this time he didn't lie back on the bed because of his exhaustion, but sat on the head of the bed.

A pair of peach blossom eyes silently looked out of the window. At this time, the night was getting darker. In the dark night, only the street lamps were shining slightly.

Duan Yu handed the milk cup to Lu Yuanbai.

Lu Yuanbai glanced at it indifferently, but did not pick it up, the refusal in his eyes was very obvious.

Thin lips lifted lightly, "I don't like it."

I don't know whether it is the cup of hot milk that is being rejected, or the person holding the milk cup.

After hearing this, Duan Yu put the hot milk on the bedside. He knew that Lu Yuanbai liked milk, and he said that he didn't like it.

But no matter how indifferent the people in front of him were, Duan Yu's face did not change at all, his expression was calm, he just paid attention to Lu Yuanbai's injury all the time.

He and Lu Yuanbai agreed to marry for five years, and he also knew how ruthless and indecisive Lu Yuanbai was.

The doctor that Duan Yu sent for before arrived at the small county town early this morning, but because Lu Yuanbai was still asleep, he never came to help with the examination.

Now that he was awake, several doctors came in to help examine Lu Yuanbai.

"Did Mr. Lu feel dizzy when he woke up?"

Lu Yuanbai nodded and said truthfully, "Yes."

"Mr. Lu's current headache, can you tell if it's from a wound or a nerve?"

Lu Yuanbai looked down at the hospital gown on his body, "Yes, there are obvious pains in both places."

The doctor stepped forward to check, "Does Mr. Lu know about his amnesia?"

"know."

"Do you still remember what happened during the time of amnesia?"

Lu Yuanbai's slender and thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and then he said in a cold voice, "I don't remember."

Duan Yu, who was standing at one side of the ward, stared at Lu Yuanbai without blinking.

The man on the hospital bed spoke without a trace of emotion.

He said he didn't remember,

They don't remember their time together.

But Duan Yu didn't believe it.

"you remember."

As soon as the man's voice came out, Lu Yuanbai and the doctor looked in Duan Yu's direction.

Lu Yuanbai's pair of peach blossom eyes met Duan Yu's eyes, and the admiration he used to have had long since disappeared.

The voice was indifferent, as if talking to a stranger.

"I do not remember."

The doctor was a little embarrassed for a while, "Mr. Lu, this is related to your condition, please answer truthfully."

Lu Yuanbai withdrew his gaze and stopped looking at Duan Yu again, "I don't remember, I don't remember everything clearly."

The man stood in the corner, with a pair of eyebrows and eyes as dangerous as watching prey.

Just when the doctor was about to continue questioning, Lu Yuanbai said again, "My condition is also part of my privacy. I hope that there will be no external interference factors when you help me diagnose."

This sentence is obvious, it is to let Duan Yu and the personal doctor of the Duan family go out.

Doctor: "Mr. Lu, you are not in good condition now. You may not be able to remember all the doctor's orders that need to be remembered. It is better to be accompanied by someone."

"unnecessary."

The doctor was a little embarrassed, and emphasized again: "Lu Yuanbai is about your health. It is better to have family members to accompany you."

Lu Yuan didn't show any emotion on his face, and he didn't look at Duan Yu when he spoke, "This is my private matter."

Duan Yu watched coldly, but turned and walked out of the ward without saying anything.

Now is not the time to discuss things with Lu Yuanbai. At this time, the other party's mental state is not good, and everything depends on Lu Yuanbai's physical health.

Although Lu Yuanbai said that, Duan Yu felt uncomfortable but he didn't stay strong.

As for whether Lu Yuanbai has that memory, I will ask the doctor later.

After Duan Yu left, the doctor could clearly see that Lu Yuan was relieved in vain.

The doctor looked at the person on the hospital bed and asked again, "Mr. Lu, there is no one else in the ward now. I need to confirm with you again, do you remember the memory that happened during the period of amnesia?"

Lu Yuanbai's peach blossom eyes drooped slightly, and then a low and deep voice sounded in the ward, "Remember."

The doctor was a little surprised for a while, he remembered that when Lu Yuanbai woke up from the car accident, he saw Duan Yu full of vitality.

However, Lu Yuanbai's state now seems to have become another person completely, and he doesn't want to admit the memory of this period of time at all.

The tone is also full of boredom.

I'm bored with my ridiculous self

"Mr. Lu..." The doctor obviously wanted to ask something, trying to figure out Lu Yuanbai's mental state.

However, before he could ask, he was interrupted by Lu Yuanbai.

"Doctor, you should also know that there are many times when people can't help themselves."