[Korean Entertainment] The king does not see the king

These words were so cruel that Shen Yajing hardly dared to listen.She also thought that maybe Robert didn't like her, but she never thought that she was played and applauded by this man from the beginning to the end.He calmly manipulates Shen Yajing's emotions, anger, sorrow, joy, love throbbing, in order to achieve his own interpretation.Unexpectedly, she, Shen Yajing, would one day become someone else's plaything.

Emma was already furious, and was about to rush out of the corner to teach this damned man a lesson, but she was firmly held back by Shen Yajing.Turning her head angrily and puzzled, Emma was about to ask Shen Yajing angrily why she was blocking her, but seeing the girl's pale face and eyes that were already red and bloodshot, she finally didn't shake off Shen Yajing's hand.

Shen Yajing exhausted all her strength to drag Emma back, and hurried away from the balcony that gave her terrible nightmares and the man who trampled her self-esteem into the soil.She walked in a hurry, as if there was a monster behind her, and as long as she slacked off, her bones would be wiped out.

She took Emma for a long time, and finally stopped when she reached a place where she felt she would not be disturbed again.Emma looked worriedly at the girl who was almost completely lost, and opened her mouth a few times, but didn't know what to say, so she could only stay silent with the girl.

About 10 minutes later, Shen Yajing seemed to have gradually calmed down. She turned her head, her voice was still trembling, but her tone was already very firm. She said, "Emma, ​​can I ask you something?" Emma nodded quickly , said: "You say."

Shen Yajing took a deep breath, and said slowly, word by word: "I hope you can pretend that we haven't heard anything today, and we don't know anything." Emma was very upset for Shen Yajing, She anxiously asked: "Why? Do you still want to save that stinky man's face? Why don't you explain it clearly? Why don't you slap him hard?" She couldn't understand Shen Yajing's decision.

But Shen Yajing asked back: "Speak clearly, slap him in the face, and then?" Emma was at a loss for words, and she didn't know how to reply for a while.There was choking in Shen Yajing's voice, and she continued slowly: "Let's make it clear, if I hit him, will all my heart be paid back? Will the damage I suffered disappear? No, Emma, This is not painful to him, and even, this is exactly what he hopes. To get rid of me earlier, he is probably wishing for it. But, for me, tearing up this last illusion, I really have nothing. I beg you, just pretend not to know, this way, at least I can maintain my meager self-esteem, and I won’t be humiliated so pitifully.”

Emma's eyes were red, looking at the trembling girl in front of her, who was trying her best to protect her last line, and the pleading in the girl's eyes that almost seeped out, finally nodded unwillingly, and a tear followed the nodding movement , across Emma's cheek.

Seeing that she agreed, Shen Yajing finally breathed a sigh of relief.She forced a smile and said, "Emma, ​​I think I have to leave first. I want to go back to the hotel to calm down first. Please tell them that I'm not feeling well, so I'm leaving first. Thank you."

Seeing that Emma agreed, Shen Yajing finally couldn't hold on anymore, and fled in some embarrassment.She rushed out of the club and called a taxi, rushed back to the hotel, and quickly returned to her room. After closing the door and locking it, the tears that Shen Yajing had been holding back finally came out of her eyes.

With her back against the door, Shen Yajing slumped on the ground, her hands wrapped around her knees, her face buried in her arms, and she cried in a low voice.

How stupid must she be? How can someone be as stupid as her? ——Too stupid to act life into a play, but take it seriously in the play.

How could she take it seriously?How could she be so stupid? —— Lost the rational and calm she was proud of, indifferent and guarded, and entered the drama so deeply that she hypnotized herself with a sincere heart.She should have known it a long time ago, shouldn't she have seen it through?If Robert really had some affection for her, how could he be willing to flirt with her, from far and near?

When she thought that from the very beginning, that man had been aloof, looking down on her struggling in the dust with a smile - belittling her humbleness, ignoring her affection, underestimating her acting skills, playing with her mind, Shen Yajing couldn't help feeling that Disgusting and disgraceful.

She hates, hates very much.She cried for her disappointment, her complete failure, and her unworthy giving.

She also hated the indifference hidden behind Daniel's acquiescence.In fact, she should have known earlier, how many people in this foreign country really care about themselves like their relatives or those brothers and sisters in YG?If, at that time, there were Brother Shengxian, Brother Zhilong or Brother Seven who were next to Robert, even if it would affect the filming process, they would not hesitate to teach anyone who dared to hurt her.

For the first time since filming, she clearly understands the natural cruelty in a foreign country.Here she has no compatriots, is an outsider, an outsider.Even if you enter their circle, it is difficult to enter their hearts.I'm afraid, only Emma, ​​who is willing to stand up for her and shed tears for her, really treats her as a friend.

It's July, and it's hot summer, but she feels very cold, cold from the bottom of her bones.She is homesick.

She was crying so embarrassingly, but she still gritted her teeth and tried hard to hold back the sound of crying, not wanting to let out a choked sob and make people hear it.This was her last pride, the only thing she could hold on to after being treated with contempt and humiliation by that man.She doesn't want others to see her fragility, and she doesn't want anyone to comfort her or sympathize with her. Those eyes are like wind knives and frost swords, which will make Shen Yajing feel as painful as scraping her bones.

She cried for a long time, crying very painfully, heartache, body pain.She seemed to have shed all the tears in half her life.I don't know how long it took, but when Shen Yajing finally couldn't shed a single tear, the sky was already a bit hazy.She raised her face from her arms, and the sudden light made her unable to open her eyes.After sitting quietly for a while, Shen Yajing supported the floor and slowly stood up.

Her feet were completely stiff from her unchanging posture for a long time, and she struggled to hold on to the wall to steady herself, and staggered to the bathroom.Turn on the hot water and take a shower.After washing, she put on the bathrobe provided by the hotel, wrapped her wet hair in a towel, and stood quietly in front of the mirror, staring at the person inside.

The girl in the mirror had swollen eyes, red corners, and a haggard face, all of which showed her decadence and loneliness.She looked at herself quietly for a long, long time, and then walked out of the bathroom.Looking at the phone, I was sure it was only 6 o'clock.She called the front desk and asked for some ice and a hair dryer to be brought up.

After getting the things, I quickly dried my hair, changed into comfortable clothes, wrapped ice cubes in a towel, and began to compress my eyes to let the swollen eyes quickly deswell.About 40 minutes later, she checked and felt that the swelling on the eyes had basically disappeared, but the eye circles were still a little red.She took a deep breath, set the alarm clock for 11:12 and ordered the food delivery service for [-]:[-], then fell asleep on the bed.

At 11:12, the alarm clock rang as scheduled, waking up Shen Yajing.She turned off the alarm clock, sat up halfway, closed her eyes for a while, and waited for the hotel staff to come and deliver the food. At [-] o'clock, the door was knocked, she got up and opened the door, let the waiter set up lunch for her, gave the waiter a tip, then sat at the table and ate her own lunch.The waiter left quietly and closed the door tactfully.After lunch, she changed her clothes, washed her face well, applied some lotion and lotion, and combed her black hair neatly.

At this time, Shen Yajing in the mirror was no different from usual.The emotions in her eyes were all hidden in the deep dark green, and when she put on Qiu Zhang's brown colored pupils, they should disappear without a trace.

This afternoon, she has the last shooting, this is her battlefield, she will never lose.Her pride will never be compromised by anyone.Since that man looks down on her acting skills so much, and thinks that once she knows that he has no feelings for her, she will not be able to continue acting, she should use her acting skills to fight back against him openly.Let him see what kind of girl she, Shen Yajing, is.

She is very confident, acting, almost what she has been good at since she was a child, is as natural as breathing.The reason why she was so embarrassed before was because she was negligent.A Shen Yajing who has calmed down and put up all her defenses, no one can defeat her except herself.

She doesn't care about that man anymore, and she will never shed tears for that man again, he is not worth it, and Shen Yajing's tears are not worth it either.Anyway, no matter how embarrassing she was crying, the tears she shed could only be wiped away by herself, and then she was still alone.

After tidying up her clothes in front of the mirror, Shen Yajing took her belongings and walked to the shooting location.

In the dressing room in the studio, Daniel looked puzzled at Emma, ​​who had been giving him a bad face since we met in the afternoon, feeling extremely wronged.When he opened his mouth and wanted to say something, Emma interrupted loudly: "Daniel, Shutup! I don't want to talk to you now!" The tone was indifferent, just like Queen Hermione's appearance.

Daniel was shocked, left Emma's surroundings in despair, ran to sit down next to Rupert [Note 1], and said, "Hey, buddy, do you know what happened to Emma?" Rupert shrugged and expressed himself do not know anything.

A refreshed Robert Pattinson also walked into the dressing room at this time, and said warmly and briskly: "Hi, good afternoon everyone." Rupert also responded to his greeting enthusiastically, although Daniel felt a little dissatisfied. Comfortable, or greeted politely.Only Emma, ​​from the beginning to the end, closed her eyes blindly, leaned against the back of the chair and said nothing, as if there was no such person as Robert.

Robert felt very strange, and questioned the two people next to him with puzzled eyes, and the two expressed that they were also very puzzled.At this moment, a soft female voice suddenly came from behind Robert: "Excuseme, can you please move? You are blocking the door."

When Robert turned his head, he saw Shen Yajing standing behind him.Feeling a little complicated for a while, she moved away slightly, and was about to show a gentle expression. When she said hello to her, she found that Shen Yajing just said thank you, and then walked into the dressing room. During the period, she didn't even look at her give him.

But Emma, ​​who had been closing her eyes just now, opened them now, stood up from the chair, and stared fixedly at Shen Yajing who walked in without any abnormality.Shen Yajing looked at Emma, ​​who had worried eyes, but smiled very easily, with two dimples slightly showing on her lips, she greeted in a warm voice, "Emma, ​​good afternoon."

Seeing her like this, Emma unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.She knew that Daisy would not be defeated so easily.