[Korean Entertainment] The king does not see the king

This is a story about a girl who stumbles and grows up and matures.She has you, me, and the epitome of all of us. She is ordinary and extraordinary in this world of mortals.

Shen Yajing, a name that isn't too special, she's gentle, just as if.Perhaps, the only difference is that she does not take her father's surname, but her mother's surname, although she never knew what it was for.

Shen Yajing has thought about her future many times, but without exception, she is sure that she will leave this extremely romantic land of France after all, and return to her own peaceful and pure land.

She has a home that is nothing but a family and a pair of parents that others envy.Her father is Korean and owns a large law firm in Paris, a place where every inch of land is expensive; her mother is a Chinese-French mixed-race, intellectually beautiful, and a journalist by profession.It seems that because of such parents, Shen Yajing has a lot.However, Shen Yajing always felt that if God could give her a chance, she would rather be born in an extremely ordinary family and live an ordinary but warm life.

From a very young age, she knew that she was different from others.Not only her faintly emerald green pupils inherited from her mother, but also her empty home.She has never enjoyed her father's steady hug and mother's gentle comfort. Most of the time, besides the countless books in the huge study room at home, only Susianna, her nanny, is with her.But even Susianna will not always be by her side, she has her own home and children.

She hated the evening the most, because at that time, the only Susianna who could talk to her would be off work.Children who lack love learn to watch their words and emotions very early.So even though she was full of reluctance, she never said anything to persuade her to stay, but quietly took her nanny by the skirt and sent her out, forced a smile, and looked at her nanny reluctantly with her suppressed red eyes, soft and waxy. Nuo's voice seemed to be hiding a cry, and said, "Su, you have to come early to accompany me tomorrow."

She stood quietly on the steps in front of the door, watching her soft-hearted French nanny rubbing her eyes, and walked away step by step until her figure was completely submerged by the bloody setting sun. There was no reluctance in her eyes, but it was There was indifference.Then she turned her head, gazed deeply at the home that should have been a safe haven, and smiled ironically.Behind this seemingly exquisite door, Shen Yajing's cowardice and extravagant expectations were buried, her innocence and brilliance were killed, and her natural acting skills were honed.She pushed the door open and calmly walked into the deep darkness behind the door.

She learned to act early, to get more, to not be left behind, to...

She had to act.

She used to humblely hope for the love and pity of her parents until her birthday when she was 5 years old.Her parents, who were going to celebrate her birthday with great difficulty, received a phone call and immediately booked a flight to go back. At that time, she was really in a desperate and desperate mood, grabbing the corner of her mother's skirt, crying do not let it go.That was the first and last time she cried in front of her parents.

But the mother, who was in a hurry, opened her fingers without hesitation.The mother pushed her away and stood at the door without looking back, watching impatiently as her crying father closed the door and left.Shen Yajing was slumped on the ground at that time, feeling resentful towards her parents for the first time.She even began to think, what kind of existence are parents?Why can they abandon me so easily, but I can't let them go so painfully?

She didn't understand that although she was precocious, she was still not at the age where she could appreciate the so-called fate willingly.However, even though she didn't understand why she had to endure all these cold treatment and disregard, the little Shen Yajing still learned one thing clearly - in this world, the only thing she can rely on is herself.

Since then, Shen Yajing has buried a deep thought in her heart.She wants to grow up quickly, become independent quickly, and become a mature and outstanding person quickly.At that time, she will no longer be abandoned by her parents, because this time it will be her who will abandon them.It was also from then on that Shen Yajing decided that she would definitely find a family member for herself, a family member who would never abandon her or betray her.

She used a ledger to record the money she spent from the bank card given by her parents.With the money, she signed up for a lot of training courses with peace of mind - training in ballet, training in piano, training in etiquette, training in painting... She also pestered Susianna to talk to her in French every day, hoping to maximize her The value of the existence of a nanny.

She is like a sponge, almost hungry/thirsty to absorb all useful knowledge, to enrich and improve herself.She made a shy and gentle mask for herself, and she wore it during the day, hiding all her indifference, irony and sharpness behind the mask, as if looking at the mortal world in front of her through a layer of glass.The inside of the glass is terribly quiet; the outside of the glass is terribly chaotic.

In this way, playing, disguising, and pretending, Shen Yajing created a gentle and beautiful illusion for herself, which confuses everyone's eyes and blurs the boundary between reality and falsehood.She became the top student and little princess in the eyes of her classmates and teachers. She won a lot of applause and cheers, but the sad thing is that the attention and love she thought would make her happy did not warm her cold heart. hard heart.The louder the laughter and cheers, the higher the pile of medals and certificates, the more empty and painful she felt in her heart.But she is no longer the little girl she was back then, she has been able to naturally ignore the pain, and continue to walk down firmly—without hesitation, or in other words, without repentance.

She had imagined countless times how she would leave her parents.But she never thought of such a way.

That year, she was just 13 years old, and she had just revealed her immature youthful charm.Although I don't have much relationship with my parents, it is inevitable to attend some social occasions with them when necessary.Moreover, even in the communication between adults, sometimes they will consciously bring children to chat for relaxation or excuses.And that day was just an ordinary dinner party.Shen Yajing played the role of her own good girl as usual, sitting in the back seat, staring at the small clutch bag on her lap, and her mind ran far away as usual; her parents sat on her left and right, each He closed his eyes and meditated, without saying a word; the driver drove the car quietly, and the atmosphere in the car seemed to freeze.

However, the accident happened too unexpectedly.

They were waiting for the red light peacefully, but unexpectedly a large truck with a full load on the left front suddenly turned right/tilted, the whole body flipped to the ground, and hit the car where Shen Yajing and the others were in with its inertia come over.The driver tried his best to control the steering wheel and try to dodge, but in the end he could only wait for the collision to come.

At that moment of crisis, before Shen Yajing even had time to react, she was suddenly hugged by her mother beside her, and then she and her mother were firmly protected by her father.

That was the first and last hug of their family of three.

The body of the car was thrown into the air during the impact, flipped several times and landed on the side of the co-pilot with a bang.Shen Yajing was already stunned when she was surrounded by the warmth of her parents, and then she was dizzy by a series of flips, impacts and roars. When she recovered a little, she seemed to have come to hell.

Blood, blood everywhere, wet her little dress, wet her hair.Looking up slightly, she saw her always calm father, covered in blood, lying quietly among the glass and scrap iron, his neck twisted into a strange angle; and her mother, still breathing, but about The ribs that were broken in the impact pierced the lungs, and the breathing was wet and blood continued to flow from the nose and mouth.Shen Yajing's eyes almost burst open in an instant.

A weak force pushed her, and Shen Yajing forced herself to wake up from the chaos.Her mother, who was speechless, motioned her firmly to climb out of the car with her eyes.I don't know if it was because she was lost at the time, or because her mother's eyes were too persistent at that time, Shen Yajing supported her sore hands and feet, and crawled out of the car according to what her mother said.

She seemed to have a concussion, double vision, and nausea.The interior of the car was littered with sharp debris, scratching her badly.But she didn't care about the pain, and only remembered that her mother wanted her to climb out.After her feet were finally detached from the car body, she collapsed on the ground in a state of collapse, with a burnt smell clearly lingering from the tip of her nose, mixed with a familiar and unfamiliar pungent smell.She was carried onto the stretcher almost immediately, and was quickly taken away from the unrecognizable body of the car.She turned her head while struggling on the stretcher, and vaguely saw her mother's bloody face, relieved and gentle eyes, and those lips that closed and said something.

Before she could distinguish her mother's lips, she was sent to an ambulance parked at a safe distance.Almost at the moment when she was transferred to the medical ambulance bed, there was a huge explosion behind her.In the sound of the explosion, Shen Yajing suddenly remembered that the pungent smell she smelled was the smell of gasoline.Also in the explosion, Shen Yajing remembered her mother's lips, those lips that opened and closed were clearly saying: Je'taime. (French for 'I love you'.)

She could no longer support her fragile spirit, and fell into a large darkness.

The author has something to say: The next update will be tomorrow (Thursday) around ten o'clock in the evening.The article is relatively slow, I hope everyone will not be impatient.I want to write this article slowly and meticulously, hoping to write the story in my heart, and hope to move everyone a little bit.

Sincerely, salute.

PS: The identity of the heroine will be explained one by one later, and there may be a little soy sauce from the heroine in the next few chapters.It's starting to get a bit slow, I hope everyone will watch it patiently, thank you.

PPS: For Shenma JJ, the framed words are becoming more and more nonsensical...