This cannon fodder stand-in is not right for me [E-sports]

The cold wind is passing by, the black clouds are overwhelming, and the first snow will fall at any time.

The curtains were only drawn one layer, and only the bedside lamp was turned on, the orange halo was a little dim.

"What kind of training match takes so long for fifty days?" Lu Jiangyuan stroked the soft hair of the person in his arms, and anyone could see the reluctance on his face, "It's just that I can't go abroad at this time, and I can't look at you."

Chu Li turned over gently, blinked his clear eyes: "It's okay, Brother Lu, we can video."

Lu Jiangyuan glanced at him: "That's the only way."

The public welfare fund deficit case involving the company has entered the judicial process, and the procuratorate is collecting relevant evidence. As a legal person of the Lu Group, Lu Jiangyuan cannot leave the country, and his private jet is temporarily controlled. All these make him a little annoyed.

"Brother Lu, how is your company doing?"

Chu Li was only wearing a white nightgown from the hotel. The ties of the nightgown were loose, revealing the whiteness of his chest half-opened, and roses were looming in the shadows.

Lu Jiangyuan's eyelids drooped, and he raised his hand to pull his clothes. The international flight at five o'clock tomorrow morning, even though he is reluctant and greedy, he knows enough is enough.

"Everything is under control." Lu Jiangyuan's Adam's apple rolled, "Don't you like to write about god reversal in novels? Now public opinion is condemning Lu's Group, and some people even released a video of the sales team on the wine table , It’s just adding insult to injury, can the power of ants shake an elephant?”

"Now you, the Lu family, are more famous than any third-tier stars, standing on the top of the hot searches every day." Chu Li lazily raised his hand to touch the phone from the bedside, swipe to find the interface he wanted, and handed it to Lu Jiangyuan to take a look , "Someone put your photo up, tsk tsk, let me see what the comments are below."

"Ahhh, what kind of fairy face is this? Is it the real version in Mr. Ba's novel?"

"This long leg, my God, I need to know how the Lu Corporation can get in in one minute!"

Weibo is Lu Jiangyuan's blind spot. He has always been too lazy to waste energy on these useless things. What's wrong with doing something with this time?

"Mr. Lu, your Weibo is already surrounded by little fans, why don't you go up and take a look?"

Chu Li flicked his phone lightly, as if he was just chatting casually, and suddenly he turned his head and looked at Lu Jiangyuan with a serious and serious expression, "I've always wanted to ask you, is your Weibo on Liu Jiangyuan? The assistant is in charge?"

Lu Jiangyuan nodded.

Chu Li suddenly had a crazy idea, he didn't want his boyfriend to be coveted all the time.

Lu Jiangyuan looked down at the person lying on his stomach, and smiled knowingly.He hooked his phone and sent Assistant Liu a message.

After a while, Chu Li's phone vibrated, and he took a closer look to see that the person he paid special attention to sent a Weibo post and @ him.

"Unfortunate, boyfriend. @FORleave."

Chu Li raised his eyes, but for some reason, he became a little more nervous, and after hesitating for a long time, he said, "Brother Lu, can I go and see Grandpa when I come back from France?"

Chu Li didn't know whether he should ask such a question. He was afraid that Lu Jiangyuan would refuse. He knew that a family like Lu Jiangyuan must attach great importance to blood inheritance. Would his family accept him?

Unexpectedly, Lu Jiangyuan breathed a sigh of relief in an instant: "Okay, grandpa has long wanted to see you."

Chu Li sat up in shock, opened his mouth wide in surprise and asked, "Does Grandpa know me? When did you say that? How did he react?"

He looked at Lu Jiangyuan with a complicated expression, his eyes still filled with unbelievable suspicion.

Lu Jiangyuan: "Grandpa knew it when you lived in Fengkaozhuyuan. Aunt Chen is my family's nanny for 30 years. She has been taking care of grandpa at home before. I was afraid that you would not be used to living here, so I asked her to come over. She Sometimes I go home to give my grandpa a massage or something, so I probably told my grandpa."

Chu Li still couldn't believe it, and continued to ask: "So grandpa didn't discipline you? Is that why you don't care?"

Aunt Chen naturally knew about the relationship between him and Lu Jiangyuan. She could see the intimacy between Lu Jiangyuan and him in the mess at home.

Lu Jiangyuan recalled it carefully, and said seriously: "Grandpa never said anything at first, after you left, grandpa once said to me, if you like someone, treat them well, and take them home to show him look."

"Is grandpa so open?"

Lu Jiangyuan got up suddenly, went to the bedside and picked up a cigarette from the table, the clouds and mist rose, he raised his hand and opened the curtain, "A Li, do you know how my parents died?"

Chu Li was stunned for a moment, and then slowly got up, not knowing why Lu Jiangyuan's back was inexplicably vicissitudes at this moment.

He moved to the edge of the bed with bare feet, and gently pressed against the smooth and delicate back of the other party, holding his hands tightly, and whispered: "What do you want to say?"

Lu Jiangyuan paused for a while and said: "My father has been strict with me since I was very young. He always said that I am the heir of the Lu family. When I am an adult, I will take up the responsibility of the Lu family. Then he will be free. , At first I didn’t understand these things, I didn’t understand why I had to work so hard, why Zhuqing and the others could be so relaxed, so when I was 15 years old, I resisted.”

"I ran away from the place where I went to class. I wanted to hide in a place where no one could find me. My father was so young. He was only 36 years old that year, but he was telling me about his funeral like an old man. I really I was very scared, I ran wildly on the street where no one knew, and then..."

Lu Jiangyuan lowered his eyes, and Chu Li could feel his chest rising and falling.

"Later, I was too cold, hungry and cold, I ran to a garden of my house, I wanted to go in to find something to eat, then I leaned on the iron gate and saw my father. He was hugging someone , they cried in a low voice, and my father said wait, he is almost an adult, and we will leave when he becomes an adult. That person is not my mother, but a man."

"I freaked out and started running back again. I ran home and wanted to find my mother, wanted her to hug me, wanted to tell myself that I had read and heard wrong, but when I came home, I saw the gate. police car."

Lu Jiangyuan's voice began to choke. This history made him feel very sad. Chu Li gently rubbed his chest with his palm.

"My mother committed suicide, and not long after that, I received news of my father's car accident. When I saw him in the hospital for the last time, I saw another man who was pushed out with my father that night. The man who embraced, his father died, but he survived. Later, I was brought up by my grandparents, or maybe from that year on, I accepted my fate, and I was born to inherit the Lu family. "

Lu Jiangyuan turned around, there was a teardrop hanging on his chin, shining orange light, he suddenly pulled Chu Li into his arms, and whispered: "My birth has no meaning, just to inherit Lu."

"A Li, after you left, grandpa was very scared. He was afraid that I would follow my father's old path. He told me that if the talk was over, he would take you home and show him."

Grandpa must have regretted it. If he hadn't forced his son to separate from his homosexuals, this tragic incident would not have happened. At an octogenarian age, he finally figured out that there is nothing more important in this world than being alive.

As for people, they always know how to regret and cherish after losing, but some things can be redeemed, but some things will never come back again.

At 03:30 in the morning, the airport was still full of pedestrians, and there were no international flights in Yuecheng. FOR had to take a plane to Shanghai, and then take an international flight from Shanghai to Paris.

Lu Jiangyuan is going back to Beijing today, and he has to deal with some things himself.

He fastened the buttons of Chu Li's clothes one by one, and then arranged the scarf into a comfortable look, his eyes were full of reluctance, he pulled her into his arms, and gently pressed her face against his face. Rubbing.

"Take care of yourself, and I'll see you as soon as my affairs are over."

Chu Li gave a "hmm", kissed his lips lightly, pressed the dullness in his chest, and said, "Brother Lu, you are the same, take good care of yourself, and wait until I come back with a world champion for you."

Lu Jiangyuan's nose was slightly sore, and he suppressed a smile: "Okay, my A Li is the best, and he is my pride."

One of the unobserved people not far away finally shouted: "Captain, it's time for a security check!"

Chu Li didn't speak, he stood on tiptoe and kissed deeply on Lu Jiangyuan's lips. They didn't care about the sideways glances of passers-by, they kissed wantonly, their lips and teeth intertwined, exchanging each other's reluctance and longing.

Finally, Lu Jiangyuan restrainedly pushed Chu Li away, and said hoarsely, "Let's go, don't delay the plane."

Chu Li let out a "hmm", buried his whole face in the thick scarf, turned around, and walked away slowly.

Seeing Chu Li's thin figure gradually walk away, Lu Jiangyuan felt the phone vibrate, and it was not until the figure disappeared in the security checkpoint that he slid the phone away and looked at it. It was a screenshot sent by Assistant Liu.

"Boyfriend, don't give up. @卢江元."

The picture on Weibo is an apricot blossom tree with colorful fallen leaves. Under the tree is a young man wearing glasses, holding a book and smiling brightly.

In the painting, Lu Jiangyuan smiles cleanly, and the warm spring breeze blows in those peach blossom eyes.

Lu Jiangyuan lowered his eyes and chuckled, staring at his phone in a daze. He didn't know when Chu Li saved him. His love was like a warm spring breeze, surrounding him tightly, making him no longer alone. No more fear.

For the rest of my life, let's go together.

The shadow of his parents is like a nightmare that never wakes up, tormenting Lu Jiangyuan's entire youth. He is not the crystallization of love between his parents, but a child born to his father in order to get rid of this kind of life. He has never been loved by his mother since he was a child. As if he was so annoying, his mother was always cold and ruthless to him, and he didn't know how ridiculous he was until he saw through his father's secret.

As if he was born just a tool.

A tool of the family that father entrusts.

He was not loved, not for a moment.