This cannon fodder stand-in is not right for me [E-sports]

"You are not allowed to leave!"

Chu Li's voice was heard far, far away in the dark alley, it sounded so feeble and hollow.

His thin shoulders trembled slightly, and the little life in his arms suddenly yelled in a low voice. He clenched his teeth and squeezed his fists to endure and endure. Finally, he could only let go of the hand that was holding the other party's collar, and tried his best to scream at the other party. Running on the road, maybe there is still a glimmer of life for ice cream if you seize this time.

"Doctor, save it!" Chu Li stumbled into the pet hospital, calling for help.

Seeing the dying ice cream being carried into the treatment room by the doctor with his head down, Chu Li stared nervously at the situation in the room, desperate but helpless.

"Lu Jiangyuan..." He held the phone weakly, leaned against the wall limply, and slid down inch by inch, "Something happened to the ice cream."

The tears that I had endured for a long time finally poured out at this moment, and I couldn't hold it anymore.

"A Li, where are you? Send me the location."

Chu Li responded with a sob, hung up the phone and sent his location.

He turned his head and looked at the treatment room. The curtain was hung inside and he couldn't see anything. At a loss, he squatted down along the corner of the wall.

He is useless.

Not even a pet cat can protect it.

...

When Lu Jiangyuan rushed into the pet hospital, he saw Chu Li huddled against the corner of the wall.

He ran over quickly, squatted down and wrapped his arms around his shoulders.

"A Li, I'm here."

Chu Li was slightly taken aback, and looked up at him with a circle of red eyes, "A group of demons, ice cream is so small and obedient, why can someone deal with it so hard?"

Two lines of teardrops rolled down, slid down the cheeks and into the collar of the neck.

Lu Jiangyuan gently stroked his hair, and hugged the person in his arms tightly with his strong arms, comforting his sadness.

The door of the treatment room opened suddenly, Chu Li got up suddenly when he heard the voice, and saw the doctor coming out, he grabbed Lu Jiangyuan's hand nervously.

"The little guy has a strong desire to survive, and we will try our best to rescue it. At present, the internal organs have been damaged to varying degrees, especially the spleen has ruptured. Let's make the best plan." The doctor patted Chu Li on the shoulder. .

"Doctor, you must save it, please!" Chu Li lowered his head, he didn't dare to look into the doctor's eyes, for he was afraid of seeing something unacceptable there.

"I will."

The doctor nodded slightly, put on the mask, and walked into the treatment room.

Lu Jiangyuan pulled Chu Li into his arms distressedly, and comforted him: "Didn't the doctor say that it has a strong desire to survive, you have to believe in it, and there will be miracles."

Chu Li raised his head abruptly, with teary eyes: "Is it possible? Is there hope?"

Lu Jiangyuan nodded heavily, and said firmly, "It will."

He helped Chu Li to the rest seat, sat beside him, and put his head lightly on his shoulder.

Chu Li didn't know what to think of, and suddenly there was a burst of acid, and tears fell down, "I couldn't catch those demons, and now the life and death of Ice Cream is uncertain, but they don't have to take any responsibility. I hate it so much! Why is it so useless to hate myself?! I can’t do anything!”

Lu Jiangyuan straightened his head, looked straight into his eyes, and said solemnly: "A Li, I will not let them go, anyone who hurt you, I will not let him go. Believe me, okay? good?"

Chu Li wiped the teardrops from his chin, cried and shook his head: "It's useless, they have already run away, I can't catch them anymore, it's useless..."

"I can!" Lu Jiangyuan looked into his eyes firmly, "I can, I swear I will catch them!"

...

"Although the little guy was rescued, he is too weak now. Let's put him here, and we will take good care of him." The doctor said while taking off his mask, and looked at Chu Li who was leaning on Lu Jiangyuan's shoulder.

"Okay, do you need to sign?" Lu Jiangyuan helped Fu Chuli's head and said softly.

"Yes, I'll go get the form. You can go back and wait for the news after you sign it." The doctor smiled, pointed to Chu Li and said, "I think he's tired too."

"Okay, thank you."

Lu Jiangyuan nodded his thanks, watched the doctor go away, then took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dialed the number.

"Come here and pick me up."

When Chu Li woke up again, he was in a strange room with empty white walls, only a little light from the gap between the curtains.

His face was wet and greasy, and there were still tears. When he opened his eyes, the pain in his heart slowly filled up again. Only then did he remember why he was so sad.

There was a man standing at the door, wearing a white shirt with lazily loose corners, half-opening his clothes to reveal all the beautiful scenery unreservedly, the man raised his head slightly when he heard the voice, and there was an incomprehensible look in his peach eyes. deep.

Seeing that Chu Li woke up, Lu Jiangyuan took a glass of water from the side and walked to the bed, slowly stretched out his arms and pulled him into his arms, "Drink some water first, you must be tired after crying for so long."

Chu Li lowered his head and took a few sips. There was a faint sweetness of honey. He was indeed thirsty, and his throat was burning and dry. He took a few sips of honey to moisten it, and immediately felt a lot more comfortable. Dare to speak.

He was a little scared, afraid that the ending would be something he couldn't accept.

Lu Jiangyuan raised his hand to stroke his soft hair, smiled lightly, and said, "Ice cream is still alive."

Chu Li was stunned for a moment, feeling his nose was about to get sore again, he paused and asked, "Then where is it?"

Lu Jiangyuan put the cup on the bedside casually, put his arms around Chu Li, and said with a smile: "Fool, of course it is in the hospital, and it is still receiving treatment. You should have a good rest. I will take you to see it later, okay?" good?"

Chu Li hesitated for a while before slowly saying, "Lu Jiangyuan, you didn't lie to me, did you?"

Lu Jiangyuan stared at Chu Li's eyes for a long time, sneered, then grabbed his hand, pressed it on his chest, and said, "How dare I lie to you? If you don't believe me, ask it."

Chu Li's face was slightly red, and his fingers wanted to leave his chest, but those big hands pressed them down hard.

"A Li, let me protect you, okay? I can't see how you are hurt. I was really going crazy at that moment." Lu Jiangyuan pulled Chu Li into his arms with a little force on his wrist, and put his ears on the On the chest, the hot plop came out from under the clothes, which sounded charming and beautiful, "During the half a year when you were not by my side, I met many people, many things, and there are many things to do every day. There are many people who pay attention to me. They don’t care about whether I have eaten, whether I am cold, whether I have slept on time, but stare at me all the time, hoping that when I will make a mistake, I know that many people call me cold-blooded and heartless behind my back , is a jade-faced Yama, do I think so? When you were not around, I tried not to let myself miss you, but you know? The thing I have worked so hard for is the moment I see you again It collapsed immediately, and I found that I really fell in love with you."

"A Li, I know I was wrong, but in the future, I swear that I will never make you sad again, shall we start again?"

Chu Li slowly closed his eyes, and quietly pressed against Lu Jiangyuan's chest, choking for a long time, "Lu Jiangyuan, you once said that you would always be with me, you said you would protect me, but now I will close my eyes Thinking of when we were in the Wind Knocking Bamboo Garden, was all that affection fake and your pity was all fake? If those were all true, why would you treat me as a substitute? Why could he Hurt me recklessly? Why can you do so many things for him?"

"A Li, I don't want to explain those things, it's all my fault, can you forgive me?"

Lu Jiangyuan gently held Chu Li's face up, the corners of his eyes were red, his eyes showed the fragility and cowardice he tried to hide, "A Li, I beg you, give me a chance, can we start again?"

Chu Li stared at those eyes for a long time. It was the man he loved with his entire youth, and it was the most unforgettable emotion in his life, but he knew that they couldn't go back.

However, he wasn't sure if he could start over. He felt that he had already started to waver, and he couldn't help feeling sore in his heart. He whispered, "Let me think about it, okay? Give me time to think about it, okay?"

"You know? Sometimes I think it's good to start over. You already know that you were wrong, and you have reflected on your behavior, and I still love you, but..." A tear rolled from the corner of my eye, salty, even With bitterness, "However, as long as I think of us starting over again, my heart will hurt, I will feel very sad, I will feel very painful, it feels really bad when I am with you, and those feelings will disappear all at once. They're all back, and I'm very upset."

Why did it take him a long time to get out of this relationship, because his words softened?

Chu Li closed his eyes and said slowly, "I don't want to lose."

In this relationship, he doesn't want to always be the one who compromises, the one who loses.

The schedule of the playoffs is tight, and Chu Li has no chance to take a breather, but when he returns to Yuecheng occasionally, he goes to look at the ice cream.

As the doctor said, Ice Cream has a very strong sense of survival. After suffering such a serious injury, it has healed itself bit by bit. There are more and more pain in those cat eyes like glass balls. hapiness.

"If you want to take it back, you can do it now." The doctor saw Chu Li lying outside the pet box, staring at the ice cream, with doting and love in his eyes.

Chu Li looked back at the doctor in surprise, and after thinking for a while, said: "I don't want it anymore, let's raise it here for a while. I have a very busy schedule recently, so I don't have time to take care of it."

"Yes, no problem." The doctor brought a stack of documents and handed them to Chu Li, asking him to sign. After signing, he suddenly remembered something and asked: "Isn't there a caretaker for ice cream? Can you ask him if he can take it back?" Huh? This little thing is too clingy, every time you leave, it won't eat or drink for several days, it makes me feel distressed."

Chu Li first thought about who the other caregiver was, and then smiled after thinking about it: "He is probably busier than me."

The doctor pouted, shook his head and said, "No, he comes back every week to see the ice cream, much more than you."

Chu Li looked at the doctor in disbelief, opened his mouth to ask something, then swallowed it back, and chuckled: "So that's it, then next time the doctor will help me ask him if he would like to take the ice cream home for me take care of."

The author has something to say: the story of Chu Li and Lu Jiangyuan is coming to an end, Xiao Xiaozhou is grateful to all the readers who have always supported and loved them.

Leave all the love and reluctance to the person he loves the most.

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