This cannon fodder stand-in is not right for me [E-sports]

Autumn came quickly in Yuecheng. After a heavy rain, the temperature began to drop suddenly. It was the end of October in a blink of an eye. Even Feng Yuan, who was most resistant to frost, put on a thick coat.

The autumn competition has also come to an end. From being questioned and underestimated at the beginning, FOR has gradually become a dark horse quietly rising in the Western Division, and its undefeated record has also become a myth in the Western Division.

It is the team that is undefeated, but everyone knows that the undefeated FOR is Captain Chu Li.

From obscurity to fame, Chu Li has attracted countless fans, and now it is almost hard to get a ticket for the FOR competition.

Even the promotion event recorded by the alliance had a very high click-through rate because of Chu Li. Originally, they wanted to use celebrity artists to create momentum for the game schedule, but in the end, the focus was all on an e-sports player.

But there is nothing wrong with it, it is human nature to be strong.

Chu Li's skills are strong, he is handsome, and naturally attracts fans quickly. In addition, even Cen Xing, a member of Lightning Girls, confessed that Chu Li is her idol in public, which made his already high popularity more and more popular.

There is still the last round of the autumn competition. Before the battle starts again, the team has three days to rest and adjust. However, usually at this time, the team will not let the players relax and rest, and will arrange teams from other divisions to conduct practice matches.

What e-sports players want is the feel.

Chen Xue found a team from the Northern Division for FOR for a practice match, so they rushed to Beijing overnight.

The moment the plane landed, Chu Li felt a little dazed.

It has been less than half a year since I left here, and I am in a different mood when I come back.The resentment and grievance at the beginning have been blown far away with the autumn wind in Beijing, and the previous attachments have gradually been let go. Looking back, the hatred has quietly dissipated.

Chu Li didn't know what state of mind he was in, but he would never be as excited as before.

He thinks it's good as it is now, the two of them have nothing to do when they leave the hotel, he won't take the initiative to think about it, and he won't worry about gains and losses, as for what Lu Jiangyuan thinks, it seems that it is not that important anymore.

"Xiao Li, what are you thinking?" Xiao Yi patted Chu Li's shoulder from behind.

"It wasn't summer when I left, and it was almost winter when I came back." Chu Li looked at the beautiful autumn scenery outside the window, feeling a little sad.

Xiao Yi paused and said: "Why don't you come back here in the future, I see you haven't laughed in Beijing, are you reminded of the unhappy things in the past?"

Chu Li sneered and glanced at him, "This is my home!"

Yes, this is home, how could you not come back?

Zhou Yan came a day earlier than the team members, arranged their itinerary and accommodation in advance, and then helped everyone register and change room cards at the hotel, she finally walked to Chu Li and smiled sweetly: "Leave, I arranged for you Single room, on the 19th floor."

Before Chu Li had time to thank him, Feng Yuan came over first and asked cheekily, "Zhou Yan, you are biased, why is Xiao Li a single room, and we all have a double room?"

Zhou Yan pulled Chu Li's suitcase over, gave him a blank look and said, "If you can also lead the team to ten consecutive victories, I will also arrange a private room for you."

After speaking, she swayed her ponytail and walked straight to the elevator.

Feng Yuan pulled his red suitcase and ran after him, panting slightly: "That's not what I said, the ten-game winning streak is also due to my Yuan Yuan!"

When the elevator came, Zhou Yan asked Chu Li to go in first, and she followed closely. When Feng Yuan was about to go in, Zhou Yan pushed him and said angrily: "It's too crowded, you wait for the next class , let Xiao Yi in."

After speaking, he pulled Xiao Yi in and closed the elevator.

squeeze?

There are only three people in such a big elevator, where is it crowded?

I have to say that Zhou Yan still takes good care of Chu Li. The 19th floor of this hotel is full of suites.

The room is decorated with hydrangeas, but this time it is pink, not his favorite blue, which is a pity.

The meeting time is two o'clock in the afternoon, and it's only 10:30 now. Chu Li wanted to catch up on sleep first, so he walked to the bathroom.

The warm mist aroused the sleepiness in his body, he simply wiped his hair, and then came out wrapped in a towel and yawning.

"Ali."

As soon as he opened the bathroom door, Chu Li first saw a pair of long legs leaning against the edge of the sofa, his eyes were looking upwards, the thin waist was hidden in the pure white shirt, the neckline was slightly open, the perfect collarbone was looming in the depths, and the red lips , black hair, beautiful like ordinary people.

"Lu Jiangyuan?" Chu Li paused as he wiped his wet hair, "Why are you here?"

The man stood up gracefully, pressed his knuckle fingers on the towel, and gently helped Chu Li wipe his hair, with a smile on his red lips: "I don't want to say."

Prefer not to say?

Chu Li understood that this hotel must belong to the Lu family.

Chu Li didn't ask any more questions, and just let him rub his fingers gently. For some reason, that inexplicable emotion dissipated in Lu Jiangyuan's meticulous movements.

Perhaps it was the momentary tenderness in Chu Li's eyes that made Lu Jiangyuan feel the urge to embrace him.

Thinking this way, he did so. His heartbeat was a little fast, and the arm that pulled him was a little stiff. When he was holding him in his arms, the two bumped into each other.

"Ali, I miss you."

He looked down, and the person in his arms smiled brightly.

Chu Li was also looking at him.

But the moment it collided with his gaze, he looked away.

Chu Li's arms went up along his shoulders, hooking his neck. The young man raised his head, tiptoed slightly, and his lips were already attached to his lips.

The sweetness in the mouth spread instantly.

The young man's fingers were very thin, but their knuckles were long. When he touched them carefully, there were thin calluses on them, but they were not painful. At this moment, the fingers were slowly rubbing against his neck, feeling a little numb.

Lu Jiangyuan kissed very seriously, but he still couldn't help feeling a little disappointed in his heart.

He said he missed him, but he didn't respond.

For some reason, Lu Jiangyuan felt that Chu Li did it on purpose.

Chu Li probably wouldn't say this sentence.

Thinking of this, Lu Jiangyuan felt the repressed restlessness in his heart start to jump up and down, and his palm inserted in the young man's soft hair slightly exerted force, as if he wanted to imprison him.

The other hand pulled hard along the edge of the bath towel...

According to Lu Jiangyuan's physical strength, he probably wouldn't let Chu Li go before two o'clock, but he also felt distressed seeing the sleepy person in his arms. up.

Chu Li was so sleepy that he couldn't keep his eyes open, he felt comfortable now, and fell asleep after humming softly.

The man's hand was placed on the young man's butterfly bone, and he didn't dare to move, as if he was afraid that if he breathed heavily, he would wake him up.

Lu Jiangyuan just looked at Chu Li's sleeping face like this, and he felt satisfied.Even if it was a bit of disappointment from not being able to hear the sentence of missing him before, it also disappeared in the warmth at this moment.

Suddenly, the boy's eyelids moved.

Lu Jiangyuan was taken aback. He thought it was the sound of his heartbeat waking him up, so he froze and didn't dare to move. He didn't let out a sigh of relief until he was sure that he wasn't awake.

After a pause, he lowered his head and laughed, as if mocking himself, but also mixed with pleasure.

It turns out that this is the feeling of holding people at the top of your heart.

Looking at it, Lu Jiangyuan also felt a little sleepy, and carefully lay down in a position not to disturb the other party, and fell asleep.

He didn't open his eyes until he felt the person in his arms move.

"woke up?"

Chu Li had already changed into FOR's white and green team uniform, checked his mouse and keyboard, and was about to set off. When he saw him awake, the boy put down his schoolbag and put it in his nose.

Kissed his lips lightly.

"I'm leaving first, you can leave later, it's better than being seen."

After speaking, he got up with a smile, put his schoolbag on his back, and walked to the door.

Lu Jiangyuan raised his head and asked suddenly: "Can I go home tonight?"

Home, of course, is the Wind Knocking Bamboo Garden.

The home they once had together.

Chu Li was slightly stunned, his thin body appeared even more slender under the wide uniform, "We have no home."

Without turning around, he opened the door and walked out.

The sound of closing the door was a bit loud, and it weighed heavily on Lu Jiangyuan's heart.

Wind Knock Bamboo Garden is no longer their home.

Maybe, never.

He propped himself up, opened the curtains, and the autumn leaves rustled down, but they would not fall to such a high place as the 19th floor.

The car that pulled them looked over from here, so small that it looked like a beetle, but Lu Jiangyuan could clearly see the expression on the young man's face.

His eyes, which were once full of affection, were like a pool of stagnant water, without any waves.

Not holding hands, not hugging, not kissing.

Not even when in love.

Lu Jiangyuan just went soft, squatting by the bed, his nose was inexplicably sore, he had been cold-hearted for more than 20 years, but when he was emotional, he realized it was too late.

Why can't you cherish it?

The autumn wind rolled up and the sea of ​​clouds rolled.

Who is to blame?And who can be blamed?

The practice match lasted four hours, and when they came out of the opponent's base, it was already dark. Liu Teng and Feng Yuan were arguing to eat stewed soup and drink soybean juice. When they were halfway there, Chu Li didn't want to go.

He said that he had a cold and felt uncomfortable, and wanted to go back to the hotel to rest, so he took a taxi and left.

Sitting in the car, Chu Li suddenly changed his mind.

He did have a headache. In the morning, he thought he hadn't slept well, but now that he has the symptoms of a cold, he feels even more uncomfortable.

But he suddenly wanted to go back to Fengkaozhuyuan to have a look.

Not for anything else, just because there was his happiest memory there.

He didn't really forget every little thing he was with Lu Jiangyuan. When Lu Jiangyuan mentioned it today, he just subconsciously felt that he was going to refuse, but it didn't mean he didn't want to go back.

When he pressed his finger on the combination lock, he heard the sound of his own heartbeat.

With a "click", Chu Li smiled, but Lu Jiangyuan did not delete his fingerprints.

Pushing open the iron gate, the night lights in the courtyard were already on, and the orange lights were reflected in the dark night, making them extra warm.

The plants in this courtyard are well-groomed.

The autumn flowers of the rose are about to bloom, Chu Li approached and smelled them, "Hurry up and bloom, otherwise the buds won't open when it's cold, you know?"

The hydrangea has withered, and the leaves have a little autumn color, but it is not clear in this dark night.

Chu Li looked at the trees one by one, and every flower and plant here was planted by him.

When I planted in winter, I thought I could see brilliant spring flowers and gorgeous summer flowers, but I didn't expect to see the autumn colors in the end.

After going around in a circle, Chu Li walked to the door, put his finger on it, and the door opened.

He was also held in someone's arms.

"You're still here."

Yes, I am still here, to our home.

The author has something to say: Congratulations, I made myself cry successfully.