This cannon fodder stand-in is not right for me [E-sports]

Before going to bed at night, Chu Li lay on the soft bed and took out a blue box from his bag.

Under the moonlight, the silver ring glowed with a cold white brilliance.

This was the last bit of contact between them, and also the last bit of secret in his heart, until he left, he was not willing to return it.

The mountain was very quiet late at night, and the bed in the hot spring hotel was very soft. Lying on such a bed, Chu Li did not sleep very well.

This night, there were many dreams, none of which had any logic, like pieces pieced together.

At first, he went back to his childhood, bluestone roads, and the warm smiles of his parents in the dark house. His mother took out a piece of cake and said happy birthday to him, and his father asked him what gift he wanted.

Chu Li, who hadn't seen his father for many years, stretched out his hand while he was half asleep, and when he grabbed it, his father's smiling face disappeared.

The scene changed to the familiar Lihui Huayuan again.

Mom was sitting in the bedroom sobbing softly, and Dad was silently holding his head in the living room. Home is no longer home.

In the middle of the night, Chu Li held a small piece of broken cake, stood in front of the window and whispered to himself, "Happy birthday."

Later, the apricot blossoms flying all over the sky that day were like a rain of fallen flowers, which was so beautiful.

Chu Li stood in front of the classroom window and glanced casually. There was a man standing under the apricot tree, with white clothes and black hair, smiling like an angel.

He is so good looking.

It was a sudden thought, even if it was only in a dream, for a 13-year-old boy, there was a very real sense of shame.

The base of the ear is hot, and the breath is constricted.

The sound of breathing became louder, the scene changed, and the sound of breathing became a gasp.

Opening his eyes again, it was the man's warm breath and the real touch of his body.

The man whispered next to his ear, softly calling his nickname, and asked one after another: "Do you like me?"

Confused, he raised his eyes to see the man's deep eyes, approached slowly, he sucked his lips, and tasted it carefully.

The man has a seductive aroma.

Startled, Chu Li suddenly opened his eyes.

He sat up from the bed, pressed his hands on the bed, and panted lightly.

Chu Li touched his cheek, which was already wet with tears in his dream, raised his hand to cover his eyes, and began to sob and cry.

That man is all his youth, all his unchanging affection.

Those tears pierced into the hot chest of the young man like an ice knife, piercing through all his disguised masks. After so long, he still couldn't let go of it.

Cold tears slipped down between his fingers, drop by drop, and dripped onto his collarbone.

Outside the window is the mountain forest that has not yet awakened, very quiet, occasionally a bird flies by, chirping non-stop.

Suddenly, a warm embrace pulled him in.

A strange yet familiar atmosphere lingered in the sad air, and the man's broad chest was burning hot. He lowered his head and rested his chin on the top of Chu Li's hair, rubbing his fingers lightly behind his back.

The man's voice knocked on his heart, "Ah Li, don't cry, brother is here."

After a throbbing, Chu Li raised his head in disbelief, and those deep eyes fell on his heart.

Lu Jiangyuan hugged him tenderly, as if they had never been apart, the instant tenderness almost shook Chu Li's mind, however, the moment the lips fell on his forehead, Chu Li suddenly woke up.

He pushed the person in front of him hard.

The man still had some dampness from the summer night on his body, and he burrowed into Chu Li's breath.

"why you?"

"I miss you, A Li." Lu Jiangyuan smiled, with a look of haggardness on his face, but his eyes were filled with the joy of seeing his lover.

Chu Li backed up holding his hands, he shook his head, "How did you get in?"

He looked at the door of the outer room, and his eyes fell on the suitcase at the door. He laughed: "So you are in collusion with Yan Zhuqing, right?"

Lu Jiangyuan stretched out his arms towards Chu Li, his eyes could not hide the anxiety, "A Li, it's not what you think, no."

The moment his fingers touched Chu Li, he jumped from the bed to the ground, quickly reached out to take his white T-shirt from the side, and stepped back while shaking his head.

"I'm so stupid, how can I be teased by you again and again?"

He panickedly grabbed the jeans on the stool and put them on, as if it would be a shame to show an inch of skin in front of this person.

"A Li, it's not what you think!" Lu Jiangyuan stood beside the bed helplessly, like a child who has done something wrong, "Can I explain?"

"Explain?" Chu Li took a deep breath and calmed down: "Explain how you all conspired to let you into my room?"

"No." Lu Jiangyuan's eyes were dark and dark, he took a step forward tentatively, "This matter has nothing to do with words, you can misunderstand me, it's all my fault."

"It's okay?" Chu Li was disdainful, and when he looked up, his eyes were cold and alienated that Lu Jiangyuan had never seen before, "It's okay, will you know where I am? Will you be able to enter my room?"

"This hotel is owned by the Lu family. When you checked in, I received a reminder message."

Lu Jiangyuan lowered his head, he didn't dare to look into Chu Li's eyes, or maybe he didn't want to.

It took Chu Li two seconds to digest this sentence, and then sneered: "I understand, as long as I move into any property of your Lu family, you will receive a reminder, right?"

"Lu Jiangyuan, are you spying on me?"

Lu Jiangyuan could no longer hear Chu Li's tone of voice, he was suddenly frightened, and explained: "A Li, it's not surveillance, I..."

He couldn't go on.

After Chu Li left the capital city, he gave Chu Li's identity information to his assistant, and ordered all the properties under the Lu Group to notify him as soon as they had Chu Li's information.

Just like last night, when Chu Li checked into the hotel, he received the check-in information 10 minutes later, but he was in Nanhai at that time, and he was talking about a tourism development project. Later, the assistant told him that Yin Chuanchen also checked in on the same day, Hearing this, he started to panic.

He was afraid that Chu Li would hear something bad again, and he was also afraid that others would hurt him, so he handed over the project to the people under him and rushed to Yuecheng overnight. After getting off the plane, he went to the hot spring hotel without stopping.

In fact, he knew he shouldn't sneak into his room, but he just wanted to come in and see him.

Even if Chu Li is sleeping, he still wants to look at him.

Watching him sleep quietly is a luxury for Lu Jiangyuan now.

She walked into the room quietly, but heard him sobbing softly. Seeing him crying, Lu Jiangyuan ran over and hugged him without thinking.

Just want to hug him.

Watching him cry, as if someone was cutting his heart with a knife, it hurts.

He didn't think about it that much at all, but at this moment he was suddenly scared.

Chu Li hated him even more.

"You make me sick."

Chu Li grabbed the schoolbag on the chair and walked out without looking back.

Lu Jiangyuan could only watch the figure disappear, and now he couldn't even say anything to persuade him to stay.

"Withdraw your surveillance, otherwise I will flee to a place where you will never find me again."

Chu Li didn't just say this casually, Lu Jiangyuan's behavior made him feel creepy, and his behavior was completely under the control of others.

Lu Jiangyuan is still like this, he still does his own thing, can't consider other people's feelings, what he wants to do must be fully accepted by others, no matter whether others are willing or not.

In the mountains in the early morning, a cool breeze blew across, Chu Li looked at the still sleeping forest, he didn't even know where to go.

Maybe there is no place for him in this world.

Many times, he dreamed of the wind knocking on the bamboo garden. In fact, in that house, Chu Li spent the happiest three months of his life.

He gets along day and night with the person he has been secretly in love with for five years, and he thinks that the person he loves also loves him.

Most importantly, at that time he didn't know that he was just a stand-in.

At that time, he thought that Lu Jiangyuan would give him a home, and a place with them was a home, but in the end the dream was shattered and the home was gone.

On the path in the forest, a person came out. He smiled nicely, but his clothes were a little messy. When he got closer, Chu Li realized that the person who came was Yan Zhuqing.

"Let's go, I'll take you back."

--

Standing in front of the window, Lu Jiangyuan watched Yan Zhuqing and Chu Li walk away side by side. He didn't close the curtains until the dull blue hair disappeared into the bamboo forest.

When lying down straight, Lu Jiangyuan felt a pain in his heart.

He huddled on the bed with his clothes on, sniffing the familiar and tormenting breath beside the pillow.

He thought about this smell day and night, and now he finally smelled it, but his nose suddenly became sour. How could the person who was in his arms every night before become so distant today.

Chu Li looked at him with rejection in his eyes, as if he would die if he took a step closer.

How can I get back the one I love?

Has it become a luxury to even sneak a glance at you now?

Lu Jiangyuan fell asleep with missing on his pillow, he finally knew how uncomfortable it is to miss someone.

Why were you willing to let Chu Li suffer like this before?

What should I do to save your heart?

--

The promotional activity was held in the beautiful Guilin.

As soon as he got off the plane, Chu Li felt that the mountains and rivers were the best in the world.

Every mountain peak is like a painting, and every river is like the Milky Way flowing down from the sky.

"Damn it, it's so fucking beautiful!"

Feng Yuan looked at the quietly flowing Lijiang River outside the window with his chin in his hands, and let out three sighs for today's No.20.

Chu Li glanced at him and continued to brush wild monsters.

It's been a long time since I've broadcast live, and it's a good choice to broadcast live in a beautiful place today.

He is now a professional player, and the live broadcasts are arranged according to the company's requirements. Many old fans are very excited to see him go online.

[Xiao Lizai, can we let you know in advance about the live broadcast in the future? 】

[Ah ah ah!Where is my cub?so beautiful! 】

[It looks like Guilin? 】

Chu Li smiled at the camera and said, "It's Guilin, this time I'm here to participate in a promotional event of the Glorious Alliance."

[I see that LLS has also officially announced that it will participate]

Chu Li smiled slightly: "Yes, the monk will come back to find me later."

It was also for this reason that Feng Yuan stayed in his room. The three of them were high school classmates. They hadn't seen each other for a long time, and they planned to get together tonight.

【Looks like the Lightning Girls group will also come to participate in the competition】

Chu Li glanced at the barrage, then suddenly turned to Feng Yuan and asked, "Yuan Yuan, do you know Lightning Girl?"

Feng Yuan showed a somewhat idiotic expression on his face: "Of course I know, that is the legendary combination of long legs. They are all long legs and thin waist, beautiful!"

Chu Li coughed, and said with some embarrassment: "I'm live broadcasting."

Feng Yuan suddenly regained his senses, rushed to the screen, and shouted: "It wasn't real Yuan Yuan just now, it was fake Yuan Yuan, don't misunderstand!"