This cannon fodder stand-in is not right for me [E-sports]

Lu Jiangyuan resisted the emotional turmoil in his heart, and still helped Chu Li into the car, and fastened his seat belt on him sideways. He couldn't hold back, and gently kissed the back of Chu Li's hand. Without accident, Chu Li kissed him again. Push away.

After this encounter, he completely saw how much he hated him in the young man's heart.

In fact, after tossing around for most of the night, Chu Li gradually lost his drunkenness. He knew who the people around him were, but he didn't know how the sober Chu Li should face him.

He put a lock in his heart, locked those old memories in, deceiving himself that as long as he didn't touch it, it wouldn't hurt.

Seeing Lu Jiangyuan's face, he knew he was wrong.

The car drove into the community where he was renting, and stopped at the door of the unit. Lu Jiangyuan turned his head to look at Chu Li for a while, and asked softly, "A Li, are you awake?"

Seeing that he probably couldn't pretend anymore, and that he couldn't escape what he had to face, Chu Li tilted his head and smiled, "I'm awake, thank you Mr. Lu."

It's Boss Lu, not brother.

Hearing these two words, Lu Jiangyuan felt a little uncomfortable, he was a little embarrassed, and asked cautiously: "A Li, can you not see the layman like this?"

Chu Li still felt a little dizzy, so he took off the seat belt on his side, and forced a smile: "Okay, Mr. Lu."

After speaking, he opened the door and stepped out.

Lu Jiangyuan got out of the car immediately, stepped in front of Chu Li, lowered his head and said in a low voice, "A Li, can I have a few words with you?"

"please."

The voice of this sentence trembled a little. Chu Li had never seen Lu Jiangyuan so humble. He looked over his shoulder and looked inside, with a somewhat impatient expression. .”

Lu Jiangyuan raised his eyes to stare at the young man in front of him, his eyes lingering round and round.

He seemed to have considered a lot before saying, "A Li, can you come back to me? I really miss you."

Chu Li looked at the pair of eyes that had haunted him, and said calmly, "The first sentence, there is another sentence."

A flash of surprise flashed in Lu Jiangyuan's eyes, and before he had time to think about it, he quickly said, "A Li, shall we start over? I want to chase you."

Chu Li chuckled, and his clear voice was carefully crafted around his mouth, "Chasing me? Mr. Lu, you're done."

He pushed away Lu Jiangyuan in front of him, and walked past him without hesitation.

"Lu Jiangyuan, it's too late."

It was too late, Lu Jiangyuan hated himself for not realizing his intentions so late, hated why those sweet memories from the past had been hidden in his heart, hated himself for missing this person.

It was only after Chu Li left that he saw his feelings clearly. Those friendships with Yin Chuanchen were nothing but unwillingness in the past, or maybe it was a habit.

He no longer knew how long he had missed Yin Chuanchen.

What floated in front of my eyes were all the little things I had with the young man, it was his belated infatuation.

Chu Li's love has already slowly penetrated into his body, bones, and heart.

When the young man walked past him, he realized that Chu Li seemed to have grown taller again, and his previously thin body seemed to have become stronger.

In the past, Chu Li would suddenly hug him tightly, that kind of joy and satisfaction was like owning the whole world, but now, when two people meet each other, they are like two strangers.

It hurts his heart to think that such a person once completely belonged to him.

Lu Jiangyuan stood at the door of the unit for a long time.

When Chu left the door and entered the room, the ice cream jumped into his arms and meowed softly.Chu Li hugged it and walked to the window, staring at the dark night outside for a long time.

Lu Jiangyuan, the past with you, every night and day, has become a fragment of memory.

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Chu Li packed up and saluted with everyone. When the driver came to pick them up, several people were eager to try.

When passing by the hydrangea in the courtyard, Chu Li glanced briefly.

Every room is clean and tidy as if it has never been used.

Wu Lun took Chu Li to the third floor, opened the door in the middle and said to him, "Leave, this is your room, are you satisfied with it?"

The room is pasted with light green wallpaper, the sunlight from the window comes in directly, there is a light golden circle, and the wooden floor looks very clean.

There is a pot of green plants on the windowsill with small purple flowers.

"Thank you, Manager Wu, it's very good."

Wu Lun nodded slightly.

Suddenly Chu Li saw the cat nest in the corner and smiled: "This is it?"

"It's for that clingy cat of yours. It's fierce."

Wu Lun glanced at the cat cage in Chu Li's hand while talking, "This room has a small balcony, which is just right for cats to exercise."

Chu Li didn't expect Wu Lun to think of these things for him in advance, so he quickly thanked the other party.

"Okay, you simply pack up." Wu Lun looked at his watch and said, "Gather on the first floor in half an hour."

Chu Li nodded, Wu Lun walked out with a smile and closed the door.

Chu Li brought the ice cream to its cat litter, stroked the fur on its neck and whispered, "We will live here from now on, do you like it?"

Ice cream arrived in a new environment, first smelled the smell around the cat's nest, and seemed to be quite satisfied, then slowly nestled on the mat, squinted and fell asleep.

Chu Li thought this is really a lazy cat.

Smiling, he turned around to pack his things. He didn't have many things, just a few clothes. When he took the clothes out of the box, his eyes suddenly fell on a notebook.

Although he dropped out of school, Chu Li didn't want to stop studying. He brought all his economics courses with him, and would take them out to read for a while when he had time.

The notebook is at the bottom of the box.

Chu Li frowned and covered it with his fingers. He touched it repeatedly for a long time, but he still didn't open it. He closed the lid of the box and threw the box into the corner of the cabinet.

He packed up his things, checked that it was still early, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Wash away those booze and unpleasant smells.

When he came out, Chu Li changed into new clothes, dried his wet hair, and then opened the door to go downstairs.

When the door was opened, the door of the next room also opened, and Xiao Yi walked out with dark circles under his eyes.

Chu Li took a look and joked, "Brother Xiao, didn't sleep well?"

Xiao Yi stroked the disobedient hair on the top of his head, and grinned, "Sleep well, I can finally play professionally, how can I not sleep well."

Feng Yuan also came up at some point, put his arm around Chu Li's shoulder, glanced at Xiao Yi and said, "Some people are doomed to sleepless, Xiao Li, you are still young, so you don't understand."

He hooked Chu Li's shoulders hard, with a little effort, and tiptoed again, and finally said with a look of lovelessness: "Little Li, why have you grown taller again?"

Chu Li gave him a supercilious look, grabbed his paw, and walked a few steps quickly with his long legs: "Don't be poor, you will be punished again when it is too late."

Feng Yuan chased after him and said as he ran, "Wait for me, Xiao Li." Unexpectedly, his body was too heavy, and his legs were not as long as Chu Li's. Yours, you are the treasure he dug up."

As soon as Feng Yuan raised his head after speaking, he saw Wu Lun's smiling face in front of him.

"I won't train Chuli, but I can't guarantee that I won't train you!"

Feng Yuan shrank his neck, muttered something in a low voice, and quickly sat down on the chair in the hall.

Wu Lun saw that everyone was coming, cleared his throat, and said, "First of all, welcome to our Hanxing Club." He applauded himself, then stopped and continued: "This is your manager, the usual schedule is arranged. , food, clothing and daily life are all arranged by her, you guys get to know each other."

Wu Lun dodged to the side, revealing the person behind him.

The girl combed her ponytail, took a step forward generously, and introduced herself with a smile: "My name is Zhou Yan, please take care of me in the future."

The manager of the team is similar to the assistant of the star, and will be responsible for some miscellaneous things during and outside the game.

Wu Lun looked down at his phone and muttered softly, "Why aren't you here yet?"

There was anxiety that could not be concealed between his brows. He raised his head and said to Zhou Yan, "Tell them about the discipline of the team first, and I will go out to pick someone up."

After saying that, he went out.

Feng Yuan stared at Zhou Yan several times, and asked with a playful smile: "Miss sister, how old are you?"

Zhou Yan was bringing the snacks for them to the table, and smiled at Feng Yuan: "Anyway, I'm older than you, you can call me Sister Yan, Feng Yuan."

Feng Yuan was taken aback, "How do you know who I am? So amazing?"

Zhou Yan ignored him, and took out a piece of strawberry cake from an exquisite paper box, handed it to Chu Li, and said, "Chu Li, this is yours."

Feng Yuan stared at Chu Li's cake, then looked at the cake in front of him, and suddenly raised his eyes and asked, "Sister Yan, why is ours a small bun, and Chu Li's is a strawberry cake?"

She was a little embarrassed by the question, and her face blushed slightly: "Chu Li had his birthday yesterday, and this cake is for him."

Feng Yuan had a look of disbelief, "Fuck, sister, are you crazy? You even know Chu Li's birthday?"

Chu Li raised his eyes and interrupted Feng Yuan, saying, "She must also know your birthday."

Zhou Yan nodded quickly, and explained: "I read all your materials yesterday..."

Chu Li didn't pay much attention to what she continued to say, but just stared at the cake in front of him and fell into his thoughts.

His memory was fragmented for a while last night, but he seemed to have eaten such a strawberry cake in a vague way.

Sweet and silky, very delicious.

In my memory, someone held the cake in front of him and said happy birthday to him.

When he woke up, he was already sitting in Lu Jiangyuan's car, so did Lu Jiangyuan prepare the cake?

There is indeed such a time in memory.

"Brother, strawberry cake should be delicious, right?"

Chu Li leaned on Lu Jiangyuan's shoulder, and drew circles on his abdomen with one hand. Just after exercising, there was a thin layer of sweat on Lu Jiangyuan's body, which made his skin more radiant, like a seductive apple.

"A Li wants to eat?"

Lu Jiangyuan turned his head slightly, and kissed Chu Li's forehead lightly.

Chu Li nodded, his fingers were not honest on his body, and gradually moved down along the faintly undulating lines in his abdomen...

"I'll buy you the best food for Ah Li's birthday."

There was itching and numbness in his lower abdomen, he pressed the restless hand, pressed down sideways, and whispered in Chu Li's ear: "Why, more?"

The eyes of the person under the body* surged, as if there were thousands of streams of water, his cheeks were flushed, he leaned up to meet the other's fiery gaze, and kissed that lips tightly.

Those dishonest little hands moved down lightly, cruising, sticking and teasing.

Finally, Lu Jiangyuan couldn't bear it any longer, and pushed himself up...

"I want to eat you...brother."