This cannon fodder stand-in is not right for me [E-sports]
Chapter 28 The 28th Champion
Chu Li's hanging heart finally fell to the ground at this moment. He stopped his tears and looked up at the man beside him slightly. He didn't know what to say for a moment. There seemed to be a thousand words but they reached between his lips , but can only say a touch of "thank you".
Lu Jiangyuan rubbed his hair, and smiled with his eyes bent: "You don't need to say thank you to me."
Chu Li nodded and buried her in his arms.
At this moment, the only person he can hold on to with a sense of security is by his side, he dare not let go, holding on to the life-saving driftwood like a drowning person.
The orthopedic nurse quickly came down and took him to the operating room on the 28th floor, and went straight to the VIP passage. Chu Li felt empty as he watched his unconscious mother being pushed into the operating room.
Although my mother has been unwilling to accept the reality and admit that she is already a poor person, but that emotion comes from the depth of the blood, and it is a fetter that he cannot and cannot lose.
As he sat in the waiting area outside the operating room, his mind went blank.
Like duckweed, his life is probably thinner than paper. He hates himself for being useless, and almost can't even pay for his mother's medical expenses. If it weren't for Lu Jiangyuan, he couldn't imagine what it would be like.
Afterwards, he still feels the cold sweat dripping down his back. It turns out that people are so helpless in the face of reality.
"Ah Li, didn't you have dinner?"
Lu Jiangyuan handed over a steaming bowl of plain porridge, carefully held it in front of Chu Li, scooped up a spoonful, put it on his lips and blew gently, before coaxing Chu Li to drink it.
"Don't worry, Jiang Yue called. The doctor will take extra care of Auntie. Everything will be the best."
He coaxed him for a long time, the young man only drank a little, put down his things, Lu Jiangyuan hugged him in his arms, and patted his back gently.
His stubborn little friend, who has never been weak before, withdraws all his reverse scales at this moment, like a quiet puppet cat, curled up in his arms, warming his cold body.
The familiar lemon mint aroma slowly spread into Lu Jiangyuan's breath, and he breathed greedily, only Chu Li could make himself feel at ease.
They hugged each other wantonly outside the operating room, and Lu Jiangyuan felt a certain wetness on his body.
The boy's tears fell silently, wet that piece of heart.
"A Li, I like you more than I imagined, so are you still willing to stay by my side?"
Lu Jiangyuan felt the person in his arms froze for a moment, then raised his red eyes, suppressed the eagerness in his heart, and asked, "Lu Jiangyuan, what do you mean by staying by your side?"
Kissing his forehead lightly, the seriousness in his deep eyes has never been seen before.
"Chu Li, I like you, be my boyfriend."
Lu Jiangyuan lowered his head and kissed him on the lips.
The young man hugged the people around him tightly, hugged Lu Jiangyuan tightly, and hugged the man he had been secretly in love with for seven years, he thought this fickle world finally loved him once.
The most beautiful appearance of love is when I like you, you just like me too.
Lu Jiangyuan took out a delicate small box from his coat pocket, opened it, and there lay a silver ring quietly.
Very old, revealing the darkness of the years, but shining under the lamp.
Lu Jiangyuan picked up the silver ring, took out a thin chain from the box, put it on, wrapped his hands around the back of Chu Li's neck, leaned over to help him put it on, then kissed his forehead and said: "Grandma left it, it's worthless." But it’s just a feeling.”
Chu Li touched the ring and lowered his head with a smile.
A token of love?
Chu's mother's operation went smoothly, and the rest of the day is to rest. The doctor explained some precautions before leaving. Perhaps the anesthesia hadn't worn off yet. Chu Li felt that her mother was sleeping peacefully and could not see a trace of pain.
His heart, which had been tensed all night, slowly sank at this moment.
Lu Jiangyuan was answering the phone outside the ward, Chu Li stared at the back for a long time, he still felt unreal until now, did the person he expected belong to him like this?
Boy friend.
It sounds so good.
He smiled and touched the ring on his neck. In the past, he was like a duckweed. Maybe from this moment on, he also has the soil to rest on. Maybe he no longer has to be strong alone.
Right now, he really can't stand shoulder to shoulder with Lu Jiangyuan, but he will work hard, and one day he will prove himself that he is qualified to stand beside Lu Jiangyuan.
Eyelids became heavier and heavier, Chu Li lay down on the edge of the hospital bed, and gradually closed his eyes.
When I open my eyes again, it will be a new day.
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"Mr. Lu, there is a problem with the Mushan project. Someone jumped off the building on the construction site. The police found some problems in his suicide note. Now the project leader has been taken away."
"Call Chen Yue and tell him to come to my office. I'll be there in half an hour."
Lu Jiangyuan put down his cell phone, gently opened the door and walked to Chu Li's side. The boy's face was buried in his arms, and his thin body made people feel distressed.
He covered Chu Li with his coat.
Chu Li slept soundly, snoring slightly, Lu Jiangyuan bent down and rubbed his lips against his delicate skin for a while, then reluctantly straightened up.
Chu Li's mobile phone was placed beside the bed, and the screen was still on. Lu Jiangyuan picked it up and tried to turn off the screen for him, but his eyes fell on Chu Li's chat history.
It was their chat interface. Lu Jiangyuan looked at the sleeping Chu Li, smiled and tapped on his screen twice before locking the screen and putting it away.
He went out.
Lu Jiangyuan felt fortunate that it was not too late for him to realize that he was different from others in regards to the boy, and to understand his own feelings.
Everything is just right.
The young man is calmer and stronger than he thought, and it is his luck to meet the different beauty in life.
The assistant only felt that although Mr. Lu was not smiling today, there were smiles in his eyes and brows.
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Yin Chuanchen held the phone, bit his lower lip and leaned on the hospital bed.
In the past, if he was injured, Lu Jiangyuan must be the one who was most anxious, and would stay by his side every step of the way, but this time, his bones were about to break, but Lu Jiangyuan only came to see him on the first day .
He didn't think clearly before, he just thought he was too busy, so...
His eyes fell on the phone screen, it was Lu Jiangyuan hugging a boy and kissing.
Nausea.
Now thinking about the feeling of seeing this scene just now, he still feels uncomfortable in his stomach.
It turned out that I didn't come to see him because I had a new love.
Throwing the phone on the ground hard, Yin Chuanchen got out of bed with his legs still not so sharp. He pushed open the door of the ward and walked in the empty hospital corridor in the middle of the night, feeling a thorn in his heart.
Lu Jiangyuan belonged to him. From the admission notice of the senior high school entrance examination, he knew that this man was the one he had to hold tightly in his hands.
There are very few rich and noble sons who have such a dedicated man, how could he give it up to others?
In a hurry to leave, Yin Chuanchen's ankle hurt, and he stood against the wall, the more he thought about it, the more angry he became.
Suddenly, a familiar figure came out of a ward. Yin Chuanchen's brows brightened, and he was about to call out, but stopped.He stepped back near the fire exit, hiding himself behind the door.
Through the glass window, I watched Lu Jiangyuan walk to the elevator, go in, and go downstairs, without even looking back at his ward.
So close, did Lu Jiangyuan not even have the thought to take a look at it by the way?
Yin Chuanchen bit his lower lip tightly.
He tiptoed to the door of the ward just now, and looked inside through a ventilation window on the door.
When he saw the familiar coat, his heart sank, his fingers clenched tighter and tighter, stabbing the tender flesh of his palm fiercely.
hateful.
When he returned to his room, Yin Chuanchen's teeth were itchy with hatred, what the hell was that?He even dared to snatch Lu Jiangyuan from him, but he was only a few years younger, what else could he do?
The irritability was stuffed in his chest, hitting his already fragile and sensitive nerves, and the picture of them kissing kept flushing in his mind.
Everything about Lu Jiangyuan should be his, his person, his heart, his kiss, his tenderness, everything.
Yin Chuanchen picked up the mobile phone that he had thrown in the corner and dialed a number.
"Yan Shao, I interrupted your rest."
"Xiao Chen, do you know what time it is?"
Yan Zhu's light and lazy voice came from the phone, like a satiated fox squinting its eyes and licking its snow-white paws.
"Speak less, Brother Lu..."
"Does Brother Lu have a boyfriend?"
The other party paused for a while, "You mean Chu Li? That's Lu Jiangyuan's little lover, right?"
"Don't you know his feelings for you? That child is just a bit like you, so he stays with you. "
The corners of Yin Chuanchen's lips curled up, and his heart could barely let go.
The person in Lu Jiangyuan's heart is indeed him.
He hung up the phone, lay down, and began to think about how to get Lu Jiangyuan to apologize to him. This time, he was really angry.Of course, you can also calm him down.
For example, the villa in Fengkaozhuyuan can be transferred to his name.
Yin Chuanchen slowly closed his eyes, thinking that he would be busy in a few days, busy receiving gifts, busy moving.
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When Chu Li woke up, the sky was just slightly bright, he opened his eyes and looked around, as if he was looking for something.
Assistant Liu happened to bring breakfast. When he opened the door and came in, he met his eyes and asked with a smile, "Should I look for Mr. Lu again? He has returned to the company and had a temporary meeting all night. Don't tell me to give it to you?" Did you bring breakfast?"
Chu Li looked away in embarrassment, and said "thank you".
Chu's mother hadn't woken up yet. When Chu Li stood up, he realized that he was still wearing Lu Jiangyuan's clothes. He quickly put them away and hung them on the hanger. He went to the bathroom to wash up. This is a VIP ward, and the bathroom is as gorgeous as a five-star hotel Same, the toiletries are all available, he felt sore all over, pulled his collar and smelled it, and decided to take a shower before going out for breakfast.
After washing, while wiping his wet hair, he picked up his mobile phone and wanted to send a message to Lu Jiangyuan, but there was a strange nickname on the familiar profile picture.
Boy friend.
Chu Li sneered, and he didn't know when this person changed his remarks.
--I woke up.
--Are you tired?
It feels so good, I can send messages openly, without thinking about whether he will be unhappy or inconvenient, just because he is his boyfriend.
Like all couples do.
After walking out of the bathroom, the doctor just came to make rounds and explained some precautions. Chu Li sent the doctor away. After standing in the corridor and talking for a while, Assistant Liu also came out and told Chu Li that a nurse would come to take care of Chu's mother. , his company left first if he still had something to do.
Chu Li politely sent him to the elevator.
Suddenly, someone behind him called him, and when he turned around, Chu Li stared at the man's face in a daze.
"Chu Li? I'm Yin Chuanchen."
Chu Li smiled slightly and said, "Hello, I know you, you are a big star."
Yin Chuanchen frowned and smiled, his snow-white skin was a little red, he approached and stood in front of Chu Li and extended his palm generously, "Do you mind shaking hands?"
Although he didn't know why this big star suddenly appeared in front of him, Chu Li still extended his hand friendly.
"How much money does Brother Lu give you every month? Is it not enough?"
Chu Li felt that the other party's gaze was like a knife, and it fell sharply on him. He was very uncomfortable, withdrew his hand in embarrassment, and turned around: "Sorry, I don't know what you are talking about."
"Do you know why he is with you?"
"Depending on you, will he like you?"
"He can see you only because you look a bit like me."
Chu Li froze there and his mind exploded. He suddenly felt that the world was pitch black, as if night had fallen, he couldn't see or hear anything, and he didn't even know if he was still alive.
As if his chest was pressed by a boulder, he felt that he couldn't breathe, his mouth trembled and opened but he didn't know how to speak, the darkness enveloped him like a net in an instant.
What the hell is he?
Returning to the ward as if fleeing, rushed into the bathroom, Chu Li leaned against the door, and his body slid down uncontrollably inch by inch.
Those clues in the past are all connected now, Yin Chuanchen's scandal photos leaked out, Lu Jiangyuan's inexplicable emotions, Yin Chuanchen was injured in Xiangcheng, Lu Jiangyuan went to Xiangcheng immediately, Yin Chuanchen returned to Beijing, Lu Jiangyuan was by the bedside... …
Those coincidences he thought were all traceable.
That's why Lu Jiangyuan mistook him the first time they met, so he mistook him for Yin Chuanchen at that time.
So, when he asked Lu Jiangyuan to sign for him, he smiled and asked his name.
That's why he took him back to the Wind Knocking Bamboo Garden that night.
All because he is like him!He was just a substitute for him.
What likes, what boyfriends, it's all because of his love for Yin Chuanchen!
Chu Li was surrounded by great pain, is everything fake?The liking he said last night was also false.
It turned out that they were all cheating from the very beginning, and he was just Lu Jiangyuan's second-best substitute.
Tears fell silently. He used to think that Lu Jiangyuan just didn't like him enough, but now he understands that he doesn't like him, he likes others. Every time he just looks at this somewhat similar face, doing those things that don't It's just a matter of being gentle and considerate.
Every time Lu Jiangyuan always won't let him open his eyes, it's because the eyes don't look like, so he doesn't want him to look at him during sex, only he is still delusional, thinking that he will always exchange infatuation for love.
It turned out that it wasn't love in the first place.
That pitiful love is not with him.
The phone vibrated.
Chu Li hugged his head and buried himself, his face was a mess, he seemed to hear the sound of his heart breaking, crackling into countless pieces.
Couldn't fight anymore.
They were wrong at the very beginning.
Chu Li stood up slowly, and leaned against the sink to look at the person in the mirror, his red eyes were obviously still the same as yesterday, but the light in his eyes was no longer there.
"Ali, I like you."
Lu Jiangyuan's sweet words are still in my ears, why did he listen to his coaxing again and again, so, what you like is only my face, which looks like his.
"Oh!"
The mirror began to shatter from the point in the center to the surroundings, and the pale and embarrassed face became several pieces, piece by piece, oozing with bright red blood.
Since you don't love me, why do you want me to be your boyfriend?
The phone started vibrating again.
Chu Li looked at it, Lu Jiangyuan.
He smiled wryly, he was really a "boyfriend". He turned on the faucet, and the cold water rushed down on his numb skin, as if he didn't feel anything.
Sure enough, it hurts, and I don’t feel it after going through it for a long time.
The phone rang again, Chu Li grabbed it, smiled, and threw it into the sink.
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Walking out of the ward, Chu Li didn't know what he looked like. He walked to the nurse's station and wrote a note to Chu's mother, and gave the nurse the black card in his pocket.
"Trouble, if my mother wakes up, please give this to her. Someone has hired a nurse for her, and it should be there in a while. If you need to pay, just ask my mother to take this card."
The nurse glanced at the computer, smiled and said, "Your expenses are directly linked to Lu's ledger, so there is no need to pay any more."
Chu Li didn't speak, and walked to the elevator.
After being fucked by him for so long, these expenses should be counted as sex expenses.
"gentlemen!"
The little nurse ran over, holding a bottle of disinfectant in her hand, "Your hand is broken, you should bandage it."
Chu Li raised his hand blankly to see that the wound was bleeding tatteredly, "No, it doesn't hurt."
After speaking, he walked into the elevator.
The little nurse shook her head and said to herself, "How could it not hurt? It hurts so deeply."
No mobile phone, no money, Chu Li still has a settlement card for cats and fish and only 2700 yuan left in it.He was walking aimlessly on the road, when a gust of wind picked up the soil on the ground and swirled in the air, Chu Li felt that he was like this rootless sand, where the wind could blow him up wherever he wanted.
"Xiao Li!"
Someone called him, but he seemed to hear it, but he didn't seem to hear it. He didn't know where to go or how to go, so he had to stand there and stare blankly.
Xiao Yi ran over, and when he saw the wound on his hand, his smiling face suddenly crumpled into a ball, he held his hand nervously and said, "How did it break?"
Chu Li shook his head.
Seeing that he seemed to have lost half of his soul, Xiao Yi didn't ask any more questions and pulled him into a nearby pharmacy, bought disinfectant and gauze, and sat on the plastic stool in front of the pharmacy to wipe his wound.
"You are crazy, such a deep wound, if there are any sequelae, it depends on how you play games in the future!"
Chu Li acted as if he didn't hear him talking, his eyes drifted away, Xiao Yi's heart ached, he moved the stool closer, and asked softly, "Xiao Li? What's the matter?"
"Auntie...?"
Chu Li shook his head.
When the wind blew, Chu Li felt a little pain in his eyes, couldn't hold back, and shed tears.
Xiao Yi panicked, he didn't know how to comfort the young man in front of him, he could only watch him cry silently and expressionlessly.
"Xiao Li, whenever you want to talk, I'll be there."
"Brother Xiao, I want to drink iced Coke, especially the iced one."
When Xiao Yi bought the coke back, he saw the young man arched his back and buried himself in his hands, the slightly bulging butterfly bones supported his clothes, and the teardrops that flowed from between his fingers were crystal clear like strings of gemstones.
After pinching off the bottle cap, Xiao Yi handed it to Chu Li, who took out the facial tissue he had just bought from his pocket, took out one and wiped his face.
"Our Xiaoli doesn't look good when he cries."
Chu Li picked up the Coke and drank it, and the delicate foam filled his entire mouth instantly. Why is it still bitter?
"Bitter, brother, bitter, I want something sweet."
"Okay, sweet ones, I'll go buy them."
After a while, Xiao Yi came back with a bunch of things in his arms. He opened a bag of fudge, picked out a green one, stuffed it into Chu Li's mouth, and asked, "Is it still bitter?"
Chu Li chewed, looked at him with wide eyes and said, "Bitter."
Xiao Yi opened another box of donuts, "This is sweet, it must be sweet, take a big bite."
Chu Li took a big bite, swallowed it, it was bitter, not sweet at all, he took another big bite, suddenly his stomach churned, he stood up abruptly, squatted by the flower bed and vomited.
While vomiting, while crying.
I don't know how long after vomiting, he felt tired and fell asleep while sitting on the stool with his head down.
Seeing that he was asleep, Xiao Yi carefully moved his head to his shoulders, so that it might be a little more comfortable.
Seeing Chu Li like this, he felt a pain in his heart.
Such a proud and stubborn young man, if he can suffer like this, he will only be broken in love.The figure in the dark place that night appeared in front of his eyes, was it him?
Distressed but a little helpless.
How I want to hold up an umbrella for you, to block out all the unhappiness for you, I like your smile!
Xiao Yi secretly put his hand on Chu Li's and rubbed lightly. If it can make you happy, he is willing to do anything for Chu Li.
But he knew that Chu Li was like the rhododendron in full bloom on the top of the mountain. He could only appreciate the shocking beauty from a distance, but he couldn't really dig it back home. If he dug it back, the azalea would wither and die slowly.
"what are you doing?"
Suddenly a deep male voice sounded behind Xiao Yi, he thought to himself who the hell is this?Afraid that his movements would disturb the person in his arms, he only turned his neck.
The man was tall and slender, with a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes.
"You let him go."
He grabbed Chu Li and rubbed him into his arms.
Being dragged by someone like this, Chu Li reluctantly opened his eyes, and what he saw was the person he least wanted to see. There was a void somewhere in his heart, and he didn't know if it was pain or what it felt like.He broke away from the hands that were encircling him, stepped back, and turned around without saying anything.
The eyes are full of cold snow and frost.
Lu Jiangyuan didn't know what was going on with his little boyfriend, he made a few calls and Chu Li didn't answer, and then he simply turned off the phone, he hurried over after he didn't sleep all night, but he saw him lying in someone else's arms here .
"You really can't live without a man for a moment!"
Chu Li was pulled hard by Lu Jiangyuan and imprisoned the person in his arms. Chu Li struggled but fell deeper and deeper. In the young man's eyes like this, he didn't want to look at those wolf-like eyes again, so he simply lowered his head and closed his eyes, saying, "Lu Jiangyuan, let's break up."
Lu Jiangyuan resisted not moving, glanced at Xiao Yi next to him, and asked, "Should we talk about this here, or in another place?"
Chu Li raised his head suddenly, with frost in his eyes, he knew that no matter what, he couldn't escape, so he walked towards the shade of a tree beside him.
As soon as he stopped, Lu Jiangyuan pulled him from behind, pinched his fingers on Chu Li's slender neck, and asked with squinting eyes: "How to divide? Are you willing?"
He had long known the infatuation hidden in the boy's heart, so he lowered his head and whispered into his ear: "A Li, I'm an evil ghost crawled out of hell, it's impossible for you to leave me."
Chu Li closed his eyes, feeling suffocated.
The man he had loved so much made him sick.
"Lu Jiangyuan, you scum."
"Yeah, I'm a scumbag, but you..." Lu Jiangyuan bit Chu Li's earlobe, and said in a deep voice, "Isn't it very comfortable for you to be fucked by a scumbag like me?"
Chu Li felt that somewhere in his heart exploded instantly.
"Snapped!"
Lu Jiangyuan felt a burning pain on his cheek.
He let go of Chu Li's hand, glanced at Xiao Yi in the distance, and sneered: "Chu Li, why? There must be a reason for breaking up."
Chu Li took a step back, quietly staring at Lu Jiangyuan's peach blossom eyes for a while.
He remembered that his mother had said before that his father had a pair of beautiful peach eyes, "Xiao Li, people with peach eyes are very fickle. If you can avoid them in the future, stay away from such people."
Lu Jiangyuan is too fickle, he pretends to be himself.
It had always been just wishful thinking on his part.
"Lu Jiangyuan, you are looking for me because I look like a person, a person you can't let go of and you can't get, a person who doesn't like you and won't let you go."
When Chu Li said this, he almost exhausted all his strength. The moment Lu Jiangyuan's eyebrows moved, Chu Li even had a little bit of greed.
If Lu Jiangyuan denies it and tells him that all this is a misunderstanding, that he simply likes himself, that getting close to and being involved has nothing to do with others, or that he never feels like them, and he has never liked Yin Chuanchen, then he may continue to hypnotize himself , Tell yourself that Lu Jiangyuan likes him.
But Lu Jiangyuan only twitched his eyebrows, and asked in a deep voice, "Who told you?"
"Chu Li, it's all about when you were young, do you really want to hold on to it?"
Chu Li raised his head slightly, tears falling silently.
"Is it only the eyes that don't look like it? So you always tell me to close my eyes because the eyes don't look like Yin Chuanchen, right?" Chu Li smiled, his wry smile must be self-deprecating, his voice was weak and outrageous: "Lu Jiangyuan, you It's not me who likes it, it's just because I'm like him!"
"Ah Li." Lu Jiangyuan raised his hand to touch Chu Li's hair, but Chu Li dodged it.
Lu Jiangyuan's hand was placed there in embarrassment, and he suddenly saw that Chu Li's hand was wrapped in gauze, and the gauze was faintly leaking blood.
"How did you get hurt?"
"You don't need to worry about it." Chu Li pulled out his hand and took a few steps back. He felt a deep sense of powerlessness for a moment, "You let me go, anyway, you don't like me playing e-sports, so just let me go With me, I can no longer have any worries."
Lu Jiangyuan laughed: "It's not that I don't like you playing e-sports, it's just that I feel sorry for you because your journey is too difficult."
"Then I thank you for your kindness."
"Lu Jiangyuan, I don't like you anymore."
"Let's go."
Chu Li’s tears had already dried up, he didn’t want to be nostalgic, and he couldn’t move his head. Not reconciled, Lu Jiangyuan took two steps and grabbed his wrist: “I have already given you the title of boyfriend, this is not what you always wanted. Do you want it? Is it not enough? I admit that I started it because you resembled him a little bit, but it is different now, is it necessary to keep talking about it? "
Pressing his wrist harder, the man tried his best to hold back the anger in his heart.
Chu Li closed his eyes. He was tired. After being together for four months, he really didn't want to wait for Lu Jiangyuan to go home. He just wanted to live his own life, even if it was not an easy road.
He didn't want to entangle any more.
"Lu Jiangyuan."
"Please, let me go."
When Chu Li turned his head, his eyes were full of disgust, as cold as another person he had never known.
Lu Jiangyuan suddenly realized that his young man would never look at him with eyes full of love again. From some moment on, he had already cut himself out of his heart.
That suffocating emotion surrounded him, making him want to deal with the person on the spot every minute.
"Chu Li, are you serious?"
Chu Li will probably never cook for him again, wait for him to go home for dinner, the future life of the young man has nothing to do with him.
Lu Jiangyuan just held his wrist tightly like this, without saying a word, he didn't want to let go, he felt very powerless, it seemed that if he let go, he would never come back again.
I really won't come back.
He didn't know how to treat Chu Li better. In this unbalanced relationship, he was like a superior, always giving a little tenderness, a little time, and a little sincerity occasionally.
At first, he coaxed him back home because of his similarities, but during the days and nights together, he really fell in love with this boy, and he really wanted to have a try with him. Identity to try.
Chu Li shook off Lu Jiangyuan's hand violently, and didn't want to stay with this person for a second longer.
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Chu Li and Xiao Yi went back to the house he rented with Feng Yuan.
Xiao Yi replaced his bed with clean sheets and made it comfortable before pushing Chu Li over.
"Sleep well and don't think about anything."
"Thank you, Xiao Yi."
Xiao Yi smiled very softly, like a big brother next door, "It's really a stranger to say thank you, we are teammates who want to compete together, aren't we?"
Chu Li didn't refuse anymore, and got into the bed with his clothes on. He was really tired. After tossing and tossing for so long, his whole body was sore and sore. He fell asleep almost as soon as his head touched the pillow.
Xiao Yi stared at Chu Li's haggard face for a long time.
Seeing him like this, a corner of Xiao Yi's heart actually grew a little joy, and he wanted to appease this joy so that it wouldn't jump out.
The next morning, Chu Li was woken up by Feng Yuan.
"Little Li, your phone number."
Feng Yuan looked dreamy, rubbed his eyes and handed his mobile phone to Chu Li.
"Chu Li? We are the Keyuan Road Police Station in Beicheng District. The driver who hit your mother yesterday and escaped has been caught. Please come to the police station immediately to go through the relevant procedures."
Chu Li woke up in an instant, and quickly got up from the bed. Seeing that there was an empty space for him when he got up, Feng Yuan lay down on the bed with his buttocks twisted.
Xiao Yi temporarily slept in the living room overnight. He woke up early and prepared breakfast. When he saw Chu Li coming out, he quickly handed him the breakfast.
Chu Li didn't have any appetite at all, so he smiled and said, "I don't want to eat. Just now I called to say that the owner of the car that hit my mother has been caught. Now I have to go to the bureau to go through some formalities."
Xiao Yi nodded, quickly took a bottle of hot milk from the kitchen, handed it to Chu Li's arms, and said, "Then take the bottle of milk and drink it in the car, it will make your stomach feel better after drinking it warm."
It would be too hypocritical to refuse, Chu Li thanked him for taking the milk, walked towards the gate, and after taking two steps, he suddenly turned around and said: "Xiao Yi, there is still a training match with LLS in the afternoon, you take the milk first in the morning." Let’s replay yesterday’s game, and I will be back as soon as possible.”
Xiao Yi nodded.
Chu Li opened the doorknob, then remembered something, stopped and said, "I lost my phone."
Xiao Yi almost blurted out, should he buy a new mobile phone for him, but he held back with his lips pursed.
"During this time, I don't use my mobile phone for the time being."
After speaking, Chu Li went out and closed the door.
Xiao Yi looked at the empty iron gate, in a daze.
Chu Li came back much earlier than he expected, and he didn't seem to be affected by what happened yesterday. Xiao Yi was leading them to a few rematch games, and when he saw Chu Li coming in, he was happy to ask him to continue speak.
He didn't refuse. He was the captain. In the absence of a coach, the captain should help the players learn and improve together.
Xiao Yi put the game video on the wall, Chu Li stared at it seriously, and suddenly he signaled Xiao Yi to pause: "Go back for three seconds."
"Here, the jungler of LLS is entangled by me, what are you all doing?"
As if he didn't want to hear any answers at all, Chu Li continued: "Xiao Yi, you saw that the opposite middle road was going to the wild area to help, so you came here too, okay, the next stage is our two-on-two. We made money by getting a red buff from the other party, but Xiao Yi, did I ever say that instead of you coming over, I want you to go down the road?"
Xiao Yi's neck stiffened, and he froze immediately, and said embarrassingly, "I said it."
"I said, you didn't listen. The result of not listening is that our bot lane was sifted by someone. Bing, do you see that the opponent's ADC has higher gold than yours?"
Ah Bing was happily waiting for Chu Lixun and Xiao Yi, but he didn't expect to transfer it to himself immediately. He said "ah" before blushing and said: "I know."
"I know, why do you still want to send someone's head to the other side's muzzle?"
Ah Bing's ears turned red, and he said, "I see that the blood volume on the other side is low, so I thought..."
"LLS's ADC is best at counter-killing assassins under the tower. No matter how many junglers who want to take someone's head, they dare not chase down the tower. Instead, you will try your best to send it up."
Feng Yuan was overjoyed, seeing the two people next to him choked speechless by Chu Li, he laughed with his head muffled.
"Assistant, you still have a third of your blood, why do you want to go home?"
Feng Yuan's expression froze, as expected, he couldn't be too happy too soon, this man was completely disowned by his relatives when he became crazy.
"I... prepare for the next wave of team battles."
Wrong, I will never admit my mistake, this is Feng Yuan's motto.
Chu Li glanced at him, and continued, "All of you don't listen to the command, don't care about the overall situation, do you think it's an entertainment show where you fight on your own?"
Seeing that everyone was scared by Chu Lixun, Xiao Yi coughed twice to ease the embarrassment, picked up a bottle of ice cola and brought it to Chu Li, and said obediently: "It's almost done, let everyone talk about it by themselves." Reflect on it, drink some Coke, it's sweet."
After speaking, he squeezed a smile that he thought was very handsome.
Chu Li got the Coke, and drank it while saying, "Don't think you can bribe me with a bottle of Coke, you should be punished if you play so badly!"
"That's right, Captain Chu is right! Good training!"
Feng Yuan squinted his eyes in disgust and snorted: "Fuck, Xiao Laosan didn't realize that you are still a fucking dog!"
"Fuck off!"
"No, I said that when you talked to Chu Li, you were so gentle and you handed a Coke and a tissue to wipe your sweat. Why did you talk to me in just two words? Get out?"
Feng Yuan scratched his hair, and went to take a sip of Coke from Chu Li, who knew that Chu Li slapped him hard as soon as his hand touched the bottle, and retracted instantly in pain.
"You all bully Yuan Yuan! Hmph, Yuan Yuan won't protect you any more in the afternoon!"
After finishing speaking, he not only put on a crying face, but also pouted his lips, looking like he deserved a beating.
"Fatty, you are really imitating yourself!"
Teng Teng stroked the top of his hair, his whole body trembling with laughter, Chu Li also laughed, listening to
Lu Jiangyuan rubbed his hair, and smiled with his eyes bent: "You don't need to say thank you to me."
Chu Li nodded and buried her in his arms.
At this moment, the only person he can hold on to with a sense of security is by his side, he dare not let go, holding on to the life-saving driftwood like a drowning person.
The orthopedic nurse quickly came down and took him to the operating room on the 28th floor, and went straight to the VIP passage. Chu Li felt empty as he watched his unconscious mother being pushed into the operating room.
Although my mother has been unwilling to accept the reality and admit that she is already a poor person, but that emotion comes from the depth of the blood, and it is a fetter that he cannot and cannot lose.
As he sat in the waiting area outside the operating room, his mind went blank.
Like duckweed, his life is probably thinner than paper. He hates himself for being useless, and almost can't even pay for his mother's medical expenses. If it weren't for Lu Jiangyuan, he couldn't imagine what it would be like.
Afterwards, he still feels the cold sweat dripping down his back. It turns out that people are so helpless in the face of reality.
"Ah Li, didn't you have dinner?"
Lu Jiangyuan handed over a steaming bowl of plain porridge, carefully held it in front of Chu Li, scooped up a spoonful, put it on his lips and blew gently, before coaxing Chu Li to drink it.
"Don't worry, Jiang Yue called. The doctor will take extra care of Auntie. Everything will be the best."
He coaxed him for a long time, the young man only drank a little, put down his things, Lu Jiangyuan hugged him in his arms, and patted his back gently.
His stubborn little friend, who has never been weak before, withdraws all his reverse scales at this moment, like a quiet puppet cat, curled up in his arms, warming his cold body.
The familiar lemon mint aroma slowly spread into Lu Jiangyuan's breath, and he breathed greedily, only Chu Li could make himself feel at ease.
They hugged each other wantonly outside the operating room, and Lu Jiangyuan felt a certain wetness on his body.
The boy's tears fell silently, wet that piece of heart.
"A Li, I like you more than I imagined, so are you still willing to stay by my side?"
Lu Jiangyuan felt the person in his arms froze for a moment, then raised his red eyes, suppressed the eagerness in his heart, and asked, "Lu Jiangyuan, what do you mean by staying by your side?"
Kissing his forehead lightly, the seriousness in his deep eyes has never been seen before.
"Chu Li, I like you, be my boyfriend."
Lu Jiangyuan lowered his head and kissed him on the lips.
The young man hugged the people around him tightly, hugged Lu Jiangyuan tightly, and hugged the man he had been secretly in love with for seven years, he thought this fickle world finally loved him once.
The most beautiful appearance of love is when I like you, you just like me too.
Lu Jiangyuan took out a delicate small box from his coat pocket, opened it, and there lay a silver ring quietly.
Very old, revealing the darkness of the years, but shining under the lamp.
Lu Jiangyuan picked up the silver ring, took out a thin chain from the box, put it on, wrapped his hands around the back of Chu Li's neck, leaned over to help him put it on, then kissed his forehead and said: "Grandma left it, it's worthless." But it’s just a feeling.”
Chu Li touched the ring and lowered his head with a smile.
A token of love?
Chu's mother's operation went smoothly, and the rest of the day is to rest. The doctor explained some precautions before leaving. Perhaps the anesthesia hadn't worn off yet. Chu Li felt that her mother was sleeping peacefully and could not see a trace of pain.
His heart, which had been tensed all night, slowly sank at this moment.
Lu Jiangyuan was answering the phone outside the ward, Chu Li stared at the back for a long time, he still felt unreal until now, did the person he expected belong to him like this?
Boy friend.
It sounds so good.
He smiled and touched the ring on his neck. In the past, he was like a duckweed. Maybe from this moment on, he also has the soil to rest on. Maybe he no longer has to be strong alone.
Right now, he really can't stand shoulder to shoulder with Lu Jiangyuan, but he will work hard, and one day he will prove himself that he is qualified to stand beside Lu Jiangyuan.
Eyelids became heavier and heavier, Chu Li lay down on the edge of the hospital bed, and gradually closed his eyes.
When I open my eyes again, it will be a new day.
---
"Mr. Lu, there is a problem with the Mushan project. Someone jumped off the building on the construction site. The police found some problems in his suicide note. Now the project leader has been taken away."
"Call Chen Yue and tell him to come to my office. I'll be there in half an hour."
Lu Jiangyuan put down his cell phone, gently opened the door and walked to Chu Li's side. The boy's face was buried in his arms, and his thin body made people feel distressed.
He covered Chu Li with his coat.
Chu Li slept soundly, snoring slightly, Lu Jiangyuan bent down and rubbed his lips against his delicate skin for a while, then reluctantly straightened up.
Chu Li's mobile phone was placed beside the bed, and the screen was still on. Lu Jiangyuan picked it up and tried to turn off the screen for him, but his eyes fell on Chu Li's chat history.
It was their chat interface. Lu Jiangyuan looked at the sleeping Chu Li, smiled and tapped on his screen twice before locking the screen and putting it away.
He went out.
Lu Jiangyuan felt fortunate that it was not too late for him to realize that he was different from others in regards to the boy, and to understand his own feelings.
Everything is just right.
The young man is calmer and stronger than he thought, and it is his luck to meet the different beauty in life.
The assistant only felt that although Mr. Lu was not smiling today, there were smiles in his eyes and brows.
---
Yin Chuanchen held the phone, bit his lower lip and leaned on the hospital bed.
In the past, if he was injured, Lu Jiangyuan must be the one who was most anxious, and would stay by his side every step of the way, but this time, his bones were about to break, but Lu Jiangyuan only came to see him on the first day .
He didn't think clearly before, he just thought he was too busy, so...
His eyes fell on the phone screen, it was Lu Jiangyuan hugging a boy and kissing.
Nausea.
Now thinking about the feeling of seeing this scene just now, he still feels uncomfortable in his stomach.
It turned out that I didn't come to see him because I had a new love.
Throwing the phone on the ground hard, Yin Chuanchen got out of bed with his legs still not so sharp. He pushed open the door of the ward and walked in the empty hospital corridor in the middle of the night, feeling a thorn in his heart.
Lu Jiangyuan belonged to him. From the admission notice of the senior high school entrance examination, he knew that this man was the one he had to hold tightly in his hands.
There are very few rich and noble sons who have such a dedicated man, how could he give it up to others?
In a hurry to leave, Yin Chuanchen's ankle hurt, and he stood against the wall, the more he thought about it, the more angry he became.
Suddenly, a familiar figure came out of a ward. Yin Chuanchen's brows brightened, and he was about to call out, but stopped.He stepped back near the fire exit, hiding himself behind the door.
Through the glass window, I watched Lu Jiangyuan walk to the elevator, go in, and go downstairs, without even looking back at his ward.
So close, did Lu Jiangyuan not even have the thought to take a look at it by the way?
Yin Chuanchen bit his lower lip tightly.
He tiptoed to the door of the ward just now, and looked inside through a ventilation window on the door.
When he saw the familiar coat, his heart sank, his fingers clenched tighter and tighter, stabbing the tender flesh of his palm fiercely.
hateful.
When he returned to his room, Yin Chuanchen's teeth were itchy with hatred, what the hell was that?He even dared to snatch Lu Jiangyuan from him, but he was only a few years younger, what else could he do?
The irritability was stuffed in his chest, hitting his already fragile and sensitive nerves, and the picture of them kissing kept flushing in his mind.
Everything about Lu Jiangyuan should be his, his person, his heart, his kiss, his tenderness, everything.
Yin Chuanchen picked up the mobile phone that he had thrown in the corner and dialed a number.
"Yan Shao, I interrupted your rest."
"Xiao Chen, do you know what time it is?"
Yan Zhu's light and lazy voice came from the phone, like a satiated fox squinting its eyes and licking its snow-white paws.
"Speak less, Brother Lu..."
"Does Brother Lu have a boyfriend?"
The other party paused for a while, "You mean Chu Li? That's Lu Jiangyuan's little lover, right?"
"Don't you know his feelings for you? That child is just a bit like you, so he stays with you. "
The corners of Yin Chuanchen's lips curled up, and his heart could barely let go.
The person in Lu Jiangyuan's heart is indeed him.
He hung up the phone, lay down, and began to think about how to get Lu Jiangyuan to apologize to him. This time, he was really angry.Of course, you can also calm him down.
For example, the villa in Fengkaozhuyuan can be transferred to his name.
Yin Chuanchen slowly closed his eyes, thinking that he would be busy in a few days, busy receiving gifts, busy moving.
---
When Chu Li woke up, the sky was just slightly bright, he opened his eyes and looked around, as if he was looking for something.
Assistant Liu happened to bring breakfast. When he opened the door and came in, he met his eyes and asked with a smile, "Should I look for Mr. Lu again? He has returned to the company and had a temporary meeting all night. Don't tell me to give it to you?" Did you bring breakfast?"
Chu Li looked away in embarrassment, and said "thank you".
Chu's mother hadn't woken up yet. When Chu Li stood up, he realized that he was still wearing Lu Jiangyuan's clothes. He quickly put them away and hung them on the hanger. He went to the bathroom to wash up. This is a VIP ward, and the bathroom is as gorgeous as a five-star hotel Same, the toiletries are all available, he felt sore all over, pulled his collar and smelled it, and decided to take a shower before going out for breakfast.
After washing, while wiping his wet hair, he picked up his mobile phone and wanted to send a message to Lu Jiangyuan, but there was a strange nickname on the familiar profile picture.
Boy friend.
Chu Li sneered, and he didn't know when this person changed his remarks.
--I woke up.
--Are you tired?
It feels so good, I can send messages openly, without thinking about whether he will be unhappy or inconvenient, just because he is his boyfriend.
Like all couples do.
After walking out of the bathroom, the doctor just came to make rounds and explained some precautions. Chu Li sent the doctor away. After standing in the corridor and talking for a while, Assistant Liu also came out and told Chu Li that a nurse would come to take care of Chu's mother. , his company left first if he still had something to do.
Chu Li politely sent him to the elevator.
Suddenly, someone behind him called him, and when he turned around, Chu Li stared at the man's face in a daze.
"Chu Li? I'm Yin Chuanchen."
Chu Li smiled slightly and said, "Hello, I know you, you are a big star."
Yin Chuanchen frowned and smiled, his snow-white skin was a little red, he approached and stood in front of Chu Li and extended his palm generously, "Do you mind shaking hands?"
Although he didn't know why this big star suddenly appeared in front of him, Chu Li still extended his hand friendly.
"How much money does Brother Lu give you every month? Is it not enough?"
Chu Li felt that the other party's gaze was like a knife, and it fell sharply on him. He was very uncomfortable, withdrew his hand in embarrassment, and turned around: "Sorry, I don't know what you are talking about."
"Do you know why he is with you?"
"Depending on you, will he like you?"
"He can see you only because you look a bit like me."
Chu Li froze there and his mind exploded. He suddenly felt that the world was pitch black, as if night had fallen, he couldn't see or hear anything, and he didn't even know if he was still alive.
As if his chest was pressed by a boulder, he felt that he couldn't breathe, his mouth trembled and opened but he didn't know how to speak, the darkness enveloped him like a net in an instant.
What the hell is he?
Returning to the ward as if fleeing, rushed into the bathroom, Chu Li leaned against the door, and his body slid down uncontrollably inch by inch.
Those clues in the past are all connected now, Yin Chuanchen's scandal photos leaked out, Lu Jiangyuan's inexplicable emotions, Yin Chuanchen was injured in Xiangcheng, Lu Jiangyuan went to Xiangcheng immediately, Yin Chuanchen returned to Beijing, Lu Jiangyuan was by the bedside... …
Those coincidences he thought were all traceable.
That's why Lu Jiangyuan mistook him the first time they met, so he mistook him for Yin Chuanchen at that time.
So, when he asked Lu Jiangyuan to sign for him, he smiled and asked his name.
That's why he took him back to the Wind Knocking Bamboo Garden that night.
All because he is like him!He was just a substitute for him.
What likes, what boyfriends, it's all because of his love for Yin Chuanchen!
Chu Li was surrounded by great pain, is everything fake?The liking he said last night was also false.
It turned out that they were all cheating from the very beginning, and he was just Lu Jiangyuan's second-best substitute.
Tears fell silently. He used to think that Lu Jiangyuan just didn't like him enough, but now he understands that he doesn't like him, he likes others. Every time he just looks at this somewhat similar face, doing those things that don't It's just a matter of being gentle and considerate.
Every time Lu Jiangyuan always won't let him open his eyes, it's because the eyes don't look like, so he doesn't want him to look at him during sex, only he is still delusional, thinking that he will always exchange infatuation for love.
It turned out that it wasn't love in the first place.
That pitiful love is not with him.
The phone vibrated.
Chu Li hugged his head and buried himself, his face was a mess, he seemed to hear the sound of his heart breaking, crackling into countless pieces.
Couldn't fight anymore.
They were wrong at the very beginning.
Chu Li stood up slowly, and leaned against the sink to look at the person in the mirror, his red eyes were obviously still the same as yesterday, but the light in his eyes was no longer there.
"Ali, I like you."
Lu Jiangyuan's sweet words are still in my ears, why did he listen to his coaxing again and again, so, what you like is only my face, which looks like his.
"Oh!"
The mirror began to shatter from the point in the center to the surroundings, and the pale and embarrassed face became several pieces, piece by piece, oozing with bright red blood.
Since you don't love me, why do you want me to be your boyfriend?
The phone started vibrating again.
Chu Li looked at it, Lu Jiangyuan.
He smiled wryly, he was really a "boyfriend". He turned on the faucet, and the cold water rushed down on his numb skin, as if he didn't feel anything.
Sure enough, it hurts, and I don’t feel it after going through it for a long time.
The phone rang again, Chu Li grabbed it, smiled, and threw it into the sink.
---
Walking out of the ward, Chu Li didn't know what he looked like. He walked to the nurse's station and wrote a note to Chu's mother, and gave the nurse the black card in his pocket.
"Trouble, if my mother wakes up, please give this to her. Someone has hired a nurse for her, and it should be there in a while. If you need to pay, just ask my mother to take this card."
The nurse glanced at the computer, smiled and said, "Your expenses are directly linked to Lu's ledger, so there is no need to pay any more."
Chu Li didn't speak, and walked to the elevator.
After being fucked by him for so long, these expenses should be counted as sex expenses.
"gentlemen!"
The little nurse ran over, holding a bottle of disinfectant in her hand, "Your hand is broken, you should bandage it."
Chu Li raised his hand blankly to see that the wound was bleeding tatteredly, "No, it doesn't hurt."
After speaking, he walked into the elevator.
The little nurse shook her head and said to herself, "How could it not hurt? It hurts so deeply."
No mobile phone, no money, Chu Li still has a settlement card for cats and fish and only 2700 yuan left in it.He was walking aimlessly on the road, when a gust of wind picked up the soil on the ground and swirled in the air, Chu Li felt that he was like this rootless sand, where the wind could blow him up wherever he wanted.
"Xiao Li!"
Someone called him, but he seemed to hear it, but he didn't seem to hear it. He didn't know where to go or how to go, so he had to stand there and stare blankly.
Xiao Yi ran over, and when he saw the wound on his hand, his smiling face suddenly crumpled into a ball, he held his hand nervously and said, "How did it break?"
Chu Li shook his head.
Seeing that he seemed to have lost half of his soul, Xiao Yi didn't ask any more questions and pulled him into a nearby pharmacy, bought disinfectant and gauze, and sat on the plastic stool in front of the pharmacy to wipe his wound.
"You are crazy, such a deep wound, if there are any sequelae, it depends on how you play games in the future!"
Chu Li acted as if he didn't hear him talking, his eyes drifted away, Xiao Yi's heart ached, he moved the stool closer, and asked softly, "Xiao Li? What's the matter?"
"Auntie...?"
Chu Li shook his head.
When the wind blew, Chu Li felt a little pain in his eyes, couldn't hold back, and shed tears.
Xiao Yi panicked, he didn't know how to comfort the young man in front of him, he could only watch him cry silently and expressionlessly.
"Xiao Li, whenever you want to talk, I'll be there."
"Brother Xiao, I want to drink iced Coke, especially the iced one."
When Xiao Yi bought the coke back, he saw the young man arched his back and buried himself in his hands, the slightly bulging butterfly bones supported his clothes, and the teardrops that flowed from between his fingers were crystal clear like strings of gemstones.
After pinching off the bottle cap, Xiao Yi handed it to Chu Li, who took out the facial tissue he had just bought from his pocket, took out one and wiped his face.
"Our Xiaoli doesn't look good when he cries."
Chu Li picked up the Coke and drank it, and the delicate foam filled his entire mouth instantly. Why is it still bitter?
"Bitter, brother, bitter, I want something sweet."
"Okay, sweet ones, I'll go buy them."
After a while, Xiao Yi came back with a bunch of things in his arms. He opened a bag of fudge, picked out a green one, stuffed it into Chu Li's mouth, and asked, "Is it still bitter?"
Chu Li chewed, looked at him with wide eyes and said, "Bitter."
Xiao Yi opened another box of donuts, "This is sweet, it must be sweet, take a big bite."
Chu Li took a big bite, swallowed it, it was bitter, not sweet at all, he took another big bite, suddenly his stomach churned, he stood up abruptly, squatted by the flower bed and vomited.
While vomiting, while crying.
I don't know how long after vomiting, he felt tired and fell asleep while sitting on the stool with his head down.
Seeing that he was asleep, Xiao Yi carefully moved his head to his shoulders, so that it might be a little more comfortable.
Seeing Chu Li like this, he felt a pain in his heart.
Such a proud and stubborn young man, if he can suffer like this, he will only be broken in love.The figure in the dark place that night appeared in front of his eyes, was it him?
Distressed but a little helpless.
How I want to hold up an umbrella for you, to block out all the unhappiness for you, I like your smile!
Xiao Yi secretly put his hand on Chu Li's and rubbed lightly. If it can make you happy, he is willing to do anything for Chu Li.
But he knew that Chu Li was like the rhododendron in full bloom on the top of the mountain. He could only appreciate the shocking beauty from a distance, but he couldn't really dig it back home. If he dug it back, the azalea would wither and die slowly.
"what are you doing?"
Suddenly a deep male voice sounded behind Xiao Yi, he thought to himself who the hell is this?Afraid that his movements would disturb the person in his arms, he only turned his neck.
The man was tall and slender, with a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes.
"You let him go."
He grabbed Chu Li and rubbed him into his arms.
Being dragged by someone like this, Chu Li reluctantly opened his eyes, and what he saw was the person he least wanted to see. There was a void somewhere in his heart, and he didn't know if it was pain or what it felt like.He broke away from the hands that were encircling him, stepped back, and turned around without saying anything.
The eyes are full of cold snow and frost.
Lu Jiangyuan didn't know what was going on with his little boyfriend, he made a few calls and Chu Li didn't answer, and then he simply turned off the phone, he hurried over after he didn't sleep all night, but he saw him lying in someone else's arms here .
"You really can't live without a man for a moment!"
Chu Li was pulled hard by Lu Jiangyuan and imprisoned the person in his arms. Chu Li struggled but fell deeper and deeper. In the young man's eyes like this, he didn't want to look at those wolf-like eyes again, so he simply lowered his head and closed his eyes, saying, "Lu Jiangyuan, let's break up."
Lu Jiangyuan resisted not moving, glanced at Xiao Yi next to him, and asked, "Should we talk about this here, or in another place?"
Chu Li raised his head suddenly, with frost in his eyes, he knew that no matter what, he couldn't escape, so he walked towards the shade of a tree beside him.
As soon as he stopped, Lu Jiangyuan pulled him from behind, pinched his fingers on Chu Li's slender neck, and asked with squinting eyes: "How to divide? Are you willing?"
He had long known the infatuation hidden in the boy's heart, so he lowered his head and whispered into his ear: "A Li, I'm an evil ghost crawled out of hell, it's impossible for you to leave me."
Chu Li closed his eyes, feeling suffocated.
The man he had loved so much made him sick.
"Lu Jiangyuan, you scum."
"Yeah, I'm a scumbag, but you..." Lu Jiangyuan bit Chu Li's earlobe, and said in a deep voice, "Isn't it very comfortable for you to be fucked by a scumbag like me?"
Chu Li felt that somewhere in his heart exploded instantly.
"Snapped!"
Lu Jiangyuan felt a burning pain on his cheek.
He let go of Chu Li's hand, glanced at Xiao Yi in the distance, and sneered: "Chu Li, why? There must be a reason for breaking up."
Chu Li took a step back, quietly staring at Lu Jiangyuan's peach blossom eyes for a while.
He remembered that his mother had said before that his father had a pair of beautiful peach eyes, "Xiao Li, people with peach eyes are very fickle. If you can avoid them in the future, stay away from such people."
Lu Jiangyuan is too fickle, he pretends to be himself.
It had always been just wishful thinking on his part.
"Lu Jiangyuan, you are looking for me because I look like a person, a person you can't let go of and you can't get, a person who doesn't like you and won't let you go."
When Chu Li said this, he almost exhausted all his strength. The moment Lu Jiangyuan's eyebrows moved, Chu Li even had a little bit of greed.
If Lu Jiangyuan denies it and tells him that all this is a misunderstanding, that he simply likes himself, that getting close to and being involved has nothing to do with others, or that he never feels like them, and he has never liked Yin Chuanchen, then he may continue to hypnotize himself , Tell yourself that Lu Jiangyuan likes him.
But Lu Jiangyuan only twitched his eyebrows, and asked in a deep voice, "Who told you?"
"Chu Li, it's all about when you were young, do you really want to hold on to it?"
Chu Li raised his head slightly, tears falling silently.
"Is it only the eyes that don't look like it? So you always tell me to close my eyes because the eyes don't look like Yin Chuanchen, right?" Chu Li smiled, his wry smile must be self-deprecating, his voice was weak and outrageous: "Lu Jiangyuan, you It's not me who likes it, it's just because I'm like him!"
"Ah Li." Lu Jiangyuan raised his hand to touch Chu Li's hair, but Chu Li dodged it.
Lu Jiangyuan's hand was placed there in embarrassment, and he suddenly saw that Chu Li's hand was wrapped in gauze, and the gauze was faintly leaking blood.
"How did you get hurt?"
"You don't need to worry about it." Chu Li pulled out his hand and took a few steps back. He felt a deep sense of powerlessness for a moment, "You let me go, anyway, you don't like me playing e-sports, so just let me go With me, I can no longer have any worries."
Lu Jiangyuan laughed: "It's not that I don't like you playing e-sports, it's just that I feel sorry for you because your journey is too difficult."
"Then I thank you for your kindness."
"Lu Jiangyuan, I don't like you anymore."
"Let's go."
Chu Li’s tears had already dried up, he didn’t want to be nostalgic, and he couldn’t move his head. Not reconciled, Lu Jiangyuan took two steps and grabbed his wrist: “I have already given you the title of boyfriend, this is not what you always wanted. Do you want it? Is it not enough? I admit that I started it because you resembled him a little bit, but it is different now, is it necessary to keep talking about it? "
Pressing his wrist harder, the man tried his best to hold back the anger in his heart.
Chu Li closed his eyes. He was tired. After being together for four months, he really didn't want to wait for Lu Jiangyuan to go home. He just wanted to live his own life, even if it was not an easy road.
He didn't want to entangle any more.
"Lu Jiangyuan."
"Please, let me go."
When Chu Li turned his head, his eyes were full of disgust, as cold as another person he had never known.
Lu Jiangyuan suddenly realized that his young man would never look at him with eyes full of love again. From some moment on, he had already cut himself out of his heart.
That suffocating emotion surrounded him, making him want to deal with the person on the spot every minute.
"Chu Li, are you serious?"
Chu Li will probably never cook for him again, wait for him to go home for dinner, the future life of the young man has nothing to do with him.
Lu Jiangyuan just held his wrist tightly like this, without saying a word, he didn't want to let go, he felt very powerless, it seemed that if he let go, he would never come back again.
I really won't come back.
He didn't know how to treat Chu Li better. In this unbalanced relationship, he was like a superior, always giving a little tenderness, a little time, and a little sincerity occasionally.
At first, he coaxed him back home because of his similarities, but during the days and nights together, he really fell in love with this boy, and he really wanted to have a try with him. Identity to try.
Chu Li shook off Lu Jiangyuan's hand violently, and didn't want to stay with this person for a second longer.
---
Chu Li and Xiao Yi went back to the house he rented with Feng Yuan.
Xiao Yi replaced his bed with clean sheets and made it comfortable before pushing Chu Li over.
"Sleep well and don't think about anything."
"Thank you, Xiao Yi."
Xiao Yi smiled very softly, like a big brother next door, "It's really a stranger to say thank you, we are teammates who want to compete together, aren't we?"
Chu Li didn't refuse anymore, and got into the bed with his clothes on. He was really tired. After tossing and tossing for so long, his whole body was sore and sore. He fell asleep almost as soon as his head touched the pillow.
Xiao Yi stared at Chu Li's haggard face for a long time.
Seeing him like this, a corner of Xiao Yi's heart actually grew a little joy, and he wanted to appease this joy so that it wouldn't jump out.
The next morning, Chu Li was woken up by Feng Yuan.
"Little Li, your phone number."
Feng Yuan looked dreamy, rubbed his eyes and handed his mobile phone to Chu Li.
"Chu Li? We are the Keyuan Road Police Station in Beicheng District. The driver who hit your mother yesterday and escaped has been caught. Please come to the police station immediately to go through the relevant procedures."
Chu Li woke up in an instant, and quickly got up from the bed. Seeing that there was an empty space for him when he got up, Feng Yuan lay down on the bed with his buttocks twisted.
Xiao Yi temporarily slept in the living room overnight. He woke up early and prepared breakfast. When he saw Chu Li coming out, he quickly handed him the breakfast.
Chu Li didn't have any appetite at all, so he smiled and said, "I don't want to eat. Just now I called to say that the owner of the car that hit my mother has been caught. Now I have to go to the bureau to go through some formalities."
Xiao Yi nodded, quickly took a bottle of hot milk from the kitchen, handed it to Chu Li's arms, and said, "Then take the bottle of milk and drink it in the car, it will make your stomach feel better after drinking it warm."
It would be too hypocritical to refuse, Chu Li thanked him for taking the milk, walked towards the gate, and after taking two steps, he suddenly turned around and said: "Xiao Yi, there is still a training match with LLS in the afternoon, you take the milk first in the morning." Let’s replay yesterday’s game, and I will be back as soon as possible.”
Xiao Yi nodded.
Chu Li opened the doorknob, then remembered something, stopped and said, "I lost my phone."
Xiao Yi almost blurted out, should he buy a new mobile phone for him, but he held back with his lips pursed.
"During this time, I don't use my mobile phone for the time being."
After speaking, Chu Li went out and closed the door.
Xiao Yi looked at the empty iron gate, in a daze.
Chu Li came back much earlier than he expected, and he didn't seem to be affected by what happened yesterday. Xiao Yi was leading them to a few rematch games, and when he saw Chu Li coming in, he was happy to ask him to continue speak.
He didn't refuse. He was the captain. In the absence of a coach, the captain should help the players learn and improve together.
Xiao Yi put the game video on the wall, Chu Li stared at it seriously, and suddenly he signaled Xiao Yi to pause: "Go back for three seconds."
"Here, the jungler of LLS is entangled by me, what are you all doing?"
As if he didn't want to hear any answers at all, Chu Li continued: "Xiao Yi, you saw that the opposite middle road was going to the wild area to help, so you came here too, okay, the next stage is our two-on-two. We made money by getting a red buff from the other party, but Xiao Yi, did I ever say that instead of you coming over, I want you to go down the road?"
Xiao Yi's neck stiffened, and he froze immediately, and said embarrassingly, "I said it."
"I said, you didn't listen. The result of not listening is that our bot lane was sifted by someone. Bing, do you see that the opponent's ADC has higher gold than yours?"
Ah Bing was happily waiting for Chu Lixun and Xiao Yi, but he didn't expect to transfer it to himself immediately. He said "ah" before blushing and said: "I know."
"I know, why do you still want to send someone's head to the other side's muzzle?"
Ah Bing's ears turned red, and he said, "I see that the blood volume on the other side is low, so I thought..."
"LLS's ADC is best at counter-killing assassins under the tower. No matter how many junglers who want to take someone's head, they dare not chase down the tower. Instead, you will try your best to send it up."
Feng Yuan was overjoyed, seeing the two people next to him choked speechless by Chu Li, he laughed with his head muffled.
"Assistant, you still have a third of your blood, why do you want to go home?"
Feng Yuan's expression froze, as expected, he couldn't be too happy too soon, this man was completely disowned by his relatives when he became crazy.
"I... prepare for the next wave of team battles."
Wrong, I will never admit my mistake, this is Feng Yuan's motto.
Chu Li glanced at him, and continued, "All of you don't listen to the command, don't care about the overall situation, do you think it's an entertainment show where you fight on your own?"
Seeing that everyone was scared by Chu Lixun, Xiao Yi coughed twice to ease the embarrassment, picked up a bottle of ice cola and brought it to Chu Li, and said obediently: "It's almost done, let everyone talk about it by themselves." Reflect on it, drink some Coke, it's sweet."
After speaking, he squeezed a smile that he thought was very handsome.
Chu Li got the Coke, and drank it while saying, "Don't think you can bribe me with a bottle of Coke, you should be punished if you play so badly!"
"That's right, Captain Chu is right! Good training!"
Feng Yuan squinted his eyes in disgust and snorted: "Fuck, Xiao Laosan didn't realize that you are still a fucking dog!"
"Fuck off!"
"No, I said that when you talked to Chu Li, you were so gentle and you handed a Coke and a tissue to wipe your sweat. Why did you talk to me in just two words? Get out?"
Feng Yuan scratched his hair, and went to take a sip of Coke from Chu Li, who knew that Chu Li slapped him hard as soon as his hand touched the bottle, and retracted instantly in pain.
"You all bully Yuan Yuan! Hmph, Yuan Yuan won't protect you any more in the afternoon!"
After finishing speaking, he not only put on a crying face, but also pouted his lips, looking like he deserved a beating.
"Fatty, you are really imitating yourself!"
Teng Teng stroked the top of his hair, his whole body trembling with laughter, Chu Li also laughed, listening to
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