This cannon fodder stand-in is not right for me [E-sports]

When Xiao Yi came back, Chu Li was eating the bun in his hand. Feng Yuan saw it first, and asked in a rare serious tone, "Xiao Laosan, did you have a fight?"

Chu Li looked up, the corners of Xiao Yi's mouth were red and swollen, and his eyebrows were bulging, too red to look good.

"A fight?"

He snorted vaguely, sat on the stool, drank two sips of lemonade before looking up and said: "You continue to talk about your tactics."

"What about him? Not coming back?"

"No matter what he does, he will always come back."

Xiao Yi raised his hand and touched the corner of his mouth. Chu Li saw that his lips trembled twice. It was obviously painful, but he refused to say anything.He didn't want to say it, so everyone stopped asking, and leaned around Chu Li in a tacit understanding to listen to him continue to talk about the change of tactics.

"I'm trying to find a way to make an appointment for a practice match."

After all, the bounty competition is to compete with professional teams, not a personal skill battle. These few people are all high-end players alone, but there is still a certain distance from professional players.

"Captain, how can we fight with less people?"

Wang Bing, who had been silent all this time, suddenly asked.

Chu Li took a sip of the juice and looked at Xiao Yi eagerly.

"With Xiao Yi here, he will definitely come back."

After listening to the music, Xiao Yi reacted with a twitch of the corner of his mouth, hissed in pain and said: "I can't even say for sure, but you believe him so much."

While packing his schoolbag, Chu Li said, "I believe in you."

Xiao Yi's heart tightened inexplicably, that unspeakable emotion crawled along the blood to his limbs.

He lowered his head in a panic, not daring to look into his clean eyes again, fearing that others would know what was on his mind.

Chu Li didn't notice this at all, put away his things, patted Xiao Yi on the shoulder, and walked out.

The shoulder that was patted by the young man was burning and uncomfortable.

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When we returned to Fengkaozhuyuan, it was already dark.

Chu Li is used to being alone. From the beginning, he would wait all night for messages from Lu Jiangyuan, worrying about who he was with, and now he can live well alone.

Maybe one day when I think of Lu Jiangyuan, I won't feel bad.

"Monk, I want to visit your base tomorrow, is that okay?"

Without turning on the light, he casually sat on the sofa and dialed He Shangshang's phone number.

"Let me say hello to Coach Song. There shouldn't be any problem. What are you doing here? Did you miss me?"

Chu Li stood up, went to the refrigerator and thought about the bottle of ice water to drink, and sneered: "I think, I can't think about it..."

In the darkness, Chu Li felt that someone was approaching, and the delicate smell surrounded him unobtrusively, making it impossible for him to escape.

The man leaned over slightly, hugging Chu Li in his arms, resting his chin on his shoulder, rubbing gently, he stretched out one hand to the phone that Chu Li was holding, and pressed the hang up button.

"Who are you calling? So familiar?"

Lu Jiangyuan's soft lips fell on his face, gently and softly.

Just as Chu Li was about to turn around, someone pressed heavily on the refrigerator door.

Lu Jiangyuan leaned against his cheek, smiling meaningfully, her red lips looked like a rose in the dark, gorgeous and alluring.

Chu Li froze.

"No one."

He turned his face to the side, calming down the leggy heat in his chest.

"Chu Li, I am the one who was beaten, and I am the one who should be angry. What is your attitude now?"

There was a dull pain in his wrist, and he was tightly imprisoned. Unknowingly, he exerted a lot of strength between his palms. Lu Jiangyuan forcefully dragged him to the wall beside him, and pressed him firmly there, his eyes darkened. Chung.

After that day, Lu Jiangyuan waited for Chu Li to come back to find him, ask him to admit his mistakes, ask him to act like a baby, and say a few more obedient words, and he will not be angry.But Lu Jiangyuan didn't wait.Chu Li seemed to have evaporated from the world, and he didn't care.

"It was you who kissed someone else, and it was you who provoked me."

There was anger in Lu Jiangyuan's eyes, he pinched Chu Li's chin fiercely, and stared at his eyes that were always calm.

"He kissed me."

Chu Li was heavily suppressed, and when he wanted to resist, his mouth was blocked by Lu Jiangyuan's cold lips.

It was an angry kiss, without any rules, wanton plundering in the mouth, Chu Li clenched his teeth tightly, and silently refused.

After prying several times, but without success, Lu Jiangyuan pinched Chu Li's cheek fiercely, forcing him to let go.

"Enough!" Chu Li had no choice but to bite on Lu Jiangyuan's cold lips, and a bloody smell surged up.

"It hurts!" His hand was imprisoned against the wall, and his wrist was aching.

"Chu Li, are you biting me again?"

Lu Jiangyuan sneered, his eyes glowed coldly in the dark, friend?Isn't it just to play a game together?Is that all there is to talk?

"Are friends who play games so important?"

He licked the blood on the corner of his lips, showing a faint tingling pain, "Isn't it the kind of friend who can't think about it after a while?"

Chu Li can joke with anyone and expose his fragility to everyone, but Lu Jiangyuan is his Achilles' heel, the only person he doesn't want to show weakness.

He pulled away his wrist vigorously, pushed away Lu Jiangyuan's oppressed body with all his strength, squatted down suddenly, and covered his eyes with his palm.

For a moment the room was eerily silent.

His thin body trembled slightly in the dark, he never wanted to shed tears in front of Lu Jiangyuan, but now he opened up his paleness and helplessness for this person to see.

The arch of his back was there, and his tears trickled down his cheeks.

Lu Jiangyuan froze there, he didn't expect Chu Li to cry.

Feeling dizzy for a while, Chu Li was picked up by someone, and the smell he was most familiar with came from that person, his hot chest. Chu Li curled up in Lu Jiangyuan's arms, crying louder and louder.

"I just want to play a game, I just want to arrange a formal training match for everyone, I just..."

Tears turned out to be ice and salty.

"I didn't kiss anyone else, he kissed me, he leaned up to kiss me, I didn't know, I pushed..."

"I literally pushed him."

All emotions burst out in an instant, his cautious and humble secret love, those thoughts that no one confides in, those self-esteem that he wants to protect but has to be watched wantonly by others, that person he can't love with all his heart.

Wronged, embarrassed.

Chu Li closed his eyes tightly, covering them with his hands, the corners of his lips were stained with blood, and the tears just fell down into his hair one by one.

Lu Jiangyuan finally felt a little regret when he realized that the normally high-minded person was crying in front of him.

Lu Jiangyuan hugged the person and walked to the sofa, put it down, and squatted beside him, with his lips sticking to Chu Li's face, kissing away the tears inch by inch.

"My brother is wrong, can you stop crying?"

Lu Jiangyuan had never felt this way before, as if his chest was being torn and stabbed in pain.

He took Chu Li's hands and kissed them one by one, gently and affectionately.

Tears were still streaming down his face.

For the first time, Lu Jiangyuan felt a little overwhelmed.

He felt that saying anything at this moment seemed powerless. He never thought that he would be angry for someone one day, and he knew very well about his little friend.

He never disbelieved him, but when he saw someone else kissing his baby, the anger almost made him lose his mind instantly.

"Stop crying, okay? I was wrong."

Chu Li's long eyelashes were stained with tears, clustered together, the ends of his eyes were bright red, and his lips were slightly parted with water shining.

"I never doubted you, what kind of character are you, Chu Li, can I not believe it?"

Lu Jiangyuan leaned close to his ear and gently coaxed him, rubbing his fingertips on his face.

Suddenly, Chu Li got up and pushed him away vigorously. Lu Jiangyuan couldn't squat firmly, and almost fell to the ground after shaking a few times. Chu Li ran towards the stairs covering his face.

Lu Jiangyuan just got up and followed him upstairs.

Chu Li got into the bathroom, the tears on his face mixed with Lu Jiangyuan's saliva, it was wet and greasy, he didn't like this feeling, he turned on the faucet, and buried his face in the cold water.

Lu Jiangyuan felt uncomfortable in his heart, walked to the window and opened it, and the cool breeze came in, and he felt a little better.

Some feelings he didn't understand planted seeds in his heart in this spring.

There was a pack of cigarettes on the bedside table, he picked it up casually, lit it up and took a sharp puff, the stimulation circled in his chest, and then spit it out from his breath, as if he had just suppressed the emotions that were about to break out .

A cigarette, Chu Li still did not come out of the bathroom.

Lu Jiangyuan walked over, pressed the handle and opened the door to enter.Chu Li buried his face in the sink.

Lu Jiangyuan hurriedly pulled him up, grabbed enough towels and wiped his face slowly.

"A Li, brother is wrong, don't do this, okay?"

Chu Li raised his head abruptly, his forehead dripping with water, and his clean eyes were like a knife, trying to see through the person in front of him.

"Lu Jiangyuan, don't take what you say seriously, put your own position in what you said, and you said that you don't want to love you, so now, have you regretted it?"

You must be jealous, right?

So you are in love too, right?

Lu Jiangyuan was forced to back up by him, he didn't know how to answer, he really didn't want to see him with others, let alone see others touch him, but this didn't mean that he changed anything.

"Ali, I'm sorry."

Lu Jiangyuan stuffed the towel into Chu Li's hand, turned around and walked towards the door, and stopped when he reached the door: "If you want to play e-sports, then do it."

After speaking, he hurriedly disappeared into the corridor.

The author has something to say: Thank readers Qiu Xingluo Xiaoshuang for throwing mines!

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