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The breakup scene with Xiao Jing was performed once during the first audition. Thinking of it now, Liang Chi felt that the audition at that time was so young and cute.

Only four or five months have passed, and Liang Chi has a completely different understanding of acting than before.

He knows that he is growing up, he is in it, and he doesn't feel it as the days go by, until the same scene is compared with his previous self, he is really surprised.

With a good director and a good production team, it turns out that filming is such a fast and addictive thing.

Compared with Gu Mingsong, Su Yimei, and even Wen Liang, Liang Chi knew that his acting skills were still very young, and he was not obsessed with winning the award as Yu Ye said. He hoped that the film itself could win the award. , the director can win the award, and Wen Liang Gu Mingsong can win the award, but for himself, he feels that this is just a starting point, winning the award and becoming a real actor is his future goal.

It is still too early.

The breakup scene was at the home where Xiao Jing and Lan Xing lived together. At this time, Lan Xing had just returned from Seattle, and he saw Chen Mo who had been there for treatment.

During the ten years of living in Wanqiu, Lan Xing would also go to the mental sanatorium here to volunteer when she was free, teaching autistic children to draw, and getting to know the doctors and nurses here very well.

One day, an American expert on autism in adolescents came to the hospital, who was of Chinese descent, and came to do academic exchanges.

Lan Xing happened to hear it when passing by the meeting room, so he quietly stood outside the door and listened.

The familiar doctor saw him and beckoned him to come in and listen together, and introduced him to the expert by the way.

A painter who held an exhibition about autistic patients, "The Years I Was Looking for You", as soon as these key information came out, the expert remembered who he was and asked, "Haven't you found the person you were looking for? A few years ago, I saw your art exhibition and left contact information, the person in your painting should be one of my patients in the United States."

Only then did Lan Xing know that he could have found Chen Mo back then, but he was artificially blocked and missed it by accident.

He didn't tell Xiao Jing, and went directly to Seattle with the doctor to meet Chen Mo, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

After the graduation exhibition that caused controversy that year, Chen Mo was taken back to the United States by his family, while Lan Xing, who had no knowledge of it, was punished by the school, and the two never met again.

He still remembered that He Xi said that autistic patients can completely forget each other within three months after being separated from them. How is he?

It doesn't matter if you don't remember him.

On the plane, he asked the doctor if Chen Mo had mentioned him. The doctor shook his head, never hearing his name.

Is it true that I have forgotten it? Lan Xing thinks it is good. After all, it is too hard to remember a person's life all the time.

But the doctor said that he likes painting very much, and he can paint for a long time by himself.

Lan Xing stood there in a daze.

The two have been together and loved each other, and they will always leave each other's marks on their bodies, maybe a song, a movie, or even a sentence, and the mark Lan Xing left on Chen Mo is painting.

Even if he no longer remembers himself, he still remembers painting.

"What does he draw?"

"Trees, animals, everything he saw, but his paintings were all blue. The trees he painted, the clouds in the sky, were all blue."

The doctor told him that when he first arrived in the United States, Chen Mo suffered from a lot of stress. The sudden change in the environment made everything unfamiliar to him. It was not until more than a year later that the stress response eased. Now Chen Mo Although he still can't integrate into the normal society, he can basically live independently. He doesn't want to live with his parents, and his parents won't let him live outside alone, so he has been living in a nursing home.

"He can speak, as long as he wants, he can communicate with people, he can understand what others mean, and he can give feedback, but most of the time he is unwilling to communicate and prefers to be alone."

Lan Xing could even imagine Chen Mo's appearance, as quiet as a lake with heavy snow falling.

But he had seen Chen Mo soaring and jumping for joy. In his hometown that summer vacation, he took him and the boat to the canal, and they sang out of tune in the wind against the sunset. At that time, Chen Mo seemed to have broken through Once he found some kind of cage that trapped him, he was about to flutter his wings and fly.

Love and companionship are the only medicines that were close to curing him once.

When he arrived in Seattle, he met Chen Mo ten years later.

The hairstyle has changed, the clothes have changed, other than that, everything is still the same as Lan Xing remembers, but he dare not think that the other party still remembers him.

The doctor also advised him not to go forward to meet each other rashly, for fear of causing the rejection of the other party, and then triggering a stress response.

So Lan Xing silently observed from the sidelines for a few days.

When he was not talking or communicating with others, Chen Mo looked like a normal person. He had his own separate residence in the nursing home, a two-bedroom suite, one room was a bedroom, and the other room was a studio.

Life is also very regular, wake up, breakfast, draw, lunch, draw, go out for activities in the evening, walk or run, have dinner, then read comics or read with a pad in your hands, and go to bed at ten o'clock on time.

So regular that Blue Star wondered if his trip was redundant.

Three days later, Lan Xing deliberately made himself appear on the path that Chen Mo must pass every evening for a walk. He watched people approaching from a distance, thinking in his heart that if Chen Mo walked past him directly, he would have no reaction at all. , he will go back immediately.

There is no need to harbor regrets, because I have seen that he is doing well now.

But Chen Mo saw him, also from a long distance away, so he froze in place.

Then he slowly walked towards him, walked up to him, and looked up at Lan Xing slightly.

The eyes seem to be thinking about something, full of doubts, as if thinking, why this person, this person's smell is so familiar, but he can't remember it?

Where, where on earth have I seen you, your breath is so familiar.

Lan Xing's heart jumped into his throat. He followed his heartbeat and heard Chen Mo's lips opening and closing, and spit out a few words.

"Blu, blu, blu." Like a fish bubbling in water.

Lan Xing was stunned, his heart pounding, ten years seemed half a lifetime, but Chen Mo still remembered the first time.

On that sunny afternoon, Lan Xing coaxed the person who just screamed at him, "My name is Lan Xing, and blue means blue, blue, blue, blue, looks like a fish is spitting out bubbles."

Ten years seemed to have turned into gravel and disappeared in the long river of time. Chen Mo seemed to have just parted with him, and hugged him gently as before: "You are here."

"Yes, I'm here." Lan Xing also hugged him.

Many, many days late, but finally came.

Chen Mo's world is different from other people's. He didn't even ask where you have been all these years or why you didn't come to me. It was as if he didn't realize that Lan Xing wasn't here at all. The ten years of separated life started from the moment of reunion. It completely disappeared in Chen Mo's mind.

Lan Xing lived in Seattle. He once said that he would take care of Chen Mo after graduation, but he made a mistake. Now it is a rare opportunity for him to make amends.

Although the other party does not think so.

When he was in Seattle, Lan Xing thought that he would break up with Xiao Jing after returning this trip. From a reality point of view, it is true that he betrayed Xiao Jing, but he knew better that even if Chen Mo was not found, he and Xiao Jing would definitely be together. point.

He stayed until the visa was about to expire, and Lan Xing had to go back to China. He explained this to Chen Mo. He couldn't take him away for the time being, because the law stipulated that he might never be able to take away an autistic patient. I also have to leave for a while, but I will come back soon, and he will come here often in the future.

Chen Mo didn't show any negative emotions. Lan Xing didn't have the stress reaction, crying, or sadness that Lan Xing originally thought. how long."

Lan Xing left, but he didn't know that every time he parted with Chen Mo, what awaited him was a long and endless parting.

This was the case last time.

This time is still the case.

The author says:

Because the breakup scene was filmed first, I will briefly write about the plot of the movie.