Spring wasted

Jiang Kuang's apartment is on the top floor, but the apartment floor here is not too high, the top floor is only fifteen floors, and there are only two households on the whole floor. Jiang Kuang's apartment faces the atrium with a fountain and lush greenery. Quiet.

When the two entered the room, Liang Chi stood up and took a good look at it. It was a duplex room with a large room downstairs. Jiang Kuang explained, "Originally it was divided into a study room and a dining room, but I got it all done." Pointing to the upstairs again: "My bedroom and yours are both on the top, and the layout of the two is the same."

The style of the home is exactly the same as Jiang Kuang's office. It is empty and tidy. Except for the necessities and the simplest furniture, everything else is removed. In the living room, except for a set of black leather sofas, a huge handmade carpet, and projection equipment, the most conspicuous thing is the one in the corner. A grand piano.

The piano looked a little old, Jiang Kuang said: "That's my mother's, after she died, it was the only thing I brought with me."

"I remember you can play it too." Liang Chi said. He walked over and touched the piano. The lid was closed and the triangular sides were not propped up. Has Jiang Kuang ever played it?he thinks.

Jiang Kuang shook his head: "I don't play well, this is just a souvenir."

He took Liang Chi upstairs: "Come on, I'll get you pajamas. There is a bathroom in the bedroom. You can take a shower first? I'll make a sandwich, and you can eat it after washing."

There is a small hall upstairs, and the area next to the floor-to-ceiling windows should be Jiang Kuang's fitness area. There are some simple equipment and a rolled up yoga mat. "Are you still practicing Ashtanga?" Liang Chi was a little surprised.

"That's right, basically three or four times a week. If you have time, you can practice the full set, and if you don't have time, you can practice half of it." Jiang Kuang said, he didn't ask Liang Chi if he still practiced, Ashtanga is a branch of yoga, then When they were together in Anmi, they learned from an Indian yogi, and he quickly fell in love with it, but Liang Chi seemed to have given up on it.

"No wonder..." Liang Chi sighed, "Your muscles are not exaggerated, they are all long and smooth, but also very powerful, not like the ones trained with equipment."

"Yes, we can practice together in the future. I have an audio of PattabhiJois's password, just follow his password."

Jiang Kuang walked into his bedroom, found a set of pajamas and handed them to Liang Chi: "I wore them, don't mind."

"Of course not." Liang Chi took it and walked into the bedroom on the other side of the small hall near the stairs.

When Jiang Kuang went downstairs to cook, Liang Chi sniffed the pajamas in his hand, it was soft and pure cotton, it smelled of fresh laundry detergent, and the fragrance of grass and trees.

Put the toast in the toast oven and toast it slightly, then fried the ham and eggs with butter, cut the cucumber slices, and heated two cups of milk. Put hot toast on it, spread a little sauce on it, sandwich it with another piece of toast, wrap it in plastic wrap and cut it in half diagonally, he made two copies, and the four cut sandwiches have just been placed on the table, Liang Chi is wearing pajamas Walk down the stairs.

The food on the white porcelain plate was steaming, the red, yellow, white and green were very beautiful, Liang Chi smiled and sat across from him, took a sip of hot milk: "Brother, shall I marry you?"

Jiang Kuang knocked him on the head: "I bought you for a sandwich, you are too easy to cheat."

"Oh, my brother's heart is bitter, as long as a little sweetness is enough." Liang Chi smiled playfully, and took a big mouthful of the sandwich.

"Be careful, don't eat too fast, and be careful of the injury on the corner of the mouth." Jiang Kuang looked at the corner of his mouth, the swelling had subsided, and he put on the ointment himself after taking a bath.

The two of them were chewing face to face, Liang Chi had just come here, and everything seemed fresh now, his eyes were rolling around the kitchen, dining room and living room.

He discovered something that was inexplicably strange from the moment he entered the door but he couldn't tell what it was. There wasn't even a bottle of wine in this house!

Thinking of this, Liang Chi looked at Jiang Kuang in surprise, and Jiang Kuang asked, "What's wrong?"

"Brother, don't you have wine at home?"

Jiang Kuang looked indifferent: "Yes, I have quit drinking for a while, I told you last time."

Yes, Liang Chi recalled that he was still in "Chun", Jiang Kuang didn't drink, and the guy at the bar said that he knew Xiao Jiang didn't drink at all, but Liang Chi didn't expect that he was really "clean" to this extent.

That lunatic who drank spirits like water really only exists in memory.

Liang Chi felt a little indescribably disappointed, and sighed, the few bites of the sandwich left were not tasty at all.

He put down the unfinished food and said, "Van Gogh, Wilde, Li Bai, Xin Qiji, Thompson, Hemingway, Sebastian who revisited the old place...you don't want them all?"

Jiang Kuang didn't speak, Liang Chi pointed to the old piano: "You used various means to trick me into drinking, saying that after drinking this glass of vodka, brother, I'll play the piano for you, you said let's go to the back mountain, take a piece The flowers all spring are drunk."

"It's all crazy words, why do you still remember?" Jiang Kuang smiled, and looked at Liang Chi with gentle eyes: "But now you have grown up."

Liang Chi looked at this empty house with white walls, it was clean and safe, and there was no possibility of going crazy, he said: "You have changed, I miss Li Chun, I waited for him for three years, and the person who came back looked like Fake."

Jiang Kuang frowned helplessly: "I just said you grew up, now you will go back."

"It's late, go to bed, and sleep more tomorrow. I just told Xiao Jiang that he will arrange for someone to move tomorrow. Your car key is on the living room table. He will come to get the key and drive the car. You Just wait here to receive it."

Liang Chi didn't speak, but nodded sullenly, "Thank you brother."

Jiang Kuang got up to clean up the dinner plate, rubbed Liang Chi's head, watched him sway, and went upstairs in some baggy pajamas.

Liang Chi entered the bedroom, and the bed was covered with a clean quilt, which Jiang Kuang probably had just laid for him. He lay face down on the bed, and the tip of his nose smelled the fresh and dry sunbathing.

After a while, he heard the sound of someone going upstairs, light footsteps walked past his room door, opened it, entered the inner room at the other end of the small hall, and closed the door.

Today is indeed a little tiring, from arguing with the landlord early in the morning, to rushing to the audition scene, finishing the audition very nervously, getting a sure chance to join the group, packing up at night, and moving into the apartment he has been thinking about for three years Everything in that person's house was unreal.

Although we live together, it’s not like in An Mi at that time. The two people’s beds are in the same room, and you can see each other when you turn over. At night, you can hear your breathing when it’s heavy. When you can’t sleep, you can chat with each other. drink wine.

Liang Chi looked at the door in the dark, and had an urge to open the door and run to another room and jump on another bed. He was sure that Li Chun would not drive him away, if it was Li Chun, he would only show disgust on the surface He lifted his dog's head off, but let him lie on his side, sleeping sticky until dawn. It was often like this in An Mi at that time, but Jiang Kuang... Liang Chi wasn't sure.

Liang Chi said that he hadn't sung since his voice was broken, but that's actually not the case, he sang, just once.

An Mi's weekly activities are fixed. There is a big-screen movie on Thursday nights. The weather is good outdoors, and the weather is bad in the small auditorium.

It was a night in early summer, and they went swimming in the lake in the evening. At that time, Jiang Kuang taught him a few times in the swimming pool. Liang Chi learned it quickly, and then Jiang Kuang took him to the lake. As soon as it blew, they were drenched and shivering, and ran back to the room like two lagging dogs. Before it was too late, they went into the shower together to flush hot water. This was the first time they took a bath together.

He remembered that Li Chun asked him to rub his back, so he rubbed his hands full of body lotion vigorously on Li Chun's broad shoulders. At that time, Li Chun was thin, and his bones and flesh were not as strong as now, but he was also very powerful. Anyway, Liang Chi's feeling at the time was that it was very different from touching himself. Li Chun thought his hands were weak, so he took another bath ball and rubbed Li Chun's back until it was red.

Then he made a gesture to continue down, to rub the buttocks under the narrow waist and the long legs he had been coveting, but Li Chun laughed and scolded him and knocked off his hands: "Like a gay."

Liang Chi simply put his chin on Li Chun's shoulder from behind, "I am! Tell me what to do!"

The water from the shower was pouring down from the top of Li Chun's head, Liang Chi couldn't see the expression on his face clearly, he was probably smiling, then he looked down inadvertently, and found that Li Chun had a slight reaction, he was half raising his head, still Not yet fully formed but already very impressive in size, Li Chun turned around and twisted Liang Chi's chin: "Really? What should I do? Then I'll do it to you."

Liang Chi suddenly became flustered, and he was also a little inexplicably afraid. He couldn't pretend anymore, he forced his hand off with a smile, turned around and supported the wall: "Come on, it's your turn, wipe my back too."

Li Chun directly picked up the bathing ball, and went down with one hand. Liang Chi stepped back a few steps: "Take it easy!"

His skin was fair and tender, and the red marks that Li Chun rubbed off that day took several days to disappear.

That night, an open-air movie was played on the lawn. There were many patients in the peaceful summer. On this fine night, not only the patients were there, but even the nurses and doctors crowded onto the lawn. When the two passed by, they were playing a movie. In the old film, 1900 played the piano on the big screen in a stormy night at sea. The piano slid around in the rough waves in the lobby of the cruise ship, forming a double superimposed dizziness effect in the eyes of the drunk Max, while 1900 more fun...

Li Chun looked at it for a while, then whispered in Liang Chi's ear, "There is also a piano here, follow me."

Liang Chi was taken aback, then turned his head, Li Chun blinked at him, the two quietly got up behind the crowd, and ran to the other side one after the other.

They ran into the building, Li Chun led the way, and ran to the end of the second floor. Liang Chi didn't know what was there. In the past, he only saw Chengri locked. Holding an old-fashioned combination padlock, Li Chun picked it up and turned out the combination easily. With a "click", the lock opened.

The two of them flashed into the house, Li Chun didn't turn on the lights, only the dim moonlight came in after the house was covered by trees, after a while his eyes got used to the indoor light, Liang Chi could see clearly that this was a big storage room, and some Tables, chairs, cabinets, and some medical equipment, and then he saw a grand piano in a dark corner.

There was dust on the piano, and there were obvious marks of being smashed. Li Chun opened the cover and said: "This piano was placed in the auditorium before, but it was smashed by a mad patient, and it was received here." He said He found a chair and dragged it to the keys, and dug out a bottle of vodka from a hidden corner. Liang Chi was shocked. Why is there wine hidden everywhere? !

Li Chun opened it and took another sip, then handed it to Liang Chi: "Drink it, brother will play the piano for you, and I will be your 1900 tonight."

Liang Chi took a sip. Vodka is a spirit. There is a faint orange fragrance in this bottle, and the aftertaste is sweet.

The movie is far away from the house, and the faint sound of human voice and music is coming. Li Chun's piano is naturally not as good as 1900, but he played a lot of songs that Liang Chi can understand. They are very old, just like your tenderness , your eyes, the forgotten singing voice, and a song that Liang Chi hadn’t heard but was very nice... That was the first time Jiang Kuang talked about his mother that day, “She can play the piano, she taught me when I was young, That's all."

Later, Liang Chi drank too much, and his mood seemed to break through some kind of valve. He knew that he had started to sing, and his voice could no longer be clear, so he could only hum in a low and hoarse voice with his back against the piano.

"On a certain day in a certain year and a certain month, it was like a broken face..."

"Who is knocking on my window, who is plucking the strings..."

"It's like a drizzle falling down my heart..."

"Flymetothemoon, Letmeplayamongthestars, Letmeseewhatspringislikeon, jupiterandmars..."

Let me fly to the moon, let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars.

Liang Chi didn't remember what he sang afterwards, and Li Chun didn't mention anything after that night.

On the first night in Jiang Kuang's apartment, Liang Chi was tired but had insomnia. He thought of Li Chun in the past. It should be the most decadent experience, but every time he thought of it, there was always an unreal romance, so different from reality. Out of place, reluctant to part.

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