Spring wasted

He is Jiang Lingshao's son. Li Si kept this secret until his death, which was enough to kill both mother and son, and then handed this secret along with Jiang Kuang to the only person who could protect them, Lin Baoshan.

Jiang Kuang always felt that his mother was confused and crazy, but in the end he found that she was the most sober.

After knowing everything, Jiang Kuang couldn't let go of the past, Li Si, and his biological father whom he had never met.

It is of course easy to get a repeat offender to change his sentence and arrest someone with criminal evidence, but it is difficult to resolve the psychological barrier.

He didn't need to come forward for the follow-up matters, and asked the lawyer to hand over the video and audio recordings to the police. The dust of an unsolved case ten years ago was settled, Jiang Linghui was sentenced to death, and Jiang went to jail as before.

Jiang Rugu asked his lawyer to take a call and wanted to see him. Jiang Kuang thought for a moment and agreed.

Jiang Rugu was sentenced to a short period of time, only ten years. He has done a lot of evil, but there is no evidence for the violent incident, and there are only a few traces of helping Jiang Linghui cover up economic crimes. The biggest evidence is the video submitted by Jiang Kuang, proving that The murder he committed against his son was nothing more than indulgent murder. The two thugs in the video said honestly, "Master will teach you a lesson", which does not constitute deliberate murder.

Old and cunning, the retribution came so late and so lightly.

However, when he saw Jiang Rugu, what Jiang Kuang thought in his heart was that at such an age, there was a high probability that he would die in prison.

This piece of paper wiped out all the brilliance of his life, and in the end he had to die in such a dirty place, which was barely fair.

Through the glass window, Jiang Kuang looked at him coldly, but Jiang Rugu looked at him carefully, eyebrows, eyes, from head to toe, as if he had just met Jiang Kuang for the first time, and then said: "That's right, you It's his son."

Jiang Kuang didn't speak.

Jiang Rugu smiled to himself, and said, "I never doubted your mother. I have worked so hard for her since I met her, and you actually helped her raise other people's seeds."

Jiang Kuang's stomach was churning, and he suppressed his nausea.

He leaned forward, leaned closer to Jiang Rugu, and said the only sentence: "Before, during the entire growth process, I always felt embarrassed and ashamed because I was your bastard, but now, I will never gone."

Then he got up and left without looking back.

The blackmailer hiding in an unknown corner is still pestering Jiang Kuang every day. He sent a small amount of money to appease him, saying that he still needs time to raise money, after all, the company is not his yet.

Chen Chuan soon got the news, and finally locked on an island country in the South Pacific, and set off immediately.

Ten days later, Chen Chuan only sent a message, two words: smooth.

Since that day, the blackmailer's Weibo and WeChat have not popped up again.

Lin Baoshan is now Jiang's major shareholder. If Jiang Kuang is willing, he can take over the company at any time. However, he thinks very clearly that this giant group company is not the ideal he wants to work for and strive for. It is something his father once gave up. , he does not desire.

In the end, Jiang Lingyan became the executive president. This was recommended by Jiang Kuang. The chairman is still Lin Baoshan. She made the decision but reserved a large share of the shares for Jiang Kuang.

Jiang Kuang became a lot more silent, all kinds of glitz, but a big dream.

However, he was luckier than his father. He was luckier than many people. His father died because of love, and his mother kept a slim hope all her life. Miao Yunfei committed suicide, and Miao Keren never got it.

His love is still by his side, blind date every day, within reach.

You can see the eyebrows, hear the laughter, hold people in your arms, and your heart is full of burning temperature.

In life, there are many desires, seeking fame and profit, and love is just a little bit of icing on the cake. It can neither satisfy the hunger nor cover the body from the cold. Since ancient times, people have teased and thought of lust when they are full. Feelings and sex are nothing but warmth In the "desserts" that follow, sex is not as good as emotion. To say that you value such an invisible thing is just to provoke ridicule.

But without it, what kind of taste would those fame and fortune, food and warmth have?

Jiang Kuang is a common man, and like Jiang Lingshao, he sees love as everything in his blood. He needs someone to whisper in his ear, to watch spring flowers and autumn moon, summer insects and winter snow with his fingers interlocked.

His hard and intimacy-resistant shell has long been broken, and he even dreamed several times in the middle of the night, dreaming of his teenage self, crying and saying to his crazy mother, I love you.

This is the root of his knot, knowing the truth is the first healing, and Jiang Kuang wants to make up for it more.

Liang Chi can most directly feel the changes in Jiang Kuang. "Chess Pieces" has been filmed for more than two months, and it will be finished in half a month. Jiang Kuang spent more time on the set than when he was filming "Fu Xing".

When filming "Fuxing", especially when there are intimate scenes, if Jiang Kuang is around, Liang Chi will feel uncomfortable all over. This discomfort comes from himself on the one hand, and on the other hand, he does not understand Jiang Kuang's thoughts. Through, although it is difficult to say it, he was indeed worried and afraid. Jiang Kuang had seen the intimate pictures of him with others, and would he hate him.

"Chess Pieces" has no concerns in this regard. The scale of the drama is much smaller than that of the movie. If the scale is too large, it can't be broadcast at all. But Liang Chi is now very sure that even if there are intimate scenes, as long as the drama is good, Those intimate behaviors are necessary and reasonable, and Jiang Kuang will not exclude him from giving the most professional performance if the plot and atmosphere are up to that point.

Both of them can understand that this kind of thing will not be a test for anyone.

They watched Liu Yaren's movies together, and watched the emotional scene between him and the heroine in "Burning". Liang Chi thought about the gap between himself and lamented that the actor did not hold back his strength inside and outside the movie. The boyfriend in his life is even more in love with him.

Liang Chi was so envious. Looking at Jiang Kuang, he silently made a vow in his heart.

On the set of "Chess Pieces", Jiang Kuang was actually doing his own things most of the time. With a notebook, he directly used the set as a workshop, and wrote the next script here.

He is writing a script with only two people, a mother and son with a distorted relationship.

Whether to write this script, Jiang Kuang thought for several nights, until he actually started to write, countless memories flooded in, and he almost didn't need to make up anything, and every piece of memory was cut with a knife, which hurt him a lot.

When he became an adult, he deliberately closed up this growing experience. Even when he mentioned it to the closest people, he looked calm, as if he didn't take it to heart at all, like a normal person with a healthy and strong mind. people.

Some things have been deliberately suppressed for a long time, and they seem real enough to fool others, but only you know, no.

With such a mother and such an identity, he felt that he was living in the mud.

Therefore, when Jiang Rugu said to take him back to Jiang's house, he thought he could finally breathe.

After waking up from the dream, Jiang Kuang forced himself back to his rebellious and fearful youth.

The sense of shame and escape he once felt was real, and he wrote them all into the story, but at this moment, he was standing in the perspective of God, and after knowing the whole situation, he experienced Li Si's state of mind, and every moment made him feel like Cold and remorse.

He has to face these regrets, and facing is the first step in dissolving, even if it may never be truly dispelled.

With Li Si's heart, he wrote down the mother's words and actions in the story, and depicted every look in her eyes, with pain and sorrow in his heart.

The only way to break this kind of masochistic immersion comes from Liang Chi, which is why Jiang Kuang wrote the script on the set.

He longed to see Liang Chi all the time, no matter what he was doing, whether it was related to him or not, as long as he could see and know that he was by his side, Jiang Kuang could breathe.

Otherwise he would be forced to die in that immersion.

Liang Chi didn't say anything about it. He knew that Jiang Kuang was writing a notebook, but he didn't ask or read it. He could see Jiang Kuang's state, and he just took him into his arms when his eyes were red.

Liang Chi once felt that he was a hedgehog, full of hostility and sharpness. Even if Jiang Kuang said that Lan Xing was writing for him, he didn't feel that he had the warmth and gentleness of Lan Xing. He didn't realize it until now. I feel a little better.

Only Jiang Kuang can see this side of him, maybe this side belongs to only one person.

During this period of time, their identities seemed to have been changed, Jiang Kuang became extremely clingy and fragile, Liang Chi became the one who took care of him, Jiang Kuang's demands were more severe than before at night, more explosive and gentler, Both of them were drowning in hot sweat, as if there was only each other left in the whole world, they only had each other.

Both of them were panting, Jiang Kuang hugged Liang Chi tightly in his arms, his sweat-soaked skin was particularly smooth, he said, "For a long time, I felt that I didn't deserve happiness, I didn't deserve happiness."

He has never seen or experienced something, so why do he think he can get it?

So I gritted my teeth and said that those things were not important, like a child who couldn't eat candy, and said that the candy was not sweet at all.

But Liang Chi pushed the candy to him without hesitation, stuffed it into his arms and stuffed it into his mouth, saying bro, try it, it's really sweet.

He seduces him, uses the scent of candy, he persecutes him, uses the panic that he is about to lose and never see again, let Jiang Kuang see his heart clearly, and taste the fragrance of love.

The night before "Chess Pieces" was finished, Jiang Kuang finished writing the next book, which had no name, and he didn't know what to call it.

On the night of wrapping up, Liang Chi finished reading this story for the first time drunk. In fact, there is no normal plot, no cause and effect and transition, only a lot of fragments. These fragments are shrouded in a whole story and are not mentioned or explained in detail. In the background, but those fragments carry wounds and blood, and also carry a love so strong that it cannot be separated.

The mother and the teenage son tied and tore each other until finally, the son who had been away from home for many years as an adult saw the mother who had finally calmed down in the madhouse.

When he was young, he called her crazy every day because she didn't know how to measure and have no boundaries. However, when she was really crazy and didn't recognize him, the man cried loudly, and the suffocating mother in the past pushed him away, with eyes full of strangers. human fear.

He stayed and took care of her, trying to re-establish the relationship between each other, he coaxed her softly, said the most beautiful words, and had the gentlest temper. the other woman.

On a rainy night, the crazy old mother suddenly sat up and said that she saw her child coming, he was coming, and she was going to see him.

She got out of bed and went out barefoot, the man also woke up, didn't call her, just followed her quietly.

The mother ran up to the roof and walked into the rain, and the man followed behind. Looking at the mother who was only running in front of her, she suddenly felt a little flustered.

The mother stood on the edge of the roof, dancing and shouting, calling her son's nickname.

The man panicked and shouted to his mother: "I am here! Mom, I am here!! Come down quickly!"

When the mother heard the voice, she turned her head, her eyes and expression were blank, as if she recognized him, but also as if she didn't know him. At this moment, the man finally broke down, screaming loudly about many past events, and asked her if she still remembered.

The mother was standing on the edge of the narrow side, and she would fall if she took one step back. The man's heart was like a thunderbolt. In the end, there was only one sentence left, "Mom, I am Xiaochun, I am Xiaochun, I am Xiaochun..."

After a long time, a smile appeared on the mother's sluggish face, and she murmured, "Xiaochun, you are here."

This is the last scene, and the story ends here.

After reading it, Liang Chi closed his book and thought for a while, and said after a while, why not call it "Bundling".

All love is bondage, without it there is no freedom.

With it, however, those who followed were willing to give up their liberty.

Four months later, "Bundled" was launched.

In an old private house, Yu Ye called out behind the monitor: "Action."

The author says:

The last chapter at 7:[-] p.m.