Sir, I'm not good

Shu Xian took Xu Zhi's hand and walked out of Gu's door, standing still.

The light came from the side, outlining Xu Zhi's silhouette, which fell into Shu Xian's eyes a little illusory.

It seems that they are about to overlap with Bai Yu, but there is no way to break through that boundary.

"Xu Zhi, come home with me."

Shu Xian tried his best to keep his tone as soft as possible, he had already collapsed in front of Xu Zhi tonight, and he didn't want Xu Zhi to be afraid of him.

I saw the person opposite lowered his head, pursing his lips tightly, looking a little nervous.

"Xu Zhi... I'm not always like that, I'm just afraid that he will hurt you, I'm sorry, I didn't protect you well."

"No, it's not." Xu Zhi hurriedly denied, "Brother, I'm fine, and I'm not blaming you."

"Then why are you so timid?"

"I..." Xu Zhi hesitated to speak, dodging Shu Xian's eyes.

Shu Xian smiled as gently as possible, and asked, "Why did he bully you? Tell me, and I can bully you back."

There were some witty words, but when they fell into Xu Zhi's ears, they brought a trace of panic.

He has seen how ruthless Shu Xian is tonight.

Although Shu Xian is smiling at him now, he is sure that whenever he says a bad word about Gu Yinian, the result will be tragic beyond his imagination.

Not wanting to make things worse, Xu Zhi shook his head: "Really not, brother, you came here not long after I arrived here."

Seeing that Xu Zhi didn't want to talk about it, Shu Xian stopped asking.

In short, it must be Gu Yinian's fault, instead of embarrassing Xu Zhi, an unprovoked victim here, it's better to go back and let You Haozhe investigate.

So, Shu Xian changed back to the original topic: "Xu Zhi, come home with me."

Xu Zhi still didn't answer him immediately, looking very conflicted.

But Shu Xian didn't rush, just waited patiently.

He could understand Xu Zhi's hesitation. The "going home" he proposed this time was not the one going home to eat and do homework.

Up to now, he has pushed Gu Yinian to a desperate situation regarding Xu Zhi's issue. If Xu Zhi is allowed to live in the school again, it will be difficult for him to guarantee Xu Zhi's absolute safety.

The best way is to let people follow you.

Wait until he strangles Gu Yinian's signs to death, and then talk about the future.

The two stared at each other for a while, Xu Zhi finally blushed and turned his head away, and gave a soft "hmm".

Shu Xian's smile suddenly relaxed a lot, revealing his sincere gratitude.

Fortunately, the kid didn't argue with him on this issue.

"Thank you."

As Shu Xian said, he stretched out his arms to wrap around Xu Zhi's neck, and buried his head in Xu Zhi's shoulder and neck.

Feeling the person in front of him visibly stiff, he murmured in his ear, "Why are you thanking me..."

Shu Xian didn't answer him, but let go after hugging him for a few seconds.

In fact, in addition to saying "thank you", he also wanted to say "sorry" to Xu Zhi.

Selfishly tied you by my side, using you as a medium to remember Bai Yu, making you love me, but not being able to love you, I am sorry for you.

Shu Xian rubbed Mo Xuzhi's fingers, and heard the sound of brakes behind him.

Turning around, a car had already parked by the side of the road, which was transferred from You Haozhe on the way Shu Xian came.

There are actually many people in the Shu family that he can mobilize, but when it comes to Xu Zhi, he still has to avoid the family.

"Come on, come home with me."

"Ah."

The little brother in the car was the one who sent them to the Third Hospital for inspection last time. When he saw someone got into the car, he wanted to start a conversation and have a pleasant chat with Shu.

But when he saw that Shu Xian's expression was obviously not very happy, he stopped his mouth in time.

After getting in the car, Shu Xian only asked him: "Where did You Haozhe go tonight? Who was he with?"

"what?"

The little brother in the driver's seat was taken aback for a moment, wondering if it was Brother Hao who caused the trouble.

But it shouldn’t be, didn’t Brother Hao go to drink at 23.5°N?I heard that Jian Wan was also there, and the people of Jian's family were pressing the situation, so how could something happen?

So the little brother had no choice but to answer truthfully: "Brother Hao has gone to the north, as for whom... I don't know if Yu Jingcheng is there, but sister Wan must be there."

Shu Xian nodded and didn't ask any more questions.

When he received a call from You Haozhe, he did hear Jian Wan's voice.

It is very likely that Jian Wan also got the news this time, and...she is very likely to be on Gu Yinian's side.

Today You Haozhe was able to learn that Gu Yinian took Xu Zhi away, probably because that girl Jian Wan was too drunk and slipped her tongue.

Thinking of this, Shu Xian gradually frowned.

What made Jian Wan betray and go to Gu Yinian... Maybe she discovered Xu Zhi?

Unlike him, Jian Wan has always been a good person, and she must not accept that he dragged another innocent person into it for Bai Yu's sake.

And it is impossible for Jian Wan to accept a person who looks like Bai Yu. In her eyes, Xu Zhi is definitely not a salvation, but a defilement of Bai Yu.

So because of these two reasons, Jian Wan and Gu Yinian reached a kind of alliance?

Shu Xian didn't know if this reason was sufficient, but at least he could know from the content of the phone call that it was indeed the case.

Jian Wan knew about Gu Yinian taking Xu Zhi away, and wanted to hide it from him.

At this moment, the phone in his pocket vibrated.

It was Jian Wan calling.

Shu Xian glanced at it, paused for a moment with his finger on the screen, slid to hang up, and set Do Not Disturb.

Xu Zhi looked over suspiciously, and Shu Xian said with a natural expression, "Harassing calls."

Xu Zhi believed it, nodded and continued to immerse himself in his embarrassment, he was still nervous about tonight's night.

Seeing that Xu Zhi didn't pay attention, Shu Xian lowered his head and sent Jian Wan a message.

--Not convenient now.

With Xu Zhi by his side, it was really inconvenient for him to answer Jian Wan's phone call.

Jian Wan's temper is too wild, and she speaks without restraint at all. This time, she must call him to talk about Xu Zhi's affairs. If Xu Zhi accidentally overhears her by saying something unpleasant, she will inevitably think too much.

Soon, Jian Wan started bombarding text messages.

Fortunately, Shu Xian turned on the mute in advance, but the pop-up windows still popped out one by one.

—Are you with that child now?

——Shu Xian, you are fucking sick.

——You wake me up!Bai Yu is dead, do you know?I tell you, Bai Yu is dead!There is no Bai Yu in this world!

——How dare you?How dare you find someone who looks like him?

—No mean to belittle the kid, but he doesn't deserve it, understand?He is not worthy to be Bai Yu's substitute at all.

——Bai Yu's personality, if he is still alive, how can he tolerate having a substitute for him?

——You know him better than I do, Shu Xian, you shouldn't be like this.

——Obviously there are so many people who love you.

Jian Wan's news didn't stop.

Shu Xian didn't want to read any more, turned off the phone and put it in his pocket.

He raised his head and looked at the night scene outside the car window. It was past eight o'clock, not too late, and it was still very busy outside.

Shu Xian's eyes reflected the neon light, which was dazzling, but soon became blurred due to a layer of watery light attached to the eyes.

I don't want to cry anymore.

Jian Wan, I will always know better than you.

I know that Bai Yu is dead, and there is no more of him in this world.

I do understand him, and I know he won't tolerate the existence of a double.

But I never wanted to use Xu Zhi as Bai Yu's substitute, I knew clearly that no one could be Bai Yu, I was not, and neither was Xu Zhi.

Jian Wan, I just live too hard.

Obviously there are so many people who love me.But after Bai Yu died, I lost the ability to love.

Thinking of this, Shu Xian opened the car window. There was only one gap, but the cold winter wind still poured in continuously.

"Brother, isn't it cold?"

"...I feel a little bored." Shu Xian said in a low voice without turning his head.

After the tears accumulated in his eyes were dried by the wind, Shu Xian heaved a sigh of relief, closed the car window and turned back.

Downstairs in the apartment, Shu Xian and Xu Zhi got out of the car and walked upstairs together.

"Tomorrow is Saturday. If you need anything in the dormitory, ask Chen Ming to follow you back to get it. It may not be convenient for me to show up in your dormitory."

Chen Ming was the little driver who came to pick them up just now.

"Try not to take too many things. I will buy clothes and daily necessities for you. Just bring the necessary documents."

"Over there at the school, a property certificate is required for a night out. I'll get it for you tomorrow, and it should be soon."

"As for how far to explain to my roommates, I will listen to you."

In the elevator, Shu Xian sorted things out one by one and arranged them properly.

Xu Zhi naturally had no objection, Shu Xian was very thoughtful, except for explaining to his roommate that he needed to come by himself, he had already taken care of everything else.

Xu Zhi was a little nervous when the elevator reached the floor.

Although I've been to this place many times, this is the first time I've come at night, and it's still... the kind that I won't go back.

Now Xu Zhi no longer deliberately hides his emotions when facing Shu Xian, so Shu Xian can easily see Xu Zhi's embarrassment.

Generally speaking, the best way to relieve tension and embarrassment is to speak up and bring the seemingly embarrassing issues to the surface.

So Shu Xian put his hand on the doorknob, and looked back at Xu Zhi: "Sleeping guest, or sleep with me?"

Xu Zhi didn't expect Shu Xian to be so straightforward, his heart stopped suddenly, his eyes widened, and he didn't know how to answer.

"Don't worry, I won't touch you wherever you sleep." Shu Xian said frankly.

He's not some rascal with a lot of hunger and thirst, his desire for Xu Zhi is limited to his face, pure enough.

Not to mention Xu Zhi, he seems to be sexually frigid now, and has no desire in that regard at all.

Now that Shu Xian is so magnanimous, Xu Zhi felt that it would be too hypocritical for him to be twitchy.

So he had no choice but to cough: "I'll go to the guest room. I'll just wake up when I have classes in the morning, so as not to disturb you."

"Alright."

Shu Xian responded and pushed the door open.

After a lot of tossing, the two finally cleaned up the guest room together, and then said good night to each other.

But Shu Xian couldn't fall asleep at all, he said good night just to go back to the bedroom to answer Jian Wan's call.

He glanced at his phone just now, Jian Wan had already called him dozens of times, and there were so many text messages that he couldn't read them.

With such a huge momentum, Jian Wan hasn't come to the door directly, probably You Haozhe is there to suppress her.

Back in the bedroom, Shu Xian closed the door, turned down the call volume in advance, took a few deep breaths to do mental training, and then called Jian Wan's phone back.

Soon, over there answered.

"Shu Xian, you are a big [beep——], I [beep——], you..."

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