Sir, I'm not good

"Will you love me?" Xu Zhi asked.

The answer to this question is very simple. For Shu Xian, the answer is definitely no.

But he couldn't deny Xu Zhi directly.

He knew that Xu Zhi was actually a timid and cowardly person, without any superficial calmness, but if he took a step back, Xu Zhi would definitely run away.

However, he didn't want to lie to Xu Zhi.After all, in this matter, he is no longer a human being.

He can't tell all the truth, so he wants to make sure that everything he says is true.

After thinking for a moment, Shu Xian squatted in front of Xu Zhi, stretched out his hand to hold Xu Zhi's little finger.

"Sorry, Xu Zhi, because of some things, I can't fall in love with anyone."

The flickering light in Xu Zhi's eyes gradually dimmed following Shu Xian's words.

Although this was the expected result, when I really heard Shu Xian's answer, I still couldn't help but feel the pain.

Even, Xu Zhi didn't notice that Shu Xian said "because of some things", and he didn't ask what it was.

He wanted to pull his finger back, but Shu Xian pinched it.

"Xu Zhi, I can only try my best to like you and treat you well."

Like, is the greatest degree of treasure he can express.

Compared with the serious word "love", "like" seems casual and free and easy, it is a simple and straightforward emotion, and there is no worries when you say it.

Bai Yu had told him that he liked him more than once, and he didn't say love to him the only time until before his death.

"Love" is too painful to say easily. If he can't fall in love with Bai Yu, how can he fall in love with Xu Zhi.

Xu Zhiwen's words obviously froze for a moment, and then the darkness in his eyes was replaced by a touch.

Shu Xian stared into Xu Zhi's eyes, probably already knew the result.

In the next second, Xu Zhi lowered his body and put his arms around Shu Xian's neck, hugging Shu Xian, his eyes sparkled inexplicably.

I don't know where the touch came from, but he really wanted to cry.To get a "like" from Shu Xian made him sour enough.

Shu Xian was hugged, resting his chin on Xu Zhi's shoulder, his eyes gradually became distant, as if he wanted to find someone's shadow in the air.

It was already night when Xu Zhi was sent away.

The two had dinner together and chatted about school affairs.

Shu Xian learned that the old professor who taught Xu Zhi high mathematics was actually the one who taught him in the past, and he was indeed very strict. However, his grades have always been good, so the old professor treated him very well.

At around nine o'clock in the evening, Shu Xian took Xu Zhi downstairs.

He originally wanted to send Xu Zhi to school, but Xu Zhi was afraid that Shao Ze would see him, so he had to send him downstairs to the apartment.

"Brother, I'm going back."

"Well, remember to read the book carefully when you go back, and review what I said today."

"understood."

After Xu Zhi finished speaking, he didn't intend to turn around and leave, he hesitated and hawed obviously he still had something to say.

Seeing this, Shu Xian probably thought about it, and asked tentatively, "Shao Ze?"

Xu Zhi immediately looked terrified, looking around thinking that Shao Ze was coming, but there was no sign of Shao Ze.

"Don't be afraid, I just want to say, do you want to ask Shao Ze what to do?"

Only then did Xu Zhi breathe a sigh of relief, "...um."

"It's up to you. If you want him to know, let me say it. If he is hostile to you, you can live with me."

"……Lets see."

Xu Zhi couldn't make up his mind, he had no idea how to face Shao Ze.

"Well, listen to you."

After watching Xu Zhi get in the car and go away, Shu Xian's gentle smile gradually disappeared.

He has always felt that he is not a gentle person, but that doesn't mean he can't do it.

If he has enough motivation, he can also be gentle in front of Gu Yinian for three years, and Xu Zhi's gentleness in front of him at this time is even easier.

But his tenderness to Gu Yinian was because he loved Gu Yinian back then.

But the tenderness towards Xu Zhi at this time is more because of Bai Yu.

While waiting for the elevator, Shu Xian dialed You Haozhe's phone number, and the other side quickly answered it.

"Hello? Brother, what are your orders?"

It sounds like the background music is loud, it seems to be in a bar.

"Follow Xu Zhi's location, be careful not to let Gu Yinian's people take advantage of it."

"Yo? Why do you care about that little brother so much?"

You Haozhe's voice was full of surprise, but in fact he was not surprised.

Not to mention that Xu Zhi looks sixty to seven points similar to Bai Yu, even if it is only three points, his brother probably has to be tied to him.

Without Xu Zhi, Shu Xian's voice was very cold, "Don't talk nonsense, hurry up, remember not to tell my parents... and Jian Wan and Xiao Jing."

"Tsk, who am I? Can I not understand you? Needless to say, I know this too."

After hanging up You Haozhe's phone call, Shu Xian has already reached the floor.

Back home, Xu Zhi's face was still in Shu Xian's mind, his heart was filled a little, but still a little empty.

He really couldn't love Xu Zhi, not because he didn't want to, but because he couldn't.

Not only does he not love Gu Yinian anymore, even his parents, he is also quite indifferent.

The daily phone calls from his parents have gradually become hasty, and he will not feel the slightest joy when he visits him occasionally.Even Jian Wan and Yu Jingcheng were not able to touch his emotions.

Shu Xian knew that someone loved him.

But after Bai Yu died, he seemed to gradually lose the ability to love.

Just as he was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze, his cell phone rang suddenly, it was Gu Yinian's call.

Seeing this unforgettable number, Shu Xian irritably swiped to reject it, and replied a text message, asking Gu Yinian to contact him via WeChat.

Soon after, Gu Yinian... made a WeChat call.

Immediately, Shu Xian had a feeling that he couldn't escape.

What, is this a finger amputation and can't type?

"Hello? What's the matter?"

After Shu Xian answered it, he asked in a cold voice, even through the radio transmission, there was a real chill in Gu Yinian's ears.

Gu Yinian leaned against the desk, and when he heard Shu Xian's voice, he couldn't help lowering his eyes, his eyes dimmed.

"……do you have time tomorrow?"

"Say something."

"Have a meeting and talk about the cooperation with the Bai family."

Even if his family was mentioned, Shu Xian wouldn't be so troubled, but once the Bai family was mentioned...

He really didn't want to see Gu Yinian, but he promised Bai Jianguo that he would replace Bai Yu and live for the Bai family.

"What time is tomorrow?"

After struggling for a moment, Shu Xian finally gave Gu Yinian a satisfactory answer.

Hearing this answer, Gu Yinian couldn't help being happy, after all, he was able to meet the person he missed.

But he also knew that Shu Xian didn't want to see him, and Shu Xian's answer was only given under his persecution.

"What time do you get up tomorrow?"

Gu Yinian thought that Shu Xian's mental state was not good and he often suffered from insomnia, so he couldn't bear to let Shu Xian get up early.

Shu Xian was a little annoyed when he heard the voice: "Can I predict this?"

"Then...how about four o'clock in the afternoon?" Maybe we can have dinner together after the talk.

"Okay, see you tomorrow."

Shu Xian didn't wait for Gu Yinian to answer, and hung up the phone directly.

[The author has something to say]:

As expected, today is also a double update, see you tonight.