Sir, I'm not good

"Who am I with is my freedom."

"But Shu Xian, he is not Bai Yu after all..."

Gu Yinian's voice exuded the smoky smell of Scotch whiskey, and he breathed hot breath on Shu Xian's neck, making Shu Xian drunk.

The winter night is cold, only Gu Yinian is hot, Shu Xian is hugged tightly by Gu Yinian, and he is about to be boiled.

But soon, Shu Xian realized something, and his confused expression suddenly became clear.

He pushed Gu Yinian away violently, so hard that Gu Yinian staggered back a few steps before he stood still.

"Gu Yinian, have you checked him?"

Before Gu Yinian could react, Shu Xian grabbed his collar and had to lower his head, looking at the angry Omega.

"I... just want to know who he is."

"Gu Yinian, you dare to touch him and try!"

Shu Xian was so angry that his whole body was trembling, he should have taken Xu Zhi away when Gu Yinian entered the bar.

He didn't expect Gu Yinian to move so fast.

Seeing Shu Xian's eyes full of anger, Gu Yinian's whole heart was pulled together.

Even when they were getting divorced, Shu Xian never got so angry with him, this was the first time, and it was for someone else.

What should he do.

A huge helplessness came to mind, Gu Yinian felt that he had lost the ability to think rationally, and his mind was in a mess.

Suddenly, Gu Yinian's face darkened, and a trace of sternness flashed across his pupils.

If possible, he really wanted to tie Shu Xian back.

"Shu Xian..."

Gu Yinian yelled in a low voice, suddenly grabbed Shu Xian's neck, and pushed him forward fiercely.

Shu Xian couldn't dodge in time, his back hit the wall with a bang, and when the back of his head was about to hit, Gu Yinian raised his hand to cover it.

"Let me go! Don't touch me!"

Shu Xian was so disgusted that he pushed hard, but Gu Yinian was so strong that he grabbed Shu Xian's wrist two or three times and turned it against the wall.

"Good, don't move."

"Good mother! Gu Yinian, get out!"

Gu Yinian's eyes were deep and cold, but his voice was gentle and deep, full of bewitchment, every breath, the faint scent of cedar was intoxicating.

Smelling Gu Yinian's pheromone, Shu Xian's breathing also became short, with extreme disgust mixed with desire.

Looking at Gu Yinian's face, he hated it to death.

Suddenly, a person walked out of the bar, and Shu Xian saw that it seemed to be an employee of the store.

Just when Shu Xian opened his mouth and wanted to call out, there was a sudden darkness in front of him, and all the shouts were suppressed, turning into unspeakable sobs.

The clerk who came out over there heard the movement and looked back, only to see two kissing figures in the dark, he didn't dare to look closely, so he turned his head quickly.

The clerk sighed in his heart, is it so exciting now?Then he walked further away, for fear of disturbing.

The pain on the wrist, the slight suffocation, the pheromone that has possessed him countless times... Shu Xian gradually felt chaotic, and his reason was about to be swallowed.

I want to die.

Gu Yinian's actions were out of proportion because of drunkenness, he only wanted to take every inch, and even inadvertently, the tip of his teeth scratched Shu Xian's lips.

A trace of blood infiltrated into the mouth, instantly awakening Shu Xian.

Noisy intersections, running traffic police, whispering passers-by, lifeless sky, vehicles honking their horns.

He held Bai Yu's hand tightly, bent down, and kissed Bai Yu's lips, his mouth was full of bloody smell.

Shu Xian immediately began to tremble, tears streaming down his face, and he couldn't stop even for a breath.

Gu Yinian was kissing, when suddenly he wiped the tears on Shu Xian's face, and felt Shu Xian's trembling.

His movements stopped immediately, and he left slightly, seeing Shu Xian's painful eyes and tears all over his face.

Gu Yinian woke up most of his drunkenness in an instant, and the desire at the end of his eyes disappeared, replaced by guilt and panic.

He released Shu Xian's wrist.

But Shu Xian was like a puppet with a broken thread, his legs were weak and he slid down the wall.

Gu Yinian quickly squatted down to support him, wanting to hug him into his arms, but he didn't dare to move anymore, so he had to let him lean against the wall.

"I'm sorry, Shu Xian, I shouldn't be like this, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Facing Gu Yinian's flustered apology, Shu Xian raised his head slightly, and smiled with tears in his eyes.

While smiling, he said softly: "Don't apologize, Gu Yinian, you are not worthy of making me cry."

Gu Yinian was stunned, he didn't understand the meaning of Shu's gossip.

Shu Xian took two deep breaths and stabilized his trembling body.

On the corner of his mouth was the gentle smile that Gu Yinian was most familiar with, but his eyes were indifferent and devoid of any emotion.

"I just..." Shu Xian raised his hand to brush Gu Yinian's cheek, and said slowly, "I just thought of Bai Yu."

Seeing the astonishment, pain, and patience in Gu Yinian's eyes, Shu Xian's smile deepened.

"Although you don't deserve to make me cry, your sad appearance really makes me happy."

"Shu Xian..."

He thought that Shu Xian was crying for him, he thought that he had done too much and made Shu Xian cry.

But in fact, no matter how affectionate the kiss is, it can't fill Shu Xian's heart.What Shu Xian thought about was still that Omgea named Bai Yu.

Gu Yinian gritted his teeth fiercely, holding the hand on Shu Xian's shoulder, tighter and tighter inch by inch.

It can be seen that Gu Yinian is suppressing the fire.

It can be seen how much Gu Yinian wants him.

Suddenly, Gu Yinian leaned over, Shu Xian thought that Gu Yinian still wanted to kiss him.

But in the end, Gu Yinian just lowered his head feebly, leaned on his shoulder, and the strength in his hands was completely removed.

"Why don't you kiss me?"

Shu Xian knew that Gu Yinian was sober, so he dared to flirt so recklessly.

Just talking is not enough, Shu Xian even raised his hand to brush Gu Yinian's hair.

Gu Yinian's voice was a little hoarse, "I was the one who was abrupt just now, don't be like this, Shu Xian."

"How am I?"

Shu Xian was talking boredly, his fingers slid down, tracing Gu Yinian's browbones and eyelashes.

Just as Shu Xian stroked the end of Gu Yinian's eyes, his fingers were suddenly grabbed.

Gu Yinian raised his head, pulled Shu Xian's hand to his lips, and kissed his fingertips lightly.

"I can't beat you."

"It's all like this. If you love me for a while, you will lose for a while, unless you stop loving me one day, or..."

Shu Xian took away the finger kissed by Gu Yinian, brought it to his lips, and lightly licked his fingertips, his eyes were indifferent, but his movements were full of temptation, which made Gu Yinian suffer.

"Or, you made me fall in love with you."

"is it possible?"

"I look forward to it."

As Shu Xian said, he leaned against the wall and stood up from the ground, his eyes became much clearer, and he probably recovered from the deep kiss and the memory of the car accident just now.

"I'm going in, it's cold outside, you should go in early, or you'll freeze to death in front of my shop, and it will be troublesome to cook."

Changing his face is a split second. Just now he was smiling and licking his fingers, but now there is no warmth from the inside out.

Winter night is cold, but Gu Yinian feels that no matter how cold it is, it is not as comfortable as it is.

When he went in, he saw Shu Xian sitting behind the bar chatting with the clerk.

"Old Gu, why did you go? It took you so long to come back?" Shen Xingran asked when seeing Gu Yinian come in.

Gu Yinian didn't answer him, and sat back in his seat.

The others originally wanted to ask, but seeing Gu Yinian's terrifying expression, they all swallowed back their teasing words and did not dare to speak again.

Except for Gu Yinian, Shen Xingran chatted happily with several other people, chatting about the mountains while drinking, very comfortable.

Everyone has guessed that Gu Yinian should be suffering from his relationship with Shu Xian.

So everyone also talked about their own things, Gu Yinian was willing to be silent, so let him be silent.

At two o'clock in the morning, Shen Xingran saw off his last friend, and only he and Gu Yinian were left at the table.

Looking at the dazzling array of wine bottles, Gu Yinian was a little lost in thought.

Gu Yinian was silent, and Shen Xingran was reluctant to speak, but after struggling for a while, he decided to save this person.

"Old Gu, let me just say, Shu Xian is not easy to mess with, you better give up on him! It's hard to say whether he will die or not, you have to play with him to death."

"Shen Xingran, how do you chase someone?"

"……what?"

Shen Xingran was going to persuade Gu Yinian to give up, but he didn't expect that Gu Yinian didn't listen to his words at all, and still refused to repent?

Seeing Gu Yinian's determined expression, Shen Xingran also found it difficult.

Gu Yinian asked him this question, he could understand, after all, Gu Yinian has been chased since he was a child, and he has never chased anyone with his heart.

In fact, there are many ways to chase people, he can talk to Gu Yinian all night, but what if the person Gu Yinian wants to chase is Shu Xian?

Let alone chasing, it depends on Shu Xian's character, Gu Yinian has to think about how to survive first.

"Old Gu, I'm not talking about you. When people pursue someone, they start with a stranger, then a friendship, and finally a lover. You..."

"You and Shu Xian are obviously enemies!" Shen Xingran sighed.

How does this work?Straight from an enemy to a lover?How can this be rounded back?

After pondering for a while, Shen Xingran tentatively said: "Otherwise, you can try it and block him like Bai Yu? This way he can remember you."

Shen Xingran was actually joking, he just wanted Gu Yinian to realize how difficult it is.

But Gu Yinian seemed to be seriously thinking about the possibility of Shen Xingran's plan.

Seeing this, Shen Xingran quickly retracted his words: "Don't, don't, don't! Brother Gu, I'm just talking, we must have other ways!"

Hearing that Shen Xingran said there was a way, Gu Yinian stared at him suspiciously.

The words were out of his mouth, so Shen Xingran had no choice but to make up now: "Like this, we must create an opportunity to get in touch with him first, and now he definitely doesn't want to see you, then you...be shameless!"

Shen Xingran did make it up now, but it was reasonable.

After all, apart from the unconventional means of "shameless", there is probably no other way for Gu Yinian to get in touch with Shu Xian.

Shu Xian was always cold, and Gu Yinian was essentially an ice cube, since it was difficult to change Shu Xian, Gu Yinian could only condescend to make a change.

"Try it, be a little shameless, and see if you can create more communication opportunities."

Shen Xingran picked up the unopened wine, opened a bottle and handed it to Gu Yinian.

"……Are you serious?"

Gu Yinian looked at Shen Xingran, almost writing the word "doubt" on his face.

However, Shen Xingran was very firm: "Well, seriously! But be careful, after creating an opportunity, it doesn't necessarily increase your relationship. Shu Xian may stab you."

Gu Yinian took the wine that Shen Xingran handed over, stroking the bottle with his fingers.

He seems to be close to one knife or two.

Just like the knives he once stabbed in Shu Xian's body, there were more than one or two.

Shen Xingran opened another bottle of wine, and went over to have a touch with Gu Yinian.

"It's really difficult. Others love each other, but you can only kill each other."