Sir, I'm not good

When did you fall in love with Shu Xian?

Gu Yinian also wanted to know the answer to this question.

Perhaps, love is something that has already been revealed. For example, after Shu Xian was kicked out of the villa by him, he sent people to search for him all day long.

For example, when I saw Shu Xian singing with a guitar on stage in a bar, my heart beat and sank for a moment.

For example, seeing Shu Xian and Yu Jingcheng chatting intimately in the alley behind the bar, they became angry for no reason.

For example, when the examination report shows that you are pregnant, you have unstoppable expectations and imaginations for your child.

For example, after learning that Shu Xian had a car accident, he couldn't help but want to visit him, and because of his embarrassing status, he had to send someone to the hospital every day to find out the news.

Gu Yinian was not sure which of the above events started, so that he could be called "falling in love with Shu Xian".

Or maybe none of the above things can be called "falling in love with Shu Xian".

His feelings for Shu Xian have long been submerged and superficial.

Time is not enough to make people tempted, it can only make people get used to it. Some people have arranged marriages together for a lifetime, and they are only dependent on each other.

Therefore, Gu Yinian fell in love with Shu Xian not because he had been with Shu Xian for three years and was silently infiltrated by Shu Xian's bit by bit of warmth.

It was his own heart that trembled actively when he saw Shu Xian, and it had nothing to do with time.

He didn't know when he fell in love with Shu Xian, and he didn't know when that little bit of fascination turned into love.

"Sir, since when did you fall in love with me?"

Seeing that Gu Yinian didn't answer, Shu Xian repeated the question, calm and calm, without the slightest impatience.

"not sure."

Gu Yinian smiled, telling the truth.

After hearing the answer, Shu Xian felt a little boring, but he refused to let it go, so he softened his voice and said again: "Then think about it, okay?"

Gu Yinian couldn't refuse Shu Xian's request, subconsciously wanted to answer "yes", but suffered from the fact that he really couldn't think of an exact time.

"What's the use of knowing this?"

"It's useless, but I'm curious, how can someone who hasn't loved me for three years suddenly love me?"

I have loved you with all my strength for three years. During this period, I put aside the operation of the bar, neglected Bai Yu and my friends, and dutifully tried to be your well-behaved Omega every day, but I didn't get any response.

But I don't blame you, because it's normal not to love someone, and within three years, you will be considered an excellent husband.

Just the right amount of concern, as alienated as ever, you were never far away from me, and never really entered into me, and I don't blame you for that.

If you didn't love me from the beginning to the end, it didn't matter, but you regretted it.

After I made up my mind to leave you, you told me that you couldn't bear it anymore and you still loved me.

In doing so, I became a complete joke.

"So sir, think about it, when did you fall in love with me."

Facing Shu Xian's questioning, Gu Yinian felt helpless.

"Why, if you know, will you consider loving me again?"

"No." Shu Xian replied without thinking, "I'm just curious, but I don't intend to let you go, it's just that I haven't done anything yet."

When Shu Xian spoke, there was a faint smile on his face, and a pair of indifferent and distant eyes were on Gu Yinian.

Under Shu Xian's gaze, although they were sitting face to face, the two of them seemed to be in a bay, a valley, a thick impenetrable barrier.

Gu Yinian felt that Shu Xian at this time was like a devil with an angel face, which was unpredictable, but he was willing to fall for him.

This feeling of being uncontrollable is something Gu Yinian is not familiar with, only Shu Xian can feel it so clearly.

Gu Yinian, who is in business, has always been strategizing. After returning to China for three years, he brought the Gu family to the current position, making every family fearful and in awe. Gu Yinian must have his means.

But in front of Shu Xian, Gu Yinian was helpless, unable to do anything, and dared not do anything.

He said, "Shu Xian, don't do this, I have no idea."

"You should have a bottom line, Gu Yinian."

Shu Xian stroked the wall of the teacup with his fingers, quite leisurely, "I said yesterday, either you will make me fall in love with you again, or I will drive you to death, do you think this is a multiple-choice question?"

Gu Yinian, in fact, you have no choice, you are a dead end.

"You should have a bottom line, because everything you have done here has only one result, which is futile."

"Shu Xian..."

Gu Yinian gradually couldn't hold back the smile on his face.

He is not a person who likes to laugh. These days, he almost gave Shu Xian the smiles of his entire life.

But obviously, Shu Xian is not rare.

"Okay, since you can't remember, let's go."

Shu Xian couldn't get the answer he wanted, his voice was very tired, before Gu Yinian could answer him, he stood up and walked out the door.

In fact, Gu Yinian really wanted to chat with Shu Xian for a while, although he couldn't talk about anything and it would only cause sadness, but it would be good to stay with Shu Xian for a while longer.

But Shu Xian obviously didn't want to stay with him anymore.

So Gu Yinian could only silently follow Shu Xian and stood up.

Walking out of the door of Su Jinju, it is already a vast night, the night sky is deep and lonely, the stars and the moon are dark.

"Any cigarettes?"

The two were walking towards the parking lot when Shu Xian asked suddenly.

Smoking is not good, and Gu Yinian didn't want to give it to him at first, but in the end he couldn't resist Shu Xian's gaze and outstretched hand, and took out half a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from his coat pocket and handed them over.

"Smoking often?"

"No, at least it's been three years since I touched it."

Shu Xian spoke casually, but clearly meant something.

What is the reason for not touching cigarettes for three years?It's not because of Gu Yinian's saying that he likes to be good.

"Smoking is bad."

"I know, I didn't think about it either."

"...Didn't you agree to Mr. Bai? You still have to pay attention to your body."

Shu Xian turned on the lighter with a "snap", lit the cigarette, and let out a "huh" indifferently, which was obviously perfunctory.

Walking to the car door, Gu Yinian stretched out his hand to open the passenger's door for Shu Xian, and persevered in persuading him.

"You just had a fever recently, and your health is not good. Please smoke less and stop drinking."

"..."

Just when Gu Yinian opened the car door a crack, Shu Xian raised his knees and pushed the door shut.

This sudden movement made Gu Yinian a little confused, and in a blink of an eye, he saw the displeasure on Shu Xian's face, and before he could react, someone grabbed his shoulder and slammed him on the car.

Shu Xian pressed Gu Yinian's chest against the car door.

Although Shu Xian is not short at all, there is still some gap between him and Gu Yinian, he can only stare into Gu Yinian's eyes from bottom to top, but he does not lose a bit of momentum.

"Gu Yinian, you have no right to tell me these things."

Shu Xian's voice was so cold that Gu Yinian couldn't help but tremble in his heart.

Gu Yinian didn't understand why Shu Xian became angry all of a sudden.

Because he didn't know that the last person who told Shu Xian not to drink was Bai Yu.

Even though Gu Yinian just said the same thing as Bai Yu, it still made Shu Xian feel sick from the bottom of his heart.

Gu Yinian was pressed against the car door by Shu Xian, his back was covered with icy metal, and in front of him was a scorching young man, his whole body was burning with anger, making people feel distressed.

Lowering his eyes, Gu Yinian whispered, "I just want you to be well."

Shu Xian sneered when he heard the words, most of the anger in his eyes disappeared, replaced by stinging sarcasm and contempt.

He relaxed a little, leaned towards Gu Yinian, and pressed it to Gu Yinian's ear, "Are you worthy?"

The two of them were sticking together extremely, and their tastes were intertwined, almost wanting to hug each other into their arms.

But the tiny gap in the middle seems to be separated by thousands of miles.

Gu Yinian has never felt so embarrassed before, the stinging words and the faint scent of white pine filling his nostrils made him fall into an extreme contradiction.

Sadness and dryness are intertwined, Gu Yinian wanted to push Shu Xian down, but at the same time couldn't help but feel heartache.

But Shu Xian still had to push forward, seeing Gu Yinian's embarrassed face, he deliberately raised his chin, and lightly bit down on Gu Yinian's earlobe.

Gu Yinian's eyes changed color at this moment, forbearance and pain were replaced by mania and cruelty.

He strangled Shu Xian's neck suddenly, grabbed Shu Xian's wrist with the other hand, and pressed Shu Xian against the car door, still with his back behind his back.

Shu Xian was frightened by Gu Yinian's sudden madness for a moment, but he quickly reacted.

The back of his neck was firmly held down by Gu Yinian, his face was pressed against the glass of the car, his wrists were locked on his lower back, and he could still feel Gu Yinian's legs pressing against his knee sockets.

This body position is somewhat cramped.

Although he intentionally teased Gu Yinian, he guessed that the game might get out of control, but he didn't expect Gu Yinian to be so teasing.

"Shu Xian, don't mess with me anymore..."

A puff of hot air came out from the back of his neck, making Shu Xian tremble all over.

He could feel Gu Yinian's voice trembling, deep and hoarse, as if he was going to endure it to the extreme.

"Why, no one will help you solve it after I'm gone? The fire is so big."

Shu Xian's words reached Gu Yinian's ears, which undoubtedly broke his last patience.

Gu Yinian's eyes sank, and the strength in his hands increased unconsciously, and he was almost suffocated by Shu Xian's pinch, and his wrists ached to the bone.

Feeling that something was wrong, Shu Xian exerted a little force, trying to break free.

However, his resisting action seemed to have completely annoyed Gu Yinian. Suddenly, Shu Xian felt a tingling pain from the glands in the back of his neck, and his whole body froze in place for an instant.

……

Gu Yinian's teeth were imprinted on the skin of Shu Xian's nape.

In the end, it still didn't bite in.

After a few seconds of silence, Gu Yinian lost all of his strength at once.

He let go of Shu Xian's hands and neck, and rested his forehead on Shu Xian's shoulder.

Gu Yinian said in a deep voice, "Shu Xian, you are always like this, I can't beat you..."

Shu Xian turned around slowly, raised his hand to stroke Gu Yinian's hair, and said softly: "It will be like this in the future, sir, you will keep losing."

Unless one day you don't love me anymore.

"Besides, sooner or later I will strengthen you."

As Gu Yinian said, he grabbed Shu Xian's hand that was on his head, just when Shu Xian thought that Gu Yinian would come again, he saw Gu Yinian pulled his hand to his mouth, and kissed him lightly the back of the hand.

"I'm sorry I hurt you just now."

"...Then what's the use of you kissing me? Should it hurt or hurt, it's better to let me pinch it back."

"Are you so vengeful?"

"Yes, remember forever."