Sir, I'm not good

"Aren't you curious, I can find a suitable bone marrow, why Xu Tianzhe can't?"

"Have you ever wondered why Xu Tianzhe didn't take his sister to the hospital? It must be in the hospital in his hometown?"

"Have you checked Xu Tianzhe's company? He is almost open all year round and never asks for temporary leave. If there is such a younger sister, shouldn't he go back and visit often? And once something happens, he will inevitably ask for leave and go back. ?”

"Gu Yinian, do you know? If I were Xu Tianzhe, I would have died long ago, because I wouldn't lie to myself like this..."

Question after question made Gu Yinian gradually think of an absurd possibility, an almost impossible result.

Seeing Gu Yinian's surprised and even terrified expression, Shu Xian knew that Gu Yinian had already thought of it.

Although he couldn't believe it when he first found out, Xu Tianzhe's reaction at the time confirmed his findings.

At that time, he forced Xu Tianzhe to ask: "Why didn't you take my sister over here? Obviously, the medical conditions here are better. If you are afraid that you don't have time to take care of her, you can hire a nurse, can't you?"

But Xu Tianzhe failed to give him an answer.

In fact, Xu Tianzhe couldn't answer his question at all, and he didn't dare to answer, or even think.

Why don't you take your sister over?

Because he has no sister, and his sister died.

Xu Tianzhe's younger sister has been dead for several years. She died in the hospital of her hometown, because her parents lost the money for chemotherapy at the gambling table.

Xu Tianzhe sent a text message to Shu Xian before committing suicide, expressing his gratitude to Shu Xian.

Only then did Shu Xian know that Xu Tianzhe's story was more tragic than he had imagined.

The younger sister is a female Omega. When Xu Tianzhe went to school, he entrusted her younger sister to the neighbor's aunt.

The reason why the aunt agreed was because her son was a Beat, and marrying an Omega would be very prestigious in the future. She regarded Xu Tianzhe's younger sister as a child bride.

When Xu Tianzhe was admitted to university, his younger sister was found to have leukemia and needed treatment and care, so the old doctor in the village helped Xu Tianzhe take care of her younger sister.

But when Xu Tianzhe came home suddenly during a vacation and wanted to surprise his sister, he saw the scene where his sister was struggling to be marked by the old doctor.

The old doctor died, Xu Tianzhe killed him.

The younger sister was seriously ill, and the parents of the two smiled hypocritically, saying that they would help take care of the younger sister.Although Xu Tianzhe was unwilling, but he had three jobs a day and had no time at all, so he agreed.

Later, Xu Tianzhe got some money and offered to bring his parents and younger sister over, but he hesitated and refused.

From then on, Xu Tianzhe vaguely felt something.

However, the usual case reports, the usual demands for money, and the usual complaints and insults gave him comfort and a reason to believe that his sister was still alive.

Since then, Xu Tianzhe has been working like crazy, earning money, and sending money home.

Every time Xu Tianzhe proposed to go home and take a look, the family would use various excuses to prevaricate, and he would agree very understandingly.

The relatives who came to cling to me from my hometown also tacitly kept silent about this matter. If asked, they would only say that my sister's situation is stable.

In this way, whether it is his hometown or Xu Tianzhe, they all have an attitude of living in peace.

Xu Tianzhe just pretended that he didn't know about his sister's death, didn't suspect or investigate, and just maintained the status quo.

In the end, Xu Tianzhe successfully deceived himself. He really thought that his sister was just hospitalized with chronic leukemia.

So after Shu Xian told him to find a suitable bone marrow, he met Shu Xian without any doubts and without hesitation, and said that he would save his sister even if it cost him his life.

Because in Xu Tianzhe's heart, his sister was still waiting for him to go back and save her.

But lies are too fragile.

Just a simple question from Shu Xian left Xu Tianzhe speechless, and he froze in place as if struck by lightning.

After Shu Xian asked that sentence, when he saw Xu Tianzhe's dull expression, he knew that this might be a farewell.

……

"So, if you want to say that I killed Xu Tianzhe, it's correct, but I haven't killed him yet." Shu Xian finally said.

Gu Yinian was silent for a long time, still unable to recover, many emotions mixed together, seeming to be wrong.

Should we sympathize with what happened to Xu Tianzhe?Or laugh at his stupidity, criticize his self-deception?

Gu Yinian didn't know, he could only sigh regretfully.

One who has not experienced a pain is not qualified to judge the actions of the victim.

After a long time, Gu Yinian lowered his eyes, stood up from the ground, and sat down on the sofa under Shu Xian's puzzled gaze, about where Shu Xian's stomach was.

Shu Xian, who originally occupied the sofa by himself, shrank back quickly, but still stuck to Gu Yinian.

So annoying.

Just when Shu Xian was about to get up and leave, the man spoke.

"I can't blame you, it's just spreading the truth in front of him."

Shu Xian stopped his movements, and lay down again, not bothering with Gu Yinian for now.

"What is the truth is often unimportant, but the result is important. If the truth will bring death, maybe it is better to be hypocritical. It's just that I personally don't like to deceive myself and others."

"Don't blame yourself..."

"You think too much." Shu Xian interrupted Gu Yinian's comforting words, "I will not regret it, nor will I blame myself."

Maybe another person, Jian Wan or Yu Jingcheng, would choose to hide the truth after learning the truth, but Shu Xian would not.

Even if he was given another chance, he would make the same choice.

Especially for Shu Xian now, even he himself feels that it is a troublesome thing to live, and when it is put on Xu Tianzhe, he feels that death counts.

And he still remembered the last sentence of Xu Tianzhe's text message.

——Shu Xian, I'll wait for you.

That's what it says.Others may read it as scary and vicious, but in Shu Xian's eyes, it has a strange warmth.

He knew that this was not a vicious curse from a vicious enemy, but a sympathy between similar people.

It's a pity that Xu Tianzhe failed to go on the road ahead of him, and it may not be certain who will wait.

Just as Shu Xian was thinking, Gu Yinian turned his head to look at him.

"Can I ask you a question?"

"ask."

"Why only explain this to me? Your friends... don't know yet?"

Hearing Gu Yinian's question, Shu Xian suddenly smiled, the ambiguous smile made Gu Yinian feel dangerous, but because Shu Xian's smile was so beautiful that he couldn't move his eyes away.

Suddenly, Shu Xian got up from the sofa, approached him from behind Gu Yinian, and then rested his chin on Gu Yinian's shoulder.

He could feel Gu Yinian's body froze obviously.

A little bit of teasing will have a reaction, it is really cute.

"Guess what?" Shu Xian murmured, the heat puffed on Gu Yinian's neck, making Gu Yinian tremble.

Guess the ball! Guess!Can this be guessed?

Seeing that Gu Yinian gritted his teeth and remained silent, Shu Xian continued to whisper, "Could it be because you are a special existence to me? So it's worth my explaining to you?"

Shu Xian spoke casually, but everyone fell into Gu Yinian's ears, causing ripples in his ears. Layers upon layers of ripples stretched intertwined, and he couldn't calm down at all.

"What do you think?"

Shu Xian finally asked, leaning out from Gu Yinian's side to look at him, his movements were a little cute, but the smile on the corner of his mouth seemed malicious.

After two seconds of silence, Gu Yinian suddenly turned around and pushed Shu Xian onto the sofa.Locking Shu Xian's neck with one hand, and pressing Shu Xian's wrist with the other.

Shu Xian didn't expect that Gu Yinian could be so easily annoyed. Seeing Gu Yinian's expression that seemed to be eating people, he froze for a moment, but still smiled unscrupulously.

"Why, it turns out that concentration is quite good, but Xiang Qing can't satisfy you?"

"Don't mention him to me." Gu Yinian's voice was so cold that it could drop icicles.

"Are you ordering me?" Shu Xian's smile added some teasing and disdain, and his voice became a little colder, "I remember that Mr. Yuan said that I can't compare to Xiang Qing no matter what?"

"Don't understand? Don't mention him."

"Tsk, do you think our state is cheating? Do I count you and Xiang Qing's mistress?"

Shu Xian still spoke without any scruples, Gu Yinian's face became more and more serious when he heard it, the strength in his hands suddenly increased, a sense of suffocation made Shu Xian stop immediately, and let out a muffled sound.

"You think I can't do anything to you?"

"...Yes, you can mark me."

Shu Xian was suffocated by Gu Yinian, but he still stuck his neck and said, the panting between words made people burn from the inside out.

Gu Yinian was taken aback when he heard the words, then he clenched his teeth, looking extremely angry, his expression was gloomy, and his breathing became rapid and heavy.

Shu Xian could already clearly smell Gu Yinian's pheromones, and because the markings were not clear, his pheromones were also easily seduced, but because he had been taking inhibitors recently, what he brought was only pain.

Next to the pain in the back of his neck, Shu Xian still stared at Gu Yinian without changing his expression.

Gu Yinian's gaze cast a cold light, as if it wanted to penetrate him, as if it would pounce on him in the next second and tear him apart.

After a few such "next seconds", Gu Yinian suddenly relieved himself, leaned down and pressed his forehead to Shu Xian's chest, panting heavily.

"...Stay away from me, it's kind of disgusting to be so close." Omega, who was smiling alluringly just now, now has a look of indifference and boredom.

Shu Xian's words were hurtful, but Gu Yinian didn't have time to listen to them, and he didn't have time to be sad. He suppressed the pain in his heart and asked:

"Xianxian...do we have to do this?"

"So, what's the matter? I didn't want you to mark me, why, do you still want me to beg you?"

"You know it well, I can't..."

"Why not? You can't do it?" Shu Xian teased casually, but there was no smile on his face.

"Shu Xian..."

If you let go of the original, I can mark you because of marriage.But now I only want to be when you are willing, only when you love me.

But Shu Xian, how can you fall in love with me?

How can I make you fall in love with me.