Sir, I'm not good

Came back to this place again as if nothing had changed.

Everything is the same as the day he left, as if he just went to school and is now home.

But can this place still be called home?Perhaps this was never his home, and Gu Yinian never regarded him as his family.

Shu Xian walked into the bedroom on the first floor that Li Su had decorated for him. The quilt on the bed was not folded, and it was still the same as when he left.

"Auntie doesn't make the quilt anymore?"

Gu Yinian who silently followed behind him heard this, and said hesitantly, "Maybe I forgot."

But in fact, he didn't allow it, he didn't allow anyone to enter this room, even Xiang Qing wanted to come in and have a look, but he refused.

Although he didn't know why, he really didn't want others to touch Shu Xian's things.

Shu Xian sat by the bed, not paying attention to Gu Yinian's perfunctory answer.Opposite his bed, is a wooden crib.

Looking at the bed, Shu Xian unconsciously covered his lower abdomen with his hands.

Ever since he woke up from the hospital, he knew that his child was gone, but he had no time to remember this child, Bai Yu filled all his thoughts.

Now that I have calmed down a little, looking at this bed, I have some vague feelings.

The arrival of this child was an accident in itself, and it brought a series of unpredictable accidents, especially for him, it was really not a good thing.

He used to always think, if he hadn't been pregnant, would he have broken up with Gu Yinian more cleanly, and would everything that happened later would not have happened.

If there was no child, Xiang Qing would not come to provoke him, would not be photographed by the paparazzi, would not make it public with Gu Yinian, and Bai Yu would not come to pick him up, let alone...

Thinking of this, Shu Xian's expression became a little painful, and his slightly raised eyebrows were filled with sadness.

In a daze, Shu Xian seemed to have returned to his past self, gloomy and quiet, like a gloomy mural on a church.

Gu Yinian leaned against the table and looked at him, feeling that the whole heart in his chest was twisted together, the pain was unbearable.

In his eyes, Shu Xian was feeling sorry for the child.

He felt that Shu Xian was thinking the same as him: their child was gone.

"Xianxian." Gu Yinian murmured, calling Shu Xian's name.

The person sitting by the bed seemed to hear it after two seconds, and turned his head to look at him, his eyes a little blurred.

Shu Xian stared at his face, as if thinking about something.

Suddenly, Shu Xian tilted his head and called out to him, "Bai Yu?"

As Shu Xian's voice drifted away, the air suddenly froze, and Gu Yinian froze in place for a moment.

Bai Yu again?That Omega who saved Shu Xian in a car accident?

It was the same in the hospital, Shu Xian recognized him as Bai Yu, why?Why would you recognize him as someone else.

Gu Yinian felt indescribably uncomfortable.

At this moment, Shu Xian seemed to have come to his senses, and there was a hint of surprise in his dull expression.

Xianxian, Yanyan, it seems... But no one in this world calls him Yanyan anymore.

"Sorry, maybe, there are some sequelae."

"...It's okay." Gu Yinian suppressed the sadness in his heart, tried his best to squeeze out a smile and looked at Shu Xian, comforting, "There will be more in the future, your future is still very long."

After hearing this, Shu Xian thought for a while before realizing that Gu Yinian was talking about children.

But he was still sad because of Bai Yu just now, why, does Gu Yinian care about that child so much?

"Maybe there will be, but there will never be him again." Shu Xian did not argue, but followed Gu Yinian's words, "If you lose it, you will lose it forever."

"……sorry."

"Why do you always apologize to me? Why, you sent someone to knock my child away?"

Shu Xian gradually put away his sadness, crossed his legs towards Gu Yinian, smiled casually, and spoke more casually, like an ordinary joke.

But the seemingly unintentional words fell into Gu Yinian's heart, and it really caused a huge wave.

He first denied in a hurry: "How is it possible?" How could I harm our children?

After speaking, his expression became gloomy again, and he thought that although he was not the direct murderer, it was very possible that it was related to him.

Xiang Qing, Xu Tianzhe... Although he hasn't found any specific clues yet, he knows that they are inseparable from each other.

At this time Shu Xian was staring at Gu Yinian's expression.

He could see Gu Yinian's guilty conscience, naturally it wasn't the guilt of being a murderer, it must be for Xiang Qing's sake.

It seems that Gu Yinian doesn't trust Xiang Qing that much either.

"Okay, sir, I'll pack up some things and leave. I'll go back to my house to persuade us that we don't need to continue entanglement." Shu Xian said calmly, then got off the bed and went to look for clothes in the closet.

Gu Yinian was a little surprised.

What this means is that Shu Xian wants to come forward to persuade the Shu and Bai families to stop suppressing the Gu family?

Why is this?

Soon Gu Yinian realized that Shu Xian just wanted to break up with him, not worried about him, after all he had done so many irreparable things to Shu Xian.

Sure enough, while picking out clothes, Shu Xian muttered, "Since we have made it public with Xiang Qing, we'd better get a divorce earlier, otherwise it will be bad for Xiang Qing's reputation."

Gu Yinian didn't reply, so Shu Xian continued talking on his own.

"I can understand your way of pushing me out to save Xiang Qing, but understanding is understanding, and forgiveness is really hard to forgive, so let's go back to the bridge and return to the road."

"I didn't bring you anything when I got married, so I don't want to take anything away. I wonder if the divorce agreement has been drawn up? I'll sign it now."

"It hasn't been printed yet." Gu Yinian, who had been silent until now, replied and vetoed it.

Shu Xian stopped and looked at Gu Yinian, and said, "If I remember correctly, there is a printer in Mr.'s study."

"...I still have some details to discuss with the lawyer." Gu Yinian insisted, but the agreement had already been drawn up.

There was a smile on the corner of Shu Xian's mouth, looking a little playful.

This excuse was too hasty. He remembered that Bai Yu stole the divorce agreement early in the morning, and it was finalized more than a month ago.

But he didn't poke it, and turned his head to continue packing his clothes: "Well, I'll wait, and my lawyer can contact you if necessary."

Gu Yinian didn't reply.

He was just a little sad. Was Shu Xian in such a hurry to divorce him?

Soon, Shu Xian packed some clothes symbolically, piled them on the bed and prepared to pack them, when Gu Yinian's voice suddenly came.

"Auntie will make dinner later, let her help you clean up."

Shu Xian paused when he folded his clothes, which means that he should stay for dinner?