Sir, I'm not good
Chapter 30
Returning to Bai Yu's house again, Shu Xian felt an inexplicable peace of mind.
It turned out that Gu Yinian's villa could also give him this feeling. At that time, he thought that he would spend the rest of his life with Gu Yinian in that villa in Eton Garden.
But now, there can only bring him countless nightmares.
Shu Xian changed his shoes, lay lazily on the sofa, touched the back of his neck, there were Gu Yinian's teeth marks on it.
"Tsk, I shared the same bed last night, so I pushed you out today."
Bai Yu's joking voice came from behind, Shu Xian was a little tired, too lazy to choke with Bai Yu, so he casually "hmm".
Standing behind Shu Xian, Bai Yu raised his hand to cover the back of Shu Xian's neck, covering the row of teeth marks.
Really dazzling.
It hurts.
"did you eat lunch?"
"No, it's time for dinner."
"I'm going to cook first."
Shu Xian glanced at Bai Yu's back, originally wanted to stop him.
He wanted to ask Bai Yu, are you so free?Still have time to cook?But now that Bai Yu has spoken, he feels like he's being cheap and good-looking when he asks again.
Although Bai Yu didn't say anything, but with so many things happening today, Bai Yu must have been crazy busy in places he didn't see.
While protecting his personal information, he had to contact the Bai family of the Shu family, and pay attention to the Eton Garden, and call the police to rescue him.
Now after picking him up, he has to cook for him.
Shu Xian found it difficult just thinking about it, but Bai Yu had to take care of all these alone.
If he wasn't in love with Gu Yinian, but Bai Yu, would everything be much better?
But how can it be so easy, if you say you don't love, you don't love, and you love whoever you say you love?
Even now, he dare not say that he has no feelings for Gu Yinian at all, it's just that the hatred and fear have far exceeded the remaining love.
Love is emotional, and it is difficult to control it rationally.
Shu Xian recalled what happened in the past month, feeling a little stuffy in his chest, so he took off his shoes and lay down on the sofa, staring at the coffee cup on the coffee table in a daze.
This cup seems to be used by him in high school. After the college entrance examination, the dormitory was emptied, and he had too many things to take, so he gave it to Bai Yu.
"Yanyan, what are you thinking?"
Suddenly, Bai Yu wearing an apron appeared in the corridor, leaning against the wall and looking here.
Shu Xian didn't move, didn't even move his eyes, he continued to stare at the quilt and said, "I'm thinking, how can I fall in love with you."
Hearing this, Bai Yu was taken aback.
He lowered his eyes, restrained the flashing sourness, and then calmly replied to Shu Xian: "Don't think about impossible things."
"But you've done so much for me."
"So what's the matter? I did a lot for you, right? Don't say this time, even if I die for you one day, you won't fall in love with me, Yanyan, accept the reality." And I Will also accept reality.
Bai Yu smiled cleanly and spoke with a relaxed tone.But what he said was so sharp.
He knew Shu Xian well, he knew that even if Shu Xian didn't love Gu Yinian tomorrow, and fell in love with someone else, that other person would not be him.
"I just like you, you don't have to love me." Bai Yu finally said, then turned and went into the kitchen.
Like, that is the most affectionate thing he can say to Shu Xian.
The word "love" is too serious and dull to fit his image, while "like" seems unscrupulous.
So he said that he just likes to be comfortable.
Shu Xian still stared at the coffee cup until his consciousness became blurred and his eyelids sank.
When he woke up again, it was Bai Yu who asked him to get up and eat.
Shu Xian got up from the sofa, and saw that the city outside the window had been swallowed up by the night, and street lights and car lights merged into a long river.
Sitting at the dining table, Shu Xian wanted to check the messages on his phone, but Bai Yu held him down.
"Don't look, I'll help you with what should be returned."
"……Um."
Shu Xian has unconditional trust in Bai Yu, if Bai Yu doesn't let him watch, he doesn't watch.
Pushing the phone aside, Shu Xian began to pick up food silently.
After taking two bites, Bai Yu asked, "Any plans?"
"Let's take the postgraduate entrance examination. There are only a few months left in this year, so I'll just prepare for next year. After I pass the entrance examination, I will direct my Ph.D. and do research in the future. That's what I think at the moment."
"...Who asked you about your life plan?"
"Huh? Isn't it?"
Shu Xian's expression was a little dazed, after thinking about it, maybe Bai Yu was asking about him and Gu Yinian.
After thinking about it for a while, there are actually not many choices left for him, and since the trouble has reached the point of confrontation between the two, there must be a lot of things that he can't help himself.
"Gu Yinian and I must have broken up. I don't think he will have the child. Whether he will have a baby or not, how to leave, everything depends on the arrangement of the family."
"Then it's better to listen to my arrangement."
"Okay." Shu Xian was full of food, and he agreed with a mutter, anyway, he has been arranged by Bai Yu for a long time.
Seeing Shu Xian eating very engrossed, Bai Yu knew that he was not troubled by this incident, but he still comforted him: "You don't have to worry about this incident, your parents and I will take care of it."
The crazy rice cooker on the opposite side stuffed his mouth and nodded absent-mindedly to show that he heard it.
Compared to Shu Xian who hadn't eaten lunch, Bai Yu was not very hungry, he was already full, so he put down his chopsticks, rested his cheeks and looked at the person across from him eating.
"I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow."
"Go again?"
"I'll do a pregnancy test for you. By the way, Dr. Sun has proposed a plan that can calm your pheromones without Gu Yinian."
Hearing the news, Shu Xian immediately raised his head to look at Bai Yu. He was so surprised that he forgot to chew for a moment, and he realized after a few seconds that he swallowed the food in his mouth hastily and asked, "Really? What's the plan?"
You know, if it wasn't because his pheromone intensity was different from ordinary people, how could he go to Gu Yinian's house to suffer this grievance again?
But Bai Yu accepted Shu Xian's eager gaze, and was not ready to tell him.
In fact, at first he thought of making up a reason to fool Shu Xian, but Shu Xian is a pharmacy major, and it would be easy to be exposed if he was questioned, so he didn't say anything.
"Don't tell you."
Seeing Bai Yu's grinning and mysterious expression, Shu Xian was startled, his eyes calmed down quickly.
"Does this method require your cooperation?"
"..."
Seeing that Bai Yu didn't answer, Shu Xian knew that his guess was right, and while thinking, he continued: "I read a paper not long ago, the name is "A Study on the Interaction and Similarity Between Omega Pheromones ", this paper has aroused great repercussions, especially in the field of clinical medicine, it has inspired countless."
When Shu Xian said this, Bai Yu knew that there were some things that he couldn't hide.
So Bai Yu had no choice but to lay down on the table and said lazily: "You guessed it, my pheromones are quite similar to yours, so Dr. Sun wants to try to extract my pheromones to make targeted comfort agent."
"It's not that simple, is it?"
"...you only need to know so much."
As for other things, such as the need to change my pheromones through some drugs to improve the degree of adaptation, which will cause pheromone disturbances, you don’t need to know about them.
Shu Xian tightened his grip on the chopsticks, his indifferent brows seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, which made people feel melancholy.
Seeing the depressing atmosphere, Bai Yu joked, "Why, don't you miss me?"
"Bai Yu, let's beat the child tomorrow."
"……no."
Bai Yu didn't expect that Shu Xian would directly ask for an abortion, and he thought that at most Shu Xian would reject Dr. Sun's plan.
Although he was very happy and worried about himself, Bai Yu would not be shaken by it.
Anyway, he won't have another Alpha in this life, and it doesn't matter if the pheromone is disordered.
As a result, Bai Yu's face suddenly darkened, and the banter just now disappeared.
"You have already made a choice last time. The child is born and belongs to me. So this is not your child, it belongs to me alone, Yanyan."
"I disagree."
If it was someone else, they would definitely adopt the plan given by the hospital when they encountered this kind of thing.
But Shu Xian is different, he is a pharmacist, he knows that there is too much risk in it, he can gamble alone, but he can't pull Bai Yu to gamble together.
Shu Xian put down his chopsticks and looked at Bai Yu with cold eyes. Bai Yu was not a person who would show weakness, so he also stared at Shu Xian and met his gaze.
The air was dead silent.
After a long time, Bai Yu finally let out a breath, leaned back on the back of the chair, looked at the chandelier on the dining table, feeling helpless all over his body.
He has never suffered in front of anyone, and he has always said what he says.
But facing Shu Xian, he couldn't do it.
"Then, go for a pregnancy test first, and then talk to Dr. Sun about the rest."
Unprecedented in history, Bai Yu gave in.
After receiving a satisfactory answer, Shu Xian heaved a sigh of relief, and continued to grab his chopsticks and bury his head in eating.
the other side.
Gu Yinian received a call from Xiang Qing's manager, Xu Tianzhe.
"Mr. Gu, the statement prepared by the studio has been sent to you, can you forward it later?"
Looking at the statement on the computer screen, Gu Yinian propped his forehead and frowned sharply.
"There are a lot of things in this statement that we didn't agree with."
Especially with these vicious adjectives, and fabricated experiences, which are nothing like what they said.
Xu Tianzhe listened, his eyes were full of sternness.
He knew that Gu Yinian and Shu Xian had been together for three years, and they had some feelings. He couldn't say how much these feelings weighed on Gu Yinian's heart, but it would definitely not work if he blindly asked Gu Yinian to discredit Shu Xian.
So he had to change his tone and persuaded him: "Mr. Gu, you have also seen that Shu Xian's personal information has not been exposed all day, which shows that there are enough forces behind Shu Xian to protect his safety, but Xiang Xiang There is no Qing, he only has you!"
Listening to Xu Tianzhe's words, Gu Yinian fell silent.
He never thought that he would do such an absolute job. When the reporter interviewed him in the morning, he also deliberately avoided Shu Xian's name information.
But Xiang Qing...
Hearing that Gu Yinian was silent, Xu Tianzhe quickly mobilized his emotions and continued to incite: "I have seen Xiang Qing's hard work all these years, the stage is his dream, since Shu Xian already has enough power to protect him , then can you protect Xiang Qing?"
At the end, Xu Tianzhe was about to cry.
Xiang Qing, who was behind him, couldn't help staring. It's a pity that his manager didn't make his debut as an actor.
"All right……"
Gu Yinian seemed to be persuaded, Xu Tianzhe and Xiang Qing looked at each other, and they both saw a successful smile in each other's eyes.
But soon, Gu Yinian's voice came from the other end of the phone.
"But this statement needs to be revised before it is issued."
Xu Tianzhe's smile froze on his face, and Xiang Qing was also stunned.
After a while, Xu Tianzhe remembered the scene when he discussed countermeasures with Gu Yinian early this morning.
When he proposed to protect Xiang Qing by smearing Shu Xian, Gu Yinian refused without hesitation. If he hadn't brought Xiang Qing to beg all night, Gu Yinian would never have come forward to clarify.
He knew that this was Gu Yinian's maximum tolerance, so he nodded bitterly in agreement.
"Okay, we'll change that."
"Send it to me after changing it."
"……it is good."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Tianzhe turned around and looked at the artist he had brought out. He was still radiant, but his facial expression management was out of control.
So he walked over and patted Xiang Qing on the shoulder.
"Gu Yinian chose to help you, it means that he still cares about you, don't be so sullen, why don't you go to the fan group to appease the fans when you have time."
But even though he said that, the unwillingness in Xiang Qing's eyes was clearly revealed.
Obviously it was not like this, it turned out that Gu Yinian's protection of him was bottomless and unprincipled, and he would not hesitate for anyone, but why is it different this time?
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It turned out that Gu Yinian's villa could also give him this feeling. At that time, he thought that he would spend the rest of his life with Gu Yinian in that villa in Eton Garden.
But now, there can only bring him countless nightmares.
Shu Xian changed his shoes, lay lazily on the sofa, touched the back of his neck, there were Gu Yinian's teeth marks on it.
"Tsk, I shared the same bed last night, so I pushed you out today."
Bai Yu's joking voice came from behind, Shu Xian was a little tired, too lazy to choke with Bai Yu, so he casually "hmm".
Standing behind Shu Xian, Bai Yu raised his hand to cover the back of Shu Xian's neck, covering the row of teeth marks.
Really dazzling.
It hurts.
"did you eat lunch?"
"No, it's time for dinner."
"I'm going to cook first."
Shu Xian glanced at Bai Yu's back, originally wanted to stop him.
He wanted to ask Bai Yu, are you so free?Still have time to cook?But now that Bai Yu has spoken, he feels like he's being cheap and good-looking when he asks again.
Although Bai Yu didn't say anything, but with so many things happening today, Bai Yu must have been crazy busy in places he didn't see.
While protecting his personal information, he had to contact the Bai family of the Shu family, and pay attention to the Eton Garden, and call the police to rescue him.
Now after picking him up, he has to cook for him.
Shu Xian found it difficult just thinking about it, but Bai Yu had to take care of all these alone.
If he wasn't in love with Gu Yinian, but Bai Yu, would everything be much better?
But how can it be so easy, if you say you don't love, you don't love, and you love whoever you say you love?
Even now, he dare not say that he has no feelings for Gu Yinian at all, it's just that the hatred and fear have far exceeded the remaining love.
Love is emotional, and it is difficult to control it rationally.
Shu Xian recalled what happened in the past month, feeling a little stuffy in his chest, so he took off his shoes and lay down on the sofa, staring at the coffee cup on the coffee table in a daze.
This cup seems to be used by him in high school. After the college entrance examination, the dormitory was emptied, and he had too many things to take, so he gave it to Bai Yu.
"Yanyan, what are you thinking?"
Suddenly, Bai Yu wearing an apron appeared in the corridor, leaning against the wall and looking here.
Shu Xian didn't move, didn't even move his eyes, he continued to stare at the quilt and said, "I'm thinking, how can I fall in love with you."
Hearing this, Bai Yu was taken aback.
He lowered his eyes, restrained the flashing sourness, and then calmly replied to Shu Xian: "Don't think about impossible things."
"But you've done so much for me."
"So what's the matter? I did a lot for you, right? Don't say this time, even if I die for you one day, you won't fall in love with me, Yanyan, accept the reality." And I Will also accept reality.
Bai Yu smiled cleanly and spoke with a relaxed tone.But what he said was so sharp.
He knew Shu Xian well, he knew that even if Shu Xian didn't love Gu Yinian tomorrow, and fell in love with someone else, that other person would not be him.
"I just like you, you don't have to love me." Bai Yu finally said, then turned and went into the kitchen.
Like, that is the most affectionate thing he can say to Shu Xian.
The word "love" is too serious and dull to fit his image, while "like" seems unscrupulous.
So he said that he just likes to be comfortable.
Shu Xian still stared at the coffee cup until his consciousness became blurred and his eyelids sank.
When he woke up again, it was Bai Yu who asked him to get up and eat.
Shu Xian got up from the sofa, and saw that the city outside the window had been swallowed up by the night, and street lights and car lights merged into a long river.
Sitting at the dining table, Shu Xian wanted to check the messages on his phone, but Bai Yu held him down.
"Don't look, I'll help you with what should be returned."
"……Um."
Shu Xian has unconditional trust in Bai Yu, if Bai Yu doesn't let him watch, he doesn't watch.
Pushing the phone aside, Shu Xian began to pick up food silently.
After taking two bites, Bai Yu asked, "Any plans?"
"Let's take the postgraduate entrance examination. There are only a few months left in this year, so I'll just prepare for next year. After I pass the entrance examination, I will direct my Ph.D. and do research in the future. That's what I think at the moment."
"...Who asked you about your life plan?"
"Huh? Isn't it?"
Shu Xian's expression was a little dazed, after thinking about it, maybe Bai Yu was asking about him and Gu Yinian.
After thinking about it for a while, there are actually not many choices left for him, and since the trouble has reached the point of confrontation between the two, there must be a lot of things that he can't help himself.
"Gu Yinian and I must have broken up. I don't think he will have the child. Whether he will have a baby or not, how to leave, everything depends on the arrangement of the family."
"Then it's better to listen to my arrangement."
"Okay." Shu Xian was full of food, and he agreed with a mutter, anyway, he has been arranged by Bai Yu for a long time.
Seeing Shu Xian eating very engrossed, Bai Yu knew that he was not troubled by this incident, but he still comforted him: "You don't have to worry about this incident, your parents and I will take care of it."
The crazy rice cooker on the opposite side stuffed his mouth and nodded absent-mindedly to show that he heard it.
Compared to Shu Xian who hadn't eaten lunch, Bai Yu was not very hungry, he was already full, so he put down his chopsticks, rested his cheeks and looked at the person across from him eating.
"I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow."
"Go again?"
"I'll do a pregnancy test for you. By the way, Dr. Sun has proposed a plan that can calm your pheromones without Gu Yinian."
Hearing the news, Shu Xian immediately raised his head to look at Bai Yu. He was so surprised that he forgot to chew for a moment, and he realized after a few seconds that he swallowed the food in his mouth hastily and asked, "Really? What's the plan?"
You know, if it wasn't because his pheromone intensity was different from ordinary people, how could he go to Gu Yinian's house to suffer this grievance again?
But Bai Yu accepted Shu Xian's eager gaze, and was not ready to tell him.
In fact, at first he thought of making up a reason to fool Shu Xian, but Shu Xian is a pharmacy major, and it would be easy to be exposed if he was questioned, so he didn't say anything.
"Don't tell you."
Seeing Bai Yu's grinning and mysterious expression, Shu Xian was startled, his eyes calmed down quickly.
"Does this method require your cooperation?"
"..."
Seeing that Bai Yu didn't answer, Shu Xian knew that his guess was right, and while thinking, he continued: "I read a paper not long ago, the name is "A Study on the Interaction and Similarity Between Omega Pheromones ", this paper has aroused great repercussions, especially in the field of clinical medicine, it has inspired countless."
When Shu Xian said this, Bai Yu knew that there were some things that he couldn't hide.
So Bai Yu had no choice but to lay down on the table and said lazily: "You guessed it, my pheromones are quite similar to yours, so Dr. Sun wants to try to extract my pheromones to make targeted comfort agent."
"It's not that simple, is it?"
"...you only need to know so much."
As for other things, such as the need to change my pheromones through some drugs to improve the degree of adaptation, which will cause pheromone disturbances, you don’t need to know about them.
Shu Xian tightened his grip on the chopsticks, his indifferent brows seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, which made people feel melancholy.
Seeing the depressing atmosphere, Bai Yu joked, "Why, don't you miss me?"
"Bai Yu, let's beat the child tomorrow."
"……no."
Bai Yu didn't expect that Shu Xian would directly ask for an abortion, and he thought that at most Shu Xian would reject Dr. Sun's plan.
Although he was very happy and worried about himself, Bai Yu would not be shaken by it.
Anyway, he won't have another Alpha in this life, and it doesn't matter if the pheromone is disordered.
As a result, Bai Yu's face suddenly darkened, and the banter just now disappeared.
"You have already made a choice last time. The child is born and belongs to me. So this is not your child, it belongs to me alone, Yanyan."
"I disagree."
If it was someone else, they would definitely adopt the plan given by the hospital when they encountered this kind of thing.
But Shu Xian is different, he is a pharmacist, he knows that there is too much risk in it, he can gamble alone, but he can't pull Bai Yu to gamble together.
Shu Xian put down his chopsticks and looked at Bai Yu with cold eyes. Bai Yu was not a person who would show weakness, so he also stared at Shu Xian and met his gaze.
The air was dead silent.
After a long time, Bai Yu finally let out a breath, leaned back on the back of the chair, looked at the chandelier on the dining table, feeling helpless all over his body.
He has never suffered in front of anyone, and he has always said what he says.
But facing Shu Xian, he couldn't do it.
"Then, go for a pregnancy test first, and then talk to Dr. Sun about the rest."
Unprecedented in history, Bai Yu gave in.
After receiving a satisfactory answer, Shu Xian heaved a sigh of relief, and continued to grab his chopsticks and bury his head in eating.
the other side.
Gu Yinian received a call from Xiang Qing's manager, Xu Tianzhe.
"Mr. Gu, the statement prepared by the studio has been sent to you, can you forward it later?"
Looking at the statement on the computer screen, Gu Yinian propped his forehead and frowned sharply.
"There are a lot of things in this statement that we didn't agree with."
Especially with these vicious adjectives, and fabricated experiences, which are nothing like what they said.
Xu Tianzhe listened, his eyes were full of sternness.
He knew that Gu Yinian and Shu Xian had been together for three years, and they had some feelings. He couldn't say how much these feelings weighed on Gu Yinian's heart, but it would definitely not work if he blindly asked Gu Yinian to discredit Shu Xian.
So he had to change his tone and persuaded him: "Mr. Gu, you have also seen that Shu Xian's personal information has not been exposed all day, which shows that there are enough forces behind Shu Xian to protect his safety, but Xiang Xiang There is no Qing, he only has you!"
Listening to Xu Tianzhe's words, Gu Yinian fell silent.
He never thought that he would do such an absolute job. When the reporter interviewed him in the morning, he also deliberately avoided Shu Xian's name information.
But Xiang Qing...
Hearing that Gu Yinian was silent, Xu Tianzhe quickly mobilized his emotions and continued to incite: "I have seen Xiang Qing's hard work all these years, the stage is his dream, since Shu Xian already has enough power to protect him , then can you protect Xiang Qing?"
At the end, Xu Tianzhe was about to cry.
Xiang Qing, who was behind him, couldn't help staring. It's a pity that his manager didn't make his debut as an actor.
"All right……"
Gu Yinian seemed to be persuaded, Xu Tianzhe and Xiang Qing looked at each other, and they both saw a successful smile in each other's eyes.
But soon, Gu Yinian's voice came from the other end of the phone.
"But this statement needs to be revised before it is issued."
Xu Tianzhe's smile froze on his face, and Xiang Qing was also stunned.
After a while, Xu Tianzhe remembered the scene when he discussed countermeasures with Gu Yinian early this morning.
When he proposed to protect Xiang Qing by smearing Shu Xian, Gu Yinian refused without hesitation. If he hadn't brought Xiang Qing to beg all night, Gu Yinian would never have come forward to clarify.
He knew that this was Gu Yinian's maximum tolerance, so he nodded bitterly in agreement.
"Okay, we'll change that."
"Send it to me after changing it."
"……it is good."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Tianzhe turned around and looked at the artist he had brought out. He was still radiant, but his facial expression management was out of control.
So he walked over and patted Xiang Qing on the shoulder.
"Gu Yinian chose to help you, it means that he still cares about you, don't be so sullen, why don't you go to the fan group to appease the fans when you have time."
But even though he said that, the unwillingness in Xiang Qing's eyes was clearly revealed.
Obviously it was not like this, it turned out that Gu Yinian's protection of him was bottomless and unprincipled, and he would not hesitate for anyone, but why is it different this time?
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