Sir, I'm not good

Seeing Shu Xian came back, the auntie nanny was about to shed tears, but fortunately Shu Xian persuaded her in time.

"Xiao Shu, if you go away for so long in the future, you have to send me a message. My heart can't bear it."

The aunt was so excited that she didn't even call "Master".

"I know auntie."

It was rare to see someone on Gu Yinian's side caring about his own safety, Shu Xian's heart softened a little, and he smiled slightly at his aunt.

Gu Yinian was undoing his tie. It turned out that Shu Xian was doing this job. He untied his tie without any ambiguity, his eyes were full of tenderness.

But now Shu Xian would rather smile at the nanny than smile at him anymore.

"I stewed chicken soup at noon, would you like some?"

"Thank you, auntie, just take it to my room." Shu Xian said to his auntie with a smile on his face, and then he entered the room and closed the door.

Tiredness, burnout, and indifference surged up in an instant.

Not long ago, Gu Yinian was regarded as his "home" here. For the past three years, what he looked forward to most every day was to go home and see Gu Yinian.

But now, he doesn't need to go to class anymore, and this place is no longer his home.

Fortunately, this guest room was tidied up for him by Li Su, and every inch is full of fucking strange aesthetics, which can temporarily make him forget that there is Gu Yinian outside.

After lazily throwing himself on the bed, Shu Xian slowly turned sideways, stretched his arms to get the mobile phone on the bedside table, and checked the messages on it.

There is a table of meals that Yu Jingcheng has posted, all of which are his favorites, and it looks very greedy.

Bai Yu and Jian Wan are both too familiar to chat with him for nothing.

The rest... who is this person?

Shu Xian clicked on a dialog box called "Innocent Man" with Crayon Shin-chan's profile picture, and a series of messages flashed out immediately.

——Sorry senior, I was caught doing a project some time ago and I didn't look for you.

— Do you have time to have dinner together tomorrow?

——Do you like hot pot?The revolving self-service small hot pot on the top floor of the canteen in the West District will be discounted tomorrow, and I can ask my roommate to help stand two places!

— Is it noon or evening?

——That's right, that's right, I've said so much, my name is Shao Ze, I added you in the library, remember me!

Shu Xian was originally watching with a frown, but when he saw the "rotating self-help small hot pot" that day, he burst out laughing.

This kid is too cute, right?

Shao Ze?I have some impressions, he went to find Bai Yu the day after he found out that Gu Yinian was cheating. At that time, a good-looking boy in the library asked him to ask for WeChat, and Bai Yu added it for him on his own initiative. I didn't even remember to delete it.

It's been so long, he almost forgot about this person, why ask him for dinner now?Or about rotating self-service small hot pot?

A smile appeared on the corner of Shu Xian's mouth, he thought for a while and began to tap on the screen.

——Are you from the School of Physics?

As soon as Shu Xian sent a sentence, he saw the sign of "the other party is typing", but there was no reply after waiting for a long time.

Inexplicably, such a picture appeared in Shu Xian's mind:

In a male dormitory of University A, everyone gathered together and stared at a mobile phone.

"You should reply like this... It seems that you are more reserved!"

"What are you doing? A single dog deserves to give advice to others? Delete it, listen to me, and you can reply to him... directly express your heart!"

"Is there a photo? Is there a photo? I also want to see what the person he likes looks like!"

Then the man surrounded in the middle pondered for a long time and asked, "Is it okay for me to reply like this?"

"Are you straight? Come on, give me your phone, and dad will teach you back..."

So, a message, after referring to the opinions of the entire dormitory, has not been returned to him until now.

Shu Xian laughed out loud after thinking about it.

This wonderful way of chatting seemed to bring him back to the campus. He had been married for three years, and lived in Gu Yinian's house for commuting and schooling. He always lacked the atmosphere of a youthful campus.

But for Shao Ze, when Shu Xian recalled that tall man with a cropped head, he felt a breeze blowing against his face.

Suddenly, a dialog box came out on the opposite side, it turned out to be a seven-second voice?

Shu Xian opened his ears, and heard a male voice from over there: "Yes, I am from the School of Physics, senior, do you have an appointment for dinner tomorrow night?"

This voice smelled like sunshine, and there were noisy laughter and conversations in the background, and there was even a "come on"?

It seems that the picture he just imagined is quite accurate.

University is like this, you think you are in a relationship with someone, but in fact you are in a relationship with a dormitory.

Shu Xian pressed his fingers on the keyboard and hesitated for a while.

According to his personality, such an obvious meal appointment must be rejected, but Shao Ze is too cute, which makes him a little bit unbearable.

Soon, Shu Xian typed a word.

—Sorry, I'm married.

What if I can't bear it anymore?Things that are destined to have no ending should not have a reason to start.

Just like him and Gu Yinian, they are doomed to have no ending, and if they start it forcefully, they can only end in a mess like now.

Sure enough, Shao Ze was silent.

Shu Xian's eyes dimmed, and he returned to his usual indifference, got up from the bed to wash up.

So be it.

But when Shu Xian came back, he saw the screen of the phone turned on, and the avatar was still Crayon Shin-chan.

——It’s okay, just treat it as a senior with excellent grades to teach the juniors about the learning experience, and have a meal by the way, is that okay?

Shu Xian's heart ached.

Why are you so humble?Like him.

——For things that are destined to have no ending, don't work hard.

When Shu Xian sent out the words, he was admonishing Shao Ze, and at the same time speaking to himself.

It is precisely because he has experienced humbleness and tasted love that he can't be trampled on, so he can't promise Shao Ze, not even a glimmer of light.

After posting this sentence, Shu Xian dragged Shao Ze into the blacklist.

It doesn't matter whether Shao Ze answers him or not, what he answers, he can't reply anymore.

At this time, the aunt's knock on the door rang.

"Xiao Shu, the chicken soup is ready for you." The aunt brought the chicken soup tremblingly, and suddenly realized something, and hurriedly apologized, "Sorry, sorry, master, I called the wrong one."

"It's okay, it's fine to call me that, as kind as my aunt."

Although Shu Xian's tone was so light that there was no oil in the slightest, his words really warmed Auntie's heart.

"That's fine, Xiaoshu, what do you want to eat tomorrow, Auntie will make it for you."

"Mushroom shredded chicken soup, just follow what I did last time, thank you, auntie."

"Why don't you say thank you! Auntie is very happy to see that you are living in peace and the baby is healthy. I will go to work first!"

With that said, the aunt went out and closed the door behind her.

Shu Xian's eyelashes drooped slightly, he put a spoonful of chicken soup to his mouth and blew on it, then drank it, and it immediately warmed his stomach.

To have this kind of tiny happiness in a fragmented life is enough for Shu Xian.

But happiness didn't last long.

Late at night.

The entire Gu residence fell into silence. Gu Yinian fell asleep in the master bedroom. In his dream, the back of a young man appeared vaguely. It looked like a silent medieval oil painting, which was eye-catching, but made him People can't bear to approach, for fear of breaking his tranquility.

In the middle of the mist, there was a sudden violent shaking, like an earthquake.

Gu Yinian woke up suddenly, only to find that his phone was vibrating and ringing, and...won't turn it off?

Confused, Gu Yinian seemed to hear the sound of a bell ringing outside?

Gu Yinian suddenly remembered something, and hurried out of the bedroom and went downstairs. Sure enough, all the rooms in the villa were ringing, and the aunt was yelled out. It wasn't until she saw the boss rushing into Shu Xian's room that she realized what was going on. She silently gone back.

As soon as I entered the bedroom, I smelled the familiar scent of white pine.

"Shu Xian?"

"I didn't expect that the instability could reach this level..." Shu Xian's voice came from the bed, as soft as glutinous rice cakes.

Gu Yinian patted the siren next to him, and all the alarm bells stopped, but made the panting sound on the bed more clear.

Shu Xian covered himself with a quilt, and cursed at his mother in his heart.

What a strange siren this is!Alarm bells went off throughout the villa, and the security guards rushed over if Gu Yinian was too late!

"Xianxian, let me see you."

Suddenly, Gu Yinian's voice came into his ears clearly, and they were so close, Shu Xian trembled in fright, lifted the quilt, and then met Gu Yinian's eyes that were close at hand.

Gu Yinian was squatting beside the bed, with one hand resting on the edge of the bed, and the other reaching out to touch his forehead.

Shu Xian was really startled by this scene, but he quickly realized that he shrank back, avoiding Gu Yinian's hand.

"...mark." Shu Xian's voice was soft, but it was very clear in the quiet room.

After Shu Xian finished speaking, he didn't dare to look at Gu Yinian anymore, and curled himself into a ball.

God knows how afraid he is that Gu Yinian will say to him at this time, "Shu Xian, please."

Then he wished he could crash to death on the bed.

But for a long time, there was no imaginary ridicule.

Shu Xian's body was hot, and he couldn't bear it any longer, so he stuck out his head to look at Gu Yinian again, the water in his eyes made Gu Yinian's whole heart tremble.

But he didn't rush to mark.

He looked at Shang Shu Xian with a hazy gaze, and asked, "But go up?"

Shu Xian stared blankly at Gu Yinian, already lost the ability to think, it took a long time to realize what Gu Yinian said, so he shrank back to make room for Gu Yinian, lifted the quilt and said softly: "... Come in."

It's almost like a mother who wants to put her child to sleep.

At this time, Shu Xian is alluring without knowing it.

Gu Yinian hugged Omega into his arms, and was immediately hugged tightly by Omega, softening into a puddle of water.

"want to."

"Answer me a question first." Gu Yinian put his index finger on Shu Xian's forehead and said in a low voice so that no one could kiss him.

At this time, Shu Xian had already lost his mind, without the ability to think deeply. The pheromones in his body hit him intolerably, and he didn't want to listen to Gu Yinian's words at all.

Seeing that Shu Xian pushed his hand away and kissed him indiscriminately, Gu Yinian simply grabbed Shu Xian's wrist.

"What's the relationship between Yu Jingcheng and you?"

"You're so annoying..." Shu Xian's voice was crying, he couldn't see the person in front of him clearly, and he didn't want to think about who Yu Jingcheng was.

Gu Yinian took a deep breath and repeated: "Yu Jingcheng, what does it have to do with you?"

Seemingly understanding that if he didn't answer, Gu Yinian would keep asking, Shu Xian calmed down a little, and replied with a trembling voice: "High school, classmate."

"What about the others?"

"……friend."

"Gone?"

"He likes me, why, you like me too?"

Suddenly, Shu Xian narrowed his eyes, and a slightly playful smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. Coupled with his rapid breathing and blushing cheeks, Gu Yinian was immediately annoyed.

As he expected, the urgent kiss fell, and the pain and wantonness spread in the body at the same time.