Sir, I'm not good

I don't know how long after I fell asleep, there was the sound of keys rattling outside the door. With a "click", the door was opened.

"Shu Xian, I'm back."

While talking, Gu Yinian opened the door and came in, only to find that the room was dark with lights.

Shu Xian fell asleep?But generally speaking, even if Shu Xian is asleep, he will keep the living room light on for him.

Gu Yinian patted on the light in the living room, but it was like seeing a ghost, and found a person lying on the table.

It's Shu Xian.

After changing his shoes and hanging up his coat, Gu Yinian walked over gently, and sure enough he heard the boy's even breathing.

Before Gu Yinian could breathe a sigh of relief, he saw a dazzling cake.The cake was perfectly untouched, but the candles on it were burnt out, and there was a heap of wax on the cream.

Gu Yinian's heart couldn't help but tense, and a sense of guilt welled up: Today is Shu Xian's birthday, but he went to accompany Qingqing to celebrate her debut, unexpectedly his Omega was waiting for him.

Looking at the wall clock in the living room, it was already two o'clock at night.

In fact, Shu Xian woke up when Gu Yinian opened the door. After all, he loved Gu Yinian so much, he waited for Gu Yinian to come back and sleep together every night, so he was extremely sensitive to the sound of the door opening.

With his eyes closed, Shu Xian felt that Gu Yinian came to him with the smell of alcohol, then lowered his body, and gently hugged him horizontally.

The moment Gu Yinian's hand touched him, he trembled uncontrollably.Gu Yinian also felt it, so he comforted him: "It's me, I'm back."

Just like that, Shu Xian was carried back to the bedroom by Gu Yinian, took off his clothes, and covered him with a quilt.

In the bedroom, he could hear the sound of a shower coming from outside, and the sound of slippers across the floor.

Finally, all voices stopped, but Gu Yinian did not come in.

Shu Xian's eyes opened suddenly, looking bright and gloomy in the dark bedroom.

Gu Yinian went to sleep in the guest room.

She obviously only met Xiang Qing once, so she didn't want to sleep in the same bed with him.

The tears that hadn't shed all night finally rolled down uncontrollably at this moment, soaking a piece of pillow towel.

Just like that, Omega lay on his side, curled up into a ball, clutching his chest and lower abdomen, trembling uncontrollably under the quilt.But he didn't dare to make a sound, he was afraid that Gu Yinian would hear it.

The next day, Shu Xian woke up very early.

"Is there a morning class?"

When Gu Yinian came out of the guest bedroom, he saw that Shu Xian had finished washing and was getting dressed.

"No. I'm a senior, and the schedule is empty. I told you when school started." Shu Xian said softly, his tone didn't change much from yesterday, but his words were a bit harsh.

When I first started school, I told you so excitedly that I have no classes this semester.But you didn't listen.

"Sorry, forgot."

Gu Yinian was taken aback when he heard Shu Xian's words, then remembered that he went to see Xiang Qing yesterday, and felt guilty.

So, Gu Yinian didn't go to wash up yet, but walked towards his Omega.

Shu Xian was tying his shoelaces, when his eyes darkened, he looked up and saw Gu Yinian, the same eyes that made him sink into them three years ago.

"Aren't you resting at home without class?"

Saying that, Gu Yinian squatted in front of him, stretched out his hand to tie the lace of another shoe for him, and exposed his slender and bony wrist.

Gu Yinian is this kind of person, even a strand of hair is full of lust, making people willing to die in his arms just by looking at it.

Shu Xian lowered his head, continued to tie the shoelaces on this side, and then said, "Go to school."

He didn't answer Gu Yinian's question directly, because he knew that Gu Yinian didn't really care about where he was going or what he was going to do.

It has been like this for three years, and there will be no change today, especially after he met Xiang Qing.

"be careful."

Sure enough, it was this sentence again, tepid, able to maintain the most basic relationship, but without the slightest emotion.

For three years, what was he looking forward to?

Shu Xian lowered his eyes, the sockets of which were filled with unwillingness and grievance, a roaring impulse came to his mind, almost making him lose his mind.

Taking a deep breath, Shu Xian frowned and raised his head abruptly.

But the moment he saw Gu Yinian's eyes, he swallowed all the words again.He remembered what Gu Yinian said again, that he likes Omega who are more obedient.

If I am not good, will I lose the chance to stay by his side in the end?

"What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"

"...No, sir will remember my class schedule next time."

Finally, Shu Xian made up a nonsense excuse and put away his angry expression perfunctorily.

After speaking, Shu Xian went out.

Why didn't he come back yesterday to celebrate his birthday? He didn't ask, and Gu Yinian didn't say.He didn't ask why he slept in the guest room last night, and Gu Yinian didn't say either.

Just walked away indifferently, like every day in the past.Because he was used to being well-behaved, he had forgotten how to ask for it.

In University A, Shu Xian met Bai Yu in the library.

"Eh? Yanyan, you're here." Bai Yu didn't see it until Shu Xian sat next to Bai Yu.

"Ah."

"Yu Jingcheng told me everything yesterday. What, do you want me to hack his company's system, or expose his personal information?"

Bai Yu is a very clean-looking young man, with clear eyebrows and eyes, but his mouth is exposing information from the black system, which has a great sense of contrast.

Shu Xian shook his head, was silent for a while and asked, "Do you have any cigarettes?"

Bai Yu was stunned. In his memory, Shu Xian hadn't touched a cigarette for three years.

"Yes, the library can't smoke, I will accompany you out after I finish testing this program."

"it is good."

So Shu Xian sat next to Bai Yu, quietly watching the irregular letters and numbers flying across the screen, and what appeared in his mind were the pictures and voices that Yu Jingcheng sent him yesterday.

While waiting, Shu Xian suddenly felt that someone beside him patted him, and turned his head. It was a tall male Alpha with a bright smile.

"Hello classmate, can I add you on WeChat?"

"Is something wrong?"

"You are beautiful, I want to chase you." The man said it very directly, without any tactful tricks.

The phrase "I'm already married" was stuck in his throat, and Shu Xian couldn't say it for a while.

Bai Yu poked his head out of the computer and glanced at Shu Xian.

Without waiting for Shu Xian to refuse, Bai Yu directly took Shu Xian's phone, unlocked the lock screen, clicked on the WeChat QR code, and pushed it over.

"Thank you brother." The boy said, and quickly scanned Shu Xian's QR code, "My name is Shao Ze, a junior this year, from the School of Physics."

Shu Xian glared at Bai Yu, looking at Bai Yu's pure smile, he really wanted to put a punch on his face.

But the matter has come to this point, and it is not easy for him to delete it.

"His name is Shu Xian, he is a senior in the School of Pharmacy."

"Okay! Then I'll go to self-study first, Senior Shu, I have a meal appointment when I'm free!"

Shu Xian was too lazy to refuse, Shao Ze ran away without waiting for him to refuse, and exclaimed excitedly after running not far: "Wuhu! I really want to get his WeChat! I'm going to fall in love!"

Bai Yu, who was originally concentrating on system security testing, burst out laughing when he heard this.

"This little brother is so cute."

"It's cute, so you add it yourself? What's the point of adding it for me?" Shu Xian held his chin and said angrily.

"Hey, or you have no ambition, can you bear Gu Yinian's cheating on you? Get him cheating on you before he cheats on you! You are worthy of anyone, why hang yourself on Gu Yinian's body."

Shu Xian lowered his head and stopped talking.

In fact, he only wanted to be worthy of Gu Yinian.If Gu Yinian thinks he is unworthy, then he is unworthy of anyone.

An hour later, Bai Yu and Shu Xian sat in the "Authentic Anhui Banmian" shop next to the school, each eating a bowl of noodles.

This is breakfast for two.

"What are you going to do?"

"Nothing to do."

"What to do?"

"En." Shu Xian nodded, ignoring Bai Yu's surprised gaze, and took back the ball that Bai Yu had just snatched away.

After staring at Shu Xian for a long time, Bai Yu finally smiled, it was different from his usual clean smile, the corner of his mouth was full of disdain and sarcasm.

To be honest, he didn't know Shu Xian in front of him a little bit.In fact, since three years ago, Shu Xian has gradually moved away from them and himself.

In high school, the two scolded "Alphas in the world are dogs", but Shu Xian left him in his freshman year and married an Alpha that appeared out of thin air?

Wei Nuo Nuo spent three years with him, got nothing, and was cheated by him?In the end, you still want to pretend that you don't know and continue to maintain the relationship?

"Shu Xian, you are just like Gu Yinian's dog."

"..."

Shu Xian didn't speak.

So Bai Yu added another sentence: "You are cheap."

Bai Yu's words were extremely calm, but merciless.

Shu Xian clenched his chopsticks tightly, resisting the urge to lift the table and throw Bai Yu down.

Although I have no way to refute what you said, even I agree with myself a little bit, but as my friend, you have to say it so directly?

After pondering for a while, Shu Xian finally let go of his chopsticks, and looked blankly at the boy opposite: "Bai Yu, I love him."

"Yes, dogs also love their masters. Calling you a dog makes me feel like I'm insulting a dog. Shu Xian, I take back what I just said. You are not worthy of anyone, not even Gu Yinian's dog."

Shu Xian, you don't love yourself anymore, and you don't deserve to be loved by anyone.

After 10 minutes, the two finished eating the pan noodles in silence and walked out of the narrow and greasy shop.

The two walked aimlessly on the familiar street. There were not many people on the morning of weekdays.

Shu Xian reached out his hand to Bai Yu, and Bai Yu took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket knowingly, and took out one.

But he didn't put it directly on Shu Xian's hand, but bit one end lightly with his teeth, and then clasped Shu Xian's head.

A trace of surprise flashed across Shu Xian's face, but soon, he narrowed his eyes slightly, squeezed Bai Yu's chin and approached, and took the other end of the cigarette in his mouth.

Seeing that Shu Xian had picked it up, Bai Yu took out another one and put it on his mouth, lit it, and then threw the lighter to Shu Xian.

"What a pity, you're an Omega too."

As Bai Yu said this, his whole body was soaked in the smoke, as if he was about to melt away.

For a long time, Shu Xian didn't know what to reply.He was so tired that he didn't know what to say.

Bai Yu didn't seem to care about Shu Xian's silence, and the faint smile hanging on the corner of his mouth seemed seductive, which didn't go well with his pure appearance.

"Yanyan, let him go, don't be afraid."