Sir, I'm not good

After breaking five, the three packed their luggage and set foot on the way home.

Originally, he was not in a hurry, but Li Su couldn't bear the video calls every day, and every time he clamored to see his boyfriend.

This caused Gu Yinian to develop a sense of the camera. Others are looking for the camera, but he is hiding from the camera.

Shu Xian felt that this was too tiring, making video calls every day would be better than going home and face to face, at least he could go to Bai Yu's apartment after he went back, largely avoiding family affairs.

And so they set off.

The journey went smoothly, but Shu Xian just got off the plane and saw Li Su bringing a few relatives to pick him up.

That posture didn't look like coming to pick someone up, but like arresting a prisoner.

Seeing him approaching one by one, the relatives looked around looking for something.

Fortunately, he had already expected that Li Su would come to block him, and let Gu Yinian go through another passage in advance.

"I said, no boyfriend."

Shu Xian had already walked to the front, but Li Su still looked behind unwillingly, so Shu Xian had no choice but to repeat the words he had repeated countless times in the video.

"The future boyfriend is also fine, where is it? Show me."

"For the time being, I won't consider making him my future boyfriend."

"Well, that's okay, let me see first, where is it?"

"No one, he's gone."

"Why are you so stingy, I'll just take a look, and I won't steal yours!" Li Su muttered, pulled Shu Xian away and continued to glance back.

A group of relatives also attached one after another, telling Shu Xian not to hide her love.

You Haozhe followed behind to pull the luggage, seeing the urgency of the momentum, he hurried up to pay New Year greetings to relatives, attracting everyone's attention.

"Happy New Year, auntie! Auntie, are you here alone? Is my uncle at home? How is my brother doing in the exam..."

In Shu's house, You Haozhe is like a very lovable little mouse, he can speak well, everyone likes him very much, and they all come over to greet him when they see him.

Shu Xian hurriedly dragged Li Su out, and a group of people followed them out of the airport.

"Where's my dad?"

"Your dad is at home, don't come with me anyway, don't talk about him, talk about your prospective boyfriend..."

Shu Xian has a headache, and if his father is around, he can still control it, but now it seems that there is no hope.

Fortunately, the driver at home has returned to his hometown. Li Su drove here by herself. She is not very skilled in driving, so the road is a little quieter.

After arriving home, it is the formal link to recognize relatives.

Most of these people Shu Xian had met during the New Year's Eve video, so it was much easier to recognize them.

When he had chatted with almost everyone, and finally had time to sit down on the sofa, the image of Gu Yinian popped up in his mind.

Did he message himself?

I took out my phone, clicked on WeChat, and there was a red dot on the top of the dialog box.

It was not set by him, but Gu Yinian forced him to set it.

"If you don't want to open it, then don't open it, but I hope that after opening it, you can see the message I sent you at first glance, and I will never hurt you."

That's what Gu Yinian said back then.

Click to open the dialog box, and there are a few ordinary words of concern.

Did you get home, what were you doing, did you eat or not.

Although plain and simple, it makes people feel that he is always there.

Shu Xian wanted to reply to Gu Yinian's messages one by one, but as soon as he sent a sentence "I'm home", Gu Yinian replied to him in seconds, as if he was squatting.

——Just get home safely.

——Are you happy to see your relatives?

Seeing this question, Shu Xian raised his head and glanced at the various faces, feeling a little dazed.

He lowered his head and began to tap on the screen: It's okay, but it's better to live alone.

——Alright, when you want to go back, you can send me a message, and I can send you off.

Shu Xian replied "Yes", and began to think about when to go back to Bai Yu's apartment, but he didn't really plan to let Gu Yinian pick him up.

What if Li Su saw Gu Yilai looking for him, what kind of scene would it be?He can't imagine.

It is estimated that it will change from a bitter drama to a war drama at that time.

"Baby." Suddenly, Li Su ran over from nowhere, sat next to him, and said expectantly, "You have so many followers on Weibo, can you get me an autograph?"

"...I haven't been on Weibo for a long time, and Mom, do you have any misunderstanding about the number of fans? Do you think I'm in the entertainment circle?"

"Then you have so many fans, it's useless at all, it's too wasteful."

"It was useless."

"But you can take advantage of it!"

Li Su said that she was excited, and leaned closer to Shu Xian, and was going to tell him about her big plans.

Shu Xian quickly pulled out his arm.

"Stop it! I don't want to make a debut, bring goods, or become an Internet celebrity. If you want to sign, I'll help you find someone to try. Don't talk about anything else."

The best way to avoid trouble is to kill it before it's ready.

Shu Xian didn't know which of what he just said was right, anyway, Li Su immediately became depressed after he finished speaking.

Seeing the woman next to her curl her lips and shake her arms, Shu Xian suddenly felt that something was wrong, this was the prelude to getting angry with him!

"Mom, don't talk first, let me talk! I don't know what TV series you have watched recently, but I am preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination now, so I don't have time to do the things you think about."

"But……"

"I won't find any more signatures for you."

"……OK then."

It was rare for Li Su to lose a battle with his son, so he leaned on Shu Xian's shoulder sullenly, and when he saw Shu Shengkang coming to pour water, he stopped him.

"Husband, wait before you leave. Let's sit down and chat."

Shu Shengkang raised his eyelids and looked at his son's expression, as if every hair was rejecting him.

He blew on the hot air and took a sip of hot water, "What are you talking about, my son is very tired just after he came back, please let him go back to sleep for a while."

"All the relatives at home are here. It's not good for him to go back to the house alone."

"It's all a family, why do they care about this?"

"Hey, sit down quickly, we haven't chatted for a long time."

Regardless of her husband's resistance, Li Su pulled him to the other side of her, hugged her son in one hand, and her husband in the other, and began to chatter.

In the beginning, she was just talking about the family's future plans, asking how Shu Xian was doing recently, whether he was sure about taking the postgraduate entrance examination, and what he planned to do in the future.

Although Shu Xian didn't think about his own future, he still answered Li Su's questions one by one familiarly, appearing mature and assertive.

But Li Su is obviously not interested in these simple topics.

Soon, she led the topic to a direction that Shu Xian didn't want to mention.

Almost nonchalantly, Li Su asked him: "Then when are you going to get married in the future?"

Shu Xian reacted, then turned to stare at his mother, seeing that she was sincere, he didn't want to lie anymore.

"I do not want to get married."

"Then you're such a scumbag, you just want to have fun." Li Su made a sneering expression.

Shu Xian smiled awkwardly, he definitely didn't want to play with Gu Yinian, but he couldn't think of anything to say to Li Su.

It would be better to acquiesce in her thoughts.

"Love doesn't necessarily have to be for the purpose of marriage. It's also good for the purpose of pleasure. Besides, he and I are not even boyfriends, right?"

When Shu Xian said this, the corners of his mouth were slightly curled up, and his smile was restrained, coupled with this sentence, he seemed inexplicably unrestrained and unrestrained, like a prodigal son.

But in fact, those who don't get married are just because they don't love.

He doesn't want to love, dare not love, and feels that he is not worthy of love.

Li Su was dubious: "No way? I always thought you were serious about your relationship! Otherwise, you would be caught by that kid from the Gu family..."

Li Su stopped in the middle of speaking, her expression was frozen and not very good-looking.

In any case, as a mother, Gu Yinian's injuries are impossible for her to forgive, and they are hurdles she cannot overcome.

Shu Xian squeezed his mother's hand: "It's okay, mom, didn't you say it too? He only hurt you if you were serious, so as long as you are not serious, you won't make the same mistakes again."

At this time, Shu Shengkang, who had been staying out of the matter, suddenly echoed: "Indeed, the reincarnation of heaven and retribution is not good."

"That can't be retribution to others? Baby, let me tell you, you still have to believe in love..."

Li Su turned and began to teach her son to cherish feelings.

Shu Xian and Shu Shengkang looked at each other, and saw the kindness and depth in his eyes.

At this moment Shu Xian was almost certain that Shu Shengkang had guessed that the person beside him was Gu Yinian.

After all, the reincarnation of heaven and retribution is not good.

The mother was still chattering, but Shu Xian had no intention of listening.

He thought of Gu Yinian, it was always tiring to control his emotions at home, no one could take care of his emotions like Gu Yinian.

Maybe Shen Yao asked him to follow Gu Yinian at the beginning because he really wanted to achieve this effect.

Shen Yao wanted him to become dependent on Gu Yinian.

A mental patient's emotions will be very unstable, so he needs an emotional sustenance, and Gu Yinian happens to be a person who knows how to love others.

For him to form a dependence on Gu Yinian, all he needs is a chance to get along day and night.

Just like the way it is now.

But Gu Yinian, don't even think about it, how painful it must be to be taken as emotional sustenance by a mental patient.

All my unstable emotions, sudden rage, unreasonable sadness, and uncontrollable tears, these pessimistic and negative things have been fed back to you in every drop.

Over time, either I get well, or you get sick with me.

Are you not a businessman?It is the nature of capital to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, so why doesn't it work for me?

His mother was still chattering in his ears, but he couldn't stand it.

He stood up suddenly, scribbled a few words in the mother's surprised eyes, and hurried back to his room.

He was afraid that if he didn't leave, he would lose control of his emotions.

No one here will obey him without reservation, no one can comfort him again and again.

"Why did you become like this" "I remember you were not like this before" "You think too much"...

These were the words he was sure to hear from his family.

But Gu Yinian never asked him why he did this, but just told him that it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what it is.

He loves him.

It is completely different from the parents, but it does not lose its deep love.

Shu Xian went back to the room and locked the door, drew the curtains, and got under the quilt in the drowsy room.

Darkness is a dark Eden, from which all filth grows.

After shaking his head, he saw the snake transformed into Satan slipping out from under the bed, spitting a message at him, telling him, remember everything.

"Hey?"

Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded in my ear.

Shu Xian froze for a moment before realizing that he subconsciously dialed Gu Yinian's number.

But there was clearly a snake in front of him.

A smooth, slimy snake, its pupils turned into a vertical slit, fixedly stared at him, and was climbing up from the ground along the fallen quilt.

He couldn't speak, as if suddenly lost his voice.

"Hey, what's the matter with you? What happened? Are you home?"

Gu Yinian seemed to have sensed his danger, and began to keep asking, his tone becoming more and more anxious.

But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't say a word, his throat seemed to be poured into concrete, and even breathing became difficult.

The snake has climbed up.

It said to him: "You look back."

In front is the letter of the snake, and behind it is the pain and fear from the bottom of my heart.

He didn't dare to look back, he didn't dare to retreat, he didn't dare to move.

"Shu Xian! Are you at home? I'll look for you, don't be afraid, just hang up and wait for me..."

Gu Yinian seemed to be crazy, frightened, left the assistant who hadn't finished reporting on work, didn't have time to put on his coat, picked up the car keys and ran outside.

But before he could take two steps, a voice came from the phone.

Almost the moment Gu Yinian called his name, tears and sweat fell down at the same time.

At the same time, the snake disappeared from sight together.

He collapsed on the bed, held down his beating heart, and grabbed the phone as much as possible with trembling hands.

"Don't use..."

he said into the phone.

There was no response on the phone, as if he was frightened by his silence just now.

I don't know how long it took before Shu Xian could tell Gu Yinian in a calmer tone: "I want to see you."

This time, there was no delay or hesitation in the answer over there.

"it is good."

"tomorrow."

"Okay, any time is fine."

"In the apartment."

"Anywhere is fine, I will find you anywhere."

He choked up a bit and called out, "Gu Yinian."

Gu Yinian said, "I'm here."

He said, "Sir."

Gu Yinian said, "I'm here."

He said, "You must always be there."

Gu Yinian did not answer this sentence, Gu Yinian told him: "I love you."