Sir, I'm not good

Shu Xian sat on the cold seat in the corridor, looking down at the test report.Gu Yinian stood in front of him without saying a word.

Ever since the doctor said the word "pregnant", the two of them have never spoken a word, even though they didn't speak often.

Shu Xian was not silent for too long, and soon raised his head to look at Gu Yinian.

"Knock it off."

"what?"

"It's still too late to have an abortion in two months." Shu Xian's expression was very calm, every word was clear and firm, without any wavering.

Gu Yinian was stunned, are you so decisive?

Inexplicably, Gu Yinian felt his heart throbbing, seeing Shu Xian's resolute expression, he actually felt sad.

Although he didn't want to admit it and didn't know why, he didn't want to kill the child.

They have been together for three years, considering that Shu Xian is still in school, and he is not really planning to spend the rest of his life with Shu Xian, so the two never planned to have children.

But when this child really came quietly, his marriage with Shu Xian was about to come to an end.

Gu Yinian couldn't tell why, was it because of pity for life, or because of Shu Xian, or because this child was his and Shu Xian's child?

In short, he subconsciously wanted to keep the child.

But Gu Yinian opened his mouth, but in the end he couldn't say anything.

He was the one who brought up the divorce, and if he wanted to keep a child now, it would be more or less like using Shu Xian as a childbearing tool.

Although he didn't intend to use Shu Xian to have a child, how would he explain it?He himself doesn't know why he wants this child, how can he persuade Shu Xian?

Besides, he still has Xiang Qing, how could Xiang Qing accept that Shu Xian gave birth to his child.

Shu Xian stared at Gu Yinian's eyes, once he was deeply fascinated by the depth of Gu Yinian's eyes, but now he only wanted to find out the intention in Gu Yinian's eyes.

But he couldn't see clearly, he couldn't understand what Gu Yinian was thinking, why didn't he respond to him.

Are there any other options now?

"Let's go and do the other checks first."

Gu Yinian couldn't stand Shu Xian's probing eyes, so he finally changed the subject.

Shu Xian's eyes flickered, and what he wanted to say was swallowed.

Forget it, no matter what, they won't have a second way, maybe Gu Yinian is just pitying this child who is destined not to be born.

"Let's go." Shu Xian replied and stood up.

Gu Yinian subconsciously wanted to reach out to help, but Shu Xian didn't see it, and just walked towards the elevator indifferently.

Looking at Shu Xian's back, Gu Yinian felt both familiar and unfamiliar.The person in front of him is still the person at that time, but he faintly feels that Shu Xian has changed.

Whether it is the attitude towards him, the attitude towards the child, or the attitude towards divorce.In the past, Shu Xian would not be what he is today.

Today's Shu Xian is too indifferent, just like what he saw at 23.5°N yesterday.

Even though he was just sitting on the stage, it seemed that he was separated by a Milky Way, quiet and far away, with an aloof temperament that refused to be thousands of miles away.

Even the blunt English song was sung by Shu Xian's deep and deep voice, only the ending and vibrato gave off a hint of teasing.

He remembered Shu Xian saying to him: "Mr. Gu, you misread me, I was not what you saw from the beginning to the end."

At that time, he felt that Shu Xian was deliberately imitating Xiang Qing in order to attract his attention.

But now he felt that maybe Shu Xian was not what he knew.But where did the well-behaved Omega he had known for three years go?

When Bai Yu called, Shu Xian was sitting in the lobby waiting for a B-ultrasound, and Gu Yinian was helping him line up.

"Bai Yu, I'm fine."

"I decided to abort the child. It is best to do it today. The longer it is delayed, the more likely it will be accidents."

"...Bai Yu, don't say that, you can raise it, and I can raise it, but I don't want to have a child yet, especially with his child."

"I'm not sad. How should I put it? It's not sad or impossible at all. I just have no choice."

Shu Xian's voice was icy and cold, just like the cold chairs in the hospital, making people feel biting and strange, with only a trace of sadness that seemed to be there.

It's not that he can't keep this child, Bai Yu can afford it, so can he, he just doesn't want to.

How can he guarantee the happiness of this child if he can't even get happiness for himself?After all, he is just an Omega, and life is not a romance novel.

"Well, after the physical examination, if there is no problem, the operation will be performed in the afternoon."

"It's okay, you don't have to pick me up, I'll just go back by myself."

Inexplicably, after having this child, Gu Yinian's attitude became strange, and even Bai Yu's tone of voice was inexplicably gentle.

Shu Xian hung up the phone, looked up and saw Gu Yinian approaching, reaching out to help him up?

"...I was actually pregnant yesterday, and it's no different from today."

Shu Xian said hesitantly, meaning, it is fine to treat me today as you did to me yesterday, and there is no need to change because of this child.

Gu Yinian's hands were just hanging in the air, a little embarrassed.

Fortunately, Shu Xian still gave Gu Yinian face, after all, he took Gu Yinian's hand and stood up with his strength, but after standing up, Shu Xian consciously let go.

A big-bellied Omega passed by them, and Alpha carefully supported them, with a nervous expression on his face.

Shu Xian made way for them, that Omega looked at Shu Xian, smiled and nodded.

At first, Shu Xian didn't know why, but soon he realized, is this the social etiquette of Omega during pregnancy?Is it necessary to ask the question "a few months" when you are older?

Shu Xian couldn't help shivering at the thought of this, he really couldn't imagine what it would be like to have a belly out.

"Who were you calling just now?"

Suddenly, Gu Yinian's voice came from beside him, Shu Xian turned his head reflexively and saw a trace of displeasure in Gu Yinian's eyes.

"It's a friend." Shu Xian thought for a while, and used the word "sort of".

After all, it would be too trivial to only use "friends" to define him and Bai Yu, and he didn't want to talk too much about Bai Yu with Gu Yinian.

But to Gu Yinian's ears, these words were full of dodge, it was like catching a rape behind the bed and explaining that they were just friends while getting dressed.

"Is this the same friend who sent you here?"

"Yes." Shu Xian nodded affirmatively, not aware of the anger in Gu Yinian's words, and asked purely, "Is it up to me?"

"...Well, let's go."

Gu Yinian swallowed all the questioning words back. On the one hand, the nurse was indeed calling, and on the other hand, he felt that he didn't need to care about Shu Xian's affairs.

Does that person have anything to do with Shu Xian's friend?Even if that person really has a close relationship with Shu Xian, he has nothing to say.

Even, if Shu Xian found a new boyfriend before the divorce, his conscience might feel better, after all, he was the one who found Xiang Qing first.

But looking at Omega's back, the displeasure in his heart was hard to suppress after all.

Shu Xian, why?You are our child in your belly, didn't you say you love me?Why can you decide to abort so decisively?

Here Shu Xian is already lying on the bed, with his shirt off revealing his flat belly.

Although it can't be seen yet, a life is indeed being bred inside.

Gu Yinian sat on the edge of the bed, his pretty eyebrows unconsciously frowned, but a pair of bewildering eyes showed a hint of sadness at this moment.

"Mr. Gu, don't be too sad, you and...Xiang Qing will have children in the future."

Suddenly, Omega's voice came, and Gu Yinian looked over, only seeing Shu Xian's calm expression, with some vague comfort.

Shu Xian comforting him?So Shu Xian really doesn't have the slightest nostalgia for the child in his stomach?

"...I didn't mean that." He hadn't thought about having a child with Xiang Qing, and he just couldn't bear to part with his and Shu Xian's child right now.

"Anyway, it's good for you and him."

Shu Xian looked down at his belly, it was only two months old, he couldn't feel any rhythm of life, if it was bigger, he might not be able to bear it.

But what if he couldn't bear it?He and Gu Yinian could no longer be together, nor could they have a child.

"It's an intracavitary pregnancy, and the survival of the embryo is good. The specific images will be sent to Dr. Sun."

Listening to the conversation between the two, the nurse knew that the two were going to have an abortion. She had seen too many young people impulsively and then came here to make amends, but these two people made her feel regretful everywhere.

After going out, Shu Xian was a little tired, without asking Gu Yinian, he saw an empty chair and sat in it.

Gu Yinian silently followed behind him.

"The last inspection has been done. If there is no problem, the surgery should be possible in a while." Shu Xian said softly, touching his stomach.

In fact, he didn't dare to look Gu Yinian directly in the eyes.He is also unwilling to face the result of abortion.

If the child came earlier, or if he found out earlier, he would be extremely happy.

He used to want to have a child with Gu Yinian so badly that he couldn't help but glance at the human cubs every time he went out.

He thought, if he and Gu Yinian had a child, preferably a little girl, then he would learn a lot of hair braiding skills and take her hand to school every day.

The teacher asked: "Who combed your hair!"

His precious daughter will proudly say: "My father did it!"

He would kiss him on the cheek and beg in his ear if he could take her to eat ice cream after school.

In the end, Gu Yinian would take him and his daughter home from the ice cream shop, and then pretended to be aggressive to the two of them and said that if he went to eat ice cream secretly, he wouldn't take you to the amusement park!

At this time, the daughter would pout her little mouth and whisper behind Gu Yinian's back: "Stinky daddy!"

Shu Xian put his hands on his lower abdomen, and the scene he had dreamed thousands of times appeared in his mind again, and even his daughter's voice seemed to ring in his ears.

Thinking of this, a gentle smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Unlike the one who pretended to be in front of Gu Yinian, Shu Xian at this time is really gentle.

"very nice……"

He murmured, and was immediately awakened by his own voice, and all the beautiful imaginations collapsed in an instant.

Gu Yinian watched helplessly, Shu Xian's originally soft expression stopped abruptly, his eyes turned pale, full of sadness, and he said softly, "Forget it."

It seemed to be talking to himself, and it seemed to be talking to him.

Gu Yinian, forget it.

[The author has something to say]:

Bai Yu's name, "Yu" is taken from "give", so his name means "white to give", I came up with it when I was playing games, the name is so sloppy! ! !By the way, ask for a wave of tickets~