Sir, I'm not good

"You saw Xu Zhi in Gu Yinian's company that day, did you think that we were in an alliance, I stopped You Haozhe and the others, and then Gu Yinian took the opportunity to take him away?"

"Isn't that the truth?"

Jian Wan choked for a moment, then nodded, "The fact is also like this, but do you know, it's not the first time Gu Yinian met Xu Zhi."

"……what?"

A pair of eyes that were originally as quiet as death suddenly caused waves with Jian Wan's words.

How is this possible?

He stared blankly at Jian Wan for two seconds, but Jian Wan's eyes remained firm.

So he knew that Jian Wan did not lie to him.

If those two people hadn't met for the first time...then things probably wouldn't have turned out as he thought.

What he thought was that Xu Zhi should have been caught by Gu Yinian looking for an opportunity, and then threatened to leave him.

After all, it turned out that Gu Yinian had told him not to get too close to Xu Zhi, otherwise Xu Zhi would be ruined.

Gu Yinian loves him, his personality is cruel, and his methods are ruthless, it seems reasonable to do this kind of thing.

At that time, he rushed to Gu Yinian's company in a hurry, pushed the door open, and the atmosphere between the two seemed to be very anxious and delicate.

But he really couldn't recall the specific situation.

Was Gu Yinian's eyes hard at that time?Was Xu Zhi pitiful and helpless at the time?It seems not...

"Why, you don't think it's right?"

Shu Xian didn't answer Jian Wan's words, but asked directly: "When did they meet for the first time?"

Jian Wan pursed her lips when she heard the words, and shook her head.

"I don't know, because I was also deceived by Gu Yinian. For you, he played us all around."

"What do you mean?"

Shu Xian couldn't understand more and more, and at this moment, his heart was full of doubts.

Jian Wan tidied up her thoughts and said, "Until yesterday, I thought that Gu Yinian really wanted to threaten Xu Zhi and drive Xu Zhi away, but in fact he didn't, he just wanted Xu Zhi to stay. Down."

"Because...he thinks I love Xu Zhi? So in order to make me happy, ask Xu Zhi to stay?"

"Maybe there is this reason, but the most important reason is not this. Shu Xian, tell me first, are you sick?"

Halfway through the talk, Jian Wan suddenly brought the topic to Shu Xian for some reason.

This made Shu Xian confused, he didn't understand Jian Wan's intention, and he didn't know how to answer.

If it is said that he is sick, it seems not rigorous.

Because whether it is a psychological or physical problem, in fact, he has never been diagnosed in the hospital.

But if he said he wasn't sick, he didn't believe it himself.

When Shu Xian didn't speak, Jian Wan became a little anxious: "If you are sick or not, you should say something!"

"...I don't know. If you have doubts, you should check me. In fact, I haven't been to the hospital for an examination. Except for the autonomic disorder just now, I haven't been diagnosed with any diseases."

Jian Wan frowned when she heard the words, she thought Shu Xian could tell her, but in the end she still didn't know what was wrong.

Jian Wan sighed irritably, and then said: "That's whatever, anyway, Gu Yinian knows that you are sick, and he should know it in detail and with certainty."

"How did he know? And in detail?"

"You have to ask him! Didn't I tell you, he played me too."

The more Jian Wan talked, the angrier she became. It was the first time that she had been taken advantage of by someone at such a young age.

"So, why did he and Xu Zhi meet at the company that time?"

Shu Xian's voice was a little gloomy, staring at Jian Wan, as if waiting for some ulterior secret to be revealed.

He felt that the things behind this must not make him feel good.

There were only the two of them in the ward, it was too quiet, Jian Wan was frightened by Shu Xian's eyes for a moment, as if she was the one who hid it from Shu Xian.

After slowing down, Jian Wan's eyes became more complicated, and she pursed her lips and suddenly hesitated.

She said too much impulsively just now, if she tells Shu Xian the truth...

Seeing Jian Wan's hesitation, Shu Xian was not annoyed, he let her go and looked at the TV with a black screen ahead.

He was silent for a few seconds, and then said, "Don't feel pressured, I'll ask you, you just answer."

After speaking, Jian Wan didn't respond to him, but it didn't prevent him from asking questions.

"Wanwan, from the information you have, is it that I am seriously ill? Or, am I seriously ill?"

The girl next to him raised her head and looked at him, showing a little bewildered.

I guess I don't understand why he asked this question.

But Shu Xian already had a guess.

So, he continued to ask: "To be simple, according to the information you have obtained, has my disease reached the point where it is difficult to contain without drug intervention?"

With the words falling, Shu Xian felt his heart lift up.

And when he saw the surprise in Jian Wan's eyes, his heart sank to the bottom.

Not knowing what emotion to express, Shu Xian froze for a moment, closed his eyes, and clenched his fists.

After a long silence, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, but Shu Xian didn't say a word after all.

Letting go of his fist, the tense muscles all over his body relaxed in an instant.

He slowly shrank from the head of the bed, wrapping himself in the quilt.

The air conditioner was a little too strong, and the quilt was suffocating. Within two seconds, Shu Xian's breathing began to become short, and it became more and more short.

The violently trembling heart took his whole body from the tip of his toes to his hair, trembling unstoppably.

Jian Wan is aware of the change in Shu Xian's mood, but she doesn't know what kind of mood Shu Xian is in right now.

But she knew that Shu Xian must have guessed it.

She stretched out her hand to pull Shu Xian up, but soon froze in mid-air, hesitated for a moment, then took it back.

Lowering her head, Jian Wan said in a low voice, "That's what you guessed. He's going to ask Xu Zhi to secretly add medicine to your food to treat your illness."

Shu Xian was bored in the quilt, thinking of Xu Zhi's slight abnormality during that time, it seemed that it could be explained.

At this time, Jian Wan's voice came from outside the quilt again.

"Actually, your uncle and aunt almost found out about you and Xu Zhi several times. It was Gu Yinian who kept it a secret for you."

"Actually...Grandpa Bai already knew about Xu Zhi's existence. Grandpa was very angry and ready to attack, but Gu Yinian found out in time and begged Grandpa not to interfere with you in private."

"Did you know? The treatment plan you proposed for Xu Zhi actually attracted a lot of attention. Gu Yinian also knew about it at that time. He had already helped you find a suitable gland in private."

"...But he didn't expect that you would directly ask for his glands."

"I only found out before I came that as a condition for transplanting the glands, you were with him for seven days."

"But Shu Xian, ask yourself, don't say seven days, is seven months enough? Do you think you are making a deal!"

Speaking of this, Jian Wan's voice also began to tremble, her eyes were red with tears.

She hoarsely shouted at Shu Xian: "You actually know, right? Gu Yinian just wants to give you the glands!"

"Just because you asked for it, he gave it..."

"What kind of deal is this? A seven-day agreement? I just don't want you to feel guilty..."

Jian Wan's shoulders kept trembling, and she began to choke up uncontrollably.

She found out something was wrong from You Haozhe yesterday, and finally asked Grandpa Bai, and found out that Shu Xian was ill, and also found out about the deal between Gu Yinian and Xu Zhi.

After going back, it took her another whole night to get these things out of You Haozhe's mouth.

It's ridiculous.

How is it possible to have such a person?One by one, are they crazy?

How can donating glands be so simple?Doesn't Gu Yinian know?He is equivalent to a transgender.

From Alpha to Bata, what kind of family pressure he will face, haven't you thought about it?

Jian Wan wiped away her tears, propped her head on the side of the bed, and said to Shu Xian intermittently: "Have you thought about how many sequelae he will leave behind?"

"The people who are willing to donate glands are mostly people with gender cognitive impairment, willing to bear huge pains to pursue their true gender, but do you think Gu Yinian is?"

"If he really has an operation, what will his future life be like, have you ever thought about it?"

"Yes, Gu Yinian's glands are of high quality. You want to give Xu Zhi the best, but do you know? His family has hereditary gland diseases, and he is one of the few in this generation with healthy glands."

As soon as Jian Wan finished speaking, Shu Xian stretched out the quilt, his chest heaved continuously, his body was covered in sweat, his eyes were red, and his eyes were full of disbelief.

Shu Xian didn't believe it, but Jian Wan could understand.

This is a secret that the Gu family doesn't want to reveal, and Jian Wan knows it because Grandpa Bai said a few more words yesterday.

"You can ask Gu Yinian or Grandpa Bai, they won't lie to you."

Jian Wan stared at Shu Xian, seeing Shu Xian's eyes gradually changed from shock to dazed, and then dimmed a little bit.

"Shu Xian, you are a medical student, so you should understand something. If Gu Yinian's glands are gone, what does it mean..."

Of course Shu Xian knew what this meant.

Genetic inheritance is a very cold thing. Only by passing on good genes can the whole group develop in a good direction.

Every healthy gland is an important medium for the descendants of the Gu family to get rid of genetic diseases.

Gu Yiyoung easily gave him the glands, in fact, he gave him part of the future of the Gu family.

He grabbed Jian Wan's arm: "Where's Gu Yinian?"

But Jian Wan raised her head and looked at Shu Xian in a daze, she didn't answer, but continued to talk to herself: "Shu Xian, it's fine if you don't know these things, but...

"But you clearly know that if you let him have his glands removed, you will ruin the rest of his life!"

"Jian Wan, where's Gu Yinian?"

"One has abandoned even family responsibilities for the sake of someone who doesn't love himself, and the other has ruined others for the sake of someone who is already dead. You are crazy. You are all crazy..."

"Answer me, Jian Wan!" Shu Xian clenched Jian Wan's arm and raised his voice, but his voice was too dry and hoarse, making him look haggard.

Jian Wan hiccupped in shock from Shu Xian's voice, and recovered from the state of talking to herself.

She swallowed her tears, sniffed her nose and said, "When I arrived, he had just undergone general anesthesia, and he is still in the ward."

After Shu Xian heard this, he was silent for a moment, and let go of Jian Wan's arm, as if he was about to move.

"Aren't you going to see him?"

"I fainted for about half an hour, and the time limit for general anesthesia has not expired, so he can't wake up."

A flash of shock flashed in Jian Wan's eyes, and she smiled wryly, "It's definitely true to say that you are a lunatic, but you can be so rational and cold at such a time, how did you become like this?"

The last sentence does not carry a questioning tone.

Jian Wan's eyes were empty and sad, as if she was stating the facts, her voice was full of grievances and complaints.

She remembered that Shu Xian was not like this. Although he was not kind, at least he had emotions.

He kept Xu Zhi by his side for a face similar to Bai Yu's, and used Gu Yinian's love for him to learn about Xu Zhi's illness. He lied to his parents, alienated his friends, and took advantage of everyone's feelings.

How did Shu Xian do this so cruelly?

"Perhaps... I have been wrong since I chose to live."

Shu Xian leaned against the bed and looked at the ceiling, muttering.

His life is too dilapidated, maybe if it ends early, Xu Zhi won't be involved, and he won't be entangled with Gu Yinian to this extent.

It was as if he and Gu Yinian were hugging each other, and the thorns bound them tightly, and each of the sharp thorns pierced the flesh and pierced the bones, and it would hurt anyone who moved.

"We can't solve it."

Shu Xian added another sentence.