Sir, I'm not good

The severity of Xu Zhi's illness was beyond anyone's imagination.

After Xu Zhi fainted, in less than a week, various hormone indicators in Xu Zhi's body deviated far from normal values.

Originally, in order not to create dependence, the hospital did not plan to inject hormones into Xu Zhi, but now that Xu Zhi's situation is getting worse, he can only inject small doses of hormones first.

But Xu Zhi's situation is still unstable, and the operation has to be arranged ahead.

At twelve noon, Shu Xian sent Xu Zhi's parents to a nearby hotel to sleep, and came back to accompany Xu Zhi.

From last night to now, he and Xu Zhi haven't closed their eyes.

"Feel sleepy?" Shu Xian asked.

"...not sleepy, even very energetic."

Xu Zhi's voice was helpless, he did not look sleepy at all, but his face was not pretty.

Xu Zhi actually didn't feel that he was so sick that he had to stay in bed, and Shu Xian was hiding his illness, so Xu Zhi didn't know exactly what his current situation was.

But judging from the frequency of doctors visiting here, it seems that it is not very good.

At this moment, there was another knock on the door, and a nurse came in, "The patient is going for a physical examination."

Did not specifically say what to check, took the door and left.

Xu Zhi sighed, and whispered, "Again."

There were only two people in the room, and Shu Xian caught Xu Zhi's slight complaints, and comforted him: "Surgery is about to be arranged, so you need to do physical examination more frequently."

Xu Zhi was silent for a moment, staring at Shu Xian and asked, "Am I dying?"

It was the first time he asked this question so bluntly. It turned out that Shu Xian was hiding it, so he didn't ask, but now he couldn't help it.

He didn't ask this because he was afraid, and he was even very calm, as if Shu Xian could accept anything he said.

Shu Xian always made him feel peaceful when he sat beside him.

This is different from his parents, every look of pity in their eyes puts great pressure on him.

I thought Shu Xian would tell him the truth, but in the end he just smiled and told him: "It's not a big deal."

"...Well, I trust you."

Seemingly feeling that the explanation was not enough to make him feel at ease, Shu Xian added: "The rush to arrange the operation is partly due to the approaching Chinese New Year."

"Do you want to finish the operation quickly and celebrate the New Year happily together?"

"Not all. Xiao Sun wants to go back to his hometown for the New Year. He is your attending doctor. It will be inconvenient to arrange surgery after he leaves."

"That's it."

Listening to Shu Xian's explanation, Xu Zhi's doubts gradually dissipated.

Forget it, in short, he has never heard of endocrine failure, and he doesn't feel that he is about to die.

At most, it's just a little messy schedule, but Shu Xian said it's a side effect of taking medicine.

Then let's have the operation earlier, anyway, Shu Xian has already arranged for him, and it will always be done in the end.

Soon, someone came to pick up Xu Zhi for an examination. It was Gu Yinian's little assistant. Recently, he was sent to help Shu Xian run errands.

"Brother, you have been with me all night. If you are sleepy, take a rest and don't accompany me."

"...Okay, then I'll go to sleep for a while, call me if something happens."

"Yeah, I'll go first!"

Shu Xian watched the little assistant take Xu Zhi away, and sent Xiao Sun a WeChat message asking where he was, without any intention of going to sleep.

In fact, he just felt a little headache, didn't feel sleepy, and couldn't fall asleep, but in order not to worry Xu Zhi, he still agreed.

Soon, Xiao Sun replied that he was going to a meeting and asked him if he wanted to go together.

He should be called because of an important meeting about Xu Zhi's surgery.

Shu Xian frowned, opened the door and walked towards the conference room. When he just stepped out, his body swayed twice, and he supported the wall to stabilize himself before continuing to walk forward.

At the door of the meeting room, Xiao Sun had just arrived, and after seeing Shu Xian, he walked over to meet him, greeted him, and brought him in.

It is already filled with doctors from various disciplines, and there are many who come to exchange and learn.

Xiao Sun sat down in the seat reserved for him, and found a chair for Shu Xian to sit beside him and listen.

"Okay, now that everyone is here, let's start the seminar now. Regarding the patient's surgery, the Department of Endocrinology has..."

The old doctor's steady voice came, some of the surrounding doctors nodded, some lowered their heads to remember, all of them had solemn faces.

Shu Xian tried his best to listen, but felt that what they said didn't enter his head, and he was very dizzy.

"This family member, do you have any questions about the operation time?"

Suddenly the surroundings became quiet, and Shu Xian trembled suddenly, realizing that he was asking himself.

"Is it expected to be in?"

"We just said, it's expected to be in the morning of the day after tomorrow." The old doctor pushed his glasses, dissatisfied with Shu Xian's distraction.

Shu Xian said sorry, then roughly thought about the time arrangement, then nodded: "No problem."

After he finished speaking, the old doctor began to make specific surgical arrangements.

Xiao Sun noticed something strange about Shu Xian, and leaned over to ask, "What's the matter, are you uncomfortable? You should go back and rest first."

"No, I can't sleep."

"Do you feel uncomfortable? Otherwise, you can go to the neurology department and ask them to prescribe you some sleeping pills. It's too uncomfortable to suffer like this."

"No need, that's it."

Shu Xian's answer was perfunctory.

Xiaosun still wanted to persuade him, but the old doctor who spoke called him by name and asked him to talk about the operation arrangement of the endocrinology department, so he had no choice but to turn back and go to the meeting.

After the meeting ended, a cloud of doctors rushed out of the meeting room, all talking about the operation.

They were thrilled to have such a invasive procedure on Beat's glands.

Just as Xiao Sun sorted out the meeting notes, he couldn't find Shu Xian when he raised his head. He wanted to take Shu Xian to prescribe a sleeping pill, but someone ran away.

Thinking of Shu Xian's state at the meeting just now, Xiao Sun frowned, and decided to look for him anyway.

For a long time, Shu Xian has been very attentive to Xu Zhi's affairs. It is a big problem for him to be distracted at such an important meeting.

Thinking of this, Xiao Sun perfunctorily ran out of the conference room, sending messages to Shu Xian while looking for someone.

It wasn't hard to find him, and he didn't deliberately avoid him, so he leaned against the wall at the corner of the corridor and lowered his head to make a phone call.

From what he said, it seemed that he was on the phone with Gu Yinian.

After Shu Xian finished talking on the phone and looked up, he noticed Xiao Sun who was standing not far away.

He put the phone in his pocket, expressionless, "Why did you find me?"

"We also contacted Gu Yinian, so you don't have to worry too much."

"I just want to express my condolences."

Shu Xian glanced at the time, stood up from the wall, "He should have finished the inspection, I'm going back."

Just as he was talking, Shu Xian suddenly felt dizzy again and staggered a step, Xiao Sun hurried up to hold his arm.

"How are you? Shu Xian, how do you feel now?"

"……fine."

After a moment of fainting, Shu Xian regained his senses, broke free from Xiao Sun's arm, and still stubbornly walked towards the ward.

Xiao Sun quickly grabbed his shoulder: "Can you go back now? I think you may die on your way!"

"It's just a night with my child. Didn't you pass the night? Is it normal to be mentally ill?"

"What the hell are you talking about? This is an all-night question?"

"It has nothing to do with you." Shu Xian looked a little irritable, his eyes were terribly cold, and the dark circles under his eyes gave him a sickly ruthless feeling.

"As a doctor, how can I see you disrespecting your right to health? You treat me when I'm sick, so I should take medicine!"

Shu Xian patted Xiao Sun's hand away, turned around and took a step forward to put his face close to his.

"Leave me alone."

It's been a long time since I saw such a scary Shu Xian, Xiao Sun couldn't help but backed away and swallowed.

Although he was afraid, Xiao Sun endured his fear and persuaded him: "Brother, I'm serious, Xu Zhi must be worried when you go back like this."

He couldn't persuade him, so he had to pull Xu Zhi out.

Sure enough, Shu Xian's eyes darkened, showing a hint of hesitation.

After a stalemate for a while, Shu Xian lowered his head, "Is there a rest room?"

"You... okay, what happened to Xu Zhi recently was too sudden, and you are also busy, so you can take a good rest after his operation is over."

Seeing that Shu Xian still refused to go to the doctor, Xiao Sun felt a little reconciled, but after thinking about it, he didn't seem to have the ability to persuade Shu Xian.

Can make Shu Xian agree to rest, he feels that he has completed his merits and virtues.

After lying in a dazed state for more than three hours, Shu Xian woke up in a convulsion, his head was covered in sweat, and he was panting violently.

It was already past five o'clock in the afternoon. In winter, the days are short and the nights are long, and it gets dark very early. Today's weather is bad, and now the room is already dark.

Shu Xian sat on the edge of the bed and supported his chest to calm himself down, his heart flustered so badly, the surroundings were silent, only his cramped panting was continuously amplified.

"Eh? Brother Shu, you're awake." Xiao Sun pushed the door open and came in, just in time to see Shu Xian sitting by the bed.

"After sleeping for a while, how do you feel?"

He turned on the light and turned to Shu Xian, and saw that Shu Xian's forehead was a little sweaty, with a gloomy expression and an indescribable weirdness.

"How is Xu Zhi? Are his parents back?"

Shu Xian didn't answer his question.

Xiao Sun came over and poured a glass of water to Shu Xian, and said, "His parents are back, and they are taking video calls with their relatives with their mobile phones. Xu Zhi is also dealing with those relatives in the ward."

"test result?"

"It came out, I took a look, and the operation can be performed, and I have communicated with him and his parents."

After finishing speaking, Xiao Sun thought for a while, and added: "Gu Yinian's medical examination results have also come out. If there is no accident, the operation can proceed normally."

After hearing this, Shu Xian nodded, stood up and walked to the window, wanting to see the scenery outside, but because the light was turned on, he could only see his own reflection.

"Snow is forecast the day after tomorrow, why don't you go home and get some clothes, and I'll bring you some?"

"……no need."

Gu Yinian gave him clothes, but he just didn't want to wear them. He has been to and fro in hospitals and hotels, and he wasn't cold.

"Why haven't you seen the mouse these days? Didn't he come back with you?"

"Tell him to mark people."

"Huh? Who are you staring at?"

Xiao Sun looked puzzled, who would stop the operation at this time?Could it be Gu Yinian's parents?

But didn't Gu Yinian hide it?In case the truth is revealed, no matter how powerful You Haozhe is, he won't be able to keep an eye on Gu Yinian's parents!

Shu Xian didn't answer him, stared at the glass in a daze for a while, then turned and walked towards the door.

"I'll go back and stay with Xu Zhi."