Sir, I'm not good

In the alley next to 23.5°N, Shu Xian leaned against the wall.

The surroundings were dark and silent, only the cigarette in Shu Xian's mouth lit up a little red, which scalded a hole in the night and made people feel distressed.

Singing, earrings, bohemian Omega.

How did he forget?His real appearance collided with Xiang Qing, so it's no wonder Gu Yinian felt that he was imitating Xiang Qing.

Shu Xian looked up at the night sky, and kept reassuring himself that it's okay, you are always like this, it has nothing to do with Xiang Qing, Gu Yinian just doesn't know the original you...

But no matter how Shu Xian tried to persuade him, he was no match for Gu Yinian's words, "No matter how much you imitate, you are not him, you are far from him."

The smog lingered, making Shu Xian's eye sockets red.

"……elder brother."

I don't know when Yu Jingcheng came, but when Shu Xian lowered his head to smoke, he saw a pair of basketball shoes, and realized that Yu Jingcheng was standing in front of him.

"When did you come out? Why aren't you in the store..."

Before Shu Xian could finish his sentence, the cigarette was taken away from his mouth.

"Stop smoking."

"I know it's bad for my health, but I'm not bad for this."

Yu Jingcheng wanted to say, haven't you smoked for three years?But he remembered again that Shu Xian did not touch alcohol or tobacco for the past three years because of Gu Yinian.

So Yu Jingcheng didn't say anything, just extinguished Shu Xian's cigarette and threw it into the trash can.

"Did you see Xiang Qing that day?"

"Ah."

"...I, am I similar to Xiang Qing?"

Yu Jingcheng was stunned, he didn't expect Shu Xian to ask this.

He recalled the scene that day, many people came, Xiang Qing, an Omega, was mixed with a group of ABs, without any discomfort.

In terms of not caring about gender alone, you can see the shadow of Shu Xian in Xiang Qing.

But his brother would not fight fiercely with a group of people. For example, when Bai Yu and Jian Wan fought just now, he just watched indifferently from the side, and at most said to Bai Yu, "Don't kill me".

"Why do you think of asking this? How does he look like you?"

"But he and I like to sing, both wear earrings, and both..."

"Why don't you say that you are all human beings? I also have ear studs, and they are symmetrical with your ear studs! Do you think we are similar?"

Yu Jingcheng interrupted Shu Xian, and said while supporting Shu Xian's shoulder.

He could feel the trembling of Shu Xian's body, and he knew that Shu Xian's question, Shu Xian's gloomy expression, including Shu Xian's trembling shoulders, were all because of what Gu Yinian said to Shu Xian in the bar just now.

Although I don't know what Gu Yinian said to Shu Xian, it must have hurt Shu Xian deeply.

"Brother." Yu Jingcheng tightened his grip on Shu Xian's shoulder, and said firmly, "You are unique, you don't need to be like anyone else."

Shu Xian raised his head to meet Yu Jingcheng's gaze, the moon was shining brightly, Shu Xian saw Yu Jingcheng's deep gaze, and also saw himself reflected in Yu Jingcheng's eyes.

The warm palms on the shoulders calmed Shu Xian's heart a little bit, and the originally tense expression gradually eased.

"Thank you, Yu Jingcheng."

Shu Xian looked at Yu Jingcheng who was rarely serious, and smiled softly.

Yu Jingcheng breathed a sigh of relief, and sighed: "Finally, I can see the smile of Yang Jian again."

"...I used to laugh like hell?"

"At least for the past two days, yes, your smile is quite distorted. I've been thinking about how you put on that fake smile in front of Gu Yinian. Wouldn't he doubt it?"

"Maybe, these three years have used up all my acting skills in my entire life."

Speaking of the three years of marriage with Gu Yinian, Shu Xian's tone was no longer so tense.

The quagmire is too deep, and it will always be difficult to get out, but when Shu Xian realizes that this marriage is just a quagmire, everything is only a matter of time.

Divorce agreement, mark clearing, civil affairs bureau's formalities, step by step, he will always separate from Gu Yinian bit by bit.

Suddenly Yu Jingcheng's cell phone rang, and when he connected, there was a noisy voice from inside, Yu Jingcheng frowned and listened to it.

"Brother, are you going back? Jian Wan seems to be crying because of Bai Yu's anger. Zheng Shuyang and the others have no choice but to tell us to go back and save the scene."

Jian Wan cried?Angry at nothing?

After Shu Xian heard this, he didn't feel any distress at all, but was a little scared. He would definitely be wiped with tears and snot when he went back now.

"You go back first, I'll watch the moon for a while."

"Even if you want to escape, find a realistic reason!"

Seeing that Yu Jingcheng didn't buy it, Shu Xian said bluntly, "Call me when she stops crying."

"...Then you won't be able to go back for a while, just wait, I'll go back first."

Yu Jingcheng also knew that Jian Wan couldn't stop crying, but right now Shu Xian's mood just got better, he didn't want to let Shu Xian worry about it anymore, it would be good to blow some air outside.

After speaking, Yu Jingcheng waved his hands and left the alley.

Shu Xian leaned against the wall silently, watching Yu Jingcheng's back disappear into the alley, and felt that the whole world was at peace.

The evening breeze is clear and bright, making people clear and refreshing from the inside to the outside. This is a very suitable time to light a cigarette.

Thinking of this, Shu Xian lowered his head to touch the cigarette case in his pocket, but the moment he touched the cigarette, someone grabbed his wrist.

Looking at the pair of slender hands and the familiar pair of leather shoes on the ground, Shu Xian's heartbeat suddenly stopped.

He dared not look up.

"Why, in order to smear Xiang Qing, you did not hesitate to hook up with the manager of Beigui?"

A familiar voice sounded above his head, clear and harsh in the empty alley, Shu Xian couldn't avoid it.

Why are you so haunted...

"Why did you come out, Mister?" Shu Xian took a deep breath, raised his head, still smiled gently, but was no longer as cautious as before, "Even if I really want to do something, it's not a slander."

Shu Xian's calm tone made Gu Yinian unable to react for a while, as if he was provoking him.

After all, it is an indisputable fact that he went to meet Xiang Qing when he was still married to Shu Xian, and went to celebrate Xiang Qing's debut on Shu Xian's birthday.If Shu Xian really wants to break the news, it's just telling the truth.

Shu Xian forcibly suppressed the sadness in his heart, looked directly at Gu Yinian's angry eyes, and pushed away Gu Yinian's hand.

"Do you think you can hurt him? Or do you think the Shu family's business has been too comfortable in recent years?"

"...Mister, I was joking. I didn't intend to hurt your sweetheart. As for the Shu family, I don't have much to do with it."

"You'd better be like this, divorce obediently, take what you should take and leave obediently."

The four words "good" in one sentence made Shu Xian a little annoyed, why, do you think he is a good boy?

But right now he didn't want to argue with Gu Yinian anymore, he was able to face Gu Yinian so calmly because of his shattered self-esteem.

If he continued talking, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold on.

So Shu Xian turned his head away, pretending not to care, and said, "It's better like this, sir."

After finishing speaking, Shu Xian didn't dare to confront Gu Yinian anymore, and turned around to go out of the alley.

Gu Yinian looked at Shu Xian's back, and still remembered the scene of Yu Jingcheng and Shu Xian standing here alone in his mind.

Alone with a single Alpha, or in an empty alley outside a bar, talking and laughing?

Shu Xian, we haven't divorced yet.

A sense of irritability rose in his heart, and Gu Yinian also wanted to leave, but within a few steps, a whiff of white galbanum wafted through his nose, making him tremble.

what happened?

Not only Gu Yinian was stunned, but Shu Xian who had just walked two steps was also stunned, and soon squatted on the ground leaning on the wall in pain.

Damn, didn't he take an inhibitor before going out?How could it be suddenly...

"Shu Xian, you..."

"Do not touch me!"

As soon as Gu Yinian put his hand on Shu Xian's shoulder, Shu Xian threw it away.The smell of galbanum has overflowed and gradually became stronger.

Fortunately, late at night, this alley behind the bar is remote and deserted.

Probably because of the conflict between inhibitors and pheromones, Shu Xian's blood was boiling hot at this time, as if he was about to explode.

He squatted by the wall with his back to Gu Yinian, tears were about to come out of his eyes.

It's too difficult, why is it so emotional at this time, why is it in front of Gu Yinian, he really doesn't want to beg Gu Yinian to mark him anymore...

In just a dozen seconds, Shu Xian's body began to tremble, and his face was covered with sweat.

"Why, didn't the store manager just help you solve it?" Gu Yinian looked at Shu Xian's trembling shoulders and sneered.

The smell of galbanum on the tip of the nose has gradually become stronger, Gu Yinian knew that Shu Xian had no choice at this time.

Gu Yinian's condescending attitude made Shu Xian look even more embarrassed, with his trembling body, the continuous overflowing scent of white pine, and his heavy breathing.

Reason is being devoured by the colliding pheromones, and Shu Xian also faintly understands that he really has no choice...

"gentlemen……"

Shu Xian murmured, holding on to the last of his strength, leaning on the wall, and stood up crookedly.Gu Yinian watched coldly from behind him, without any intention of helping him.

Pausing for a few seconds, Shu Xian's lips trembled, unable to speak.

Therefore, Gu Yinian took a step closer playfully, leaned into Shu Xian's ear and said, "Do you want to go back like this? Let everyone see how emotional you are?"

Just like that, the last trace of Shu Xian's stubbornness was crushed and trampled by Gu Yinian.

Shu Xian turned around and raised his hand to grab Gu Yinian's collar, his confused look made Gu Yinian burnt immediately.

But seeing Shu Xian biting his lip and refusing to speak, Gu Yinian suppressed the anger in his heart and squeezed Shu Xian's chin.

"Shu Xian, please."

"gentlemen……"

"beg me."

"Please...please." Shu Xian's voice trembled violently, tears filled his eyes.

Gu Yinian was not relentless, he just stretched out his arms to embrace Shu Xian, and whispered in Shu Xian's ear: "Finish."

"...Please, mark me."

When Gu Yinian's lips pressed against him, hot tears fell from Shu Xian's eyes, soaking a piece of clothes.

As long as Gu Yinian kissed him, he cried for as long.