Sir, I'm not good

"...Do you have to look at me like that?"

"I'll leave after you sleep."

Sitting beside Shu Xian's bed, Gu Yinian looked at the tightly covered Omega on the bed, staring at the stars in his eyebrows, and against the moonlight, his whole body exuded a bewitching charm.

Shu Xian originally thought that Gu Yinian's staring at him would make him restless, but the cool and refreshing smell of the cedar forest made him calm down instead.

It is said that Alpha's pheromone has a soothing effect on the marked Omega, and this is the first time Shu Xian has experienced it so clearly.

But he still couldn't convince himself to let Gu Yinian stay here and watch him sleep.

"Sir, time is so precious, don't waste it with me."

"Spending time on you, when and how long, is not a waste."

On the contrary, the time that can be justifiably accompanied by your side is a waste of leaving for a second.

Gu Yinian smiled lightly, without the overwhelming affection in his eyes, which made people feel very comfortable.

But behind these gazes, Gu Yinian was thinking about how to tie this Omega at home.

Shu Xian didn't know what Gu Yinian was thinking behind his back, he was only physically soothed by Gu Yinian's pheromones, and then he was driven to feel peaceful in his heart.

So even if Gu Yinian didn't want to leave, Shu Xian didn't want to quarrel with him.

He turned over in Gu Yinian's direction, lay on his side, clamped the quilt with his legs, and immediately looked satisfied.

As if teasing, Shu Xian muttered wearily: "You look at me, how can I sleep?"

One sentence was whispered sticky, obviously sleepy.

Gu Yinian stretched out his hand to tuck the quilt for Shu Xian, and then lightly traced Shu Xian's cheeks with his fingers: "Go to bed early, and wake up early."

"Why? Are there any arrangements for tomorrow?" Shu Xian stretched out his hand from under the quilt, patted Gu Yinian's hand away, and asked doubtfully.

"I'm going out tomorrow. If you sleep too late, it will affect your appointment status tomorrow. The service quality is not good. I want to complain."

"……Good night then."

Gu Yinian's faint scent of pheromones lingered on the tip of his nose, putting Shu Xian in an extremely peaceful state.

Too strong pheromone will make people restless, but Gu Yinian deliberately controlled it, so it is enough to appease Omega who is sleep-disordered, but not to stimulate desire.

Shu Xian gradually felt that his consciousness began to blur.

In the silence, he seemed to feel a warm touch on his forehead, which was not real.

There was also a sound coming from my ear, but I still couldn't hear it clearly.

All kinds of senses were mixed together, and it was rare for Shu Xian to fall asleep within an hour after going to bed.

What he didn't feel was Gu Yinian's kiss on the corner of his forehead, what he didn't hear was a simple and long sentence "I love you, good night."

the next day.

The sunlight penetrated through the gaps in the curtains and cast a bright strip of light on the bed. The strip of light gradually moved and gradually touched the eyebrows of the person on the bed.

Accompanied by a murmur, the person on the bed twisted for a while, and then his eyes opened slightly.

After a few seconds, Shu Xian regained consciousness.

He got up from the soft quilt, leaned against the head of the bed, scratched his messy hair, and looked at the gap between the curtains.

The weather seems to be very good, the sun is crisp and the sky is clear and clear.

Shu Xian felt a little stiff in his body, stretched his arms, stretched his waist, and yawned, feeling a little more awake.

Suddenly, Shu Xian realized that he woke up in good condition today.

It has been a long time since I felt this kind of physical and mental comfort.

Even if Xu Zhi was at home during this time, his sleep time was a little more normal, and he was often groggy when he woke up.

Woke up feeling relieved today?

Shu Xian wiped the back of his neck, took out his phone from under the pillow, it was just after nine o'clock.

Not much information.

Xu Zhi shared with him the frozen persimmons and pears at home, Chen Ming cried to him about the coldness of Xu Zhi's hometown, and his mother said to send him a box of fruit, and the rest was Gu Yinian's news.

—Wake up and tell me.

It's such a simple sentence.

Looking at this sentence, Shu Xian sighed in his heart that it was Gu Yinian, only his personality would chat like this.

Is this treating him as a company employee?I can't see any love at all!

Shu Xian silently typed "Just woke up" and sent it, then put down the phone, turned over the quilt and got out of bed.

Last night, before going to bed, Gu Yinian seemed to say that he is going on a date today?

It's better to prepare a little bit.

Thinking of this, Shu Xian walked into the bathroom and began to wash, brushing his teeth while thinking about his date with Gu Yinian.

To be honest, he and Gu Yinian had been together for three years, but they had no real date.

Getting along alone is only at home, and because he has to go to class, Gu Yinian also works hard, so they don't spend much time together at home every day.

Although Gu Yinian would give him gifts on some festivals, but because Gu Yinian was too serious about his work, the two of them never went out on a date together.

Is this... the first time?

Shu Xian rinsed his mouth in a "gurgling" manner, then spit out the water in a "poof", his eyebrows gradually frowned.

He is actually somewhat contradictory.

He would be very happy to date Gu Yinian any day in three years, but now he only finds it difficult.

If it is done as a task, it is not unacceptable.

Just for Xu Zhi's sake, he wanted to watch this silly boy happily eat frozen pears for several winters.

Just as Shu Xian was comforting himself and turning on the faucet to wash his face, he suddenly heard the doorbell ring.

A bad premonition came to mind, it couldn't be Gu Yinian, could it?

Shu Xian turned on the faucet, leaned on the sink and sighed, and gave up washing his face for now.

When he opened the door, it was Gu Yinian's face as expected, but Shu Xian's gaze was immediately attracted, full of surprise.

When did Gu Yinian have this kind of clothes in his closet?

A loose-fitting down jacket with a large area of ​​embroidery on it. The down jacket is open, and a sporty sweater is inside.

The bottom is not the usual trousers, but a pair of black sweatpants with a touch of work clothes.

"What's wrong, won't you let me in?"

"...Are you Gu Yinian?" Shu Xian's doubts were not concealed, and now he doubted whether the Gu Yinian in front of him was real.

Gu Yinian smiled and said, "It's just a different style, isn't it pretty?"

Shu Xian slightly calmed down the shock in his heart, took a step back, made room for Gu Yinian and let him in.

When Gu Yinian changed his slippers, Shu Xian realized that what Gu Yinian said just now was a question.

So, he nodded honestly and said, "It looks good."

As for Gu Yinian's walking clothes hanger, let alone wearing sports style, even wearing a beggar's clothes, it still looks fairy-tale.

For Shu Xian's calm praise, Gu Yinian did not expect it, he was taken aback before answering: "I just want to be worthy of you."

"Worthy or not is a very subjective thing." Shu Xian said while squatting down to put Gu Yinian's shoes away.

"Perhaps in the eyes of passers-by, we are a good match when walking together, but..."

Shu Xian stood up and smiled brightly at Gu Yinian: "But in my opinion, you will never be as good as Xu Zhi."

After finishing speaking, Shu Xian didn't want to see Gu Yinian's reaction, so he turned around and went to the bathroom to wash up.

But as soon as he turned around, someone grabbed his arm and pulled him into an embrace.

"you……"

"Why? Is it just because Xu Zhi has Bai Yu's face?"

Gu Yinian's voice rang right next to his ears, making him tremble slightly in shock.

After a few seconds of silence, he turned his head and touched the tip of Gu Yinian's nose.

"Yes, don't you agree? Either you go to the whole face, as long as you are more like Bai Yu than him, I will follow you."

As Shu Xian spoke, an unscrupulous smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Then, he saw Gu Yinian's slightly frowning brows, which seemed to be declaring the pain in this person's heart.

So Shu Xian restrained the malice in his tone: "I'm sorry, I made you sad even though I agreed to talk to you for seven days."

Although it was an apology, it could not give Gu Yinian the slightest comfort, instead, he could only feel a greater humiliation.

But even so, he still had to bury himself in Shu Xian's neck, and muttered: "It's okay."

Shu Xian pulled Gu Yinian's arms around her, turned to face him, and put his hands on her waist.

Raising his arms, he wrapped his arms around Gu Yinian's neck comfortably, with a smile in his eyes: "Don't touch Xu Zhi, I'll spend these seven days with you."

Gu Yinian's expression was a little unbearable, so he could only lower his head and press it against Shu Xian's forehead.

"...I'm hungry, make me breakfast."

Looking at Gu Yinian's patient expression, Shu Xian didn't feel the satisfaction of getting revenge.

He hurt Gu Yinian, perhaps no less than Gu Yinian hurt him, the two of them couldn't tell for a long time.

It's like being wrapped in kite strings all over your body, and you will bleed if you move.

"Then go and wait."

Shu Xian didn't make things difficult for Gu Yinian anymore, he agreed to Gu Yinian's seven-day agreement anyway, so it's not good to go too far.

Soon, under Gu Yinian's expectant eyes, Shu Xian came out of the kitchen carrying a plate of fried dumplings.

"I made porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, go and serve it for me."

Shu Xian ordered him unceremoniously, and Gu Yinian was very happy to be ordered by Shu Xian, so he immediately stood up and walked into the kitchen.

Soon, the steaming hot breakfast was served on the dining table, Shu Xian and Gu Yinian sat face to face, picked up chopsticks and started to eat, peacefully.

Seemingly feeling awkward not to say anything, Gu Yinian asked after thinking for a few seconds: "Do you like dumplings very much?"

Hearing this, Shu Xian raised his head and looked at Gu Yinian, the chopsticks also stopped.

"Why do you ask?"

"Look at the kitchen and there is still a pot of dumpling stuffing, is it unfinished?"

Shu Xian's eyes darkened, he bit the tip of his chopsticks, and seemed to have something stuck in his throat.

Finally, Shu Xian picked up a dumpling, lowered his head and bit half of it, muttering, "I didn't mean to make you sad this time, you asked it yourself."

"what?"

"The last meal Bai Yu cooked for me was fried dumplings and porridge with preserved egg and lean meat."

Shu Xian didn't want to hide it, and said frankly that the malice he had just teased Gu Yinian at the door was gone.

It seems that the person opposite is just an ordinary friend, and he is just stating an ordinary fact.

But no matter how calm Shu Xian's tone was, Gu Yinian was still stunned, and at the same time there was a stabbing pain in his chest.

In the end, he twitched the corner of his mouth a little, and asked helplessly, "Who is Bai Yu to you?"

Gu Yinian's question stopped Shu Xian, not because he couldn't answer it, but because there were too many ways to answer it.

Who is Bai Yu?

It's Fa Xiao who grew up together since childhood, the person who understands me best, the person who is more important than everyone else, who is my nightmare, maybe my enemy in the previous life, the kind who was dug up by me...

Bai Yu was too complicated for him, so complicated that he didn't know how to tell him to Gu Yinian.

Finally, Shu Xian raised his eyes to look at Gu Yinian, smiling gently and brilliantly.

"Bai Yu is the person I have always wanted to fall in love with, but have never been able to."

The morning sun is very energetic, and the cold winter makes it less hot. It shines on the dining table through the floor-to-ceiling windows, which is clear and crisp.

In this sunshine, Shu Xian showed a rare and sincere smile to Gu Yinian.

Gu Yinian could feel that Shu Xian's gentleness at this time came from the heart.

Between him and Shu Xian, this person named "Bai Yu" may never be avoided, but he doesn't want to avoid it either.

"It's a pity that I didn't get to know him earlier."

Shu Xian was completely stunned when he heard the words.

After a long time, he put down his chopsticks, raised his hand to cover his face, his eyes were a little red.

"... I am also very sorry that I failed to fall in love with him."

"Then you may regret it for the rest of your life."

"Yes, I can't escape him for the rest of my life."

Gu Yinian took a sip of the preserved egg and lean meat porridge in the bowl, but he still couldn't imagine Bai Yu's appearance.

He wants to tell Shu Xian, it doesn't matter, I also regret that I didn't realize that I love you earlier, you are also my regret for the rest of my life.

Just like you can't escape Bai Yu, I can't escape you either.

It doesn't matter, no one stipulates that only perfect love can have an ending, no matter how broken the relationship is, there must be an ending.

[The author has something to say]:

The plot will get back on track soon, about two chapters like this.The high-strung abuse feeling can't hold on, these chapters are trying to ease it up.