Boyfriend's memory is only one day

"It's not sure yet," the doctor held the examination report in one hand while pushing his glasses, and said in English, "The patient had headache and acute encephalopathy symptoms before, and the test showed slight hearing impairment in the past two days... MRI examination The results show that……"

Gu Yu sat in front of the large desk with a straight posture, and his face was slightly pale against the dark blue windbreaker.

"The initial judgment may be an autoimmune microangiopathy," the doctor said a long list, sighed, took off his glasses and wiped them, and then spoke again, "It can be classified as Susac syndrome."

"Mr. Gu, your little boyfriend is not forgetful, but sick."

"If Susac is diagnosed, there are currently only a few hundred cases worldwide, and the etiology and pathogenesis are still unclear."

When Gu Yu heard his own voice, he was very calm and seemed completely unaffected: "What will happen?"

The doctor rolled up and unfolded the report, knocking on the table, as if feeling quite a headache: "Memory impairment, hearing impairment, visual impact..."

Gu Yu clenched his hand in his pocket into a fist: "No, Tutu is still normal now."

"But he doesn't remember what happened yesterday at all."

The doctor's eyes were a little pitiful, but also revealing the usual helplessness: "There are very complicated types of memory impairment. Your boyfriend can clearly remember what happened three months ago, but he can't remember the past week."

"And there has been a state of memory confusion."

The doctor handed over the report, Gu Yu lowered his head and saw the dense English terms on it.

"According to Tao Jia's situation, I personally speculate that he can only remember things within 24 hours at most for the time being, and the possibility of losing the memory of three months ago is not ruled out in the future."

Gu Yu opened the door and came out. The corridor of the private hospital was empty, and Tao Jia was sitting on a bench not far away.

He seemed to be very sleepy from waiting, obediently wrapped in the small blanket that Gu Yu brought, and curled up on the bench to take a nap, but because of the uncomfortable sitting position and nowhere to rest his head, he frowned tightly, his head accompanied by sleepy bugs. Little by little, like knocking on a wooden fish.

The light brown shattered hair was stuck on the neck by the plaid blanket, scratching Tao Jia unconsciously shaking his head in dissatisfaction.

Gu Yu's hand fell on his soft hair, he paused for a moment, and then called out: "Tutu, get up."

Tao Jia woke up after being called twice by him, looked at Gu Yu in a daze for a while, and said, "Have you finished your business?"

"Yeah." Gu Yu squatted down, took off Tao Jia's blanket and folded it.

In the past few days, I took Tao Jia from home to abroad and did a lot of inspections.At first Tao Jia could remember that he was sick, but today, he can't even remember why he was in the hospital.

"Are you hungry?" Gu Yu pinched his earlobe and pulled up the little animal that was still in a daze: "Go back and cook for you at home."

Tao Jia was dragged out by him, and turned to look at the hospital corridor curiously.

When walking out of the gate of the hospital, the snow was falling heavily. Tao Jia reached out to catch a piece of fluffy snowflakes, and suddenly stopped, calling Gu Yu: "Brother!"

Gu Yu turned his head away.

"Happy Valentine's Day Hugs!" Tao Jia cheered, jumped down the stairs, and threw herself on Gu Yu.

Gu Yu was a little surprised, and hugged the limp body in front of him with his backhand.

"You don't look very happy." Tao Jia raised his eyes and stared at him seriously: "Is it because of me? I'm sick?"

Snowflakes fell on the wet ground. This is a suburban area. There were very few pedestrians passing by. For a moment, it seemed that there were only two standing people left in the world.

Gu Yu lowered his other hand holding the umbrella, and was silent for a while.

He didn't expect Tao Jia to be so sharp.

"I'm a little sick." He finally decided to confess, although these words have been repeated many times in the past few days.

Gu Yu put away the umbrella, held Tao Jia's hand, and stared into those clear amber eyes: "You can't remember what happened yesterday."

Tao Jia didn't quite understand: "I remember."

"Tutu." Gu Yu called his nickname, his voice was rough in a shallow tone.

"Today is not Hug Valentine's Day, December 12th, five days have passed."

Tao Jia received a diary before boarding the plane back to China.

Gu Yu specially went to the gift shop to pick it out. The off-white cover is engraved with abstract fine lines of sunflowers, and there will be a little golden halo in the sun.

"Write down your present." Gu Yu said, "As a gift for tomorrow's you."

Tao Jia lowered his head and flipped through the diary. It was blank inside, and the paper smelled like a mixture of wood and ink, which was very warm.

"What if I forget before I finish writing?" Tao Jia was very worried about this problem.

"Then try to write as fast as possible, or write short sentences." Gu Yu's voice was extremely stable, and he neither lost control of his emotions because of the doctor's words, nor did he appear overly nervous or worried.

Because of this, Tao Jia felt that his illness was not very serious, so he relaxed a lot. After thinking about it, he said cautiously: "You will only forget what happened yesterday?"

Gu Yu didn't answer for a while.

In fact, theoretically speaking, Tao Jia's memory impairment is uncontrollable, and the scope of amnesia is likely to expand or shrink. No one can guarantee that he will forget everything one day.

He will also forget about Gu Yu himself.

"But I will definitely not forget you." Tao Jia seemed to know what he was thinking, and suddenly said in a serious tone: "Unless I throw away my whole life, I will definitely remember you."

Gu Yu's figure runs through his childhood and youth, not only in the past, but also in the future.Tao Jia suddenly leaned over, kissed Gu Yu's chin, and said viscously, "Even if you want to throw me away, I won't agree."

Gu Yu frowned: "What stupid things are you talking about?"

Tao Jia said angrily, "Don't bully me. I'm not so smart now, I'm stupid. I still remember everything when I was a child!"

"..." Gu Yu didn't know how his thoughts jumped so fast: "What happened when I was a child?"

Tao Jia lowered his head, grabbed the corner of the diary repeatedly, and pulled the small corner up: "You threw me in the trash before, and then ran away by yourself. I always remember it. .”

It seems that there is such a thing.

When Gu Yu was in elementary school, he still didn't like the little Tao Jia who followed him.Because this guy is so good at crying, he will cry for a long time at every turn, which is very annoying.

Besides, Tao Jia was beautiful since she was a child, but she looked very pitiful and sad when she cried.Often Tao Jia sticks to Gu Yu's butt and sniffs his nose, and Gu Yu will be called to scold him by his teacher and elders, asking him if he is bullying his younger brother.

Just like a little bitch.The kind that deliberately made Gu Yu unlucky.

On a dark and windy night, when Gu Yu went to the Olympiad cram school, he took Tao Jia to the trash can by the side of the road, and said coldly: "Stand here, I'll buy you ice cream. "

Tao Jia's eyes were swollen and red like rabbits, but when he heard the ice cream, he immediately stopped crying and stayed where he was obediently.

Gu Yu spent two quiet hours in the cram school, when he passed the trash can on his way home, he saw Tao Jia curled up.

The little guy was crying so much that even his pretty eyes turned into radishes. When he caught sight of Gu Yu approaching, he finally couldn't hold back and cried loudly, "You lied to me! You lied to me!"

This incident caused a heavy psychological shadow on Tao Jia, so that Gu Yu wanted to remedy it in the next few years, but found that he couldn't coax him.

——and has been held hostage until now.

"...I was wrong," Gu Yu apologized again, "This kind of thing will never happen again."

Tao Jia lowered his eyelashes, staring at the corner of the deformed diary in a daze, and whispered, "You can't throw away the dirt."

"I hold a grudge."

Gu Yu was startled for a moment, and suddenly found that the person in front of him was trembling slightly.

"Brother." Tao Jia raised his eyes. When he grows up, he no longer loves to cry like he did when he was a child, but now he is holding back his tears, his eyes are round and round, as if he can hold back the surging tears .

"You can't let me go, I will remember the bad things you have done."

Even if Gu Yu has done such a bad thing since childhood, Tao Jia still remembers it firmly.

He originally thought that he wouldn't care too much about illness, but looking into Gu Yu's eyes, he somehow felt his nose sour, as if he had plunged headlong into strong-smelling old vinegar.

Tao Jia pinched her nose to prevent herself from crying.

"Tutu," Gu Yu took his hand, "I will stay with you until the day you recover."

Tao Jia really wanted to ask what to do if he never got better, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Gu Yu touched the ground on one knee, lowered his eyes, stuffed Tao Jia's small pillow on the backrest, and carefully stretched out his hand to help him fasten his seat belt, and suddenly said, "If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have told you. You have to coax for half a day at a time, and you won’t remember tomorrow.”

Tao Jia pursed her lips.

"Little crying bag," Gu Yu said, "I have used up all the tissues I brought these days, so I can't cry anymore."

Tao Jia: "..."

Although the words were a bit fierce, Gu Yu's expression was very gentle. Tao Jia turned to look at his face, and suddenly remembered that Gu Yu didn't seem to be like this before.

Before the two got together, Gu Yu was the proud son of heaven in the neighbors' mouths, the man of the school, and the legendary self-propelled humanoid refrigerator in the forum.

Until that day, Tao Jia secretly turned off the electric switch, and when Gu Yu pushed the door in, she rushed to kiss him.

The scenery outside the oval window gradually faded downward, and the fuselage was submerged in the blurred clouds.Gu Yu turned his eyes and saw Tao Jia's face was flushed, and he was pinching the diary to torture him as if venting his anger.

"..." Gu Yu asked, "What's wrong?"

Tao Jia froze, pursed her lips and said nothing, just opened the diary, and said sullenly: "I'm going to start writing."

After a while, he emphasized again: "You are not allowed to peek."

Gu Yu thought it was a bit funny, so he didn't bother Tao Jia, just said: "You can write the things you want to remind yourself to remember first."

Tao Jia adopted his practical suggestion, but stopped hesitantly when he picked up his pen.

What to write?I feel like I have so much to write.

With Tao Jia's personality, he even wanted to record everything that happened after he got up and brushed his teeth today.

The temperature of Gu Yu holding his hand was a bit cold, and the fine snow and ash under the sky was not good to look at. When boarding the plane, an impolite uncle bumped him, and knocked him into Gu Yu's clean arms.

Tao Jia stared at the blank diary without blinking, and gradually clenched the hand holding the pen.

How can you forget so many things to remember?

How can this small notebook be enough to record so many things.

At this time, Tao Jia even began to hate this notebook, because of its existence, he reminded himself all the time that the records on it were all his lost things.

"..." After a long time, Tao Jia lowered his hand and slowly put the cap back on the pen: "I won't write anymore."

Gu Yu sensed his emotions, turned his head and asked, "What's wrong?"

Tao Jia closed the notebook, not wanting Gu Yu to notice her sour eye circles, so she turned her face to look at the scenery outside the window like a cover-up: "I don't want to write it anymore. If I don't write it, I will pretend it never happened."

No regrets if it didn't happen.You don't have to try hard to recall what you can't find at all.

The back of his right hand became hot, and it was gently held by someone. Tao Jia turned his head away, and his neck was a little sore, but he could still hear Gu Yu's voice clearly: "Tutu, don't force yourself."

Tao Jia pinched his nose with his left hand to hold back the soreness before he went to look at Gu Yu. When he spoke, his voice was hoarse: "Brother..."

"The stars outside are very beautiful," Gu Yu looked at him, with soothing power in his black eyes, "Will you write it down?"

Hearing this, Tao Jia cast his eyes out of the window and saw the beautiful scenery that he had never noticed.

The fuselage was flying steadily above the clouds. It was already late at night. The clouds were not thick, like flattened cotton candy, but the bottom was dark. They should be above sea level at this time.On the top of the cotton candy clouds, there are a few stars, very bright.

wrong.Tao Jia moved closer and tried to press his face against the window.

There were more than just those few stars. After his eyes adapted to the darkness, Tao Jia could find that wherever he looked, there were only small dots of light.

Staring blankly outside for a long time, perhaps infected by the peaceful atmosphere, Tao Jia's mood gradually calmed down.

"It's really nice," he whispered.

Reopening the diary, Tao Jia felt much more relaxed when she picked up the pen this time, and lowered her head to write the first sentence:

[Snow on December 12]

[On the plane, I saw a very beautiful star, which is light blue, darker than the color of my brother's coat]

[When I see my brother's coat tomorrow, I will know what Little Xingxing looks like]