Polaris

When Snape went back, Poloris was sitting on the sofa reading a book, the rare winking eyes in the cellar lit the fireplace, Poloris's cheeks were glowing sickly because of the high fever, Snape felt that she still looked Too bad, he walked over and reached out to touch her forehead, a temperature slightly higher than the palm of her hand is already considered high temperature on her body, why is she still having a low fever even though she has been given medicine?He covered her smooth forehead with flickering eyes, this time her illness came too suddenly.

"What's the matter?" Poloris put down the book in her hand, she held his hand on her forehead and rubbed it on her cheek, in the past it was her hypothermia, this time it was Snape to cool her down up.

"Is there anything else that feels uncomfortable?" He glanced at the empty potion on the table from the corner of his eye, and his doubts became heavier. He was absolutely confident about his potion.

"My head hurts, I can't read enough books." Poloris said depressedly, and Snape glanced at the small table beside her. In the past, Poloris would pile up books by his side after finishing reading, but today her hand was empty. , and what she had in her hand was an illustrated herbal medicine book that she had just read less than halfway through, which was indeed a bit abnormal considering her abnormally fast reading speed. "Look at your expression." Poloris chuckled, and Snape gave her a reproachful look. "Maybe I just haven't slept well these few days." Poloris lowered her eyes, her thick eyelashes covered all the flashing worries in her eyes, and pinched Snape's lips with her too slender fingers The palm signaled her to feel relieved, and Snape snorted, but the worry in his eyes hadn't faded away.

The fire in the cellar went out for a day. When Snape woke up at 06:30, he found that there was an empty space beside him. Poloris, who should have been obediently leaning in his arms, was gone. It was a normal thing for her to wake up early. However, since she lived in the cellar this semester, she failed to get out of the bed before six o'clock once, Snape sat up frowning, he picked up his wand and opened the door, and the sound of pages turning came from the office Reassuring him a little, it seems that she is fine.

There was no class schedule on Saturday. Poloris went out after breakfast. Her body temperature had already dropped. Even though her face was still pale, she looked much better than the day before. He put down the feather in his hand The pen felt extremely tired, Poloris's health was too bad, if it wasn't for Meryl's prophecy that she would definitely live to have a child, Snape almost doubted that she would sleep and die beside him at some point, he Knowing that a large piece of Poloris's soul is missing, he has nothing to do. The soul is different from the body. No matter how powerful a wizard is, there is an instinctive awe for the soul, which is far more sacred than time and space. He He was helpless, and Poloris's scarred body also gave him a headache. There was no second person in the wizarding world who could live well after repeating the three Unforgivable Curses one by one, let alone Lian Mei. Lil couldn't even tell what kind of black magic it was. He sat down in the seat tiredly, his dark eyes drooping, staring at the ground. He thought of the Resurrection Stone again, but it had nothing to do with Lily. He rarely thought pessimistically. What if Poloris leaves first?Fate was too harsh on him, everything he cherished went away one by one, first Lily, then the unborn child, even Poloris was on the verge of life and death several times, he was strong enough, time taught him to let go Even if Tom Riddle said that Lily passed away with hatred for him, his heart was far less painful than he imagined, and the past is the past. It is true that he regrets that he has not been able to say goodbye to the mudblood. Lily apologized, he had always apologized for indirectly killing Lily, but he didn't want to use the resurrection stone, she was already in the past, and that beautiful lily would always occupy a place in his heart, but he didn't want to redeem anything, those It's all too long ago, so long that her child is about to graduate, so long that he has almost forgotten how many days and nights he stayed in Hogwarts, time is like an invisible barrier, it isolates those scars In a distant place, even if it will never heal, it is no longer a shocking pain. He will hesitate when he just got the resurrection stone, but what he cares more about is now that he has Poloris, a scarred man Liile but not stingy with the gentle person, that is his light, his everything, his salvation in the long night, he opened the drawer, and the dark stone was still lying there quietly.If Poloris... he turns pale, they both know her body well, maybe 30, maybe 50, if she leaves, will he use the stone?Snape pursed his lips tightly, his heart had already given him the answer, he couldn't let go, he could let go of Lily but he couldn't let her go, from the point of view of acquaintance, they have known each other for a long time, the time 20 years ago The meeting, the reunion six years ago, the five years at Hogwarts, no matter how they knew each other, it was not short, but Snape felt that it was far from enough. The time spent boiling the medicine, not counting the time she was locked up, and the time she lost her heart and long forgotten, the days when they got along well together seemed to be less than a week, and they were too stubborn to waste time On chase and escape.Snape took a deep breath, stared at the resurrection stone, and closed the drawer slowly. He would not throw it away or destroy it, but he hoped that the day when he could use it would never come.

Poloris came back at noon, and she consciously chose to come back before lunch. Snape looked her up and down without a trace, and confirmed her condition. She seemed to be more refreshed after sunbathing .

"Your letter." He gestured to Poloris with his eyes. For three days, Hermes would fly over to deliver the letter. It seemed that it didn't have any resistance to the location changing from the girls' dormitory to the cellar. Snape said fiercely. He glanced at the one on top of the pile of letters with a laurel badge on it, Sirius Black, the letters of the Black family are very special, he has known this for a long time, it seems that the sealing magic is a tradition of their family, he When I was young, I saw Bella write letters to Narcissa, and I saw Regulus open them on the long table in Slytherin. Now I think those letters should be sent by Poloris. Everyone's seals looked different, he vaguely remembered that Regulus's was a white camellia and Bella's was a black mandala, Snape thought about it, he had seen Poloris use Black's He also saw the forget-me-nots on the envelopes she sent every time, but he found that she mostly used turmeric when replying to Narcissa and Sirius. Flowers that wither at their brightest and have no medicinal value are useless to him, especially...he looks like a prophecy to Poloris' life.

"What? Are you interested in our family's seal?" Poloris shook the letter in her hand, the laurel badge on it was gone. "It was drawn by lottery when I was a child," Poloris explained. "It was a magic gift from my parents, when... when I was three months old." Three months?Snape raised his eyebrows, should he admire the precision of this magic?Bella's fatality, Regulus' humility, and Narcissa's elegance, it seems that this magic has a strong prophetic effect. "If you're interested...you'll see it later." Poloris looked down at the letter with wandering eyes, Snape narrowed his eyes because of the meaning of her words, and he didn't think about the lost one They still have time, children, and a future.

"I'm looking forward to it," he whispered.Poloris didn't have many letters. Except for Sirius and Narcissa's daily greeting letters and a few bookstore letters, she just glanced at the other letters and then raised her hand to dissipate them. She didn't need to look at Snape. Knowing what it was, he just looked down at the book in his hand without saying anything.

"Professor, I think I'm going to ask for leave." Poloris said helplessly after packing up the letter. "Sill broke the magic circle in the library. I want to restore the magic circle before the magic inside is leaked."

"Has his brain been eaten by a troll?" Snape said disgustedly. He knew that the magic circle was extraordinary and of great significance to Poloris himself, and he even wondered if the magic circle was broken and let her Sick, after all, after staying in it for 14 years, part of her magic and magic circle have been assimilated, which is also one of the sources of her abnormally huge magic power.Sirius' breaking the magic circle was almost equivalent to directly hurting her. He was a little angry when he thought of this, what else could that bastard do?

"Don't blame him, it's because the mercury has been aged for too long and it's a little bit useless. He missed it when he went in to help me get the book." Poloris threw him a comforting look, but it didn't have much effect.

"Want to help?" Snape knew that the most urgent task was to repair the magic circle, and he had plenty of time to trouble that stupid dog.

"Only I can do it." Poloris shook her head, knowing Snape had agreed. "I'll be back when I fix it." She got up and hurried into the fireplace, the green light flickered away, Snape put down the book irritably, he hated Sirius Black, very much!

When the fire dissipated, Poloris had already appeared in Black's old house. Over the past few years, the old house was no longer dark and damp. It was warm and comfortable, and it had long since shed the appearance of the Death Eaters' stronghold.

"Master Polly?! Why are you back?" Kreacher, who was touched by the spell on the fireplace, hurried in and asked suspiciously after seeing Poloris.

"Nothing." She whispered. "Can you prepare a glass of honey milk for me? Don't tell Syl they I'm back." The elf who got the order left happily, Poloris shook weakly, her face was covered with sickness again She slowly returned to the bedroom and sank deeply into the quilt. The magic circle of the Black family was not broken at all, and even Sirius never sent her the letter. Everything was a lie, she just It's just that she can't hold on any longer, since she read the memory in the Pensieve, she feels that there are two forces in her soul fighting, making her already exhausted body worse.Kreacher left after putting the milk on the table. Poloris rested on the bed for a while and got up and sat in front of the huge full-length mirror next to the wardrobe. The crystal mirror was three meters high and stretched straight from the carpet to the ceiling. The mirror reflected that Poloris' slender body was a bit too thin. She raised her hand and used the mercury left in a drawer to draw an extremely complicated magic circle around the mirror, but she couldn't control it. So many. "Meryl, we need to talk," she whispered into the mirror.