He can play whatever I like

What woke Zou Yun up again was the serious voice of a strange middle-aged woman——

"The patient recovered from his injury well. He can play the piano, not to mention painting in the future. It's just that the patient has not been awake, and now he still needs to rely on infusion to maintain his body functions. The hospital's suggestion is to continue to stay in the hospital for observation. It is best to wait for someone to wake up. He recovered, resumed eating independently, and was discharged from the hospital."

After speaking, there was a sound of closing the door not far away, it should be that the female doctor had already left.

Zou Yun moved his fingers lightly. He didn't know how long he had slept this time. He just felt that it was different from the last time when he was wrapped in heavy bandages and fixed tightly. Now only some parts of his fingers were still covered. The bandage is already very thin, it does not affect the activity, and there is no obvious pain.

He carefully felt the movements of each finger, and there was no such terrible thing as "necrosis" or "amputation" that he heard last time.

Maybe it was just a hallucination in his coma, like a dream.

The death of Xiao Sa...

Could it be just part of the dream?

He opened his eyes with difficulty, but it wasn't the excited Tang Tang, but the expressionless Shen Du.

Shen Du seldom wore a complete formal suit, only black and white, and even those peach blossom eyes that seemed to be either seductive or contemptuous were devoid of any emotion, and he looked at Zou Yun seriously and calmly.

"you're awake."

He didn't seem to have any surprises or surprises about Zou Yun's sudden waking up. After all, the doctor said that Zou Yun's body has fully recovered and there is no problem——

He didn't wake up, but he didn't want to wake up.

Then whenever you want to wake up, you will wake up, which is not worth making a fuss about.

Zou Yun looked around nervously, but still couldn't find Tang Tang, his heart jumped in his throat instantly.

There is nothing left in his world, and he can no longer bear anyone's departure.

"Tang Tang is not here." Shen Du seemed to understand what he was looking for, and explained calmly: "He has been in the hospital for more than a week, even if he can lie on the bedside to rest, he always has to go back to take a shower and change his clothes."

Zou Yun finally breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at Shen Du dumbly, "Then you..."

What is Shen Du doing here?

"As Xiao Sa's client during his lifetime—" Shen Du's expression and tone remained unchanged, "I'm in charge of handling his will."

"I don't know when you'll wake up, I'll just try my luck. Besides—"

Although he looked like a programmed robot from beginning to end, at this moment, the end of his eyebrows still twitched slightly unconsciously.

"Tang Tang has been guarding here, it's a rare opportunity to—"

"I think, if you wake up, you might want to ask me something alone."

Xiao Sa...

before death?

will.

After all, everything is not a dream.

Zou Yun closed his eyelids weakly.

It wasn't too much pain, but it felt like there was a hole in my chest, and the air was leaking out.

So far, his world will always be short of something.

Ever since he tilted his head to avoid Tang Tang's kiss, he couldn't escape anymore——

He loves Xiao Sa, and only loves Xiao Sa.

For whatever reason.

No matter why, they can never be together.

Reject Tang Tang's kindness, give up the plan to go to Seattle, and keep a distance from Tang Tang, because he never feels that Tang Tang owes him anything; between him and Tang Tang, even if there is no Xiao Sa, they can only be friends forever , he had no way to convince himself to accept everything about Tang Tang with peace of mind.

In the end, he chose to go to Norway alone, just wanting to say goodbye to everything before.

Aside from those deceptions and compensations, he couldn't be with Xiao Sa in the end, in the final analysis it was just because he was really tired.

He didn't want to worry about guessing every day whether Xiao Sa still loved him or not, and which words Xiao Sa was lying about.

In fact, long before all the lies were exposed, the relationship between him and Xiao Sa was not normal.

Xiao Sa seems to have given him the best, and he does love Xiao Sa deeply in his heart, but for some reason, the scenes of probing, approaching, quarreling, and cold war are always repeated between them .

He felt that he was really exhausted, and he had no ability or strength to find the crux of the problem between them.

He never thought of himself as a brave person, he just wanted to escape farther away.

Tang Tang asked him if he ever hated Xiao Sa.

He really loved Xiao Sa, so how could he not hate him.

Just like the answer he gave Tang Tang at the time, he chose not to hate, but just wanted to let himself go.

But even when Xiao Sa pushed him on the window sill and pierced through him, he never thought about letting Xiao Sa die.

As kind as Zou Yun, even if he saw Liu Feng's miserable state, he would feel unbearable.

He just hoped that Xiao Sa and Xiao Sa would disappear in each other's world, never thought that Xiao Sa would completely disappear from this world.

That's Xiao Sa...

So young, so handsome, so smart, so good...

He was the only one he really loved, and the only one he ever loved.

How could Xiao Sa die?

When he was leaving, he had thought that from now on, even the sun, moon, and stars would have a time difference between them, but he never thought that Xiao Sa would close his eyes forever and reject this time difference forever.

will.

Xiao Sa made a will, which means that his previous guesses were correct, Xiao Sa never planned to come back alive.

"All the shares of Zhenyun Group held by Xiao Sa have been transferred to your name, and his will only includes two properties and several insurances." Shen Du took out a few stacks of documents from the file bag, "The gallery in the Creative District, and the house you lived in at Guanhai Yipin."

"The beneficiaries of the other insurances are also you."

"All the formalities have been completed, that's all." He spread out a few stacks of documents beside the bed, "After you are discharged from the hospital, you can handle and buy and sell by yourself."

He looked at Zou Yun completely ignoring the documents placed by the bed, his empty eyes staring at the direction of the ceiling from beginning to end, as if he couldn't hear him.

"If you have nothing else to ask, then I'll go first."

Just as he pulled out the chair and got up, Zou Yun, who was lying on the bed like a walking corpse, finally spoke out.

"When did this happen?"

"will."

Shen Du was stunned for two seconds before realizing that Zou Yun was asking him when Xiao Sa made his will.

He only briefly returned two words: "very early."

"How early?" Zou Yun asked blankly, "Before Xiao Zhenfeng caught me?"

"Yes." Shen Du nodded, "Xiao Zhenfeng's kidnapping of you was just an accident, we all thought you had gone to Seattle with Tang Tang."

"These two things are not necessarily connected."

"Xiao Sa told a lot of lies and made a lot of mistakes. I don't want to defend him, but you don't have to doubt that he really likes you."

His voice was very indifferent, even from the standpoint of a friend, he always felt that the fact that Xiao Sa fell in love with Zou Yun was a mistake.

If there were no uncontrollable emotional involvements, Xiao Sa might not have died, Zou Yun would not be what he is now, even he and Tang Tang...

Zou Yun turned a blind eye to Shen Du's indifference, and asked indifferently, "Why do you think I'm suspicious of him?"

"It's hard for you to believe any word I or he said—" Shen Du raised his eyebrows, "Isn't it?"

"Forget it." Zou Yun nodded lightly, "But you're sitting here, aren't you just ready to be asked these questions by me?"

"I'm sitting here because of Xiao Sa's last wish—" Shen Du took a deep breath, "I hope you can forget him."

Forget his goodness and forget his harm.

Only in this way can Zou Yun really let go of the past.

Zou Yun suddenly turned over and sat up, looking at Shen Du's eyes finally regained a trace of anger.

Shen Du only said that Xiao Sa was dead, but he never said when Xiao Sa died. If Xiao Sa left any last words, it means that after he left, has anyone seen Xiao Sa alive?

"He..." He thought that his emotions would no longer fluctuate, but the moment he opened his mouth, his throat was still unnaturally choked, "What did I tell you?"

Xiao Sa's last words were already the last in his life and the closest distance to Xiao Sa.

"When the police found him, he had no vital signs, and he had no last words." Shen Du said as he took out his mobile phone, "I only saw this among the relics."

"However, Xiao Sa's belongings are all physical evidence related to Xiao Zhenfeng's case. The things are temporarily kept by the police, and they can't be retrieved. I can only take a photo secretly."

He unlocked the phone's screen lock and drew a photo, "The contact is your number, but he didn't press the send button, I don't know..."

"I don't know if it's because he remembered that you no longer use the old number, or..."

Or Xiao Sa has no chance to press the send button again.

Zou Yun took the phone tremblingly, and saw that the number column of the contact was indeed the one he had discarded after knowing all the truth; and in the dialog box, there was a line of words that Xiao Sa didn't send out for some reason——

Brother Yun, hating someone is too tiring.I know you can't forgive me, so forget me.

He suddenly remembered the conversation he had with Tang Tang on paper——

I choose not to hate, because I don't want to punish myself, but I will never, never forgive Xiao Sa.

"He..." He asked tremblingly, "Have you seen everything?"

Shen Du silently nodded.

Zou Yun lowered his head again and stared at the photo on the screen for a long time before he found the small depression on the corner of the phone from the mottled blood——

That small dent was accidentally knocked by the sink when he and Xiao Sa were grabbing the phone in the kitchen.

At that time, Xiao Sa hugged the mobile phone and felt distressed for a long time, because this mobile phone was the first gift Zou Yun gave him when he first rented out the house.

Xiao Sa never leaves this phone, Zou Yun is also very familiar with it, but why...

Why is there so much blood...

The suppressed whimper in Zou Yun's throat finally turned into a painful roar.

He thought he wouldn't be in pain anymore, because the part of his chest was empty, but at this moment, he seemed to feel a hand tearing open the hole in his chest, trying to pull out his heart forcefully.

Heart-piercing, it turned out to be so painful.

Shen Du also finally frowned and closed his eyes, unable to bear to watch.

"Xiao Sa wants to die with Xiao Zhenfeng, but, but he..." He also choked up slightly, "The will has been made long ago, and he never thought of dragging you to die with him."

"No..." Zou Yun gripped the bed sheet tightly, trembling all over, "I didn't..."

He was trying to test Shen Du just now, but he just wanted to know when Xiao Sa made his will and when did it start. Xiao Sa no longer wants to live anymore.

He never doubted for a moment that Xiao Sa would drag him to die together.

"When we received the kidnapping call that day, Tang Tang was also there." Shen Du calmed down and said slowly: "Xiao Zhenfeng threatened on the phone that if he calls the police, he will blow you up like a firework."

That's why Xiao Sa went alone.

But before he left, he had already installed the location, and made an agreement with Shen Du that when he saw Zou Yun come back safely, he would call the police, and according to the general direction of the location, arrest Xiao Zhenfeng, who was wanted for jailbreak.

Although Zou Yun was already in a coma when he was quietly thrown in the hotel lobby, so he couldn't be considered "safe", but at least he came back; after Shen Du dialed the emergency number, he immediately called the police as planned.

"But..." Zou Yun broke down in tears, "Why..."

Xiao Sa is such a smart person, plus Shen Du, since they already have a plan, why can't they plan more comprehensively.

Why Xiao Sa must choose to die.

His will was made early...

Why is it?

"Because Xiao Sa..." Shen Du frowned deeply, "I don't like people threatening him."

As long as Zou Yun exists, Xiao Zhenfeng can always threaten Xiao Sa with Zou Yun, so——

Zou Yun and Xiao Zhenfeng, only one can live.

"Xiao Zhenfeng has a head and a face, and he has been rooted in Guanhai City for decades. The previous economic cases can't trap him at all." Shen Du said slowly: "A simple kidnapping case is at most life imprisonment, and he will still come out sooner or later."

To Xiao Zhenfeng, Zou Yun's life and death may not be of much importance, but as long as he is still alive, he must hope that Xiao Sa's life will be better than death, and the only person who can make Xiao Sa's life better than death is Zou Yun.

Xiao Zhenfeng and Zou Yun can only live one, so Xiao Zhenfeng must die.

Now Zou Yun finally understands what Xiao Sa said to Xiao Zhenfeng in the freezer, what does it mean——

"You are always calculating your own success or failure, but I became crazy, and I can spare myself."

In the past, even if Xiao Sa approached him with a purpose and deceived him, he could always poke the softest part of his heart, so even though he knew it was a lie, he still forgave Xiao Sa that night, without hesitation, moths rushed fire.

Later, he couldn't understand more and more why the communication between him and Xiao Sa became so difficult, and Xiao Sa didn't seem to understand him at all.

It turned out that until the end, Xiao Sa was still the person who knew him best in the whole world.

He wants to live a peaceful and stable life, but with Xiao Zhenfeng around for a day, this wish will always be just a wish, so——

Xiao Sa fulfilled him with his life.

but……

"Why..." He looked weakly at Shen Du in front of him with tearful eyes, "Why..."

Anyway, Xiao Sa seems to be a child raised by Xiao Zhenfeng. What kind of deep hatred is worth the two of them hating each other to this point.

"About stealing your identity and defrauding Xiao Zhenyun's inheritance before, Xiao Sa must have apologized to you, and I am also sorry." Shen Du got up and bowed deeply to Zou Yun, "I think he and You should have mentioned it when you explained that people like us seem to be born—"

"It's for this purpose."

"Xiao Zhenfeng didn't just adopt me and Xiao Sa. He has adopted dozens of children like us."

The author has something to say: the fish is not only on time today, but also thick and long!I declare, I stand up! ! !