After wearing the book, I took the career line and became an attack [entertainment circle]

When Yan Yi took the business card to look for the address of the psychiatrist, she was still full of apprehension.

How come there happens to be a psychiatrist who is said to be extremely professional, and the clinic happens to be located near the film and television base?

Tang Mu explained that people in this industry are under a lot of pressure, especially when they are filming, they are easily unable to get out and often need some psychological counseling; this doctor has helped many celebrities, and Tang Mu himself has consulted, and the confidentiality is very good.

This reason is convincing. After all, Yan Yi has seen with her own eyes how much pressure filming is under Li Bian's side for so many years.

Tang Mu helped him a lot when he was recording the resurrection match of "The Director Looks at Me". He was one of the few people who showed kindness to him besides Li Bian; Let him live in the hotel room.

This made him feel grateful, although he still hesitated in his heart, but the only doubt was quickly convinced by himself——

He really needed help, but he didn't know who else to talk to.

In the relationship with Li Bian, there are only countless times of confession and unhesitating approach, but there is no evidence to confirm this relationship; maybe soon, he will not be able to see Li Bian again, he needs some rituals Sensitive things, such as...

A more intimate relationship.

It was supposed to be a matter of course, but the more eager he was to overcome the obstacle in his heart, the more he fell down and his nose was bruised.

Finally came to the door of the psychological counseling room, which looked like a self-built house; there are many such two-story buildings near the film and television base, Yan Yi didn't think much, and went directly to the second floor from the stairs next to it.

"Knock Knock Knock-"

After knocking lightly on the door, a middle-aged man of medium build quickly opened the door.

"Hello." The man greeted Yan Yi politely, and turned sideways to make way for the door.

Seeing that Yan Yi was standing by the door hesitantly, looking like he had no intention of entering, he was not in a hurry, but just smiled kindly.

"Yesterday, a gentleman surnamed 'Tang' made an appointment for this morning's consultation, but Mr. Tang said on the phone that he made the appointment for a friend. If the information can be matched, is it convenient to come in and fill in the information?"

Yan Yi entered the door hesitantly, her movements obviously cramped, and the man quickly explained behind him——

"You don't have to be nervous, I specially decorated the appearance of an ordinary house here, it doesn't look like a hospital, and I don't wear a white coat—"

"The white stuff is so serious, it always makes people nervous."

As he spoke, he took out a set of qualification documents.

"But as a counselor, I'm a professional, so you can rest assured."

"My surname is 'Jiang'. I'm the owner of this clinic. I'm a national second-level psychological counselor. What's my name?"

Listening to the other party's explanation, Yan Yi was led to sit down in front of an armchair all the way, and was filling in some information with her head down. It was probably Tang Mu's phone number or something, and she was sure that he was the guest who called yesterday to make an appointment.

Tang Mu explained all these things yesterday, he probably knew it in his heart, and followed it in a daze; but when Dr. Jiang suddenly raised a question in his last sentence, he was still a little confused.

With his current popularity, it is impossible for the other party not to recognize him at all; although this doctor is not necessarily a celebrity, but under the overwhelming notices and publicity, the other party does not look very old, as long as he can use a mobile phone and occasionally surf the Internet , it is impossible not to recognize him.

But Dr. Jiang still respectfully asked his name, which sent a signal——

The other party only treated him as an ordinary guest who came to consult, not a star.

This made him a little less wary.

The room was lit with a touch of essential oil, which has the effect of soothing the nerves. After filling in the information, Yan Yi put down her pen and said in a low voice——

"Yan Yi."

Dr. Jiang took the treatment that Yan Yi had filled out, and after a brief review, he put it away, and folded his hands on the desk in front of him.

"Calling you 'Mr.' is too serious and reserved. I'm older than you in the information. Do you mind if I call you 'Xiao Yi'?"

"Everything..." Yan Yi lowered her head silently, "Everything is fine..."

"Don't be nervous." Dr. Jiang smiled kindly, "You came earlier than Mr. Tang's appointment yesterday. Have you had breakfast yet?"

Yan Yi still lowered her head and shook her head silently.

"What's the matter? In fact, the feeling of fullness will also make us feel happier." Doctor Jiang's tone of conversation seemed to be chatting, but Yan Yi was obviously not interested in this kind of chatting.

So he quickly asked the next question, "Don't you have an appetite? Is it because you didn't sleep well last night, or because you are too busy at work and under too much pressure, so you don't have an appetite?"

"No." This time Yan Yi finally gave some response, "I recently..."

"Neither worked."

"So I'm anxious."

"Actually... I should be very busy."

Dr. Jiang shook his head lightly, "Our body needs proper rest, and there is no need to feel guilty about it."

"But I have very important things to do!" Yan Yi finally had some ups and downs as she said, "Time is running out..."

Dr. Jiang nodded to express his understanding, and then asked: "Then is this related to the question you want to consult today? Or—"

"Since it is very important, why didn't you do it?"

"Yes... it has something to do with it." Yan Yi also seemed a little hesitant when answering this question, "Before doing the most important thing, I want to do another thing first, but I..."

"It seems impossible."

"It seems that this is the crux of the problem." Dr. Jiang smiled slightly, "Can you tell me more about it? What do you want to do, why can't you do it? Or—"

"If you want to say something else, anything is fine."

"I want..." Yan Yi hesitated, "Leave something between me and my boyfriend, because I might not see him soon, but the more I want to get closer, the more scared I become."

"Then what are you afraid of?" Doctor Jiang asked.

This time Yan Yi was silent again, and Dr. Jiang didn't urge her, only the wall clock in the room kept making the sound of "tick-tick-tick".

"Doctor." Yan Yi whispered after a long time, "Will you believe what I say? Won't you send me to a mental hospital?"

"Even if you tell me that there are ghosts in this world, or that there is a God, it's fine." Dr. Jiang made a small joke, and then said softly: "Actually, you should also understand that it doesn't matter whether I believe it or not. Is it your boyfriend's opinion?"

"But I can't tell him!" Yan Yi said urgently.

"Your relationship is not good? Does he care about you enough?" Dr. Jiang asked.

"No, he is very good, he treats me very well, everything is very good, but—" Yan Yi shook her head, "I can't tell him yet."

"Why?" Dr. Jiang then asked.

"Actually, I don't want him to know, but he seems to mind..." Yan Yi's slender eyelashes drooped pitifully, and she lowered her head to watch her fingers tighten her clothes, "If he wants to know, I can tell him anything Yes, just not now—”

"If I said so, he wouldn't allow me to do that very important thing."

"But didn't you say that he was very kind to you?" Dr. Jiang spread his hands, "Then why doesn't he support you?"

"He's just... so nice..."

Yan Yi fell silent again after speaking.

"You can't say it now, but you're worried that you won't have the chance to say it later, so your boyfriend will always have a doubt that can't be solved, right?" Dr. Jiang stood up as he spoke, and took out a recording pen, "Then record Come down and give it to him when you want him to know."

"Or actually, it doesn't matter whether I tell him or not, just like whether I believe you or not doesn't matter at all, what matters is the fear in your heart—"

"Speak up, and maybe you'll find a way to face those fears."

"Whether I believe you or not is not important, but you have to believe me, everything we say in this room will be kept confidential."

As he spoke, he pointed to a reclining chair in a corner of the room.

"Don't be nervous, just take a nap."

The reclining chair was soft and comfortable, and Yan Yi felt as if he was being hugged while lying on it; the room was lit with soothing incense, and he hadn't slept well for a long time——

I don't have time to sleep when I'm busy, and I feel that I shouldn't just sleep when I'm free.

Just like that, he felt as if he was really falling asleep.

The short few years in the dream seemed as long as three lifetimes.

At first, because of the bullying incident on the university campus, he stumbled and rolled down the stairs. He was seriously injured and fell into a coma. When he woke up, he became a "medical miracle" little fat man.

It was also because of this that he met Li Bian.

Although Li Bian often reflected on himself after the accident, whether he was not good enough to the little fat man, but in Yan Yi's eyes, there was no one better than Li Bian.

Respect, equality, trust, and caring, all the good things he has never seen before, are all given to him by Li Bian.

When he was bullied to the point of hiding in the quilt and crying when he was a child, he often wondered why Nobita could meet Doraemon, but he didn't deserve even a little warmth.

Until he met Li Bian.

Maybe Li Yan is not as hot as the sun, but some details are like a cluster of warm yellow light in a dark room, shining on Yan Yi.

If you stay in a dark room for too long, the sunlight will only appear dazzling, and it is often a wall lamp on the wall that is just right to give people hope.

Yan Yi knew very well that she liked Li Bian at that time.

It's just that although Li Bian in real life is gentle and easy-going, in front of the camera, he is still the radiant actor.

It was a kind of brilliance that Yan Yi dared not look directly at, and it was also a height that he couldn't even stand on tiptoe to touch.

Growing up in an environment full of disgust and suppression, although some frostbite can be healed by warmth, but the inferiority complex has been deeply buried in the bone——

He knew that he was not worthy of such a good Li Jian.

Fortunately, he has been used to shrinking in the crowd since he was a child. Although he spends more time with Li Bian every day, he can make himself invisible.

Likewise, he can make his feelings invisible.

Just like the song he played and sang in the director before, he thought it would be a secret he would bury in his heart forever.

Li Bian has always regarded him as a child who has not grown up, and all his eyes are focused on his career——

Everything was fine until the unexpected fire happened.

The moment she finally pushed Li Bian out of the sea of ​​flames, Yan Yi felt that she had no regrets. Whether it was about the fact that she might die in the sea of ​​flames, or until she died, Li Bian would never know what was going on in his heart. A small amount of love.

However, after the fire, he opened his eyes again.

This time, he returned to his body.

At that time, his first reaction was not to be glad that he was still alive, but to fear——

Fearing that he would continue to live in a world without Li Yan.

Because he fell into a coma for a long time in the accident when he fell down the stairs, but fortunately the incident happened in the dormitory building, and the school was responsible for all his medical expenses; after waking up, he was forced by the doctor to stay in the hospital for observation for a long time.

Until the day when he was finally discharged from the hospital, he saw a poster of Li Yan on the billboard at the bus stop.

Knowing that Li Yan is a signed artist of DM Entertainment Media, he immediately rushed to the DM headquarters building.

The moment the elevator door opened, he saw that Li Yan was still as handsome and upright as before, and the fire didn't seem to have left the slightest trace on him.

Yan Yi wept with joy, and plunged into Li Bian's arms with tears streaming down her face.

However, this joy didn't last for a few seconds, a few strong security guards forcibly pulled him away, and before he could react, Li Bian turned around and left, and gave him a cold look before leaving.

The author has something to say: The decryption has officially started, and it will involve a lot of foreshadowing in front of it. I may not be able to write down the directions one by one, and I can’t remember the cutie. If there is something that I don’t understand or forget, you can comment Ask A Yu, A Yu will show you the way!

In the previous chapter, Ayu saw the cute support, something happened today, and I will add more tomorrow or the day after tomorrow! (*￣3)(ε￣*)

感谢在2021-07-2801:11:20~2021-07-2821:25:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 pickled fish;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!