After wearing the book, I took the career line and became an attack [entertainment circle]

Yan Yi kisses Li Bian with sincerity but disorderly.

He is like a child who has been hungry for a long time and finally sees the food and water he needs to survive. He desperately wants to get closer, but because he is still a toddler, he stumbles every step of the way, but he refuses to stop .

Li Bian can clearly perceive all the urgent emotions and surging love, including his most honest reaction from his own body.

He was young and in good health, holding his lover in his arms, cute and clumsy, warm and seductive.

He grabbed the back of Yan Yi's head and kissed her deeply.

The hickey wound all the way down, passed by the earlobe, and rolled over the collarbone, thinking carefully, he bowed and lowered his head, and buried it in Yan Yi's neck.

Yan Yi straightened his insteps, stood on tiptoes, his calves trembling helplessly, and tried his best to meet him; he raised his neck high and gasped for breath.

Li Bian hugged Yan Yi, even though he could feel that the other person was shaking violently, he was slightly relieved.

When people are nervous or excited, trembling is a normal reaction, and it is Yan Yi who is stiff all over that makes him feel scared.

The two of them were still standing by the door until now, and Li Jian hugged him up.

Yan Yi's feet left the ground suddenly, and his legs immediately tensed up on Li Bian's waist/hip. His little face was hot, and he buried his head in the socket of Li Bian's neck in embarrassment.

Confused, Li Bian kept the last nerve tense, paying attention to Yan Yi's reaction. After he picked her up, probably because of nervousness, he saw Yan Yi's right hand stuck in his belt all the time. Finally, he took it out and hugged his neck tightly with both hands.

Yan Yi's face was still buried in his neck, and the skin felt scorching hot, as if he was just embarrassed; Yan Yi's hands were hooked around his neck, he didn't know what was happening behind him, but he just vaguely felt that Yan Yi was He seemed to be tinkering with something.

"What's wrong?" He turned the person in his arms, reminding Yan Yi to look back at him, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

"If you still feel uncomfortable, you must say it—" he cared: "Don't force yourself."

Yan Yi's face flushed, seeing Li Bian stop and look back at her, a trace of panic flashed in his eyes.

"No, no..." He frantically denied.

He didn't know how to explain, and he didn't dare to look into Li Bian's eyes, so he simply closed his eyes after speaking, lowered his head again, and sucked all the problems that Li Bian might have next into a deep kiss.

During the lingering journey, Li Bian finally gently placed Yan Yi on the big bed in the bedroom, Yan Yi also let go of his neck, and the blush spread all the way to his collarbone.

He clasped both of Yan Yi's wrists with one hand, pulled them over the top of his head, lowered his head and kissed those delicate collarbones, and tentatively went down to the "forbidden area" on Yan Yi's chest that could not be touched by anyone.

Worrying for a long time that the sudden stiffness did not appear, but he was not impatient, and approached the final "bottom/line" patiently; Yan Yi still raised her neck high, catering infinitely, taking whatever she wanted——

But he was keenly aware of something strange.

The strength he used to grab Yan Yi's wrists was not strong, but Yan Yi's right hand seemed to be struggling——

It was Yan Yi's hand in his trouser pocket at the door.

Although the movement was not big and cautious, it seemed to be very urgent.

Recalling the whole process from Yan Yi's appearance at the door to the present, Li Bian suddenly felt that Yan Yi seemed very impatient today.

He stopped slowly, and suddenly squeezed Yan Yi's right hand.

"Well……"

Feeling the sudden strength coming from her wrist, Yan Yi let out a muffled snort.

Not only did he not cater to him as obediently as he had been doing before, nor did he let go instinctively, but subconsciously resisted Li Jian's force and wanted to withdraw his right hand.

Looking at Yan Yi's tightly clenched right hand, Li Bian frowned.

really……

"What is this?" He stared at Yan Yi's right hand and asked.

"No... nothing..."

Yan Yi turned her head away and didn't look at Li Bian, but his strength was still insignificant in front of Li Bian. Although he was twisting his hands tightly and refused to relax, as long as Li Bian increased his strength slightly and shook his wrist, Immediately, a brown glass bottle rolled out of the palm of my hand.

Seeing Yan Yi turning over to pick up the small bottle, Li Bian quickly snatched it away.

He finally saw a particularly eye-catching word among the English letters printed on the glass bottle——

RU...

This thing has never been used before, and it is even the first time he has seen the real thing, but he has only read some reports and popular science on the Internet before.

To put it simply, this is a drug imported from abroad. It has the effect of "helping/exciting" and can relax the muscles of the whole body, especially...

It makes it easier to "do things".

"Yan Yi!" Li Bian stared at Yan Yi, "Are you crazy!?"

"Did you know this thing is harmful to your body!"

"I'm not the first to use it..." Yan Yi still tilted her head, not daring to look into Li Bian's eyes. After a long time, Yan Yi slowly said: "What's the matter..."

He was most afraid of seeing Li Bian frowning, and every time he saw it, he would feel a throbbing pain in his heart.

But even if he didn't look at it now, he could still guess Li Bian's expression.

He felt a terrible pain in his chest.

"I said, this matter is to me—" Li Bian stared at Yan Yi, and said word by word: "It's not that important."

"But this is very important to me!"

Yan Yi finally turned her head and looked at Li Bian stubbornly with her big eyes.

"Some things...if they don't happen...they will never...will never pass..."

"Brother Li—"

The red eyes finally couldn't hold the tears in the corners of the eyes, and they overflowed like a bank burst.

"I don't want you to hate me... let alone..."

He didn't even want to be separated from Li Bian forever by the insurmountable threshold in his previous life.

Li Bian wiped away the tears from the corners of Yan Yi's eyes with his thumb, patiently and earnestly, his eyes full of pity.

"What's the matter?" he asked softly.

"No... no 'how'!"

"Nothing at all!"

Yan Yi suddenly propped up half of her body and hugged Li Bian, kissing him like crazy.

The lips are chaotic, falling on the corners of the lips, cheeks, or between the frowning brows.

He seemed eager to prove something.

Until she realized that Li Bian didn't respond, didn't hug him, didn't respond to his kiss, and didn't stop his movements.

He finally slowly stopped the meaningless kiss before.

"I'm just... just nervous..." He grabbed Li Bian's hand holding the medicine bottle, "People are nervous for the first time, aren't they?"

"I won't... I won't use this all the time..."

"As long as the first time..."

Just get over that hurdle.

"It will be fine..."

"Nervous?" Li Bian looked up at Yan Yi with helpless and sad eyes.

As he spoke, he pretended to reach out and touch Yan Yi's chest, but the other party instinctively dodged back as if electrified.

He stopped what he was doing, and looked down at his hand awkwardly resting on Yan Yi's chest.

"Yan Yi—"

"Why exactly?"

He could feel that there must be a threshold in Yan Yi's heart that he couldn't get over, but he also knew that it must not be because of something that happened when he was a child——

Regarding those terrible "childhood shadows", Yan Yi could have spoken out frankly a long time ago, there is no need to hide them all of a sudden now.

"Don't..." Yan Yi hugged her head in pain, crying uncontrollably, "Don't force me..."

"I didn't want to force you, but you, don't force yourself."

This time, Li Bian finally hugged Yan Yi in pain, and his movements were very light.

"Yan Yi, if you don't tell me, how can I help you?"

"You can help me now!" Yan Yi raised her face in Li Bian's arms, and looked at Li Bian with pleading eyes, "Brother Bian...do it once...maybe..."

"Just once..."

"It will be fine."

"You want me to see, my boyfriend must take this kind of medicine that will harm the body and 'enhance/happiness' before he can sleep/sleep with me?" Li Bian slowly let go of Yan Yi, shaking heartily Shaking his head, "I don't even know why."

"Sorry……"

Yan Yi lowered her head again, covering her face in pain.

His sadness is very real, and his guilt is also very sincere, repeating over and over again——

"Sorry……"

The small coffee-colored glass bottle was still clutched in Li Jian's palm, and because of too much force, the raised corners of the bottle made his palm ache.

He didn't know how to comfort Yan Yi, but he instinctively stretched out his hand, wanting to take Yan Yi back into his arms, but was suddenly pushed away by Yan Yi.

Yan Yi pushed Li Jian away, got off the bed, and ran out the door.

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my mother's [-]th birthday in the past two days, and I was delayed by my aunt before, and I have been urged by the hospital to get a second shot of the vaccine, which made me a little flustered...

Today is the last day, after work, I will come back on Monday for double updates!Yan Yi's secret was solved in one go!

Bow again...