After wearing the book, I took the career line and became an attack [entertainment circle]

Yan Yi's simple words brought Li Bian back to his deepest fear.

The tongue of fire licked his exposed skin, and the scorching tingling sensation occupied all his nerves, causing his consciousness to gradually slacken, and the last bit of desire to survive was no longer enough to support him out of the hellish sea of ​​flames.

The beams behind him were collapsing, and every piece of wood that fell and was burning seemed to be blocking his last, living hope.

Gradually, he no longer had any expectations for this matter to continue, and only hoped that this nightmare-like disaster would end soon.

At this moment, there was a person with a pair of hands who almost used his own death to complete his life.

After being rescued from the fire, a large group of people surrounded him, who was already weak. Before the firefighters arrived, no one dared to rush in to save people. Perhaps, no one even knew that there was an unknown little assistant who had fallen on the fire. nautical mile.

No matter how hoarse he yelled, the man-eating flame would only reply with his terrifying "Bi Bo" sound, that once familiar voice, never gave him any response from that day on.

He used to think that these nightmares had gradually faded away from him, until now Yan Yi inadvertently mentioned them.

He looked at the script that he had thrown on the sofa before, feeling a wave of fear.

The timeline of this play took place during the social transformation period in the early years of the Republic of China. It tells the life of a small man who was ups and downs in the war and died young.

The background color is thick and the background is depressing.

In the play, Li Bian plays a poor young man born at the bottom of the countryside. Because he suffers from tuberculosis, he has been weak and sick since he was a child, and he lives with his mother.

The uneducated and illiterate peasant mother believed in folk remedies. In order to cure her son's tuberculosis, she saved up and scraped together enough money to buy steamed buns stained with fresh human blood from the vegetable market. I hope that my son can be "medicated" to cure his illness.

Because he was frail and sickly since he was a child, although the character played by Li Bian lived in poverty, he grew up under the care of his mother, timid and cowardly; when he held a steamed bun stained with human blood, even though his mother said it could cure diseases, he also believed it. , but finally did not have the courage to eat it.

That night, a fierce quarrel broke out between the mother and the son. Early the next morning, the flames of war raged into the village where the two lived. The character played by Li Bian finally separated from his mother during the war.

His mother's life and death are uncertain, and he wanders around. Because he is weak, he has no culture or any skills, he can't find a decent job, and even begging along the street will be bullied by nearby beggars.

He wanted to kill himself several times, but because of his timidity, he finally didn't dare to attack himself.

Just when he was about to starve to death, a kind little girl gave him a steamed bun.

He wolfed down the steamed buns in his hand, remembering the little girl's kind smile in his heart, she was the first person who showed kindness to him after being separated from his mother.

After meeting once, the little girl left, leaving behind a bunch of small yellow flowers that she had just picked, the only one in the dark tone of the play that symbolized hope.

After that, the flames of war burned to his feet again.

When he reunited with his little girl again, she was already dying in the ruins.

He tried his best and finally rescued the little girl. When he learned that the other party also lost his parents in the war, he also found out in despair that the little girl, like him, suffered from tuberculosis, and the condition was even more serious.

This reminded him again of the human blood steamed bun brought back by his mother.

He began to regret that if he had eaten that steamed bun back then, he might have recovered from his illness. If he hadn't been a patient, he might have been able to hold his mother back in the flames of war, and now he could also protect the kind little girl in front of him.

Now his only wish is to buy another human blood steamed bun brought back by his mother back then, so that he can heal the weak little girl in front of him.

But because of poverty and war, he could only watch the little girl get weaker and weaker day by day helplessly, helpless.

Finally, when he saw soldiers killing people on the street, he seemed to find that a terrible idea was slowly sprouting in his heart.

Finally, when the little girl had her last breath, he rushed to the street madly with the steamed buns in his arms, smashed to death a beggar who had bullied him, and made a scene that he had once bullied. Human blood steamed buns that I dare not eat.

When he returned to the dilapidated shed where he and the little girl lived with the last hope in his arms, he found that the area had been leveled by bombs, and the little girl was beyond recognition and died in the ruins.

The only thing that allowed him to recognize the other party was the bouquet of small yellow flowers that he had just picked before he left, which was held in the other party's hand until death.

The fresh petals have been infected and broken by the flames of war, and the only hope has also been shattered.

In the end, he walked into the thick smoke of the explosion not far away in despair, and finally ended his miserable and short life.

In the play, the ignorant mother who loves her son deeply, the cowardly but yearning hero, and even the beggar who bullies the hero, may just want to snatch the already scarce survival resources——

In the whole play, there is no absolute good or evil or right or wrong. Every character is full of tension. Only the little girl who died young, like the small yellow flowers in full bloom, is the only light of kindness that blooms in the dark age , but also because of its fragility, it is destined to be crushed into powder by the flames of war.

When he first saw the script, Li Bian liked this character very much. It has deep layers and wide dimensions, and there are many things worth exploring. He agreed to it almost without thinking.

But after careful reading, especially after learning more details from Chen Yingsheng and getting the storyboard script, he only knew that the characters in the play climbed out of the gunpowder several times, until finally they walked into the flames of war in despair and ended their lives——

He has a lot of explosion scenes to shoot.

Regarding this aspect, he was not without worries.

The one who plays the opposite role with him in the play is a little girl who is only five or six years old. In the play, the two are a pair of poor people who depend on each other.

Because of the relationship between the two in the play, the character played by Li Bian almost regards the little girl as the only warmth and dependence in his life, even a kind of interdependence that is not related by blood but higher than that of father and daughter.

Small actors are generally more difficult to control. According to Chen Yingsheng's idea, I hope that Li Bian can get acquainted with the actor who plays the little girl first before shooting the scenes with two opponents, so that it will be smoother.

Because Li Bian is the absolute male protagonist in the play, the little girl will appear later, so there are many other scenes that can be filmed, and there is indeed time for him to establish a relationship with the little girl outside the play.

Therefore, according to Chen Yingsheng's shooting plan, due to the relatively high risk factor of blasting scenes, there will be fire trucks, ambulances and other supporting facilities on site in advance; therefore, several blasting scenes will be shot continuously.

According to the plan previously reported to the fire department and other departments, the blasting scenes were arranged in the first few days after the filming started.

After listening to Chen Yingsheng's careful arrangements, and all his attention was drawn to the script and the characters themselves, Li Bian thought he had let go of the past disaster in his heart, but after Yan Yi suddenly mentioned it, he still fell into a deep depression. fear.

Trapped in horrible memories, he has no room to think too much, and only regards Yan Yi's fear of acting in fire as if everyone might have a natural fear of uncontrollable factors such as water and fire——

Including himself.

only……

The deeper he was immersed in the memory, the clearer his memory about the little fat man was; the clearer his memory was, the more he would overlap Yan Yi's fear with the little fat man in his impression.

Yan Yi, and the little fat man——

so similar.

In a trance, he almost couldn't tell the two people apart.

It scares him even more.

Is it Yan Yi he likes, or the shadow in his memory that makes him feel guilty.

Such distorted thoughts made him subconsciously alienate Yan Yi. Subconsciously, he felt that if he could not come up with the answer, it would be unfair to Yan Yi.

Because he had already obtained the termination contract, he quickly signed the contract with Chen Yingsheng related to the drama. He also tried to communicate with Chen Yingsheng about his concerns about the explosion scenes in the drama.

Not only did Chen Yingsheng not express any worries, on the contrary, he even felt that Li Bian's worries would help him enter the role.

Because the hero in the play is a cowardly and timid tuberculosis patient.

In order to enter this role and feel the heavy, depressing, and even hopeless atmosphere, Li Bian also began to control his diet, almost cut off contact with the outside world, and began to create the helplessness, helplessness, and physicality of the character itself. state of weakness.

His contact with Yan Yi also became less and less.

Fortunately, Yan Yi seemed to be very busy and didn't bother him often.

In this almost masochistic morbid environment, he received a package from Cen Cen, which contained his things that Cen Cen accidentally took away when he left.

They were all little gadgets that are not commonly used. He didn't pay attention to them at first, but when he threw them aside casually, a piece of paper fell out of them——

It was the business card of the psychological counselor back then, caught in a bouquet of flowers sent by an enthusiastic fan who didn't know where.

At that time, because the people from the program group appeared suddenly, the business card seemed to have dropped in a certain corner of the car. He didn't take it seriously, so he didn't pick it up. It was probably picked up by Cen Cen when he was packing things in the car at the end. .

Now looking at the business card in his hand, he felt that he should see a psychiatrist after the filming of this movie was over——

In order to enter the heavy, depressing and almost distorted role that he will soon participate in the filming, he is now almost living a life isolated from the world. Every day, the whole person is immersed in the script and the role.

He ate very little food, making himself look bad, and even because he was going to join the group in a few days, he didn't take a shower, didn't shave, and didn't clean himself up at all—

Just to get closer to the character.

Life seems to have been completely in line with the script, and in the only gap, he can still find a little chance of himself, which is the fear of the upcoming explosion scenes.

Whenever that fear found him again, he would think of Yan Yi.

Yan Yi was also very scared.

If the little fat man can still speak and express, he should be very scared.

He felt that he might have been suppressed in this unconventional life state so that there were problems, and he would always unconsciously overlap two unrelated shadows with countless details.

In this way, he finally made it to the day when he entered the group.

Chen Yingsheng is worthy of being a big name in the industry. His niche films can win awards, and his popcorn films can be ranked among the top ten box office in the world. Production team.

After a brief opening ceremony, the film entered the official shooting.

Different from the rough studios and unqualified pheasant pyrotechnicians that had unexpected accidents before, Chen Yingsheng's shooting team was quite well prepared. Always be ready for any accidents that may arise.

The assistant director checked over and over again the route he was going to walk in the smoke later, how to avoid the pre-buried detonators/capsules, and the location of the fire, to ensure absolute safety——

Even though he had walked this route more than a dozen times beforehand and engraved it firmly in his mind, the assistant director still repeated it over and over again tirelessly.

The entire professional and efficient team brought him a great sense of security. As the filming progressed, he gradually became better and better, slowly entering the role, and almost forgot the fear of being a "Li Yan".

The blasting scene will soon come to the final shooting, and the character played by Li Bian will walk into the gunpowder to kill himself.

When discussing this scene with Chen Yingsheng earlier, Li Bian had some understanding of his own.

In fact, the character he played has always been cowardly and timid. He had thought of suicide many times, but because of his timidity, he dared not take the last step.

The only so-called "brave" time for this character was when the little girl was dying, he rushed to the street and killed the person who bullied him, and brought back the human blood bun that he thought could cure the little girl——

This is his only fight against fate, hoping to keep the only bright color in his life.

But in the end, the only light in life was still extinguished, and the bunch of little yellow flowers that represented hope were finally stained by the war.

Then in such a state, what gave this character the courage to finally take the step of self-finishing?

If it's just despair, this character has been desperate too many times before meeting the little girl.

At that time, Chen Yingsheng explained in detail the interpretation he hoped to present in the end——

He didn't think the character chose to commit suicide. At that time, the character should have seen hope after meeting the little girl, because he hoped to muster up the courage to fight, but he killed someone in the wrong way, and he couldn't keep his own hope. In a state of confusion, he didn't feel that he was walking into the smoke of gunpowder——

Instead, walking into the smoke, he saw yellow wildflowers blooming in the land of despair.

So he walked in without hesitation, and at the same time ended everything in the tragedy.

Of course, it is impossible to shoot these pictures in real scene. The yellow wild flowers only bloom in the imagination of the hero, and need to be presented through post-production editing.

When Li Bian was filming this scene, the expectation and yearning that needs to be shown in his eyes can only be achieved through non-physical performances.

This scene was quite difficult, before filming started, Chen Yingsheng repeated it in Li Bian's ear over and over again, hoping that his emotions at that time would be as if what he saw in front of his eyes was the person or thing he cared about or missed the most.

Li Bian didn't speak the whole time, and listened quietly to Chen Yingsheng's play; he still kept himself in the role until he heard Chen Yingsheng's voice——

"Action!"

He got up and walked into the billowing smoke.

The author has something to say: the next chapter will broadcast the live broadcast of the first official fall!

I don’t know if it’s because A Yu updated the time a few days ago, there are fewer and fewer people in the comment area, so I changed the time back to the normal time today, around 9 o’clock every night!There are deliberately thick and long~~~

感谢在2021-07-0702:40:32~2021-07-0821:12:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 1 Fleeting Light Summer;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles for children;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!