After wearing the book, I took the career line and became an attack [entertainment circle]

This is the first time that Li Bian left everyone and the unfinished show and walked away.

There is nothing wrong with liking someone and disregarding everything for the one you love.

But when I read the original novel before, the reason why Li Bian didn’t like Yan Yi, the love-brained character, was that in order to chase the original owner, Yan Yi in the book would often abandon the staff of the crew and delay other people’s work progress. .

Who to like and what to do for the other party are all personal freedom, but you should not implicate innocent people around you for your own freedom.

But today Li Bian left without any psychological burden.

Seeing Yan Yi, who was trembling in his arms, dragging his clothes desperately, covering his face, not even daring to lift his head, he was so frightened that he couldn't cry. deserve it.

If you find this kind of bastard "teacher" to fool around, you should bear the consequences yourself.

Until she got into the car with Yan Yi in her arms, the other party's hands were still tightly clutching Li Bian's clothes, and she refused to let go even after opening the door for a few seconds; Did not send out, just shed tears silently.

In the end, there was no other way, and with the help of the driver, he finally got into the car with Yan Yi in his arms.

On the way back to the hotel, Yan Yi gradually calmed down, and Li Bian lowered her head—look, she was already asleep.

Looking at Yan Yi's hands in his arms that were still tightly clutching her clothes even when she fell asleep, and the corners of her eyes still seeping tears in her sleep, Li Yan hugged her tightly again with distress.

I don't know how many days Yan Yi hadn't had a good sleep before she fell asleep in this state.

After returning to the hotel, he carefully hugged the sleeping Yan Yi with both hands, even walking with extra care, and only opened the door and entered the room with the help of the hotel waiter.

After carrying Yan Yi back to the bed, he slowly opened the other's fingers that were tightly clutching his clothes, turned off the headlights in the bedroom, drew the curtains, turned and walked out of the room.

Although he could understand Yan Yi's discomfort when performing this play in front of so many people, by now, Yan Yi's fear had obviously gone beyond common sense.

He hurriedly called Tang Mu to find out the situation.

Yan Yi's current state of mind seems to be very bad. He is afraid that the other party will not find him when he wakes up, and he dare not go too far, so he can only whisper to Tang Mu in the living room. There is a noise.

When he hung up the phone in a hurry and entered the room, he turned on the light and saw that Yan Yi had fallen on the carpet.

He hurriedly bowed and hugged him back to the bed, before he could comfort him, Yan Yi was already crying.

"Brother Bian! I know I'm wrong! Don't be angry!" Yan Yi - put her arms around Li Bian's neck and refused to let go, crying loudly: "Don't want me... okay..."

Li Bian felt that he was about to be strangled and out of breath.

He didn't know why Yan Yi's small body had such great strength, and how deep the fear was to be frightened like this.

"No, no..." He quickly patted Yan Yi's vest and comforted him, "I just went to make a phone call."

"Yan Yi, remember, it's normal to ask to clear the set when filming such a scene. Tang Mu was right today, and you are right too. It's all the fault of that bastard 'teacher', you don't need to apologize—"

"I don't blame you, and I won't want you."

"But I know I screwed up today...I know I'm terrible...I also know..." Yan Yi lay on Li Bian's shoulder, crying out of breath, "I know you don't like other people's acting When it's like this..."

"But...Brother Yan...I've tried my best! I really can't do it!"

"I'm just so scared..."

"I'm not angry, it's really not your fault." Li Bian comforted softly, while putting the pillow beside him on the bed, "But Yan Yi—"

He supported Yan Yi on the pillow, then looked down into Yan Yi's eyes and asked seriously: "Can you tell me what you are afraid of?"

Before, Li Bian thought that today's scene put too much pressure on Yan Yi, but the fear that Yan Yi showed later was too exaggerated, and it could not be explained by the simple reason of nervousness.

He asked Tang Mu on the phone just now that Yan Yi was already like this in the rehearsal room of the two of them.

Even more exaggerated.

Yan Yi could hardly accept Tang Mu approaching her. Even when Tang Mu accidentally touched Yan Yi when she was wearing clothes and drinking water, Yan Yi would bounce away as if she was being scalded.

Because he couldn’t overcome this problem, Tang Mu started designing tips for facing the camera today with his pillow in his arms, hoping to successfully complete today’s shooting; after all, the future works only need to be filmed, not live performances, but borrowed seats Only simpler.

A few days ago, the reason why he faltered and concealed himself when facing Li Bian was because of this.

He also felt that Yan Yi's reaction was a bit extreme, and thought about talking to Li Bian, but Yan Yi begged him not to speak out, and not to delay Li Bian's rehearsal.

Tang Mu didn't know about Yan Yi's problem, but Li Bian knew very well that Yan Yi was not like this before.

When he and Yan Yi acted in the previous work, the other party could hug him and look at him naturally, even...

Just a few days ago, Yan Yi took the initiative to kiss him more than once.

Even earlier, Yan Yi could sleep on the same sofa with him, and still sleep with a face of comfort and contentment.

In short, Yan Yi didn't seem to have any problems.

"Why, Yan Yi?" Li Bian guided Yan Yi persuasively, "You shouldn't hate Tang Mu, right?"

Yan Yi and Tang Mu didn't have any intersection at all. If you insisted on saying yes, it would be——Beginning because of Li Bian's matter, Yan Yi went to beg Tang Mu, and Tang Mu agreed at that time.

So not only did she not hate it, Yan Yi should be somewhat grateful to Tang Mu.

"I don't hate him... Tang Mu didn't feel sorry for me during the rehearsal...but I..." Yan Yi looked at Li Bian, sobbing aggrievedly: "I don't like people touching my clothes and pants... I also……"

"I don't like people touching me at all!"

"That……"

Li Bian—sometimes in a dilemma.

He even kissed Yan Yi before.

"No! I don't hate you!" As if eager to prove something, Yan Yi—pressed the hand that grabbed Li Bian on her chest, "Just...after those few times...I also feel that I am good It's... because I... really don't hate it when you touch me... and..."

Yan Yi blushed shyly as she spoke, and whispered, "I still like it very much."

"Brother Li, I know you don't like other people who are not serious and not dedicated to filming, and I don't want to be like Lelu! After those few times, I really thought I was ready... But when I read the script, I started to be afraid...repelled..."

"No matter how hard I try... in the end I still can't accept it..."

"Brother Bian..." He looked at Li Bian apologetically, "I really didn't mean to."

really……

Li Bian frowned slightly.

Sure enough, he guessed right.

In the rehearsal hall before, Yan Yi's reaction was already very aggressive, and later he also asked Tang Mu on the phone, even in the rehearsal classroom with two people, because of Yan Yi's instinctive repulsion, Tang Mu would not— Keep a distance from Yan Yi.

Therefore, Yan Yi's fear had nothing to do with this rehearsal at all. In other words, this rehearsal was at best the last straw that broke the camel's back.

"Actually, you were already afraid of being touched by someone earlier, right?" Li Bian patted Yan Yi's head reassuringly, "Yan Yi, no one should blame you—"

"Just if we could, can we figure out what's going on?"

"or--"

"You just want to rest now—it's okay."

Yan Yi grabbed Li Bian's arm and hugged her, dragging her chin with the back of Li Bian's hand.

He lowered his head and didn't make a sound. After thinking for a long time, he whispered: "Actually, I was afraid a long time ago, when I was very young."

Now Yan Yi's fans will affectionately call him "Nai Yi", they like his milky and well-behaved, pitiful appearance, like a porcelain doll.

In fact, we can see the clues from Yan Yi when he was very young.

He has been fair and delicate since he was a child, with big round puppy eyes, and a pink face; because he grew up in an orphanage, a teacher had to take care of many children, and sometimes he was too busy to take care of him, so his hair was long It is too late to cut it, and it is often mistaken for a little girl.

He is only in his early-meter seven now, and his development was even later when he was a child. He is shorter and thinner than children of the same age, and his voice is relatively thin. Even if the voice change period is over now, he is not as hoarse and deep as ordinary boys.

Because of these, he has often been the target of bullying by bad boys since he was a child.

She couldn't beat her, she couldn't win her scolding, Yan Yi could only cry when she was a child.

"They often laugh at me like a little girl, and they don't like me crying..." He lowered his head and whispered, "Everyone doesn't like me."

This situation lasted until Yan Yi was six years old and started elementary school.

At that time, school toilets began to be divided into men and women, and everyone began to have the most basic gender concept.

"They didn't let me go to the bathroom...and pulled my pants..." Yan Yi said, tears dripping on the back of Li Jian's hands, "They said that only boys can enter the men's bathroom...and they said that I Not like a boy... Said to check whether I am a man or a woman..."

Although it looked like it was just a joke among children, Yan Yi ran away crying in the end, and she didn't really make a fool of herself in public; but since then, he has begun to repel anyone who touches him——

Until I met Li Bian.

Li Bian felt distressed - hugged Yan Yi into his arms, and didn't let him continue talking.

Now on the Internet - the characteristics of Yan Yi that all mother fans and aunt fans like most -

Fairness, beauty, fragility, and pity were all the reasons why the friends around her didn't like Yan Yi at that time.

There is no right or wrong, in a small group, just because a person is different from most people, he will be excluded.

Li Bian just hugged Yan Yi like this, and let Yan Yi cry for a long time, venting all the grievances of so many years at once.

Until Yan Yi's cell phone alarm rang suddenly.

Yan Yi sat up straight from Li Bian's arms in an instant, and the little figure who was crying so much that it almost melted into water seemed to be winded up suddenly, and suddenly regained her spirits, and nervously took out the phone from her pocket .

Li Bian lowered his head—look, the reminder label of the alarm clock is related to work again.

"Still working?" He asked coldly.

"Early, we talked about it a long time ago..." Yan Yi turned off the alarm on her phone and looked at Li Bian timidly, "There is a contract..."

Upon hearing this, Li Bian didn't say a word, - pushed Yan Yi down on the bed, the mattress in the hotel was very soft, Yan Yi would not be hurt, her small body - sank into it, and looked at Li Bian in surprise.

"If you still have to go to work tonight, then I'll tie you up to the hospital right now—" Li Bian looked at Yan Yi seriously, "With your current state, I believe the doctor can issue a sick leave certificate. "

The body's response is often the most honest.

Yan Yi looked at Li Jian, who was pressing on him, so close to him, but he didn't feel scared at all, his heart was pounding, and he wished that he could get close to him.

"Then...Brother Yan..." His face flushed red, and he bit his lower lip lightly, "If I...ask for leave...you...will you...will stay with me tonight..."

Seeing Yan Yi's shy look, Li Bian couldn't help but smile slightly.

He nodded slightly, "Yes."

"You call to ask for leave, I'll get a towel to wipe your face, and I'll find two ice cubes by the way." He gently pinched Yan Yi's hot face, "My eyes are swollen from crying—"

"Who wants to watch you."

After speaking, he turned and walked out of the bedroom.

By the time he returned to the bedroom with ice cubes and towels, Yan Yi should have finished calling. The phone was placed on the bedside, and Yan Yi had obediently pulled up the quilt and covered her head.

"What's wrong?" Li Bian asked softly.

"Brother Yan..." Yan Yi sneaked out half of her head from the gap in the quilt, and asked in a low voice, "Is it really ugly?"

"Ok?"

Li Bian was stunned for two seconds before he realized that Yan Yi was still thinking about what he said just now that his eyes were swollen from crying and no one was watching.

Yan Yi, who was poking her head like this, was also very cute, Li Bian couldn't help but know-smile, and wrapped the ice cubes in the towel.

"You know it's ugly, so hurry up and apply it."

Yan Yi under the blanket sighed softly, obediently took the towel from Li Bian's hand, and covered her eyes seriously.

Li Bian looked at Yan Yi with a slightly wronged face and smiled, and couldn't help but patted Yan Yi's head again, "Go to bed early when the meeting is almost over."

"Brother Bian!" Yan Yi heard the words—throwing away the towel in her hand, she stood up and sat up on the bed, holding Li Bian's arms with both hands, "Agreed to accompany me tonight! Where are you going! "

"I told you to sleep, I didn't say I was leaving—" Li Bian smiled helplessly, helped Yan Yi to lie down again, and asked softly, "Are you sleepy?"

Yan Yi comfortably put Li Bian's palms under her small face, and said coquettishly with a contented face, "I'm not sleepy."

Li Bian just lowered his head and pulled the corner of the quilt for Yan Yi, and when he got up again, the person who said he was not sleepy in the last second had already fallen asleep.

Seeing Yan Yi's slender eyelashes trembling slightly, Li Bian felt distressed.

He stroked Yan Yi's bright cheek with his thumb, and Yan Yi's little hand grabbed it tightly in the next second.

"Brother Yan..." Yan Yi murmured, "Don't go..."

"Didn't leave." Li Bian smiled shallowly, "I thought you were asleep."

"Brother Yan..."

Yan Yi—while murmuring Li Bian's name—smacked her mouth contentedly.

Only then did Li Bian realize that Yan Yi had really fallen asleep, but even though she was talking in her sleep, she was still calling Li Bian's name.

I don't know how tired Yan Yi was before, so that she fell asleep twice in a row without warning.

Li Bian felt distressed, and at the same time felt distressed about Yan Yi's poor childhood.

If she really grew up under such a terrible childhood shadow, it is not difficult to understand, maybe the original owner was the first person who made Yan Yi feel warm, so there would be such a deep emotional bond.

Before, Li Bian felt that if he accepted Yan Yi instead of the original owner, it seemed to be a kind of deception to Yan Yi, which was unfair.

But now he still couldn't help but feel distressed——

No matter whether Yan Yi is the continuation of Little Fatty or not, he can't control this distress.

Yan Yi still muttered her name in her sleep, and still refused to let go of her fingers. Li Bian understood that no matter whether she was the original owner or not, the current Yan Yi needed "him".

He also didn't want to leave Yan Yi at this time.

After all, there are so many differences between him and the original owner, maybe Tian Yanyi will find out slowly by himself, look away slowly, and leave slowly.

Li Bian thought, maybe this is the best way to deal with it.

He lightly lifted the corner of the thin quilt, and carefully lay down beside Yan Yi.

Yan Yi seemed to be conscious in his sleep, even though Li Bian's movements were very light, he immediately turned over and slipped into Li Bian's arms.

Perhaps because he has never experienced the feeling of someone relying on him so much, Li Bian felt warm in his heart, hugged Yan Yi into his arms, and slowly closed his eyes.

The author has something to say: Ten thousand updates are complete!

Now that Brother Yan is no longer hiding from Nai Yi, he is entangled in the question of who Nai Yi likes, and the misunderstanding should be cleared up soon!

A lot of comments can help the million changes next weekend~~~