After wearing the book, I took the career line and became an attack [entertainment circle]

Yan Yi was dragged by Li Bian, half hugged and half dragged up the mountain.

After finally reaching the top of the mountain, he braced his knees, panting heavily, and lowered his head to realize that he was still wearing an apron.

"Brother Yan—" He looked worriedly at the almost dark sky, "What... are you doing?"

"It will be dark soon, this mountain..."

He grew up in the northern plains, even if it is an eighteenth-tier town, it is still an urban area; he has only seen the deserted mountains and dense forests in front of him, and he has only seen it on TV, so he somehow thinks that there will be some kind of zoo. The ferocious "little cutie" that can only be seen in the movie.

"What are you thinking?" Li Yan poked Yan Yi's head with a smile, "Although there are no lions or tigers, maybe—"

As he spoke, he leaned forward, pretending to be mysterious and whispered: "There will be snakes."

"what--"

Yan Yi screamed in fright, jumped up and jumped into Li Bian's arms, making Li Bian laugh out loud.

"It's almost winter, and if there is a snake, it's time to hibernate—" He hugged him with a smile, "Stupid?"

Yunnan is said to be like spring all the year round, and even when winter is approaching, it is not too cold. Even the spruces on the mountains are lush and green without falling leaves.

It's not enough to be angry, he just thinks that today's Li Bian is too abnormal.

The setting sun in the sky sinks into the mountain stream, and the last circle of red border on the distant mountain top is about to fade completely. The mountain wind caresses the dense forest, making a continuous "rustling" sound. ——

Quiet, but also a little creepy.

"F-let's go back..." Yan Yi shrank nervously into Li Bian's arms, her hands clenched Li Bian's sleeves unconsciously, "Wait, I'll go down the mountain when it gets dark... No, it's not safe..."

"Then we'll wait until dawn before going down the mountain." Li Bian said in a gentle and loving tone, pointing to a small tent not far away, "I made it with Xi Nan during the day, how is it, is it okay?"

Since there were no people or lights on the top of the mountain, it was getting dark soon, so Yan Yi followed the direction of Li Bian's finger and stared for a long time before she could see the small tent clearly.

At first he thought that Li Bian dragged himself out just on a whim, but he didn't expect it to be premeditated, and he was instantly dumbfounded.

"Didn't you say that there are many people in the courtyard?" Li Bian explained softly, "Now, no one can bother us anymore."

He said and rubbed him into his arms, "I've been hiding from me for almost two days, tell me—"

"Did you miss Brother Li last night?"

Yan Yi's ears were hot, and she buried her face in Li Bian's arms, "Thinking, thinking..."

"I don't believe it." Li Bing lowered his head and kissed Yan Yi's blushing ear tips, "You have been hiding from me for a whole day, even if you call me, you won't agree."

"But there is a camera shooting!" Yan Yi hurriedly explained: "I... really didn't do it on purpose... I was just... just afraid of affecting you..."

"Actually last night..."

Speaking of which, the time he and Li Bian have been together is not too long, but since Li Bian was finished, they have not been separated for almost 24 hours a day, and he seems to have gotten used to it in such a short period of time——

Nesting in Li Bian's arms would make him sleepy.

But Li Bian wasn't there, he was alone yesterday, and he didn't fall asleep all night, quietly wiping away his disappointing tears.

For a while, he was worried about whether he was photographed inappropriate when he first arrived in the small courtyard during the day, and whether it would affect Li Bian's future stardom; for a while, he was thinking about what he should do tomorrow, at least after the show , don't hold Li Bian back because of your poor performance.

In this way, he thought about it all night, got up early and kept busy, thinking only about what else he could do.

It's not that Li Bian couldn't guess these things, but when he heard Yan Yi say it himself, his heart still felt tight in his chest.

"Why don't you speak out? You can tell me your worries and thoughts directly."

"Am I not your boyfriend? Why can't you say when you miss me, why can't you just stay by my side, why do you hold back?"

Yan Yi's big eyes were full of doubts.

There was nothing wrong with Li Bian's words, he understood every word and couldn't find any mistakes, but it seemed that they couldn't understand what Li Bian wanted to say together.

He looked at Li Bian suspiciously, thinking that the other party would have something to say next.

But Li Bian didn't explain anything, he picked up Yan Yi and walked towards the small tent.

He unzipped the tent, put the person into the tent, and sat in with him.

The two of them leaned against the door of the tent like this, leaning against the inside of the tent, their feet still stepping on the fallen leaves outside the tent, making a "creaking" sound.

No one spoke anymore, and the sky completely darkened.

Away from the crowds, light and shadows and the hustle and bustle, the little stars can't penetrate through the layers of dense forests, it seems that the whole world has finally quieted down, so that only each other is left.

Yan Yi no longer struggled with the previous problem, and Li Bian rubbed her head resting on her shoulder.

Regarding the question he asked himself before, in fact, he had already guessed it in his heart, even earlier, he always wondered why he seemed to know Yan Yi very well, but if he really said something specifically, he seemed to say nothing not come out.

Yan Yi's likes and dislikes, Yan Yi's habits, Yan Yi's hobbies, Yan Yi's ideals...

Until today, at the side of the field during the day, Xi Nan's words completely woke him up——

Yan Yi seems to have no ego at all.

The nervousness, bewilderment, and cautiousness that Yan Yi showed in front of him before, he originally thought it was because Yan Yi had lost too much, but he never thought that Yan Yi was so humble that she lost herself.

Because she felt that she was not worthy, Yan Yi hid all her feelings until she walked into the scene of fire without hesitation, and never said a word; because of the regrets in the past, she lived again, even though she suspected that she might have recognized the wrong person, But he still flies to the flame until he jumps.

So even now that he is with Li Bian, he has never really been at ease.

He judged everything based on Li Bian, and never considered himself.

How could Li Bian see those so-called likes and dislikes and the future that he didn't even care about.

"Yan Yi, have you thought about it—" Li Bian lowered his head slightly, leaning against Yan Yi, "What do you want to do in the future?"

"...Huh?" Yan Yi was stunned for two seconds upon hearing this.

Li Bian's tone seemed to be just leisurely chatting, but he immediately became nervous.

"Brother Yan... I... Is there anything I didn't do well? Could it be that I have influenced you in this variety show recording?"

"No, you're fine." Li Bian comforted, "Just chatting casually."

"Then I..." Yan Yi cautiously probed, "Can I continue to be your assistant?"

"But don't you have something you want to do?" Li Bian asked, "I know that many companies are contacting you. Have you ever thought about coming back?"

"No." Yan Yi said firmly, "I don't like being a star at all."

He is very clear that he does not have the ability and passion like Li Yan, nor does he have any special talents, he would even be nervous when speaking in front of people, and he is not even a variety show guy with a stalk; It's just that he knows how to make himself popular.

In fact, every day when he became popular, he felt guilty.

Every day, he reminded himself that all the glory should not belong to him, and he seemed to be unable to do anything except work hard; at that time, he was afraid that he would be too angry, and it would be too late to finish what he had to do, so he could only do it every day. I stretched my nerves, and I haven't been able to really relax until now.

Now that everything is over, he doesn't want to go back to the days when he feels guilty every day.

"Then what do you want to do?" Li Bian then asked.

"I just want to..." Yan Yi thought for a while and said, "Take good care of you."

"What about yourself?"

Li Bian didn't blame, and spoke in a very soft voice, but Yan Yi still felt a sore nose.

"Am I too clinging to you? Brother Yan...you...are you bored?"

"Brother Yan...you don't have to like me too much, but can you...don't hate me...don't drive me away, okay?"

"Huh—" Li Bian sighed for a long time, lowered his head and wiped away the tears that had not yet fallen from the corners of Yan Yi's eyes, and looked at Yan Yi's eyes normally, "Yan Yi, I like you very much, much more than you imagined. many."

Yan Yi looked at Li Bian, her neck shrank back unconsciously, as if she couldn't understand what Li Bian was saying.

For almost three lifetimes, he has been chasing Li Bian, although most of the time it was just a back view, but he has never regretted it, just because the other party is Li Bian——

Radiant.

On the contrary, he couldn't even believe it. One day Li Bian would say, I like you more than he imagined.

Looking at Yan Yi's unbelievable eyes, he shrank instinctively, and Li Bian smiled helplessly.

"do you like me?"

"I like it!" Yan Yi blurted out nervously, then buried her head in embarrassment, and repeated in a low voice: "I really like it..."

"Why do you like me?" Li Bian then asked.

"Because—" This time Yan Yi paused for a long time before saying with great confidence: "You treat me well..."

"You think so—" Li Bian asked back, "So you think I am the same?"

"You think I like you because you treat me well."

Because Yan Yi felt that she was not worthy of Li Bian, that's why she treated Li Bian redoubledly, tremblingly and cautiously, hoping to make Li Bian like her more, even a little bit, and finally even ignored herself.

"But Yan Yi—" Li Bian smiled slightly and looked at Yan Yi, "did Tang Mu treat you badly during the rehearsal? Why don't you like Tang Mu?"

"There is also Chen Yingsheng. When the Cen Cen incident was the worst, he always supported me. Did he treat me badly? Then should I like Chen Yingsheng?"

"No!" Yan Yi hastily denied, but didn't know what to say next.

He didn't know how to explain it to Li Bian. When he was a little fat man, he liked Li Bian when he saw Li Bian push open the door of the private room in the coffee shop, leaned slightly and stretched out his hand to the dumbfounded him——

It doesn't make sense at all.

Li Bian who was gentle and polite in front of him, and Li Bian who was confident and dazzling in front of the camera afterwards, he liked each of them.

Love it so much.

Seeing that Yan Yi was too nervous to speak, Li Bian didn't continue talking, but changed the subject and suddenly started chatting again.

"The little girl in the crew seemed to like you very much? She even gave me a picture you taught her to draw."

"I remember--"

"You said you graduated from a normal university? Did you study fine arts?"

Yan Yi also didn't understand why Li Bian stopped the previous topic suddenly, so she just followed Li Bian's words in a daze.

"Actually...haven't graduated yet..."

He fell down on the stairs in the dormitory before, and went directly to the hospital. He was unconscious, and the school handled the suspension procedures for him; Empty.

"The orphanage will only be responsible for our life to adulthood, and will not pay for our college tuition and living expenses. We have to find our own way, student loans, or work-study programs."

"At that time, I also heard from others that the normal university had a lot of subsidies and cheap tuition, so I chose the normal university; but my grades were average, so I took the path of an art candidate, because I had done some painting in elementary school, so I happened to study in the art department."

"Anyway, you don't want to stay in the entertainment industry, have you ever thought about going back to school and finishing your studies?" Li Bian nodded and said, "I saw that when you took that girl to paint, you were quite happy—"

"Actually, do you like drawing? Or do you like being a teacher and being with children?"

like?

Yan Yi was stunned.

What he likes is really a question that he has never considered.

Since he was a child, he didn't seem to have much choice in everything. The only thing he chose in this life was Li Yan, who was desperate. He really didn't think about anything else.

"Brother Bian..." He looked at Li Bian with an aggrieved face, "Can I really...can't stay by your side forever?"

"certainly--"

Li Bian hadn't finished speaking, but suddenly saw Yan Yi staring at the distant woods with wide-eyed eyes, her face full of surprise.

Looking in the direction of Yan Yi's eyes, he finally saw the faint light spreading in the dense forest.

He smiled slightly, "Fortunately, it's too late."

At this moment, Yan Yi couldn't sit still any longer, she got up and stepped out of the tent, and couldn't help but took two steps in the direction of the light.

"Brother Bian—" Hearing Li Bian's voice, he turned around, "You know that?"

"Xi Nan told me during the day." Li Bian also stood up, and took two steps forward to stand beside Yan Yi, "He said that there are fireflies on this mountain, especially in summer, but now that it's autumn, he's not sure if there are any." No."

"That's why we came here and pitched our tents."

As he spoke, he slowly hugged Yan Yi from behind.

"I remember you said that you grew up in the north. This thing is only available in the south. I guess you haven't seen it."

"Although there are not many, it's okay, I didn't miss it."

Li Bian's embrace was so warm, and his voice was so gentle, slapping her ear, Yan Yi looked at the glimmer of light floating in the forest like mist not far in front of her, she was so excited that she couldn't say a word, she could only recall He turned his head and looked at Li Bian with tears in his eyes.

Li Bian lowered his head and kissed the corner of Yan Yi's eyes.

"Don't you want to go and have a look?"

The previous Yan Yi was always so appropriate, so mature that Li Bian often forgot that Yan Yi was much younger than him, only a boy in his early 20s.

At that time, he didn't know that Yan Yi had experienced so much, but after he knew it, everything was over.

He didn't have time to share anything for Yan Yi, until this moment, he led Yan Yi into the dim light of fireflies.

Yan Yi stretched out his hand cautiously, as if he wanted to put that tiny light on his palm, his eyes were full of curiosity, and the corners of his upturned mouth finally showed the carefreeness unique to teenagers.

A firefly landed on his fingertips, and he looked at Li Bian excitedly, wanting to show off, but he was too nervous to breathe, fearing that the little thing would run away at any time, so he could only smirk at Li Bian.

The small spot of light only stayed on his fingertips for a moment, and he shrugged his shoulders and stuck out his tongue at Li Bian.

"Brother Li, thank you."

Li Bian finally breathed a sigh of relief——

This is what Yan Yi should look like in her early twenties.

He didn't say anything, he opened his hand and let Yan Yi fall into his arms.

"Don't think that you are not worthy of me anymore. There is no reason to like someone."

"You may not be able to tell why you like me, and I don't know why I like you."

"But, Yan Yi—"

"There is always someone who is irreplaceable, just know this."

"I believe you love me very much, and you have to believe that I love you too."

"I'll never push you away, but I'll never give up—"

"Help you find yourself."

He gently kissed the tip of Yan Yi's ear.

"Don't worry, we can take our time."

"You have to learn slowly, you can tell what you like and hate, at least you can tell me; before thinking about whether I will be angry or unhappy, think about yourself occasionally."

From a very young age, Yan Yi got used to it from the time when the teacher said to herself, "they don't bully so many people in the class, why do they only bully you", as if all the tragedies that happened to her can only be blamed He himself, is what he did not do well enough.

He has no right to blame, no right to express, everything is his own fault.

So he is used to apologizing to everyone, and the most he said is "I'm sorry".

Li Bian was the first to tell him, "You don't need to apologize if you haven't done anything wrong", and this is the first time he heard that he can also have a "self".

He looked at Li Bian excitedly, with tears in his smile.

"Brother Li, can you really say anything you want?"

Seeing Li Bian smiling and nodding to himself, he tiptoed to Li Bian's ear.

"Then I want you, right here tonight."

The clothes recede slowly, and in the night wind, every inch of skin can feel the coolness, the feeling of erect hairs is like being electrified, and it's like seeing someone you like for the first time, your hands and feet are stiff, and you can't help approaching .

Get close to keep warm.

Although the mountain breeze in late autumn is cool, but close to each other, you can grab the hot body temperature.

Yan Yi supported the tree trunk with one hand, and with the other hand pulled the pink apron that got in the way, which was already the only thing on his body.

But soon, his hands were caught by Li Bian and clamped behind his waist.

"Brother Yan... um..."

Li Bian grabbed his hands behind his waist with one hand, pinched his chin with the other, and asked him to turn around and kiss her.

What he was about to argue was blocked back brutally.

The kiss was very deep, Li Bian seemed to be punishing him, there was still time to say something else at this time.

But he glanced at the only apron left on his body, and his face was still hot.

In this suffocating deep kiss, he was on the verge of falling, almost unable to stand still, he could only instinctively lean on the tree trunk in front of his chest.

Li Bian finally let go of his lips.

"Don't take off—"

Panting, he could feel his fingertips moving along his spine, biting the tip of his ear and whispering——

"It's thin and tender, it hurts me so much if it breaks."

They were standing on the top of the mountain, surrounded by fireflies like clouds.

Yan Yi was pushed up by the tide behind her, and felt that she was really standing in the clouds.

Only the rough bark in front of him rubbed against his delicate skin through a thin apron, bringing a little real touch.

Only then did he realize what Li Bian said just now.

It turned out to be intentional!

He was ashamed and annoyed, and when he looked down, he couldn't help but see the shameful pink apron on his chest.

Finally he couldn't bear it anymore, turned around, raised his face, put his arms around Li Bian's neck, tried to raise his toes, closed his eyes and kissed Li Bian.

The waves are finally about to reach the clouds, it seems that they may reach the top of the head at any time, but Li Bian seems to be playing tricks on purpose, as if to punish him for not paying attention before, and refuses to let that moment come.

His hands were still held behind his waist, so he could only twist his body hard, rubbing his hands to please him.

"Brother Yan...help...help me..."

The author has something to say: here we come!For the sake of this thick and long... tap the fish....

There is probably one more chapter to finish the main text!

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!