After wearing the book, I took the career line and became an attack [entertainment circle]
Chapter 106 Slow Synthesis
Only then did Li Bian understand why there was no program staff in the room, no cameras and no field workers...
Today's variety shows, especially reality shows, like to advertise that they are real and unscripted, and do some surprise shootings, such as the stars just waking up without makeup.
Li Bian did this when he was recording "The Director"; he was no stranger to all this, but he never thought that there would be such a thing as a sneak shot.
He is not an idol star who wants to sell people, he doesn't care about these at all, but he is a little worried about Yan Yi.
It's not that he doesn't want to disclose his relationship with Yan Yi. After all, CP has been fired for so long before, and the official announcement and seal of the parties are short of him; Being a woman, even if it has some influence, is not something worth caring about——
He cared more about Yan Yi.
But Yan Yi...
Yan Yi does not seem very willing to appear in the public eye again.
Before Bian Xiangwen was arrested and tried, Cen Cen was also detained for defamation because of his participation in some incidents. With the public report from the police, all the rumors were self-defeating. Yan Yi had already been cleared, and he was even in line with him. Before, she was an innocent and pure character in front of the public.
Although Yan Yi took all the accusations in Cen Cen's video on Weibo before, everyone now knows that he was wronged——
Cen Cen is not pregnant, the whole thing is a conspiracy at all, and Yan Yi, as a signed artist of DM, said anything on Weibo at that time, it is likely that she was forced, or even directly controlled by the company. It's not him, just like a victim.
The passers-by who hacked him stood up to apologize, the netizens who upheld justice spontaneously refuted the rumors, and the fans who never left him were even more distressed.
Some time ago, Li Bian was busy filming and paid little attention to it. Recently, when the film was finished, he spent every day with Yan Yiwo and found out that there were actually many companies that wanted to re-sign Yan Yi, but Yan Yi flatly rejected them all.
He also tried to talk to Yan Yi about this matter, but Yan Yi always fooled it quickly, or simply refused to admit that a company was looking for him, and it seemed that he didn't want to talk about this matter.
Although he still didn't know why, he vaguely felt that Yan Yi might be avoiding something, and maybe he didn't want to return to the public eye.
He lowered his eyes and pondered for a while, then asked, "Are we staying here at night?"
"Yeah." Chen Yingsheng didn't open his eyes, and nodded while shaking Erlang's legs.
Li Bian had no choice but to turn his questioning eyes in Xi Nan's direction again, pointing to the room that Yan Yi had entered just now.
"Is that—is my room?"
"Yeah." Xi Nan smiled, "If you want to sleep separately, there are still vacant rooms upstairs, but they haven't been cleaned up, so I'll trouble you to clean them up yourself."
Li Bian didn't say anything else, turned around and walked towards the bedroom. Sure enough, he saw the camera at the door before he even entered.
I don't know if there is no camera in the house, whether Yan Yi has noticed it, and whether she will think too much about it.
But fortunately, when he entered the room, he found that Yan Yi had fallen asleep, and there was still the clothes that had just been taken out of the box, folded in half, probably because she was packing her luggage, and fell asleep because she was too tired.
He was still able to fall asleep, probably because he didn't find anything. He breathed a sigh of relief, pulled away the quilt that was folded at the head of the bed and put it on for Yan Yi, and looked up at the room.
I don't know what program it is, what variety show it is, this room is ridiculously shabby, and it's outrageously dilapidated, the most valuable thing is probably——
Grass!
Li Bian cursed secretly in his heart.
There are cameras in the bedroom too!
Didn't Chen Yingsheng tell him to relax?
There is still time to rest during filming, and this variety show needs to be monitored 24 hours a day?
Give no one a way to live!
He sighed, looked at Yan Yi who was sleeping on the corner of the bed, and probably judged that the position of the camera should not capture anything, so he got up and went into the bathroom——
The only place where there is no camera.
He pulled down the toilet seat and sat on it, took out his mobile phone, searched with the keywords he knew now, and started "remedial lessons".
More than ten years ago, Xi Nan was considered to be a big hit. He won the international awards and had many drama appointments. However, one day he suddenly announced his retirement from acting, left the entertainment circle, and even paid a lot of money to pay for endorsement brands and signed contracts. Liquidated damages for various variety shows and movies under filming contracts.
Li Bian searched all major websites, but couldn't find the reason.
A few years later, he reappeared in the public eye, already an unknown vlogger.
Li Bian looked at the original video and found that the shooting location seems to be the current log cabin, and the content of the video is some very simple and simple things, planting the fields, feeding the chickens, cooking, washing dishes and cleaning the house, and occasionally going down the mountain to go to the market to buy some Daily necessities——
Although life is simple and even a bit rough, it is very leisurely and comfortable.
It is probably because of the rare leisure and ease in this big city that Xi Nan, who had been forgotten by people, returned to the public eye again, but this time he still did not come out to film again, but started his own live broadcast with the rise of the live broadcast industry In the meantime, the content of the live broadcast is nothing more than the ones in the previous vlog.
His live broadcast was full, and he received countless gifts. Some video sites sensed business opportunities and cooperated to buy his live broadcast content, and edited it into a slow-paced variety show, which is now the prototype of this variety show that Li Yan wants to participate in. .
This slow variety show became popular immediately after it was logged on the video platform. After five or six years of development and transformation, it seems to have escaped the curse that the popular variety show must not be as good as the next season.
When Li Bian saw this, he realized that if it wasn't for Chen Yingsheng, he might not have been able to come here.
This is probably the only thing that can be found on the Internet, but how this show was filmed behind the scenes will definitely not be written on the Internet. He can only open one video, ready to watch the behind-the-scenes tidbits, and learn about the general content of the show by the way.
Just when he was about to click on the video, he heard a knock on the door outside the bathroom.
He hurriedly pressed the toilet bowl, pretending that he had just come out of the toilet, when he saw the knock on the door had woken Yan Yi up.
Yan Yi had already gotten up and opened the door. It was Xi Nan who came in and asked them to go out for dinner.
"I'm sorry...Brother Bian...I..." After Xi Nan left, Yan Yi looked at Li Bian apologetically, "I accidentally fell asleep..."
His bleary-eyed appearance was a little natural, and he leaned softly on Li Bian's chest, making one want to rub it.
Li Bian sighed, and wanted to hug him, but unconsciously glanced towards the camera.
Following the direction of his eyes, Yan Yi finally saw the camera hanging on the corner of the ceiling. He obviously hadn't noticed it before, and was shocked when he suddenly found it.
Li Bian didn't know what Chen Yingsheng wanted to do, so he had to tell Yan Yi everything he knew so far.
So without saying a word, Yan Yi packed her things and went upstairs to live in the empty room.
The dinner that Xi Nan and the others prepared before was just a bowl of plain noodles in clear soup, but it was all lumpy when he finished cleaning it up.
Ever since he knew that there were cameras everywhere in this room, Li Bian felt that Yan Yi seemed to be hiding from him on purpose, she didn't even say a word, and she went upstairs to rest by herself without much dinner.
The weather has entered late autumn, even in Yunnan, which is said to be like spring all the year round, it is still a little cold in the morning and evening, Li Jian lay on the bed and couldn't sleep, not understanding Chen Yingsheng's intentions, and worried about whether Yan Yi upstairs was hungry or cold, Did you sleep well?
The next day, he got up late again, and as soon as he left the house, he saw Yan Yi was busy up and down.
Xi Nan asked him if he wanted to cook a bowl of noodles, and Yan Yi hurriedly went to chop firewood to boil water; he quickly said no, since he was not hungry, Yan Yi took a broom and started cleaning the house again; looking for things to do inside and out, without stopping .
"He has been..." Chen Yingsheng came over, stared at Yan Yi's busy back and asked, "Is it so tight?"
"I asked you to relax..."
"Relax?" Li Bian turned his head to look at Chen Yingsheng, then pointed to the camera above his head, he couldn't laugh or cry, "Are you sure?"
Hearing this, Chen Yingsheng turned his head and looked at Xi Nan with a smile, said nothing more, walked out of the wooden house with his hands behind his back, and went to bask in the sun under the thatched shed in the small courtyard; Xi Nan's boyfriend who hardly spoke followed with two teacups past.
Seeing Yan Yi hurriedly ran over with the hot water bottle, tripped over a stone on the road, staggered, almost fell, Li Bian nervously took a step forward.
Yan Yi didn't fall, he was also held by Xi Nan who was beside him.
"You're too nervous." Xi Nan said with a smile, "Relax."
Seeing that Li Bian didn't quite understand what he meant, he pointed to a vegetable field not far from the courtyard, "What do you want to eat this afternoon? Come with me to the field?"
Yan Yi heard the commotion here, and trotted all the way over.
"What are you going to do? Pick vegetables from the field? Where? I'll go!"
He had already been busy all morning, and he was panting for breath while speaking, which made Li Jian feel a little distressed.
"Don't be so busy, sweating." He reached out and brushed Yan Yi's sweaty hair on her forehead, "Go back to the house and wash your face, take a rest, let's go out for a walk."
Yan Yi embarrassedly wiped the sweat off her forehead, and nodded obediently.
In the vegetable field outside the courtyard, Xi Nan bent down and pulled out a few weeds.
"Why, there's nothing you like to eat?" He looked at Li Jian who was standing aside thoughtfully, and pointed to several other fields in the distance, "There are more over there, do you want to go and have a look?"
"You asked me to come out—" Li Bian obviously had no interest in these fresh vegetables, and asked bluntly, "Did Director Chen want you to tell me something?"
"Look, I'm still so nervous, I told you to relax." Xi Nan spread his hands and pointed to the mountain in the distance, "If you don't like the food here, there are wild mushrooms and wild vegetables on the mountain. Even if you spend money, you may not be able to eat."
Li Bian didn't look at the mountain where Xi Nan pointed, but looked around himself, "Can you relax in a completely unfamiliar environment without knowing anything? There are cameras everywhere."
"Hmm...Okay." Xi Nan nodded, walked to the edge of the field, lifted his trousers and sat down, "Where should I start?"
"About this program, you should have checked it, what is its predecessor." After seeing Li Bian nodding, he continued, "Then let's talk about it earlier."
"Before I announced my retirement, something happened—"
"My mother passed away."
"I grew up in a single-parent family, but when she died, I was on the set and couldn't make it back."
"You felt guilty and couldn't forgive yourself, so you took a break?" Li Bian asked.
"That's not the case." Xi Nan waved his hand with a wry smile, "My mother is terminally ill, and I know it can't be cured, but at that time I was no longer short of money, so I spent money to buy my life. one day."
"I want to work hard to make money, and I want her to see me achieve more when I'm alive."
"So, I just kept filming."
"Although the reasons are different, the state should be similar to your current state—"
"Very persistent."
"Then why did you take a break?" Li Bian continued to ask.
Not just Xiying, Xi Nan left at that time, without hesitating a large amount of liquidated damages and compensation, he left decisively and suddenly.
"Because my boyfriend is going to break up with me." Xi Nan laughed, looking at Li Bian's puzzled eyes, he nodded, "Yes, it's the one at home now."
"We are college classmates. We have been together since we were studying. I am not studying acting, but folk music. He is studying fine arts."
"Before he graduated, his paintings became well-known. He kept getting drafts, and I couldn't do it. After graduation, I didn't get admitted to a well-organized folk orchestra. I could only perform in some small folk theaters, just like ordinary people. There is little money and it is not stable.”
"He didn't leave me at that time."
"Later I met Director Chen, and the films he made were related to my major; at that time, Chen Yingsheng was poor and couldn't afford any big actors. If he dared to sell his house to make a movie, I dared not do anything with him for a penny. "
"At that time, I gave up my job, and the production team was also poor. All the board and lodging expenses were paid by my boyfriend at the time, and I have eaten his soft food for a long time."
There is no need for Xi Nan to repeat the later results. Chen Yingsheng's movie won the award unexpectedly, and he followed suit.
"Could it be..." Li Bian frowned in embarrassment.
Could it be those old-fashioned plots again, the story of Chen Shimei abandoning the chaff...
He didn't have the savings to go on, after all, he didn't know Xi Nan very well, so it would be offensive to say it.
"Of course not." Xi Nan probably understood, and waved his hands with a smile, "I was very busy filming at the time, so I don't have time for those fancy things."
"I didn't have time to take care of my mother when she was sick. I hired many nurses and were not satisfied. Later, my boyfriend quit his job and took care of my mother for me until she died of illness."
Knowing the insignificance, helping each other with all we can, sharing weal and woe, such feelings...
"Why do you still have to break up?" Li Bian asked in bewilderment.
"Yeah, why?" Xi Nan curled his lips with a wry smile, "That's what I asked back then."
"When I had nothing, he never disliked me; when I realized myself, he fully supported me, and even stopped everything of his own to carry the burden of being a mother for me—"
"But when my mother died and I became famous and could give him everything without any burden, he actually wanted to leave me."
"At that time, he refused to answer me, and I pestered him for several months like a psychopath. Finally, he only said one word to me—"
"He wants to have his own life, he doesn't want to, and he won't revolve around me anymore."
"At that time, I couldn't understand. Although he gave up a lot for me, I can give him everything I have. What kind of life does he want? What life can't I give?"
"After he really disappeared, I slowly remembered that before he stopped all work to take care of my mother, he was already a painter who could hold a solo exhibition. He was still very young at that time, and he was obviously as good as me achievement."
"But just because he wanted to accommodate my work, he gave up everything about himself. In the end, I couldn't even go to the movies with him, because—"
"In order not to affect my future, our relationship cannot be made public."
"So—" Li Bian frowned, "You are using this method to force me out of the closet?"
In fact, there is no need for this. He had already thought about it when he was chatting with Tang Mu. If Yan Yi wanted it, he was willing to give him this sense of security.
"Of course not." Xi Nan quickly waved his hands, "Aside from your willingness, it also depends on what the little boy in your family wants, right?"
"After all, with your current status, if you make your relationship public, the other half will be considered a half-public figure. What if they don't want it at all?"
"Didn't Chen Yingsheng say that you are very smart?" He pouted and looked Li Jian up and down, "He kept telling me that they were all from non-major backgrounds and it was their first time making movies, but teaching you is better than teaching me at the beginning. Much easier."
"Why, is my focus so difficult to grasp?"
"I mean—" he said with a sigh. "my own life."
Seeing that Li Bian was still frowning, without saying a word, he continued, "Let's talk about what happened in the morning—"
"You sleep until noon, and the little boy in your family is busy until noon, but he looks like he is busy, but in fact he passes by your door every 5 minutes, secretly peeping in through the crack of the door."
"You too."
"Just now when he looked like he was about to fall, you were too nervous. It's okay to help him, but it's not a big deal for an adult to fall—"
As he spoke, he looked up at Li Bian.
"If you want to walk hand in hand for a lifetime, you have to learn to let go of it occasionally."
The author has something to say: Ah Yu promises that there will be a truck pulling candy soon, everyone knows it!It's just that I really can't finish writing today...
感谢在2021-08-1602:18:28~2021-08-1801:00:10期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Xixing;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Today's variety shows, especially reality shows, like to advertise that they are real and unscripted, and do some surprise shootings, such as the stars just waking up without makeup.
Li Bian did this when he was recording "The Director"; he was no stranger to all this, but he never thought that there would be such a thing as a sneak shot.
He is not an idol star who wants to sell people, he doesn't care about these at all, but he is a little worried about Yan Yi.
It's not that he doesn't want to disclose his relationship with Yan Yi. After all, CP has been fired for so long before, and the official announcement and seal of the parties are short of him; Being a woman, even if it has some influence, is not something worth caring about——
He cared more about Yan Yi.
But Yan Yi...
Yan Yi does not seem very willing to appear in the public eye again.
Before Bian Xiangwen was arrested and tried, Cen Cen was also detained for defamation because of his participation in some incidents. With the public report from the police, all the rumors were self-defeating. Yan Yi had already been cleared, and he was even in line with him. Before, she was an innocent and pure character in front of the public.
Although Yan Yi took all the accusations in Cen Cen's video on Weibo before, everyone now knows that he was wronged——
Cen Cen is not pregnant, the whole thing is a conspiracy at all, and Yan Yi, as a signed artist of DM, said anything on Weibo at that time, it is likely that she was forced, or even directly controlled by the company. It's not him, just like a victim.
The passers-by who hacked him stood up to apologize, the netizens who upheld justice spontaneously refuted the rumors, and the fans who never left him were even more distressed.
Some time ago, Li Bian was busy filming and paid little attention to it. Recently, when the film was finished, he spent every day with Yan Yiwo and found out that there were actually many companies that wanted to re-sign Yan Yi, but Yan Yi flatly rejected them all.
He also tried to talk to Yan Yi about this matter, but Yan Yi always fooled it quickly, or simply refused to admit that a company was looking for him, and it seemed that he didn't want to talk about this matter.
Although he still didn't know why, he vaguely felt that Yan Yi might be avoiding something, and maybe he didn't want to return to the public eye.
He lowered his eyes and pondered for a while, then asked, "Are we staying here at night?"
"Yeah." Chen Yingsheng didn't open his eyes, and nodded while shaking Erlang's legs.
Li Bian had no choice but to turn his questioning eyes in Xi Nan's direction again, pointing to the room that Yan Yi had entered just now.
"Is that—is my room?"
"Yeah." Xi Nan smiled, "If you want to sleep separately, there are still vacant rooms upstairs, but they haven't been cleaned up, so I'll trouble you to clean them up yourself."
Li Bian didn't say anything else, turned around and walked towards the bedroom. Sure enough, he saw the camera at the door before he even entered.
I don't know if there is no camera in the house, whether Yan Yi has noticed it, and whether she will think too much about it.
But fortunately, when he entered the room, he found that Yan Yi had fallen asleep, and there was still the clothes that had just been taken out of the box, folded in half, probably because she was packing her luggage, and fell asleep because she was too tired.
He was still able to fall asleep, probably because he didn't find anything. He breathed a sigh of relief, pulled away the quilt that was folded at the head of the bed and put it on for Yan Yi, and looked up at the room.
I don't know what program it is, what variety show it is, this room is ridiculously shabby, and it's outrageously dilapidated, the most valuable thing is probably——
Grass!
Li Bian cursed secretly in his heart.
There are cameras in the bedroom too!
Didn't Chen Yingsheng tell him to relax?
There is still time to rest during filming, and this variety show needs to be monitored 24 hours a day?
Give no one a way to live!
He sighed, looked at Yan Yi who was sleeping on the corner of the bed, and probably judged that the position of the camera should not capture anything, so he got up and went into the bathroom——
The only place where there is no camera.
He pulled down the toilet seat and sat on it, took out his mobile phone, searched with the keywords he knew now, and started "remedial lessons".
More than ten years ago, Xi Nan was considered to be a big hit. He won the international awards and had many drama appointments. However, one day he suddenly announced his retirement from acting, left the entertainment circle, and even paid a lot of money to pay for endorsement brands and signed contracts. Liquidated damages for various variety shows and movies under filming contracts.
Li Bian searched all major websites, but couldn't find the reason.
A few years later, he reappeared in the public eye, already an unknown vlogger.
Li Bian looked at the original video and found that the shooting location seems to be the current log cabin, and the content of the video is some very simple and simple things, planting the fields, feeding the chickens, cooking, washing dishes and cleaning the house, and occasionally going down the mountain to go to the market to buy some Daily necessities——
Although life is simple and even a bit rough, it is very leisurely and comfortable.
It is probably because of the rare leisure and ease in this big city that Xi Nan, who had been forgotten by people, returned to the public eye again, but this time he still did not come out to film again, but started his own live broadcast with the rise of the live broadcast industry In the meantime, the content of the live broadcast is nothing more than the ones in the previous vlog.
His live broadcast was full, and he received countless gifts. Some video sites sensed business opportunities and cooperated to buy his live broadcast content, and edited it into a slow-paced variety show, which is now the prototype of this variety show that Li Yan wants to participate in. .
This slow variety show became popular immediately after it was logged on the video platform. After five or six years of development and transformation, it seems to have escaped the curse that the popular variety show must not be as good as the next season.
When Li Bian saw this, he realized that if it wasn't for Chen Yingsheng, he might not have been able to come here.
This is probably the only thing that can be found on the Internet, but how this show was filmed behind the scenes will definitely not be written on the Internet. He can only open one video, ready to watch the behind-the-scenes tidbits, and learn about the general content of the show by the way.
Just when he was about to click on the video, he heard a knock on the door outside the bathroom.
He hurriedly pressed the toilet bowl, pretending that he had just come out of the toilet, when he saw the knock on the door had woken Yan Yi up.
Yan Yi had already gotten up and opened the door. It was Xi Nan who came in and asked them to go out for dinner.
"I'm sorry...Brother Bian...I..." After Xi Nan left, Yan Yi looked at Li Bian apologetically, "I accidentally fell asleep..."
His bleary-eyed appearance was a little natural, and he leaned softly on Li Bian's chest, making one want to rub it.
Li Bian sighed, and wanted to hug him, but unconsciously glanced towards the camera.
Following the direction of his eyes, Yan Yi finally saw the camera hanging on the corner of the ceiling. He obviously hadn't noticed it before, and was shocked when he suddenly found it.
Li Bian didn't know what Chen Yingsheng wanted to do, so he had to tell Yan Yi everything he knew so far.
So without saying a word, Yan Yi packed her things and went upstairs to live in the empty room.
The dinner that Xi Nan and the others prepared before was just a bowl of plain noodles in clear soup, but it was all lumpy when he finished cleaning it up.
Ever since he knew that there were cameras everywhere in this room, Li Bian felt that Yan Yi seemed to be hiding from him on purpose, she didn't even say a word, and she went upstairs to rest by herself without much dinner.
The weather has entered late autumn, even in Yunnan, which is said to be like spring all the year round, it is still a little cold in the morning and evening, Li Jian lay on the bed and couldn't sleep, not understanding Chen Yingsheng's intentions, and worried about whether Yan Yi upstairs was hungry or cold, Did you sleep well?
The next day, he got up late again, and as soon as he left the house, he saw Yan Yi was busy up and down.
Xi Nan asked him if he wanted to cook a bowl of noodles, and Yan Yi hurriedly went to chop firewood to boil water; he quickly said no, since he was not hungry, Yan Yi took a broom and started cleaning the house again; looking for things to do inside and out, without stopping .
"He has been..." Chen Yingsheng came over, stared at Yan Yi's busy back and asked, "Is it so tight?"
"I asked you to relax..."
"Relax?" Li Bian turned his head to look at Chen Yingsheng, then pointed to the camera above his head, he couldn't laugh or cry, "Are you sure?"
Hearing this, Chen Yingsheng turned his head and looked at Xi Nan with a smile, said nothing more, walked out of the wooden house with his hands behind his back, and went to bask in the sun under the thatched shed in the small courtyard; Xi Nan's boyfriend who hardly spoke followed with two teacups past.
Seeing Yan Yi hurriedly ran over with the hot water bottle, tripped over a stone on the road, staggered, almost fell, Li Bian nervously took a step forward.
Yan Yi didn't fall, he was also held by Xi Nan who was beside him.
"You're too nervous." Xi Nan said with a smile, "Relax."
Seeing that Li Bian didn't quite understand what he meant, he pointed to a vegetable field not far from the courtyard, "What do you want to eat this afternoon? Come with me to the field?"
Yan Yi heard the commotion here, and trotted all the way over.
"What are you going to do? Pick vegetables from the field? Where? I'll go!"
He had already been busy all morning, and he was panting for breath while speaking, which made Li Jian feel a little distressed.
"Don't be so busy, sweating." He reached out and brushed Yan Yi's sweaty hair on her forehead, "Go back to the house and wash your face, take a rest, let's go out for a walk."
Yan Yi embarrassedly wiped the sweat off her forehead, and nodded obediently.
In the vegetable field outside the courtyard, Xi Nan bent down and pulled out a few weeds.
"Why, there's nothing you like to eat?" He looked at Li Jian who was standing aside thoughtfully, and pointed to several other fields in the distance, "There are more over there, do you want to go and have a look?"
"You asked me to come out—" Li Bian obviously had no interest in these fresh vegetables, and asked bluntly, "Did Director Chen want you to tell me something?"
"Look, I'm still so nervous, I told you to relax." Xi Nan spread his hands and pointed to the mountain in the distance, "If you don't like the food here, there are wild mushrooms and wild vegetables on the mountain. Even if you spend money, you may not be able to eat."
Li Bian didn't look at the mountain where Xi Nan pointed, but looked around himself, "Can you relax in a completely unfamiliar environment without knowing anything? There are cameras everywhere."
"Hmm...Okay." Xi Nan nodded, walked to the edge of the field, lifted his trousers and sat down, "Where should I start?"
"About this program, you should have checked it, what is its predecessor." After seeing Li Bian nodding, he continued, "Then let's talk about it earlier."
"Before I announced my retirement, something happened—"
"My mother passed away."
"I grew up in a single-parent family, but when she died, I was on the set and couldn't make it back."
"You felt guilty and couldn't forgive yourself, so you took a break?" Li Bian asked.
"That's not the case." Xi Nan waved his hand with a wry smile, "My mother is terminally ill, and I know it can't be cured, but at that time I was no longer short of money, so I spent money to buy my life. one day."
"I want to work hard to make money, and I want her to see me achieve more when I'm alive."
"So, I just kept filming."
"Although the reasons are different, the state should be similar to your current state—"
"Very persistent."
"Then why did you take a break?" Li Bian continued to ask.
Not just Xiying, Xi Nan left at that time, without hesitating a large amount of liquidated damages and compensation, he left decisively and suddenly.
"Because my boyfriend is going to break up with me." Xi Nan laughed, looking at Li Bian's puzzled eyes, he nodded, "Yes, it's the one at home now."
"We are college classmates. We have been together since we were studying. I am not studying acting, but folk music. He is studying fine arts."
"Before he graduated, his paintings became well-known. He kept getting drafts, and I couldn't do it. After graduation, I didn't get admitted to a well-organized folk orchestra. I could only perform in some small folk theaters, just like ordinary people. There is little money and it is not stable.”
"He didn't leave me at that time."
"Later I met Director Chen, and the films he made were related to my major; at that time, Chen Yingsheng was poor and couldn't afford any big actors. If he dared to sell his house to make a movie, I dared not do anything with him for a penny. "
"At that time, I gave up my job, and the production team was also poor. All the board and lodging expenses were paid by my boyfriend at the time, and I have eaten his soft food for a long time."
There is no need for Xi Nan to repeat the later results. Chen Yingsheng's movie won the award unexpectedly, and he followed suit.
"Could it be..." Li Bian frowned in embarrassment.
Could it be those old-fashioned plots again, the story of Chen Shimei abandoning the chaff...
He didn't have the savings to go on, after all, he didn't know Xi Nan very well, so it would be offensive to say it.
"Of course not." Xi Nan probably understood, and waved his hands with a smile, "I was very busy filming at the time, so I don't have time for those fancy things."
"I didn't have time to take care of my mother when she was sick. I hired many nurses and were not satisfied. Later, my boyfriend quit his job and took care of my mother for me until she died of illness."
Knowing the insignificance, helping each other with all we can, sharing weal and woe, such feelings...
"Why do you still have to break up?" Li Bian asked in bewilderment.
"Yeah, why?" Xi Nan curled his lips with a wry smile, "That's what I asked back then."
"When I had nothing, he never disliked me; when I realized myself, he fully supported me, and even stopped everything of his own to carry the burden of being a mother for me—"
"But when my mother died and I became famous and could give him everything without any burden, he actually wanted to leave me."
"At that time, he refused to answer me, and I pestered him for several months like a psychopath. Finally, he only said one word to me—"
"He wants to have his own life, he doesn't want to, and he won't revolve around me anymore."
"At that time, I couldn't understand. Although he gave up a lot for me, I can give him everything I have. What kind of life does he want? What life can't I give?"
"After he really disappeared, I slowly remembered that before he stopped all work to take care of my mother, he was already a painter who could hold a solo exhibition. He was still very young at that time, and he was obviously as good as me achievement."
"But just because he wanted to accommodate my work, he gave up everything about himself. In the end, I couldn't even go to the movies with him, because—"
"In order not to affect my future, our relationship cannot be made public."
"So—" Li Bian frowned, "You are using this method to force me out of the closet?"
In fact, there is no need for this. He had already thought about it when he was chatting with Tang Mu. If Yan Yi wanted it, he was willing to give him this sense of security.
"Of course not." Xi Nan quickly waved his hands, "Aside from your willingness, it also depends on what the little boy in your family wants, right?"
"After all, with your current status, if you make your relationship public, the other half will be considered a half-public figure. What if they don't want it at all?"
"Didn't Chen Yingsheng say that you are very smart?" He pouted and looked Li Jian up and down, "He kept telling me that they were all from non-major backgrounds and it was their first time making movies, but teaching you is better than teaching me at the beginning. Much easier."
"Why, is my focus so difficult to grasp?"
"I mean—" he said with a sigh. "my own life."
Seeing that Li Bian was still frowning, without saying a word, he continued, "Let's talk about what happened in the morning—"
"You sleep until noon, and the little boy in your family is busy until noon, but he looks like he is busy, but in fact he passes by your door every 5 minutes, secretly peeping in through the crack of the door."
"You too."
"Just now when he looked like he was about to fall, you were too nervous. It's okay to help him, but it's not a big deal for an adult to fall—"
As he spoke, he looked up at Li Bian.
"If you want to walk hand in hand for a lifetime, you have to learn to let go of it occasionally."
The author has something to say: Ah Yu promises that there will be a truck pulling candy soon, everyone knows it!It's just that I really can't finish writing today...
感谢在2021-08-1602:18:28~2021-08-1801:00:10期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Xixing;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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