After wearing the book, I took the career line and became an attack [entertainment circle]

As soon as the kiss fell on his lips, Li Bian licked his lips, tasted the milky smell, and then reminded himself to restrain himself——

Yan Yi is still a "patient".

The two of them seem to be waiting for the final judgment these days, and he has no chance to take Yan Yi to talk to a real psychiatrist. After all, what this kind of thing needs most is the cooperation of the "patient". Before that, he guessed that Yan Yi probably wasn't in that mood either.

But Yan Yi is always cautious, and the whole person is in a tense mood every day.

He would set the alarm clock before going to bed, no matter what time he fell asleep, and whether it was a nightmare all night, trembling and sweating profusely; the next morning, he would definitely get up early, clean the house, and prepare food.

In order to prevent the alarm clock from waking Li Yan, he would set the alarm to vibrate and hold it in the palm of his hand before going to bed.

But Li Bian always had a casual schedule when he was not working, and he never got up early; the hotel room had already been cleaned spotlessly by Yan Yi, and the glass of the tea table had been wiped to make it seem a few centimeters thinner.

But Yan Yi didn't care, she insisted on doing this every day, so free that she even took out the clean clothes in Li Yan's closet to wash them several times, in the name of taking them out to meet the sun.

Li Bian suddenly remembered what Yan Yi said when she was facing the psychiatrist who was acting in the extra role——

He can't allow himself to be idle, he feels anxious when he has nothing to do.

This is probably the tension created by many regrets. If Yan Yi is idle, he will think of the regrets at the beginning and hate himself for not working hard enough.

Li Bian can't change this situation. Yan Yi is too cautious in doing things every day. He doesn't even know whether it is good or bad to expose Yan Yi's "condition" to his face; After taking some sleep aid drugs, coaxing Yan Yi to take ordinary vitamins——

Since he couldn't let Yan Yi sleep for a while, at least he had to find a way to make Yan Yi sleep better.

Every night, he would find excuses to take a bath or exercise, and wait until Yan Yi fell asleep under the effect of the medicine before going to bed and hugging her, in order to avoid some too intimate contact and embarrass both of them.

Yan Yi didn't know what happened every night after he fell asleep, but now, he could see the other party's very honest reaction.

Seeing Li Bian's sexy Adam's apple rolling, he realized that there was probably some yogurt residue on the corner of his mouth.

The soft/slippery tongue/tip scraped the corner of his lips, and in just a moment, the tips of his ears were scratched red.

"Sweet...is it sweet..."

Li Bian nodded, "Sweet."

"Then..." Yan Yi looked up at Li Yan with a little shyness, "Try again..."

Then he stood on tiptoe, and wiped the little milk stains on the corner of Li Bian's mouth.

He has never been a lively and outgoing person. He is afraid of strangers, always keeps his head down, and will unconsciously hide back when he sees people, and he is extraordinarily shy.

But it was different for Li Bian.

He is really shy, his little face is flushed with powder, and he always tries his best to bury himself in Li Bian's arms, as if he is afraid of being looked at by others, as if his face is scalded by Li Bian, but his body is always very honest, standing on tiptoe make up.

Li Bian liked Yan Yi like this so much, no matter how much he reminded himself to restrain himself, the milky scent was still damn tempting, and it carried a scalding temperature, making his breathing fast.

Yan Yi hugged Li Bian's waist tightly, and put her hands in along the loose waistline of her pajamas, touching every inch of the truest outline of her lover in his heart.

Sometimes the contact between the fingertips and the skin will really cause friction and electrification, and then it will be a misfire.

Li Bian was very aware of his own reaction, and immediately stopped the next impulsive behavior that might bring embarrassment.

He gently pushed Yan Yi away, creating a new distance between the two, to avoid his most honest reaction from being discovered.

"I'm going to take a shower."

"Brother Bian—" Before Li Bian turned around, Yan Yi grabbed his hand, "What if it's no longer a ceremony before farewell?"

"It's what you said, because you like it, you will be impulsive. This should be a process of enjoyment..."

"So, I can have expectations, right?"

He stepped forward and tried to unbutton Li Jian's pajamas, pretending to be calm, but his fingers trembled, and he couldn't undo any damn buttons for a long time.

Finally, when Li Bian tried to stop him, he stubbornly twisted his wrist, shook off Li Bian's hand, and undid the first button by the way.

"You taught me, this should be a matter of course—"

"I shouldn't force it, so shouldn't I avoid it?"

"Yan Yi...it's not, it's not a question of evasion." Li Bian thought about his words, not knowing what to say.

He didn't want to say directly, Yan Yi, you are sick, you are a patient, but he knew in his heart that some things might not be rushed.

"We can...take our time."

He comforted in a soft voice, trying to distract Yan Yi's attention, because there were only the last two buttons of the pajamas left.

"I can't wait, Brother Beng." Facing Li Bian's hand that was sneaking up and trying to stop her, Yan Yi didn't dodge it, but held it instead.

With a sharp right hand, he walked down his body.

"Look, it can't wait any longer."

"I know—" he said and raised his eyes to look at Li Bian, those big watery eyes were red at the end, stained with the passion/tide that was about to overflow in this room, "you are too."

So at the end of summer in this season, in an ordinary noon, in an ordinary hotel room——

Yan Yi was so soft in her arms that it turned into water, so the pool of spring water flooded, she bowed sharply, scooped up the spring water and tasted it.

He picked up Yan Yi horizontally, and gently put her down on the sofa, looking at her heaving chest——

That's where it all sticks.

Finally, he was still a little hesitant.

Yan Yi hugged Li Bian's neck, supported her half body with the strength of the other party, and kissed Li Bian with her face up.

This kiss has a love so strong that it cannot be broken in three lifetimes, the most primitive passion/desire, and the courage to firmly deliver everything thereafter.

Li Bian tried to get closer, but his movements were very light, and he let Yan Yi lie back on the sofa again, and gently put her in a comfortable position to continue the kiss.

After lying down, Yan Yi's hands were liberated again. He gripped Li Jian's wrist, took the other's hand, and stretched towards the button on his chest.

Li Bian's temptation was gentle and slow. In fact, he was really afraid that the little boyfriend who was as soft as spring water in his arms would stiffen into a piece of wood in the next second.

He was familiar with that feeling, but that Yan Yi was very strange.

Yan Yi was trembling, just like every time before, tears were seeping from the corners of her eyes.

Nervous, excited, a little scared.

He had all the normal emotions, but the uncontrollable fear finally didn't appear again.

Once this action was associated with Li Bian's death in his subconscious mind.

He has always thought that meeting Li Bian is the greatest luck in his life, and Li Bian's departure must be a sad news that he cannot bear.

The obstacle in his heart has never been getting close to Li Bian, but this special close action will make him subconsciously think that misfortune is about to happen in the next second.

If there is any misfortune for Li Bian, he will never get better again.

Maybe it must be like now, he must make sure that Li Yan is real, existing, and safe, so that he can completely say goodbye to everything in the past.

He only complained that Li Bian's movements were too gentle, and the process of carefully probing was too long.

After all, he had waited three lifetimes for this moment.

He pulled the buttons of the pajamas by himself, just like the first time he unbuttoned Li Jian's shirt, and eagerly pulled the buttons of the pajamas on his chest, so that all desires/desires were finally frank and naked at this moment.

No one should try to escape any more, just hide and hide.

……

……

……

Desires/thoughts made the air in the living room humid, but at the moment of collision and fusion, the fire evaporated the water droplets in the air in an instant.

Li Bian never understood when Yan Yi fell in love with him.

He didn't know, maybe at the beginning, his insignificant kindness was just a tiny bud in the heart of the other party, but one day it would flourish and grow wantonly.

But in this moment he understood that deep love can make everyone a martyr for the other.

They are willing to bow their heads in front of love, only dedicate everything to each other, and are selfless and holy like gods; but also because of deep love, gods will willingly deviate from the norms and become ordinary people who sink into pleasure/sensation.

Yan Yi finally didn't need to take medicine that night, she fell asleep from the afternoon, and fell asleep the next morning.

The author has something to say: I am too difficult QAQ..

感谢在2021-08-0802:54:01~2021-08-1003:53:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: 5 fox is not mature;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!