Kneeling and begging the hostess to let the salted fish go

Gong Zhi took several deep breaths before turning on the video.

On the other end of the video is the familiar light yellow light full of the warmth of home, and the slightly swaying woman who looks as soft as spring water.Gong Zhi blinked, the other end of the video was her home, when she got the key, she started to conceive her own home.

She decorated everything in the house tightly, cumbersomely, and full of fireworks, and even the lights were changed to light yellow.Looking warm in winter, summer always feels a bit visually hot.

But Gong Zhi never felt that there was anything wrong with this, she liked to fill up the wide space.

Crowding makes her quiet and makes her feel safe.

I've never thought about what I'm doing this way before...

"What's wrong? Are you in a bad mood?" Shen Ying's voice came, with deep concern.

"...No, that's not the case." Gong Zhi opened her mouth, she thought a lot, wanted to talk about her mother's attitude, but finally said in a low voice, "That's right, I miss you so much all of a sudden."

"I miss you very much too." Shen Ying's voice became soft all of a sudden, with a smile, "I miss you very much."

Gong Zhi in the past didn't really understand why Shen Ying would always miss herself.Although they are very busy, they don't have any business trips or separations, and they can meet every day.

Shen Ying always ranks first to her. Even if she has a job, she would rather wait for Gong Zhi to fall asleep before making up for it than to let Gong Zhi wait for her to work overtime.Gong Zhi was also angry because of this, feeling that Shen Ying didn't care about her body.

But now she suddenly understood.

Seeing images and hearing sounds is just a kind of comfort.She wants to hug each other, expects the strength of a tight embrace, longs for the warmth and touch of the other.Because that's the only way to ease the feeling in my heart.

"I think... maybe I like you more than before."

Shen Ying laughed: "Ah, that's really great. You just need to like me a little bit."

Gong Zhi's own cheeks were a little red, she looked to the side in embarrassment, and finally turned her head to look at the soft face on the screen: "It's too foul, it's really good at talking love."

"It's not love, it's the truth."

Gong Zhi took a deep breath, what to do, she felt even more provocative.

Shen Ying could see that Gong Zhi's mood was a bit wrong, she put her mobile phone on the bedside, and let Gong Zhi look at her packed luggage: "Do you want to take this dress away?"

"Take it, if you think you can."

The excitement slowed down with the daily chat, Gong Zhi held her chin and watched Shen Ying squatting busy in front of the suitcase.

The mobile phone faithfully transmitted the image of the other party. Gong Zhi looked at Shen Ying's slender shoulders, and the two slender arms stretched out from time to time and then shook a bit, as she was packing her clothes.Occasionally, her waist would bend down, revealing a piece of soft flesh on her waist.

The two of them were talking, and sometimes there were actually meaningless conversations.But Gong Zhi's heart finally calmed down, the impulsive blood that wanted to rush home immediately and hug Shen Ying faded away, and turned into a hot spring again, soaking Gong Zhi's body and mind in it, warm, There is a feeling of leisure in my heart.

"...Actually, I used to think that I was very sorry for my mother."

Gong Zhi said suddenly.

Shen Ying's back suddenly paused, but she didn't look back.Because at this moment, Gong Zhi doesn't need her to turn around, and probably doesn't need her comfort either.

"You know. People like me, born in such a family, have no way to give them a normal daughter. Because a fake is a fake, no matter how you pretend, there will always be flaws. I pretend that I can't be a child. Children talk and talk, and they can't learn that kind of stupid behavior. So I just keep away from them."

Gong Zhi paused.

After a long time, she said: "Today she apologized to me. She said she was not a good mother. If only she had been more patient and caring towards me..."

"Not really."

Because Gong Zhi knew that even if Qiu Siyan really spent a lot of time on herself, maybe Gong Zhi would be moved and would try her best to pretend to be a child.But her heart will still be firmly closed.She is such a selfish and indifferent person. When she sees her parents treating Gong Yi, she feels that they have substitutes.

There are substitutes, why does she have to work so hard to please others?

"I... actually should apologize." Gong Zhi covered her eyes, "Although I don't think it's a big deal. But when I heard her apologize, I still felt ashamed and uncomfortable."

The heat flowed down the eye sockets and down the fingers.

But Gong Zhi knew that this was just moving.

She was moved by the words her mother said to herself, and also felt the turmoil in her heart.But in her heart, there was always someone watching coldly, like a stubborn child.

"If you can't give me 100% love, then I don't want to love you either."

Childish, selfish, indifferent, greedy.

This is her, the real her.

"Azhi..." Shen Ying turned her head, she looked at the crying face in the video, like a little animal with fur.She really wanted to go over there, hold her in her arms, carry her in her pocket, take her with her wherever she went, and tell her anytime, anywhere.

"I love you. I will always love you, always will."

Gong Zhi pursed her lips, looked at Shen Ying, and said in a low voice, "Why are you so nice?"

Shen Ying laughed, and after laughing, she said: "It's not good enough."

Because there are always many people in the world who love you, but if Shen Ying wants Gong Zhi's eyes to stay on her, then she has to love more passionately than anyone else.Because the person she likes is a child who lacks love.When you treat love, you will yearn like moths to a flame.

She really, really wanted Gong Zhi's gaze to stay on her.

"It's not good enough." Shen Ying said seriously, "I want to be better, so that you can keep looking at me."

Gong Zhi covered her face again, she thought she was really too bad, Shen Ying had already seen through her.She longs for love, but hesitates to approach it, so she will watch from afar, and she will not go forward to touch it tentatively until the other party has exhausted all her strength.

Fortunately, the person she met happened to love her with all his might.

"...Mom said thank you."

Gong Zhi changed the subject, like a frightened little animal got into its safe nest again.

Shen Ying laughed, she looked at Gong Zhi in the video so softly, but her eyes were filled with paranoia and delusion.She had already caught the person in front of her, even if she was hiding in a safe lair, she was hiding in a lair that she allowed.

very nice.

Shen Ying's smile widened a bit: "Should I really thank mom?"

"What, what?" Gong Zhi suddenly raised her head from her buried palm, showing a flushed face, "That's my mother."

"Well, sooner or later she will become my mother. Also, my mother is also your mother." Shen Ying laughed.

Gong Zhi: "..."

Although based on the relationship between them, it seems to be a matter of course in the future.But Gong Zhi always felt that something was wrong, she stared at Shen Ying.Shen Ying smiled and said, "I'm going to see my mother in a few days, are you nervous?"

"What's there to be nervous about..."

Gong Zhi muttered, and then she heard Shen Ying's next words: "By the way, my mother also knows about our affairs. So, don't be nervous~"

What answered her was the video that suddenly hung up.

Shen Ying was stunned for a moment, but instead of being annoyed by the hangup, she burst out laughing.She smiled, and found that her phone vibrated again, this time it was Shen Shu.She turned on the phone, and it was a sunny day on the other end of the phone.When Shen Shu saw Shen Ying's smile, she was taken aback for a moment, and then she showed a soft smile: "You seem to be in a good mood, Xiao Ying."

"Yeah!" Shen Ying nodded, and then she smiled even more happily, "Mom, you have to prepare a change fee."

Shen Shu's eyes widened in surprise, she wanted to say something, but seeing Shen Ying's very happy smile, she finally swallowed the words back.After all, she hadn't seen such a laughing daughter for a long time.In the past, no matter how happy my daughter was, she seemed to have something in her heart.

As a mother, she can give everything for her daughter, but her daughter's refusal attitude makes her helpless.

And now, it's really good.

Shen Shu sighed: "We should thank her well."

"I will spend my whole life thanking her and loving her." Shen Ying said seriously.

Shen Shu was choked by her daughter's show of affection, she opened her mouth, and finally shook her head helplessly: "That's what they have to bear with you."

Then, [-] passed, and it was thirty years old.

The population of the Gong family is too small, even if the outside is decorated to be lively, there is a kind of desertedness.But during Chinese New Year, no one would talk about setting off fireworks in the mansion.The family watched the New Year together in the living room, listening to the Spring Festival Gala. The reason why they listened was because the family of four played mahjong.

This is also a traditional project. It helps to keep the year old and fight against poverty, and it can also look at the character of the children. After all, the brand is not good, and the character is generally not very good.

The old man in the house that still has value lit the fireworks outside, and there was a crackling sound, and occasionally the bright fireworks falling outside could be seen from the window.

At 12 o'clock, almost everyone's cell phone rang.

Gong Zhi received many blessings from many people, including Jiang Ran's, Miejue Shitai also sent her a text message, and Shen Ying's good friend An Zhi, not to mention Chaosheng's large and small shareholders and senior executives.Gong Zhi replied one by one, and the sound of fireworks was crackling. She looked at the fireworks outside, and then typed a sentence on Shen Ying's vx.

"Happy New Year. Next year, I will also ask for your advice."

That one came back quickly.

"Happy New Year."

A voice note is also included.

Gong Zhi clicked it with a guilty conscience, and put it next to her ear.There was a soft laugh on the other end: "I love you. Also, I will wait for you to go home."

At that moment, Gong Zhi had a little expectation.

In my own home, someone is waiting for me and loving me.

That is my own home.