After being locked up with Xueba, I gnawed bricks that tasted like lobster

After the physics class, Yue Shi didn't go to sell the leave, but took Si Ning up to the fourth floor.

The fourth floor is connected to the building of the Academic Affairs Office, and there is a rooftop in the middle, which is very empty and there is nothing.

Usually no one comes to this place, but just in case, Yue Chi checked around suspiciously.

On the first day he transferred to another school, the teacher in charge said that puppy love is forbidden. The two of them are not only in puppy love, but also homosexual.

He himself is nothing, but Si Xiaoning is the pride of No. [-] Middle School, Yue Shi likes to see Si Xiaoning being admired by everyone, and he doesn't want Si Xiaoning to be affected because of him.

After looking around to make sure there was no one there, he was relieved, turned around and looked at Si Ning, but was suddenly at a loss for words.

When he saw the contents of the note in class, many things popped up in his mind and wanted to tell Si Xiaoning, so he was pulled out after class.But when it came time to speak, he didn't know how to speak.

There was only 10 minutes of get out of class time to end, Si Ning saw that he hesitated for a long time and didn't say anything, so he asked, "...more time?"

Yue Shi pulled him up on impulse. He put his hands in his pockets and tightly grasped the piece of paper. After thinking for a long time, he didn't know how to ask him. His eyes wandered and he said, "Si Xiaoning, you... you have made up your mind." ?"

Si Ning knew that what he said was a confession answer, but speaking of this, he wanted to ask Yue Shi about something first.

He lowered his eyes, his slender and thick eyelashes covered the expression in his eyes, "Yue Shi, why do you like me?"

While doing the review, he suddenly realized one thing.

That is, in the long period of time when he first met Yueshi, some of the things he did were not purely for the purpose, and he didn't think there was anything at the time, but in retrospect, it is easy to cause Yueshi's misunderstanding.

Yue Shi was stunned for a moment, then stuttered, "Hi...cough, do you need a reason to like someone?"

Si Ning insisted, "There are always some differences."

"...I don't know too well." Yue Shi thought about it, and felt that such an answer seemed a bit perfunctory, but the Chinese he had only recently started to cram did not accumulate much vocabulary for him, and he couldn't express it accurately after much deliberation. I held back my own thoughts for a while, and said with a blushing face, "You are good at studying, you have a good family background, and you have a good personality. And when I first came, you were the only one who took care of me and helped me deal with the head teacher..."

it is as expected.

Si Ning couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or sorry, and said in a deep voice, "Yue Shi, in fact, I approached you at that time just to protect myself."

However, Yue Shi didn't expect him to speak suddenly, without stopping the car, he blurted out: "I really want to ask you, why do you like me?"

Si Ning: "???"

Yue Shi: "???"

The two people looked at each other, fell silent, a breeze blew by, and the leaves from nowhere rolled on the ground.

A few seconds later, the two spoke at the same time: "...you say it again?"

"..."

In the end, when the bell rang for preparation, Si Ning was the first to react. He glanced at Yue Shi in a daze, and forced himself to calm down: "Yue Shi, this matter is a bit complicated. We'll talk about it later. Let's go back to class first."

Yue Ji nodded habitually, and then shook his head again, "No... Then what about the breakfast you gave me, the gift you gave me? And this!"

He took out the paper from his pocket, and eagerly spread it out for Si Ning to see.

On the paper are Si Ning's signature characters, each word revealing a sense of coldness, and the content is clearly compiled by Si Ning, the information about Yueshi.

Forget about his birthday, home address, and contact information. He even remembers clearly what he likes to eat, what he doesn't like to eat, and how he takes two baths a day.

"If you don't like me, why do you remember these things?"

Yue Shi's tone was more flustered than questioning, his eyes were fixed on Si Xiaoning's, trying to see signs of lying in his eyes.

Si Ning had expected such a day long ago, but originally planned to tell Yueshi the truth after the midterm exam was over. At that time, no matter whether Yueshi would stay in Class [-] or not, and whether he would like to treat him as a friend, he would be able to accept.

But I didn't expect things to turn out like this.

"Yue Shi, listen to me."

At such a time, Si Ning's heart was far from being as peaceful as he had thought, and his heart seemed to be blocked by a stone.

But Yueshi must be more uncomfortable than him, Si Ning tried to stabilize Yueshi's emotions, "This matter is very complicated, and I can't explain it in a few words. Let's go back to class first, and I will tell you everything when I get home at noon." ,OK?"

At this time, the preparatory bell had already rang for a while, but Yue Shi didn't move at all, he just stared at Si Ning and asked persistently, "So you never liked me?"

"..."

Si Ning didn't know how to answer.

He is not indifferent to Yueshi, but science students have a mysterious obsession with the formula for solving problems. He has not finished the review, so it is very irresponsible to give Yueshi the answer at this time.

However, Yue Shi couldn't understand what he was thinking, seeing him silent, his heart seemed to sink into the abyss.

For such a long time, it turned out that he was just being self-indulgent?

His eyes were completely red, and he moved his fingers, wanting to throw the piece of paper on Si Ning, but he was still not willing to do so. He held the thin piece of paper tightly and said, "Don't you want to go back to class?"

When Si Ning saw his eyes, he was stunned for a moment, but Yue Shi quickly turned away. He felt that he had no position to comfort Yue Shi now, so he could only pretend that he didn't see it, and turned and walked downstairs.

Yue Shi's footsteps slowed down a few steps before he followed.

I don't know if it's because of the colder weather, or because I've gotten used to walking side by side with him for more than a month. Si Ning walked in front alone, but it felt a bit empty, as if the stairs had suddenly grown many times, and he just walked in by mistake. passers-by.

Arriving at the second floor where Class [-] is located, Si Ning was about to go to the class when he suddenly heard footsteps behind him hurriedly and quickly went downstairs.

Si Ning hurriedly turned his head, "Overtime!"

But this time Yue Shi didn't listen to him as usual, and ran away without looking back.

Seeing him wiping his face with his hand, Si Ning had the urge to chase him out, but at this moment a teacher came out behind him and called him back.

Seeing that it was him, the teacher was a little surprised, "Si Ning? Why don't you go to class?"

Si Ning paused, "...Understood, I'll go back right away."

After that, Si Ning didn't see Yue Shi again for the whole Tuesday. Fortunately, the leave note in the morning hadn't been sold yet, so he used it to deal with the people from the student union who came to check.

Throughout the whole day, Si Ning had no intention of going to class, and couldn't help turning his head to look out the window, looking for Yue Shi's figure on the basketball court.

During the class break, he took out the review notebook and looked at the half-analyzed pros and cons, but he couldn't write any more. At this time, someone came to ask about Yue Shi's situation.

"Is he very ill?"

When he came and disappeared in the morning, the girls who paid more attention to him were a little worried, so they chose one person to come over and ask.

Si Ning didn't have any special feelings about these things before, but after hearing Yue Shi question him, now he suddenly understood what these girls meant by their concern for Yue Shi.

He paused, "Probably so."

The girl looked at his face, smiled awkwardly, and said, "I'm sorry to disturb your study."

After speaking, he hurriedly left Si Ning's desk.

Several girls immediately gathered around, "Why did you ask? Why did Si Ning's expression suddenly become so fierce?"

"I want to know too... I wanted to ask Yue Shi what kind of illness he had, but seeing his expression, I didn't dare, so I ran back quickly."

"He is a god of learning, I think you hinder his study."

"But Yueshi has the best relationship with him?"

……

Si Ning didn't know what they were talking about, and he couldn't continue writing the replay, so after thinking about it, he closed his notebook and took out his phone.

The "same-sex.friends group" that Yueshi asked him to add before, but after adding it, he set the message not to remind, and Yueshi didn't let him see it, so he never clicked in again.

It's class time now, but there are still a lot of people chatting in the group, and the messages are posted quickly. Si Ning looked at the group members, found the monkey's head, and sent a friend request.

The application was approved quickly, and the monkey sent a message.

Hou Zhuangzhuang: Brother Ning!What's the matter?

Brother Ning: Did you see Yueshi today?

Hou Zhuangzhuang: No, what's the matter?Brother Shi finally skipped class?

Yueshi used to skip classes to go out to play, but after transferring to another school, he couldn't get an appointment every time, Monkey and the others thought he was taken away.

It felt quite normal to skip class like this.

Si Ning saw that he didn't know where Yue Shi had gone, so he didn't say much, and simply dealt with it, then clicked on the dialog box of Yue Shi.

The chat between him and Yue Shi still stopped in the morning, and he told Yue Shi the news that he asked for leave for him.

When he went home for dinner at noon, Si Ning didn't see Yue Shi, out of guilt and politeness, he didn't send messages to disturb him.

He felt that it would take more time to digest this matter.

But since he transferred to the present, except for the weekend, it is the first time that he hasn't seen Yueshi for such a long time, and there is no news.

Si Ning was a little worried, and as soon as he thought that the relationship between the two of them might end, it felt like a huge rock was pressing on his heart, making him unable to breathe.

After school in the afternoon, Si Ning stood at the gate of the community, looked up at his house, hesitated for a while, thought twice, and sent a few messages to Yue Shi.

Si Xiaoning: Yueshi, I will go home to sleep at night, so come back.

Si Xiaoning: Find a time, and I will explain everything clearly. You can decide the rest, and I won't have any objections.

Si Xiaoning: I misunderstood you a lot before, I'm sorry.

In the cloakroom on the top floor, in the closet, Yue Shi was awakened by the phone ringing to the maximum, and saw the news that Si Xiaoning would not come back as soon as he opened his eyes.

Yue Shi: "..."

In vain, he has been hiding in the closet for so long, his legs are numb!