I'm the most ruthless and scumbag in the world [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 44 Existence Like Air
A burst of heart palpitations, the powerlessness brought by the gradual loss of vitality made Lu Anran unable to lift his hands, he turned his head with difficulty, looked at the man who was holding his hand tightly, a smile suddenly appeared at the corner of his mouth, and he spoke with difficulty. Type: "Don't forget to come to me."
Even though he is old, time seems to treat Qin Nan with special favor. There are no wrinkles or even age spots on his face. He looks less than fifty at the age of 80 or [-]. It's just the fatigue in his eyes and a slightly hunched back that betray him. Timely sub-health.
His complexion changed slightly, and he nodded solemnly, as a promise.
Lu Anran smiled, he didn't talk much, and he didn't have the extra strength to speak, he just quietly looked at this man whom he had loved for decades, with every stroke, it seemed that he wanted to change every outline of him. , Even a strand of hair has to go deep into my mind.
He has never expected that the two of them will have a next life. If it is said that in the first world, he still imagined that he could truly grow old with Lu Lihao, but now that Lu Anran has experienced three times and three worlds, he has already taken life and death very lightly.
At least, in this world, he gave this man his purest love.
The last sentence, he was just joking, thinking of the man who vowed at that time that he would die in his next life, in the next life, he thought it was funny that he would really die, that's all.
Finally, the eyelids gradually became heavy, and finally Lu Anran couldn't bear it anymore, and slowly closed the eyelids.
"Hiss..." When Lu Anran woke up again, he found that he was in a room with clean white sides, and the strong smell of disinfectant made him frown severely.
"It hurts." He was about to sit up, but there was a sharp pain in his wrist, and he subconsciously raised his hand. The thick gauze and the spilled blood showed him that he had cut his wrist.
Cut your wrists? !
Lu Anran's face turned pale. Although he passed through several strange worlds, he still remembered how he left his own world.
He committed suicide by cutting his wrists!
"Crackling——" In the quiet room, the sound of the door opening was exceptionally loud. Following the sound, Lu Anran looked towards the door, his pupils shrinking slightly.
Sure enough—back to the real world.
Fu Hai just went out to ask the doctor about some things, but he didn't expect to find that he was awake when he came back. He was slightly taken aback, and immediately threw himself on the side of the bed, holding Lu Anran's injured left hand with both hands; "An'an, you're awake, are you okay? , is there any discomfort? Why is it bleeding again?"
Lu Anran, who just woke up, was dizzy and confused. Before she could figure out what was going on, a group of white-clothed angels suddenly rushed in and surrounded her.
Eyes, nose, chest, wrist, all kinds of cold instruments greeted him, he almost thought that he was sent to the laboratory for slice research.
"Cough cough cough-"
"An'an, are you okay?" Fu Hai stood nervously, he coughed as if he was going to die, and grabbed a doctor nearby, his voice was as cold as an ice pick, "What's the matter with him, didn't he just wake up?" Is he out of danger, why doesn't he speak, why is he still coughing?"
The doctor, who looked about 40 years old, was so frightened by Fu Hai that he couldn't stand still, and the two Zhanzhan reluctantly replied: "Young Master Lu is completely out of danger, it's just that he lost too much blood, and now the blood supply to the brain is insufficient. , no big problem."
Fu Hai looked around in disbelief, and the other doctors kept nodding their heads, saying that the patient was indeed completely fine. Then he let out a breath, and then let go of the doctor's collar, half kneeling on the side of the bed, She said with concern: "An'an, don't worry, you just woke up, take a rest first, are you thirsty, let me get you some water?"
He stood up, and found that the doctor was still in the same place, his face turned serious, and his soft voice just now seemed to be frozen: "Why, do you want me to send you off specially?"
"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no." The doctors rushed out, fearing that Fu Hai would stay behind if they ran too slowly.
In an instant, only Lu Anran and Fu Hai were left in the ward. Fu Hai, who was originally imposing, was like a deflated balloon. , grinned slightly at the corners of his lips, and after he realized that his smile was very ugly, he immediately restrained his expression, poured a glass of cool white water, skillfully opened the drawer of the bedside table, took out a cotton swab, thought about it and put it back, and changed it into a straw.
"An'an, the doctor said that you can't eat now, drink some water first, and I will cook porridge for you in the afternoon?" Fu Hai tentatively stretched out his hand, and seemed to withdraw it immediately when he touched him. Lu Anran didn't seem to be repulsed at all, he let out a breath without a trace, and showed a more flattering smile on his face: "I'll help you sit up, and I'll hold you to drink water with a straw, okay?"
Lu Anran bit the straw brought to his mouth, and looked up and down at the familiar yet unfamiliar Fu Hai.
He stretched out his hand, Fu Hai looked blank, after seeing Lu Anran impatiently, although he didn't understand what he meant, he immediately stretched out his empty left hand and grinned.
Lu Anran didn't touch his hand, but just wandered his eyes on the ring finger of his left hand, and then retracted it without a trace.
Sure enough, a silver plain ring looked like it was in memory.
Back then, he gave the ring to Muxiao. He can guarantee that if Fu Hai took off the ring, his pinyin name would still be on the inner ring.
The three worlds are enough for him to think about the strange things that happened to him hundreds of times. He must not have somehow come back to life, but also gained the ability to travel through small worlds.
Fu Hai is the only one who can have such ability, follow him all the time, like himself unconditionally, and take care of himself in every possible way.
Only this, I feel sorry for myself, wishing to use my whole self to make up for Fu Hai.
Lu Anran is an orphan, it's not that he has no father or mother, but the kind of orphan whose parents are still alive, but no one is willing to take him, and even orphanages cannot accept him in the open.
His mother, greedy for money, divorced his father quickly with a check, left her two-year-old son and ran away without a trace, and no one knew whether he was alive or dead.
His father, who was depressed and unsuccessful in the early years, met his current wife and took advantage of the influence of his wife's natal family to soar into the sky, and now he has taken the seat of district chief.He always thought that his mother and him were the stains in his life. After getting rid of his mother, he once wanted to send him away, but was left behind by his stepmother.
His stepmother, Miss Jiao Didi from a wealthy family, really liked his father, but also hated his mother and him.The eldest lady fell in love with his father when she was studying, but she was young at that time, the pure love between the two fingertips ended without a problem, and the class reunion five years after graduation brought the two who were ignorant at the beginning to reunite.
The eldest lady always felt that his mother was the third party. If it weren't for his mother, his father belonged to the eldest lady from the beginning to the end, and he was the evidence of his father's betrayal back then, reminding her all the time that she deeply loved her. The man she loves hurts her.The eldest miss really loved his father, so all the crimes fell on Lu Anran.
She hated Lu Anran, so she kept imprisoning Lu Anran, and she wanted to vent all her hatred for that incident on Lu Anran.
Lu Anran also has a younger brother, which is different from him. His younger brother is simply loved by thousands of people. His father, because he feels sorry for his stepmother, basically asks both of them, whether it is flying in the sky or running on the ground. Yes, as long as his younger brother says something, even if it is a natural star and moon, his father will do his best to get it.
They would never abuse Lu Anran, after all, the stepmother is a person of dignity, not only to cover up the fact that she was a mistress, but also to whitewash herself as a good stepmother in the new century.
They would just ignore Lu Anran completely, as if this person never existed in this world.
Back home, the three of them sat comfortably on the sofa watching TV, discussing today's anecdotes, while Lu Anran was like an ant, no matter how much noise he made, even if he came back with a whole body injured, he would not be separated in the slightest. He would be scolded by the nanny who tidied up the room, and he would occasionally receive a few words of care. These were also his brother's eccentric words, which made him feel ashamed.
Lu Anran grew up in such a twisted environment.
When I grow up, I finally don't want to grow old.
It's a pity-it didn't die.
Now——Lu Anran, who has experienced three worlds, has already thought about the reason for committing suicide in the first place, and he doesn't want to die now.
Before, he felt that the world was dark, no one cared about him, and he had nothing to miss, but now——
Perhaps, Fu Hai could be a reason for him to continue living in this world? !
Fu Hai is a relative of his stepmother's family.
The corner of Lu Anran's mouth curled into a mocking arc, saying that they were relatives, but his stepmother's family forcibly married her. As a small person, Lu Anran knew that the Fu family was not only rich, but also powerful, the kind that could reach the sky, Fu Hai As the head of the Fu family, it is no longer a legend to turn one's hands into clouds and turn one's hands into rain.
Counting up to three generations, the Fu family were princes and nobles. Not to mention catastrophes, they have rescued many people in peacetime. Most of them hugged the Fu family's thighs in the name of repaying their gratitude, imagining winning Fu Hai's favor. , from then on soared into the sky - and so did his stepmother's family.
It's a pity that Fu Hai is naturally cold-hearted, and he never pretends to talk about the flies that actively surround him. But after all, there are too many flies, and it is inevitable that some people will appear under his banner, but in the real sense, they really can't compete with him. relationship—especially with his stepmother’s family.
And why did I know Fu Hai?
However, in order to hook up with Fu Hai, his stepmother's family heard that Fu Hai was not close to women, so they thought that Fu Hai liked men, so they thought that Fu Hai liked men. He kept creating opportunities to show himself in front of Fu Hai.
It stands to reason that a small family like theirs would have difficulty talking in front of Fu Hai's assistants, but unfortunately his stepmother's family has already put all their eggs in one basket, and their minds are full of the life of a fairy after boarding Fu Hai's big boat. After the failure, they would have no chance to start all over again, and they used Lu Anran, a Lu Anran who no one would find even if he disappeared from the world immediately, so they arranged recklessly until Fu Hai finally forgot Live in a character like Lu Anran.
Looking at the flustered Fu Hai in front of him, Lu Anran thought of the scene of meeting this man for the first time.He is high above the sky, looking down at the world, as if all the people in front of him are pariahs, mud, no ant can enter his eyes, including himself, but now——he doesn't know what Fu Hai likes about him, let alone what he has. what he likes.
He has a weird personality and behaves perversely. Even the classmates in the class are not willing to approach him. Just looking at each other will be frightened by the hostility in his eyes. He wants to wait until he is able to leave his stepmother's family and become completely independent.He even thought that he could do anything for money.
Raiding houses, killing people and setting fires, as long as he can survive, it doesn't matter what the world becomes.
It's a pity—maybe he was thinking too much about a newspaper office, and Lu Anran, who finally found an opportunity to steal his account, found that he was indeed completely separated from his stepmother's family, because he was given as a gift, as a pet, or even as a plaything. Give it to Fu Hai!
The Fu family, how could he escape from the Fu family? Sure enough, he tried hundreds of times, and he didn't even escape from the manor that imprisoned him in disguise.
At last, his hope was extinguished.
He didn't want to run away, but he didn't want to take advantage of anyone either!
Therefore, he committed suicide, and the deep bony wound on his right wrist was his silent resistance but at the cost of his life.
Now, he is alive again, and he and Fu Hai have three more loving lives in the world.
Lu Anran looked blankly at Fu Hai, who was looking at him in fear at this moment, and was at a loss for what to do next.
He cut his wrists with the determination to die, and even left Fu Hai with a blood-weeping audio tape in order to avenge his stepmother, all accusing them of rich people. He was holding that he would never see Fu Hai again. Thinking of speaking those vicious and dark inner thoughts that have been lingering in my heart for several years, but have never dared to express, now——
meet again.
What should I do?
Even though he is old, time seems to treat Qin Nan with special favor. There are no wrinkles or even age spots on his face. He looks less than fifty at the age of 80 or [-]. It's just the fatigue in his eyes and a slightly hunched back that betray him. Timely sub-health.
His complexion changed slightly, and he nodded solemnly, as a promise.
Lu Anran smiled, he didn't talk much, and he didn't have the extra strength to speak, he just quietly looked at this man whom he had loved for decades, with every stroke, it seemed that he wanted to change every outline of him. , Even a strand of hair has to go deep into my mind.
He has never expected that the two of them will have a next life. If it is said that in the first world, he still imagined that he could truly grow old with Lu Lihao, but now that Lu Anran has experienced three times and three worlds, he has already taken life and death very lightly.
At least, in this world, he gave this man his purest love.
The last sentence, he was just joking, thinking of the man who vowed at that time that he would die in his next life, in the next life, he thought it was funny that he would really die, that's all.
Finally, the eyelids gradually became heavy, and finally Lu Anran couldn't bear it anymore, and slowly closed the eyelids.
"Hiss..." When Lu Anran woke up again, he found that he was in a room with clean white sides, and the strong smell of disinfectant made him frown severely.
"It hurts." He was about to sit up, but there was a sharp pain in his wrist, and he subconsciously raised his hand. The thick gauze and the spilled blood showed him that he had cut his wrist.
Cut your wrists? !
Lu Anran's face turned pale. Although he passed through several strange worlds, he still remembered how he left his own world.
He committed suicide by cutting his wrists!
"Crackling——" In the quiet room, the sound of the door opening was exceptionally loud. Following the sound, Lu Anran looked towards the door, his pupils shrinking slightly.
Sure enough—back to the real world.
Fu Hai just went out to ask the doctor about some things, but he didn't expect to find that he was awake when he came back. He was slightly taken aback, and immediately threw himself on the side of the bed, holding Lu Anran's injured left hand with both hands; "An'an, you're awake, are you okay? , is there any discomfort? Why is it bleeding again?"
Lu Anran, who just woke up, was dizzy and confused. Before she could figure out what was going on, a group of white-clothed angels suddenly rushed in and surrounded her.
Eyes, nose, chest, wrist, all kinds of cold instruments greeted him, he almost thought that he was sent to the laboratory for slice research.
"Cough cough cough-"
"An'an, are you okay?" Fu Hai stood nervously, he coughed as if he was going to die, and grabbed a doctor nearby, his voice was as cold as an ice pick, "What's the matter with him, didn't he just wake up?" Is he out of danger, why doesn't he speak, why is he still coughing?"
The doctor, who looked about 40 years old, was so frightened by Fu Hai that he couldn't stand still, and the two Zhanzhan reluctantly replied: "Young Master Lu is completely out of danger, it's just that he lost too much blood, and now the blood supply to the brain is insufficient. , no big problem."
Fu Hai looked around in disbelief, and the other doctors kept nodding their heads, saying that the patient was indeed completely fine. Then he let out a breath, and then let go of the doctor's collar, half kneeling on the side of the bed, She said with concern: "An'an, don't worry, you just woke up, take a rest first, are you thirsty, let me get you some water?"
He stood up, and found that the doctor was still in the same place, his face turned serious, and his soft voice just now seemed to be frozen: "Why, do you want me to send you off specially?"
"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no." The doctors rushed out, fearing that Fu Hai would stay behind if they ran too slowly.
In an instant, only Lu Anran and Fu Hai were left in the ward. Fu Hai, who was originally imposing, was like a deflated balloon. , grinned slightly at the corners of his lips, and after he realized that his smile was very ugly, he immediately restrained his expression, poured a glass of cool white water, skillfully opened the drawer of the bedside table, took out a cotton swab, thought about it and put it back, and changed it into a straw.
"An'an, the doctor said that you can't eat now, drink some water first, and I will cook porridge for you in the afternoon?" Fu Hai tentatively stretched out his hand, and seemed to withdraw it immediately when he touched him. Lu Anran didn't seem to be repulsed at all, he let out a breath without a trace, and showed a more flattering smile on his face: "I'll help you sit up, and I'll hold you to drink water with a straw, okay?"
Lu Anran bit the straw brought to his mouth, and looked up and down at the familiar yet unfamiliar Fu Hai.
He stretched out his hand, Fu Hai looked blank, after seeing Lu Anran impatiently, although he didn't understand what he meant, he immediately stretched out his empty left hand and grinned.
Lu Anran didn't touch his hand, but just wandered his eyes on the ring finger of his left hand, and then retracted it without a trace.
Sure enough, a silver plain ring looked like it was in memory.
Back then, he gave the ring to Muxiao. He can guarantee that if Fu Hai took off the ring, his pinyin name would still be on the inner ring.
The three worlds are enough for him to think about the strange things that happened to him hundreds of times. He must not have somehow come back to life, but also gained the ability to travel through small worlds.
Fu Hai is the only one who can have such ability, follow him all the time, like himself unconditionally, and take care of himself in every possible way.
Only this, I feel sorry for myself, wishing to use my whole self to make up for Fu Hai.
Lu Anran is an orphan, it's not that he has no father or mother, but the kind of orphan whose parents are still alive, but no one is willing to take him, and even orphanages cannot accept him in the open.
His mother, greedy for money, divorced his father quickly with a check, left her two-year-old son and ran away without a trace, and no one knew whether he was alive or dead.
His father, who was depressed and unsuccessful in the early years, met his current wife and took advantage of the influence of his wife's natal family to soar into the sky, and now he has taken the seat of district chief.He always thought that his mother and him were the stains in his life. After getting rid of his mother, he once wanted to send him away, but was left behind by his stepmother.
His stepmother, Miss Jiao Didi from a wealthy family, really liked his father, but also hated his mother and him.The eldest lady fell in love with his father when she was studying, but she was young at that time, the pure love between the two fingertips ended without a problem, and the class reunion five years after graduation brought the two who were ignorant at the beginning to reunite.
The eldest lady always felt that his mother was the third party. If it weren't for his mother, his father belonged to the eldest lady from the beginning to the end, and he was the evidence of his father's betrayal back then, reminding her all the time that she deeply loved her. The man she loves hurts her.The eldest miss really loved his father, so all the crimes fell on Lu Anran.
She hated Lu Anran, so she kept imprisoning Lu Anran, and she wanted to vent all her hatred for that incident on Lu Anran.
Lu Anran also has a younger brother, which is different from him. His younger brother is simply loved by thousands of people. His father, because he feels sorry for his stepmother, basically asks both of them, whether it is flying in the sky or running on the ground. Yes, as long as his younger brother says something, even if it is a natural star and moon, his father will do his best to get it.
They would never abuse Lu Anran, after all, the stepmother is a person of dignity, not only to cover up the fact that she was a mistress, but also to whitewash herself as a good stepmother in the new century.
They would just ignore Lu Anran completely, as if this person never existed in this world.
Back home, the three of them sat comfortably on the sofa watching TV, discussing today's anecdotes, while Lu Anran was like an ant, no matter how much noise he made, even if he came back with a whole body injured, he would not be separated in the slightest. He would be scolded by the nanny who tidied up the room, and he would occasionally receive a few words of care. These were also his brother's eccentric words, which made him feel ashamed.
Lu Anran grew up in such a twisted environment.
When I grow up, I finally don't want to grow old.
It's a pity-it didn't die.
Now——Lu Anran, who has experienced three worlds, has already thought about the reason for committing suicide in the first place, and he doesn't want to die now.
Before, he felt that the world was dark, no one cared about him, and he had nothing to miss, but now——
Perhaps, Fu Hai could be a reason for him to continue living in this world? !
Fu Hai is a relative of his stepmother's family.
The corner of Lu Anran's mouth curled into a mocking arc, saying that they were relatives, but his stepmother's family forcibly married her. As a small person, Lu Anran knew that the Fu family was not only rich, but also powerful, the kind that could reach the sky, Fu Hai As the head of the Fu family, it is no longer a legend to turn one's hands into clouds and turn one's hands into rain.
Counting up to three generations, the Fu family were princes and nobles. Not to mention catastrophes, they have rescued many people in peacetime. Most of them hugged the Fu family's thighs in the name of repaying their gratitude, imagining winning Fu Hai's favor. , from then on soared into the sky - and so did his stepmother's family.
It's a pity that Fu Hai is naturally cold-hearted, and he never pretends to talk about the flies that actively surround him. But after all, there are too many flies, and it is inevitable that some people will appear under his banner, but in the real sense, they really can't compete with him. relationship—especially with his stepmother’s family.
And why did I know Fu Hai?
However, in order to hook up with Fu Hai, his stepmother's family heard that Fu Hai was not close to women, so they thought that Fu Hai liked men, so they thought that Fu Hai liked men. He kept creating opportunities to show himself in front of Fu Hai.
It stands to reason that a small family like theirs would have difficulty talking in front of Fu Hai's assistants, but unfortunately his stepmother's family has already put all their eggs in one basket, and their minds are full of the life of a fairy after boarding Fu Hai's big boat. After the failure, they would have no chance to start all over again, and they used Lu Anran, a Lu Anran who no one would find even if he disappeared from the world immediately, so they arranged recklessly until Fu Hai finally forgot Live in a character like Lu Anran.
Looking at the flustered Fu Hai in front of him, Lu Anran thought of the scene of meeting this man for the first time.He is high above the sky, looking down at the world, as if all the people in front of him are pariahs, mud, no ant can enter his eyes, including himself, but now——he doesn't know what Fu Hai likes about him, let alone what he has. what he likes.
He has a weird personality and behaves perversely. Even the classmates in the class are not willing to approach him. Just looking at each other will be frightened by the hostility in his eyes. He wants to wait until he is able to leave his stepmother's family and become completely independent.He even thought that he could do anything for money.
Raiding houses, killing people and setting fires, as long as he can survive, it doesn't matter what the world becomes.
It's a pity—maybe he was thinking too much about a newspaper office, and Lu Anran, who finally found an opportunity to steal his account, found that he was indeed completely separated from his stepmother's family, because he was given as a gift, as a pet, or even as a plaything. Give it to Fu Hai!
The Fu family, how could he escape from the Fu family? Sure enough, he tried hundreds of times, and he didn't even escape from the manor that imprisoned him in disguise.
At last, his hope was extinguished.
He didn't want to run away, but he didn't want to take advantage of anyone either!
Therefore, he committed suicide, and the deep bony wound on his right wrist was his silent resistance but at the cost of his life.
Now, he is alive again, and he and Fu Hai have three more loving lives in the world.
Lu Anran looked blankly at Fu Hai, who was looking at him in fear at this moment, and was at a loss for what to do next.
He cut his wrists with the determination to die, and even left Fu Hai with a blood-weeping audio tape in order to avenge his stepmother, all accusing them of rich people. He was holding that he would never see Fu Hai again. Thinking of speaking those vicious and dark inner thoughts that have been lingering in my heart for several years, but have never dared to express, now——
meet again.
What should I do?
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