Prohibited to approach

How strong is Xiaoxiao's waist to bear Missy's unhappiness, her face flushed red, Missy's dark eyes stared at her, kisses all the way up her neck, soft, with a little coolness .

This is a kind of punishment for Xiaoxiao, she is also a good young man who is full of anger, how can the eldest lady be tortured like this.

At critical moments, people will always explode with endless power.

She snorted, and with a sudden force of her hand, she hugged the eldest lady.

The eldest lady froze, Mu Xiaoxiao's eyes were burning red at this moment, she bit her lips and looked at Qin Yi: "You forced me."

Who spoke slower?

Now, it cannot be slowed down.

Xiaoxiao oppressed the eldest lady, depriving her of all breath. In the end, she grabbed Qin Yi's leg and whispered, "Hook me."

Now, it doesn't matter if the eldest lady's legs are strong or not.

Mu Xiaoxiao asked her to sit with embarrassing movements that she would never normally do. Such a posture made it easier for her to pick up what she wanted. The young miss looked at her and wanted to struggle, which made her feel ashamed and sensitive. But when Mu Xiaoxiao raised her hand and shook it suggestively, she instantly lost her strength.

A good afternoon.

The kiss between the two is like a battle between you and me.

They all had a bit of an air of inexplicable reason, and they were reluctant to punish each other in other ways, so they could only crush each other again and again like this.

In the end, the eldest lady's cheeks, neck, ears were dyed pink, Xiaoxiao let her pester her before, but now she has to pester her.

Mu Xiaoxiao's eyes were dark. She hugged Qin Yi with both hands and stared at her.

That gaze was naked without any concealment.

She lowered her head and whispered a word in Qin Yi's ear. The eldest lady's face was once again covered in crimson, and her hands were weakly supporting Xiaoxiao: "You...you..."

She never thought that Xiaoxiao would say such a thing.

Teacher Mu, who has always been polite, would actually say such a thing.

Such a posture was too exhausting, so Xiaoxiao finally fell onto the rattan chair with the eldest lady in her arms.

The midday sun was hot, but it couldn't match the heat overflowing from the two of them.

When the zipper of the skirt was unzipped little by little, Mu Xiaoxiao looked straight into the young lady's eyes, there was a fire burning there, she deliberately slowed down her movements, as if deliberately bullying her.

hiss...

The voice was like a cat's paw gently scratching the young lady's heart, her hand frantically grabbed Xiaoxiao's hand, but Xiaoxiao was a step ahead of her, grabbing her wrist with both hands, and overwhelmed her side, "Yes You provoked me first."

Missy: ...

How could she be the first to provoke?

Mu Xiaoxiao's body pressed over, and her hands rested on the cold body.

At such a critical moment, how could there not be an unsightly interruption.

At this moment, Mr. Zhang, who was holding a large iced watermelon just fished out of the well, was squatting at the door, and shouted loudly: "Sister Qin, Xiaoxiao, come out to eat melons."

Mu Xiaoxiao: ...

Qin Yi: ...

The body froze, the two looked at each other, the eldest lady pushed Xiaoxiao, her breathing was messy: "Someone is here."

Xiaoxiao: ...

……A few minutes later.

When Teacher Zhang was welcomed in by the unwelcome, Teacher Mu's hair was still a bit messy, so she gave her a big white eye.

She looked at her inexplicably: "What's wrong with you, your face is so red? Are you eating melon?"

Mu Xiaoxiao really wanted to kick the watermelon in her hand away. The good thing was interrupted. She frowned and said, "No, I'm going to take a shower."

"You're only washing now? There's still 10 minutes to go to class, what are you doing?"

Teacher Zhang ignored her, and she hugged the watermelon happily and walked to Qin Yi, knelt down and gave her the most popular slice that she had chosen in advance after cutting it: "Here, sister Qin, eat melon."

She knew that Qin Yi was obsessed with cleanliness, and this was chosen in advance.

At this time, Qin Yi’s body was still hot and sticky, and she needed something cold. She just reached out to take it, but Mu Xiaoxiao snatched it one step ahead of her: “Your aunt is coming, you can’t eat it. cold."

Zhang Qiao:? ? ?

Are they so powerful now?Are you so strict?

Like Yun, Teacher Mu took a few bites of the melon and threw the rind into the trash can. She hurried in to take a shower.

Zhang Qiao looked at her wonderingly: "Who is it, why is it so cloudy and sunny recently, you have a big temper, you must be angry."

This bath is to reduce the fire, right?

The eldest lady has stabilized her mood at this time, she looked at Zhang Qiao and asked: "Is she angry?"

Zhang Qiao nodded. She and Xiaoxiao get along almost day and night, and she can feel her changes the most: "Yeah, it's like she has something on her mind, especially today, after class, she stared at the cup while making chrysanthemum tea 10 full minutes of ecstasy."

The eldest lady pursed her lips.

Xiaoxiao has something on her mind, but she doesn't tell her.

This feeling is very bad, falling on the young lady's heart is like a sour date stone, directly smashing a hole.

Mu Xiaoxiao took the shower almost at the speed of light. She took the pen and went to Zhang Qiao's place to drink some red pen water for the children's homework in the afternoon. Before leaving, she took a look at Qin Yi, her face was still a little hot.

how.

They've all been established.

Why was her heart beating so fast when she saw the eldest lady.

The two people's houses are very close to each other, just next door, Xiaoxiao looked at her watch after drinking the fountain pen: "There are still 10 minutes left, I'll squint for a while, I'm too sleepy."

She lay carelessly on the rattan chair, covering her eyes with one hand.

She didn't know that kissing took so much effort, and she didn't know where the magic power came from to drag the eldest lady up, but now her hands and feet are sore and she has no strength at all.

Knowing her habits, Zhang Qiao went into the room and took a thin quilt and threw it on her body. Xiaoxiao habitually wrapped her body from head to toe.

"Hey, what's going on with you these two days, you've got a lot on your mind."

Zhang Qiao kicked Xiaoxiao, and Xiaoxiao's voice from under the quilt was muffled: "Leave me alone."

Everyone has negative moments.

Mu Xiaoxiao has always thought that she is the kind of optimistic and sunny, in her heart there is no positive type that can hit her, but for some reason recently, the more she is with the eldest lady, the more inferior she is.

Perhaps it was because Qin Yi would do some things when her relationship with the eldest lady was not revealed before, but they were all silent.

Now, she doesn't carry Xiaoxiao behind her back, and let her see the gap and distance between the two of them.

Xiaoxiao knows that she must be the eldest lady in her life, no matter what, there is no way to separate them.

She doesn't care about herself, she is always afraid that one day she will be involved with the eldest lady.

Her knot is a matter of time.

Only by desperately strengthening herself can she not think too much.

But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't reach the height of the young lady...

Seeing that the eldest lady's legs are about to heal...

Although this is not good, Xiaoxiao can't help but wonder occasionally, if it wasn't for her, would the eldest miss find a better lover.

At this time, she would not be in this village with herself.

Perhaps, she has returned to the stage of Chi Zha?Revived her exuberant life?

Is she dragging her down?

Mu Xiaoxiao closed her eyes distractedly. Qin Shuang's words were not powerful to her at the time, but she had to admit that they penetrated into her heart like a crack before she knew it.

Zhang Qiao looked at her and sighed, "You are the same person, you have to get used to it, always show the good side to others, and never talk about the difficulties in your heart. Xiaoxiao, you have to remember, no matter how good we are A psychologist is also a human being, and there will be negative emotions. It is not important to have emotions, what is important is how to resolve them..."

In the afternoon, Mr. Zhang's class began.She is Zhang Tangseng, who is very famous in the field of treatment in the department. It is particularly legendary that every time a patient sees her after recovering, he runs away in a hurry. Once, a patient came to the school to send a pennant to Zhang Qiao, and the pennant was sent to Director Wang. Seeing Zhang Qiao come out happily, he immediately waved: "Mr. Zhang, I have a lot of things to do today, let's talk another day."

After he finished speaking, he ran away without looking back, as if there was a ghost chasing after him, for fear of chatting together.

……

"Don't feel bad because you have such negative emotions. You don't have these emotions suddenly, you know? You suppressed them in your heart for a long time."

Zhang Qiao patted Mu Xiaoxiao's little butt, "But why did you explode now? It's because you recognized Sister Qin in your heart, and she is no longer the eldest lady in your heart, no longer your own." The customer patron is no longer your sister, but your dearest lover who will be with you in the future."

Mu Xiaoxiao rubbed her hair vigorously under the quilt, almost collapsed by Teacher Zhang.

Teacher Zhang patted his ass again: "You don't have any relatives. Mama Su and Grandma Chu are both grown up. You're used to not telling them anything. What about me? It's useless if you tell them, because we still A piece of chicken that is as white as jade and has never been in a relationship doesn't understand bullshit, and you are reluctant to vent your emotions to Sister Qin all at once, lest she will be sad when she hears it, and these negative emotions will snowball in your heart, getting bigger and bigger, Bigger and bigger, bigger and bigger—"

In the sound of Teacher Zhang's "rolling bigger and bigger", Teacher Mu collapsed and fell asleep.

She's the kind of person who doesn't delay the sky falling as long as she wants to sleep.

Zhang Qiao looked at the time. About 10 minutes later, the eldest lady came over. She was wheeling a wheelchair at the gate of the yard, looking at Xiaoxiao who was lying on a rattan chair wrapped into a mummy.

Seeing her coming in, Zhang Qiao stood up quickly, "It's time to wake up, I'll call her."

The eldest lady waved her hand, she looked at Zhang Qiao: "Has she always been like this?"

what?

Zhang Qiao followed the Missy's hand and looked at Mu Xiaoxiao, who was tightly wrapped from top to bottom: "When I knew her, she slept in the dormitory, no matter whether it was spring, summer, autumn or winter, she was covered from head to toe. "

Teacher Zhang is very smart, she spread her hands and shrugged: "Don't ask me, I don't know the reason, no one can ask Xiaoxiao what she doesn't want to say."

The eldest lady was silent, she said no more, and handed the ironed shirt to Zhang Qiao: "Let her change it later."

With the intelligence of the eldest lady, she soon realized that when she slept in front of her before, she did her best to hide it.When we first met, I was afraid that she would think that the therapist himself had problems, so how could he help others?Later, it was probably because she was afraid that she was worried.

The shirt Zhang Qiao took over was still warm, she was a little surprised: "Sister Qin, can you iron it?"

Before, Xiaoxiao often showed her the hole on her body, the clothes her eldest lady ironed for her for the first time, she framed them later, and showed them a lot of messes for their dolls later.

Zhang Qiao quickly flattered her: "It's amazing, I learned it so quickly."

The eldest lady said indifferently: "I bought more than a dozen exercises."

Zhang Qiao: ...

Such an honest and lovely eldest lady, she didn't even know what to say.

Qin Yi glanced at Mu Xiaoxiao quietly, turned around and left without saying a word.

Looking at her back, Zhang Qiao felt a little sad. She felt that the eldest lady had a lot to say in her heart, but she couldn't say it to her, and the only person who could listen to her had recently gone through menopause and thought more. Who is she going to tell this full of thoughts?

Mu Xiaoxiao was in a much better mood after waking up. She felt that her negative emotions might be due to being tired for too long, and they could be controlled. Putting on the clothes Zhang Qiao gave her, she ran back after thinking about it. my home.

The eldest lady was sitting in the yard looking at the fallen leaves. She heard the sound of the door opening and looked back. Mu Xiaoxiao quickly ran over. Panting, she supported the wheelchair with both hands, and kissed the eldest lady on the forehead: "What, wait me back."

The eldest lady stared into her eyes, Xiaoxiao's eyes turned into crescent moons with a smile, she gestured to her, and ran away in a hurry.

When she went out, she reluctantly took a look at the eldest lady, for fear that she would think too much.

Until the door was closed, the eldest lady's long eyelashes fluttered, she touched the forehead kissed by Mu Xiaoxiao, and something fell in her heart.

From the beginning to the end, she was not wronged for herself, but she thought that Xiaoxiao had something in her heart, and she tried her best to know, but she couldn't see it through.

This is different from the tacit understanding between the two of them every day.

The eldest lady didn't want Xiaoxiao to be like this. She felt that she was always tired, physically and mentally, and always carried a lot of things.

Think about it from a different angle.

Xiaoxiao is also a body of flesh and blood, running around day by day, worrying so many people's hearts, she may have forgotten that she is just a teenager who has not graduated from university.

The eldest lady has seen her account book at the beginning of each month. It is densely packed, as small as firewood, rice, oil and salt, as big as which child is sick and what medicine is safe, and there is even an independent payment for a child far away. Gougou wrote several times. a notebook.

In the past, when Qin Yi saw her, she would at most nod her head. This is a sunny, serious and responsible girl.

But now, she doesn't think so.

She felt sorry for Xiaoxiao.

This is her pillow person, her lover.

She also wants to pamper Xiaoxiao, laugh when she is happy, cry uncontrollably when she is sad, and lie on the bed to rest when she is tired.

No need for such a forced smile.

The eldest lady was silent for a long time, she picked up the phone and dialed out.

This is the first time she has contacted someone other than Xiaoxiao without work, so Su Qiuyun was a little surprised when she received the call. She saved Qin Yi's mobile phone number, which was pressed by Xiaoxiao, "Yi Yi?"

It's a very intimate address, like addressing your own child.

The eldest lady was holding the phone and wanted to speak, but she didn't know how to speak.

Su Qiuyun waited patiently for a while, then smiled lightly: "Did you have a fight with Xiaoxiao?"

For young lovers, quarreling is the relationship.

Qin Yi pursed her lips, not knowing how to answer.

It's not a quarrel, but it's always a little awkward.

In the afternoon, Su Qiuyun's voice was very soft: "Actually, Auntie has never had time to say "thank you" to you, thank you for liking our Xiaoxiao."

Qin Yi's hand holding the phone tightly, she worked very hard to say what was in her heart: "There are many things in her heart that she refuses to tell me."

Su Qiuyun nodded when she heard this. She is Xiaoxiao's mother. Although she is not related by blood, she is the one who raised her from childhood and knows Xiaoxiao best: "Xiaoxiao is such a child. She treats you like this and treats me like this. It's the same with her grandma, she always feels negative emotions, and she digests them by herself, and speaks out, but it's unnecessary for two people to feel uncomfortable together, not to mention, in her heart, you are so precious."

Qin Yi felt that Su Qiuyun's words pierced directly into her heart.

She doesn't want Xiaoxiao to be like this, such a long-term depression, maybe she doesn't feel anything when she is young, what about when she gets older?Will your health be better?

They want a lifetime.

Su Qiuyun said softly: "When she was found by grandma when she was a child, it was the coldest time in the twelfth lunar month, and her face turned purple from the cold. She was so small, so my grandma and I named her Xiaoxiao. At that time, I didn't expect her to grow up. I will be so tenacious in the future to carry the sky, I only hope that she can live a good life."

"Many things in the orphanage are not what people see. With the help from all walks of life and the support of the government, only we know the sadness inside. Sometimes, a seemingly large donation can be replaced by a single operation. It's gone...the palms and backs of the hands are full of meat, we are reluctant to give up any child, once we give up one...there will be the second, the third...more and more...We can't do it, especially her grandma That's it, Xiaoxiao has known gratitude since she was a child, she should have been at the age of playing, she followed us all the way back and forth, never said she was tired..."

"Auntie still remembers that when she was so young, when she saw her grandma going out to do errands and came back secretly crying, she would step on a small bench and cook in front of a big frying spoon. At the beginning, she couldn't live, and her face was gray , choked with snot and tears, grandma loved her so much and refused to let her do it, but Xiaoxiao hugged grandma, like a little adult: "it's okay, grandma, don't cry, when I grow up, I will protect you and Mother. ""

"The children in the orphanage are all protected by us. There are very few children who want to feed back at such a young age."

"When we were young, we didn't know when she was born, so we counted the day when we picked her up as her birthday. On her sixth birthday, I remember very clearly that she saw other children playing with the Rubik's Cube. She was so impressed by the shiny ones. Gougou looked at it but didn’t dare to ask for it, I said I would buy it for her, but she refused to say anything, and insisted on giving the money to buy medicine for my brother who has asthma.”

"She has a typical giving personality, but some of the children who grew up in the orphanage have no inferiority complex. They were abandoned since they were young. So when Xiaoxiao grew up, she swore to my grandma and me, She is a single person, and she will never find anyone in this life, and her grandma and I feel uncomfortable hearing it."

"No one is born lonely. She must feel that there are two old people behind her, and there are a lot of children. She doesn't want to cause trouble and burden to others, and she is even more afraid that others will treat us badly and make us angry. Similarly, She also has a faint inferiority complex, feeling that she is not worthy of love."

"Fortunately, meeting you gave her the courage to love. Auntie knows that she may still have a lot of things in her heart that she refuses to say, but Yiyi, you will be together for a long time. Auntie believes that, Slowly, you will untie her knot and heal her."

……

The eldest lady held the phone tightly in her hand, and many emotions rolled up.

Now her mind is full of Xiaoxiao's smile, she knows that she was born with a bumpy life, and she knows that she has experienced many things that her peers have not experienced.

But when I really heard it, my heart still hurts so much that it almost bleeds.

"She... always wraps herself up from head to toe when she sleeps..." Now that she has made a phone call, the eldest lady simply asked everything clearly today.

Su Qiuyun was silent for a while, as if she had mentioned something that made her uncomfortable. After a long time, when Qin Yi thought she would not speak, she said softly: "When she was sleeping in the summer when she was 12 years old, there was a A bachelor surnamed Liu climbed in through the back wall after drinking, and raped the child next door who was isolated because of a sick transfusion... That was Xiaoxiao's best friend Lan'er at the time..."

The eldest lady's heart seemed to be clenched by something.

Even though many years have passed, Su Qiuyun still couldn't restrain her hatred, and her tears fell straight down: "We called the police, and the police took him away, and he was punished by the law... But Lan'er was in a trance after that, Can't get out..."

"I, her grandma, and the nurse took turns watching her. Later, Lan'er got better, she was able to live a normal life, and she smiled again. The orphanage was not staffed enough. Seeing her recovery, we slowly recovered. relaxed..."

"At that time, the children always went to check the bottles after school, and did some small handicrafts to sell. Lan'er saved a sum of money. On the last day of her life, she took Xiaoxiao to buy a lot of delicious food. I also bought her the glowing Rubik's Cube, and later she said that she wanted to fly a kite upstairs..."

Lan'er really opened her arms, jumped from the sixteenth floor, and turned herself into a kite.

The last words she left in her life were to Xiaoxiao: "Xiaoxiao, I'm too tired, you have to live with my happiness."

"protect yourself."

"If people really have a next life, please don't let me be born to suffer."

"I beg."

……

Seeing a living person, he just jumped down in front of him.

Xiaoxiao, who was still a child, was so frightened that she cried day after day, and couldn't get out for a long time, holding on to the Rubik's Cube all the time.

She hated herself, why she didn't take a good view of Lan'er, and blamed herself, why she reacted so slowly and didn't hold her back, and the words Lan'er left before her death repeated in her dreams over and over again.

People from the orphanage come and go, come and go, come and go.

With the passage of time, many people have forgotten about Lan'er, and the children later did not know her existence.

She was born small and was not remembered by anyone after death.

When Xiaoxiao was in prison, the rapist was released from prison after serving his sentence, and he even entertained his friends at home in a flamboyant way... This story was widely spread, and everyone in the village was angry, but only angry... Who would do it for a Unjust souls without father and mother to offend the living...

Hell is empty, the devil is on earth.

Xiaoxiao was so angry that she smashed the opponent's foot with a shovel and broke it.

That day, she cried fiercely as if she had vented her grievances. When Su Qiuyun and her grandma arrived at the police station, they were terrified.

But the law is like this, the law is merciless.

The injury was right in front of her eyes, the other party was biting her, the lion opened her mouth, Xiaoxiao was about to take the college entrance examination, so she couldn't delay.

Su Qiuyun and her grandma tremblingly went back to collect money, and when they wanted to reconcile, her parents rushed over first.

Mu Jun put his hands on his hips and frowned, "Xiaoxiao, are you crazy? You're about to take the college entrance examination, don't you know?"

Seeing the blood on Xiaoxiao's body, Su Kui trembled with fright. She didn't know that Xiaoxiao was so violent that she didn't even dare to hug her.

Mu Xiaoxiao looked up at Mu Jun dully, this is her biological father.

"This is the orphanage you miss and run back to whenever you have time? What has it given you? What has it made you into? Do you lose your future for a dead person? You want to be forever Underfoot?"

……

It was the first time that Su Qiuyun broke face with someone. She and Mu Jun quarreled at the police station. She was hysterical and couldn't tolerate Xiaoxiao being bullied. How about it.

In the end, the two sides were separated by the police. Mu Jun wanted to pay compensation, but Su Qiuyun flatly refused.

It was raining heavily, Su Qiuyun hugged the shivering Xiaoxiao, and kept patting her on the back: "It's okay, it's okay, Mom paid the money, it's okay."

Xiaoxiao's eyes were red, she didn't cry, she bit her lip tightly, curled up in Su Qiuyun's arms and pulled her clothes tightly, like a wounded little beast.

Later... Xiaoxiao developed a high fever, which lasted for three days and three nights, frightened her mother and grandma, and made her anxious.

And then... everything was calm again.

Xiaoxiao didn't mention this matter again, and everyone didn't know how she got out.

When she was taking the college entrance examination and choosing a major, she chose psychology without hesitation.

She still couldn't forget Lan'er's pain.

The dead cannot be chased.

If possible, Xiaoxiao hopes that she can use her own efforts to restore such a tragedy.

Over the years, she has helped many people come out and regain their confidence in life.

It's just that doctors can't heal themselves.

She has saved many people, but no one can heal the scar in her heart.

Therefore, no matter how busy she is, she will get up for a run in the morning. She wants to protect her relatives with her shoulders that are not broad;

Therefore, she would repeatedly ask Qiuqiu, who was still in the orphanage at the time, to wear two pairs of underwear while sleeping;

So, not wanting to be slandered by others in the orphanage home where she was raised, Xiaoxiao once thought about going through her whole life alone.

Therefore, because of Lan'er's agony before she left, as long as her willpower is still there, she will use the quilt to cover herself from beginning to end. She wants to cover up her fear, uneasiness, and the pain that will never be erased.

A lot of past, a lot of so, pieced together to outsiders, it seems that Xiaoxiao is smiling and sunny all day long.

People say that she is mature and capable, but they don't know how vivid her past is.

She gave all her smiles to others, and carried everything by herself.

That's where she's unmanned.

That's her forbidden zone.