Xiqing as usual GL

"I ask you a question, if you rape someone you don't love, will you feel sorry for her?"

He lifted his head and poured all the wine into his mouth.The transparency overflowing from the corner of the mouth.Like tears dripping on the lips.

Lu Yun'er played with the jade hairpin in her hand and smiled slightly, "If you don't have feelings, you don't need to feel guilty if you play on the occasion. It's like this brothel has no real feelings, but it's just a flesh and blood business. Welcome and send, why feel guilty."

I licked the residual aroma of wine at the corner of my mouth, and I liked drinking more and more, "The only way to relieve worries is Du Kang."

For me at the moment, the only solution to my worries is getting drunk.

"Raise a glass to relieve your sorrows, and your sorrows will be more sorrowful...don't drink too much. You won't go home and cry in your arms."

Leaning on the foot of the table, half-drunk, he smiled and said, "You are the one who relieves your worries, and you are the one who adds to your worries. You are really fickle."

She washed the towel and threw it over, her brows slightly frowned, "Don't you dare to tell your family about you?"

Wiping his face with a Jinpa, a strong smell of alcohol rolls out of his throat.I threw up again.She came over and patted me on the shoulder.Passed the water again.

"Yun'er. You confessed to your family back then. That's why you ended up living in a brothel?"

After hearing her story, she was originally the daughter of a rich family.Later, he fell in love with the daughter of a poor family.The two chose to confess their feelings, but the girl was forced to marry.And she was disliked by her family.In desperation, he had no choice but to bring his belongings to this place to open this brothel.

Similar, similar because we are all in love with women.Similar, because we all suffer from familial resistance.Similar, because we cannot compete with this unequal world.Just accept what it gives.

"Don't you know about me? Why do you want to peel off my sore spot?" She patted my back hard twice.I spit up.Immediately refreshed a lot.

"I can support myself now. I want to break away from the control of the Song family. But I don't know how to tell my parents about me. After all, you like free people. But I like my sister-in-law."

She clapped her hands, and the maid immediately came in and cleaned the floor.He hurriedly withdrew again.Looking at me, she held her head and smiled and said, "You have always cared about the opinions of the outside world. In fact, when I chose to speak out, I experienced more time than you. I struggled for three years before I chose to speak the truth. Many things, no matter how long it took , what should be said will still be said. Because it used to exist."

There is someone who is similar to yourself by your side, like having an extra mentor.She has experienced it, and her words seem to enlighten me.How can I not know?

"I don't know what I have to be timid. I don't want to make anyone sad. My parents are old now. I'm afraid I'll tell everything. If I anger them to death, I also drive my brother to a dead end. What should I do What? For my own happiness, ruin my whole family. How can you bear it?"

She rubbed my head and said to me like a sister, "You haven't done it, how can you know the result? When my parents found out, they just kicked me out of the house, because my existence made the Lu family lose face. Don't you just want to leave the Song family? Isn't this a good opportunity? Family love can't be broken. Take Yunchi and leave first, and wait for them to get over their anger before going home and pleading guilty. You must know that family love is great. It's better to say it, otherwise, and You Yunchi will suffer."

Every time I come here, I have to listen to her chanting these few sentences, and I am more and more sure of my own thoughts.It is indeed time to speak up.

She stood up, just about to leave me and sit aside, when she accidentally slipped and threw herself towards me, I didn't catch it firmly, and the two of them fell to the ground together.

At this moment, the door was knocked open.

Several people with livid faces walked in.I was stunned when I saw it.Lu Yun'er was also taken aback, although the two of us didn't mean to.But that pose makes people daydream.

I cursed in my heart, how could I be seen by such a coincidence... It was none other than my father and my so-called fiancé who walked towards me.A few people followed behind.The heart immediately seemed to be beaten into the bottom of the valley.

Through the crowd, I saw the people standing at the door.That figure is so familiar.

"Cloud Pond?"

I jumped up quickly.I just want to explain to Yunchi first.Regardless of father's objection.Straight out.Yunchi moved faster than me and ran out...

I chased it out immediately.She was running aimlessly on the street.Oncoming carriage.She didn't seem to see it and rushed straight up.My heartbeat, stopped.

He yelled, "Yin Yunchi, stop for me."

As if shocked by my voice.she stops.Only at this critical moment.I pull her into my arms.The carriage passed us.Bring up bursts of dust.The two coughed wildly, "...Yunchi...I'm not sorry for you. Really."

She broke free with a backhand.Take a few steps back and isolate yourself from me, "Song Lanlou, I misread you. Why are you this kind of person? Say one thing and do another? Zifen was almost killed by you. But you still Looking for fun here. This is the you I know? When did you become like those men in the academy? Song Lanlou, Song Lanlou, how can you be sorry for me. How can you be sorry for Zifen. How can you be sorry for your parents ?”

The more she talked, the more excited she became.I stepped forward to get closer to her, but she was farther away from me.His hands fell on me mercilessly.

"Yunchi. What you see with your eyes is not necessarily true. Do you understand? I said I didn't do it. I just didn't do it. I didn't hide anything from you about me and Zifen. Yun'er and I are just friends. She is My confidant? I have nothing to do with her. It was a misunderstanding just now. "

She suddenly stopped moving.Forgot to shed tears in both eyes.He said blankly, "How long have you known her? You just called her so affectionate? I only heard you call me Yun'er a few times. Why do you treat a brothel girl better than me now? It's because you dislike me as a married woman. Wife? I guard myself like a jade for you. What do you want me to do? Song Lanlou. I hate you. I hate you."

She didn't know that Lu Yun'er was called Lu Yun'er, and Yun'er was her name.I quickly wanted to explain.

"Lu Yun'er is her name. You are the only Yun'er in my heart. That Yun'er is only her name. You are the only one. I'll go tell my parents now. I'll take you away. I don't care about anything. I'll take you away .”

I took her hand and walked towards home.She flicked my hand away.Crying, "Now? What's the use now. You don't have me in your heart at all. What do you need me for? Song Lanlou, I hate you. I don't love you. I don't love you. I don't want to wait for your answer. I'm just your sister-in-law from now on. Don't even think about taking me away. Whichever woman you want to be with. Just be with any woman. I don't care..."

She said, covering her face so that I would not see her crying.

Father and Li Tianxi caught up from behind.See me here.Dad hit me without saying a word.I just felt a burst of darkness in front of my eyes.

Li Tianxi's voice sounded, "Uncle Song, don't do anything. She was just temporarily deluded..."

Yun Chi also stood aside blankly.My mind buzzed and I knelt down.People on the road looked at us.I lowered my head, "Dad. It's my daughter who is sorry for my parents..."

"You still have the face to say it? You shameless thing."

Dad scolded me.After cursing, I remembered that this is the street.He quickly pulled me up.Without saying a word, he took me to walk home.

Yunchi and Li Tianxi followed behind.I can't remember who the whistleblower was.Said that I was in a brothel and could find my location.Can know which room I am in.This person must be someone who is often near me.

I was dragged by my father so forcefully that my feet barely touched the ground.Only the heels grind on the ground.I didn't dare to call out the pain when the blood came out.

Yunchi looked at me several times and wanted to call out.There were bloodstains all over the ground, I gritted my teeth and looked at Yunchi.This is my punishment.Yun Chi, you will forgive me if the punishment is enough?

Li Tianxi followed his father all the way, saying, "Uncle Song, look at Lan Lou's weak body."

"Uncle Song. You let Lan Lou go."

He should not be the one who informed.You can tell from his appearance that he is not a whistleblower.He won't do things so absolutely.Who is that again.Want to hurt me?

"Father, please let Lan Lou go. Lan Lou is injured. Let her go quickly. Can I replace her?" Yun Chi finally called out.He jumped to my feet and held my feet with both hands.When it was lifted by Yunchi.Flesh sticks to the ground.She touched my feet lightly.I just feel a terrible pain.

"...It hurts so much. Yunchi...you let go."

Dad didn't even look at it and slapped me on the face again, I almost passed out.Trying to open my eyes, my mouth was sticky, needless to say, I knew it was bleeding.

"Father, please don't hit me. Lan Lou is weak, and he has been so busy in the shop recently. He is already weak and can't hit anymore. What's wrong with Lan Lou. Please punish me. OK?"

Daddy flushed with anger.I never knew that Dad's strength was so terrifying.He continued to pull me.His eyes widened with a frightening light.

"Who will intercede again? I will double it on her! This shameless thing is not worthy of your protection."

Dad pulled my hair harder.Almost dragged me back.Yunchi cried and begged for mercy.But it only made my dad angrier.

"Lan Lou. I'm sorry."

Yunchi followed me, sorry for not being able to do anything for me.I know she doesn't hate me.Just so angry.I want to touch her face and tell her I'm fine.But it really hurts.I could only speak intermittently, "I... nothing... don't cry..."

Li Tianxi dared not speak.Because he only needs to say one thing.My dad will pull my hair a few more times.It seems that the more Li Tianxi cares about me, the more I feel sorry for Li Tianxi.

"Well……"

Enduring the pain, I know that I am sorry for my parents, the parents who gave birth to me.I should accept whatever my parents want to do with my body.

But dad was really cruel.It seems to want me to die without a burial place.I was staring at the stars, I was so strangled that my whole body was in pain.