Xiqing as usual GL

He has no free time almost every day, and is trapped in the shop by his father.

There are only four free hours a day.The shop is far away from home, and it takes an hour to go back and forth every day.

I try not to appear at home, and try not to appear in front of brother and Yunchi.I don't know how to face them at all.

Tired myself to death every day so I could stop thinking about her.

Thinking of her in someone else's arms.

Thinking of her accepting my brother's kindness, she smiled at my brother.

Thinking of her frail body melting in my brother's hands.

Every time I think about it, I want to kill myself.My heart is full of pain, and my eyes are so dry from crying that I can no longer shed tears.

You still owe me an explanation, and what I owe is your life.We probably won't be together forever.

Just let us owe each other.Only if I owe you in this life, can I meet you again in the next life.

How to face, how to face the former Yunchi and the current sister-in-law?

Lying on the bed, I once again fell asleep thinking about her.

In the dream, the same story is still circulating.I started dreaming about the two figures by that river every day.

Destined for three lives, my brother is the person who is destined for three lives in Yunchi, so what am I?

If it is said that the fate has been fixed long ago, why would I fall in love with my sister-in-law?

Open your eyes, astringent, half-closed uncomfortable.There seems to be a figure lying on the body.The faint body fragrance rushed into the nose.

I don't even need to look to know who that person is.

My finger wanted to touch her hair, but it fell down in mid-air. What right do I have to touch you now.

"Sister-in-law... sister-in-law."

This awkward name makes me want to cry every time I call it.

It was pitch black outside the window, and the candlelight scattered in the large courtyard.

This cold mansion.It was chillingly cold.

"Lan Lou, do you know? I endured so hard, I really can't bear it anymore. I don't love him, I really don't love him."

An oil lamp was lit in the house.The breeze gently blew the little light and shadow.wobbly.Her face was so sad in the candlelight.The eyes were full of tears, and the lips washed by the water light became more red.

The string that had been tense broke, and I grabbed her body and kissed her, no matter if she was sister-in-law or not, I just wanted to carve my brand on her body.How many days have been accumulated in my heart, like a volcanic eruption, I just want to vent it all out "Yunchi. Yunchi."

She kissed me back like a superficial touch, stimulating my senses even more "I am here."

She straddled me, picking up the button of my robe with one hand awkwardly.

"Why do you show up, why do you want to be my sister-in-law, you owe me an explanation, don't you?"

I don't know how she escaped from my brother's yard and came to me.His hands stroked her back.It feels a little strange why does it feel a little empty?

"I owe you an explanation? Song Lanlou, you are the coward. You dare not admit your feelings, dare not say that you care about me, dare not tell your parents what happened between you and me. I owe you an explanation? You owe it to me." lost my people."

Ben's hand holding the buttons, touched my neck at some point, she yelled and strangled me, I couldn't feel the pain, tears slowly overflowed from my eyes, and thousands of words were reduced to one sentence——

"sorry."

When I opened my eyes, it turned out to be a dream again.Touching his face that was already wet with tears, he had another sleepless night.

I really don't know how to face you.Even in the dream it is you, it is your eyes, it is your temptation and sorrow.

Vaguely I feel like I was designed by someone.Whose trap did you fall into?I have no idea.But I believe that I will find out in the near future.

Yunchi, what are you doing now?Lying in brother's arms looking at the stars outside the window?

Did I owe you in my previous life?Do you want to pay it back with tears in this life?After living for so long, I haven't shed as many tears as these days.

Get up, but see brother's yard brightly lit.I started to hate myself why I chose this place where I could see the whole mansion.

Even if you just stand in the room, you can still see my brother.

Turn around and cover yourself with a quilt.What is wrong with me?When I was with Yunchi before, I didn't think too much about it.Now go home.Everything has changed.

Think about the feelings of your parents.To worry about my brother's feelings.But, who ever cared about my feelings?

There is no ability to take her back.Brother is recovering day by day.If Yunchi successfully gave birth to brother's child.

I would completely lose my status in the family.And the family business will fall directly on the children.I will be married off by my father as a tool.

The words of Taoist priests are slowly coming true.You will all marry.You will all marry.

I want to become stronger, I want to work hard to become stronger.What I lost I want to get back.I'm in no hurry.Really I'm in no rush.I'm going to take it step by step.

I will not let heaven and earth play with me like this.I will not bury my feelings for you just because you are married.

Yunchi, are you happy to be my sister-in-law?I have never dared to face the same in the compound.Slapping you that day also hurt me.

I am too timid.Too useless.How can I get you back again.

I dare not and cannot.You are my brother's wife, and I will be cast aside by the world for taking my brother's wife away.

I have harmed my brother for so long and I should pay it back.You owe the Yin family, and I owe the Song family too.

Why do I have to return the Song family, the Song family took away my most beloved person.

I thought as long as the two were happy.Anything can be overcome.

But otherwise, if I lose the protection of the Song family now, I will be nothing.I don't even have the ability to protect anyone for a lifetime.

In heaven and earth, Xiqing is as usual.These eight words now sound like mocking my timidity and ignorance.

I even moved my hands.You once hoped that I would never hurt you in my life.But now we both hurt each other.

I'm useless, am I?You can't escape the Yin family's control, even if you escape to the academy, you can't escape them.

Who leaked Yunchi's secret in the academy?Yunchi only told me the secret that she is Miss Yin's family. Was the person I met at the foot of the mountain that day her brother?

Why is it all such a coincidence?Is it just a coincidence?

Who is designing us?Why does it feel like that person is fighting against Yunchi?

I remembered Li Tianxi's words again, "You like Yin Yunchi, don't you? I won't allow you to be together."

That day I parted from my mother at the foot of the mountain, and I turned around to see my mother standing with him.

What is the relationship between him and my family, I think I gradually began to understand.

Li Tianxi, could it be that he designed me and Yunchi?

Punched on the bed, why did I not think of him until now.

The man whose smile seemed to be brighter than the sun had such a sinister smile behind it.

Yunchi and I didn't offend him, did we?

Even Yunchi had worshiped him before and regarded him as his benefactor.Why is he doing this to us now?

Touching his chest, his heart twitched.When I find out everything, I will pay back a hundredfold to those who owe me.

If I were in the mountains, I wish I could be like this without knowing the years.But now the years are like suffering for me.

Dad has many shops under his name.I chose one of them to stay inside for the time being.

Coincidentally, this store is opposite to the brothel I have been to.Every time I go down there, I can always see a woman staring at me.With curiosity and appreciation.

Fiddle with the abacus I have never touched these things.I can only write a few words and calculate a few accounts.Abacus for me, let me a little bit big head.

But in order to leave the great shade of the Song family, I must study hard.

I just bought a high-quality silk handkerchief, and I don't know what it is made of.Although it is expensive, there is an endless stream of people buying it.Women from the brothel opposite have also become frequent customers of the store.

Standing at the counter with a wry smile and counting the books, these women are really stupid.Obviously, the purchase price is only one or two taels, but when it is sold, it may be as much as five taels.Sometimes the price goes up when it is out of stock.

Is this a mall?It is more terrifying than the battlefield, but without the smoke of gunpowder, it can ruin a person's reputation.

"cloud……"

My finger rested on the abacus, and I unconsciously called Yunchi's name.That handsome face was replayed over and over again in my mind, it was so deeply imprinted that I couldn't forget it.

He raised his hand that hit her, bent it slightly, and then put it on his cheek, as if he could feel Yunchi's body temperature and her tenderness in this way.

"Are you calling me again?"

A fairly familiar voice came from my ear, I looked up and saw the beautiful woman I met in the brothel that day standing in front of me, seeing that I was a little confused, she immediately smiled and said, "Song Zhufeng, why, this girl has a crush on you, so why don't you?" faster than a deer?"

Thinking back carefully, I used my brother's name in men's clothes that day.But I'm wearing women's clothes now, does she recognize me?I didn't have time to chat with her, but I thought she was a customer, so I had no choice but to say, "Madam, what do you want to buy? We have new ones here..."

Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by her. She pointed to the cabinet where Sipa was placed, and said softly, "I want everything over there."

I hurried out from inside and packed everything for her.As Miss Song's family, I have to do this kind of thing now.Gritting my teeth, as long as I have the ability to leave the Song family, I will definitely not waste a moment.