Xiqing as usual GL

On a sunny morning, when I came back from running around the academy, Yunchi and Zifen had already packed their luggage, but there was actually nothing else, anyway, I just went home once and would come back.I wanted to keep Zifen in the academy to take care of Yunchi, but I was afraid that they would make trouble. After all, Zifen has always cared about Yunchi since I disclosed my feelings for Yunchi to Zifen.

A few clothes were folded in the bag by Zifen, I took out two bank notes from the bag and put them under Yunchi's pillow.She must not like me giving her money, but I am always worried, money is the safest when I go out, maybe that woman will see it when she is tidying up the quilt at night.

Pulled the two to have breakfast together.Yunchi's smile was a bit forced, and I knew I was also forced to smile.

Zifen was still carefully carrying something for me to eat.After a few mouthfuls, I threw away the chopsticks, and Yunchi pushed the bowl away almost at the same time.

"I can't eat any more. Purple fennel, eat more. I don't have much time to eat when I'm on the road. I have to go back quickly."

Zifen saw that neither of us would eat, so she simply pushed the food away, and then put it away, "I vomit when I eat too much while riding a horse, don't you know?"

Her slightly resentful and reproachful voice seemed extraordinarily lonely in the room.Yunchi and I looked at each other.With a wry smile.Indeed, I don't know much about anise.

I didn't dare to touch Yunchi too much in front of Zifen, I was afraid of what Zifen would do.And under a resentful gaze, no one can smile with peace of mind.

He dragged Yunchi to a place where Zifen couldn't see.I hugged her, "Don't send me away, I'm afraid I'll cry."

She raised her head, and wanted to touch my face with her fingers, but she lowered them in mid-air, "Are you afraid that like last time, you walked halfway and came back again?"

Leaning against the wall, I shook my head, "Last time was different from this time. If you don't come with me, I still can't let it go. I have to leave you for a while. When my brother's marriage is over, I'll be right back."

I dare not disobey my father's order.No matter how many times my mother writes to me, I can pretend not to read them.But a letter from dad can completely dismantle all my defenses.

"Then I'll be right here, waiting for you to come back."

She patted my face with a smile.Suddenly, I felt panic flowing through my body, just like that time, as if I went back and could never come back.But after all, it was Dad's order, no matter what happened to my brother's marriage, I should go back.

As a daughter as a sister.as an heir.I should go back.

"Promise me that you will not go out if you have nothing to do. When you go out, you must bring a blue book for self-defense. You are not allowed to approach animals that only think with their lower body. If they dare to touch you, just stab them with a dagger. Don't worry, I have bought a few people, and they will secretly protect you. No harm will be done and I will be back as soon as possible."

She flinched and put all her weight on me, instantly hurting, "I know, I know. Don't worry so much. I will take care of myself. You also promise me to take care of yourself."

It was like promising her, holding her in his arms and cherishing her very much, "It's only one more year, my father's ban on me can be lifted, and I can officially take you back to my hometown. I can't wait to announce to the world that I love you!" Feelings."

I couldn't suppress the growing panic in my heart, I didn't dare to hug her for too long, I closed my eyes and let go of her hand, step by step towards the unknown future.

The horse stopped outside the academy.A few friends I met in the academy came out to see me off.I took the reins and accepted their words.Yunchi stood by the door, with crystals in his eye sockets.

The people who saw him off gradually dispersed, and Uncle Liu also went to the academy to clean up.Only Yunchi was left, and Zifen pulled the horse and watched us without saying a word.The atmosphere is a little weird.

I straddled the horse and looked at her eyes glowing with water, "Didn't you agree that you won't come and see me off?"

She stood under the horse and held her hands on her chest. I lowered my body and pressed between her fingers, "When you miss me, fold an origami crane, and I will feel your heart from afar. Fly with the origami crane. "

Said this sentence in a very low voice so as not to be heard by Zifen.I don't even dare to face Zifen head-on now, and I can't make endless jokes with her like before.

She held my hand tightly, I don't know if it was a hallucination, I felt that she was as scared as I was.I wonder if it is uncertainty about our future.

"Lanlou, take good care of yourself, remember to miss me, you know?"

Reluctant but still want to let go of her hand.I swung the whip and the horse slipped away for a long time. Turning around, she was waving her hands, and tears had already fallen.

The mountain road turned around and she disappeared.I sighed, Yunchi, I really hope I can take you back with me.

But when I thought about my dad knowing about my relationship with Yunchi, that terrifying face would pop into my mind.

What will my parents think of me?They will never know that their daughter is not looking for a son-in-law for them, but a woman who will never be given a name.

Am I going to be the laughing stock of the family?Even the laughing stock of the whole city.Abandoned by the world.Be cast aside by the world.

It's just because I fell in love with a woman, which messed things up.

When I came from home, I walked away for many days, because I didn't know the academy, and because I left home for the first time, I was in a trance.But this time I went home, I didn't want to go home like an arrow, but just regarded it as a form.

I don't know if she has read the book again, I don't know if she has noticed the paper crane floating from the book.

Looking up at the sky, the sky is dark blue.It was like a small flower blooming in the field on her skirt.

Yunchi, did you fold the paper crane for me?It seems that you are thinking of me.Because I want to cry.Because only when you cry, I feel so distressed that I want to cry.

After running fast for three days, we arrived home.I hardly ate anything along the way, only drank water.I could see Zifen's distress, but I couldn't give her any response.

All the way around the mountains and rivers, I finally arrived at a place I was familiar with.That piece of bustling and blooming place.A place with green mountains and green waters.

A small town is located in it.Even the breath is clean.

Transparent light is scattered over the land.Yunchi, when you have seen this land, you will definitely fall in love with it.

The city gate opened slowly.I drove all night and finally arrived home at dawn.

Zifen had already notified the family in advance.So when I arrived at the gate of the mansion, there were already a bunch of servants standing at the gate to greet me.

Dad should still be sleeping at this time.Mother must be burning incense and praying.Brother should also be lying on the bed waiting for someone to wash him up.

Along the way is full of familiar scenery.I have seen the scenery for so many years without being unfamiliar, and I am not moved when I see it again.Even during the time I was away, it seemed like nothing had changed.

Get off the horse and pat the dust off the horse, then hand it over to the boy.

"Congratulations, miss."

Greeted with one voice.My ears are a little buzzing.I rubbed my ears and laughed, "Let's all get busy."

I flicked my sleeves and went back to my room first.The home has already started to be furnished.Red cloth strips are hung in many places.Red Lantern.look around.The whole compound was ablaze with red.Even the chairs are red.It seems that Dad attaches great importance to this marriage.

Walk through the shade of trees to your own courtyard.Zifen followed unhurriedly, and several maids were cleaning my yard.

Clean and elegant, natural and simple.An old plaque over the arch.There are three words "Lancao Pavilion" written on it.

I chose this name myself when I was a child. The word blue in the name has a feeling of wanting to be peerless and independent.

Apart from the pavilions, there are almost no important things in my yard.

What my father gave me back then was another garden, but I only fancy this one.It is located at the end of the entire compound.Standing on the pavilion, you can see far away.On one side is the city and on the other side is the landscape.

In the boundless world, there is a feeling of seeing all the mountains and small mountains.

There are no precious flowers and plants planted in the yard, only the seeds that float from nowhere germinate and take root, leaving footprints here.

How long has it been since I haven't stepped into my yard.The people coming and going have completely messed up the atmosphere of my yard, and even hung red ribbons on the pillars of my house.

I don't know why, but I just feel a little dazzling.

When the maids saw me, they immediately stopped their work and saluted me, "Hello, miss."

Wave your hand to tell them not to be too polite.Pointing to the red ribbon on the house, I said, "Unload this thing for me. You can install it elsewhere. I don't need it."

They quickly tore off all the cloth strips.Just as I was about to get busy with other things, I pushed open the door and said, "You don't need to clean up today. Let's all leave. I don't need lunch either. Tell them I want to rest. If my parents need me for something, just let Zihui tell me."

The maids retreated respectfully.Zifen was still standing in the yard.I turned to face her, "Zihui, go down and rest too. You must be tired after walking for so many days."

She didn't move, I turned around and didn't hear her footsteps, so I turned back, "If you are not tired, then help them decorate their home."

The door was half open, and I was about to go in, but I heard Zifen say, "What on earth do you want to do, Song Lanlou, do you come back in such a hurry because you want to finish the business here and return to Yin Yunchi? Three days, you didn't even After taking one look at me, I didn’t even eat anything and just went on my way. Seeing how I feel sorry for you makes you feel good, doesn’t it?”

I shook my head without looking back, and said flatly, "You know that I don't want to see you sad. Forget it, Zifen, you go first. I just want to have a good rest now."

She stepped on the newly sprouted grass on the ground angrily.walked out.

I scratched my head and closed the door, "Is it still messed up after cutting? It's really messed up."