Xiqing as usual GL

A young servant ran out of the inner hall with a letter.He put the letter in my hand and bowed his head and said, "This is a letter written by the master. I want you to hand it over to the academician. The master has other things to do, so I can't come to send the miss..."

I have long been used to my father's anger.I guess it's still under fire.I can't get off the stage in face.I had to let someone else pick me up.Throwing the letter to Zihui, she was busy carrying a few packages in her hand, I shook my head and asked her to put down "If you can't take these things, don't take them with you, it won't be too late to buy them over there."

Mother smiled at me, and said softly, "Lan Lou, don't blame your father. He has that temper, but he is doing it for you!"

I tried my best to smile, "Mom, I know that Dad has good intentions. It's just that my daughter doesn't know if I can come back to see my mother and brother in a short time. Mother, I'm not here, you have to take good care of my brother! Thank you for your trouble, my daughter." pass!"

After all, it was because of me that my brother was hurt so much, and when I saw him, my heart was up and down.Only by letting my mother take care of him can I feel better.

I already feel sorry for my parents, but I have to make my mother take more care of my brother. I can't express what I feel in my heart.

Mother patted my head, "It's a pity that you are too playful, otherwise you wouldn't have to be exiled so far by your father. It's okay, it's okay! Going out to experience and experience will also help you in your future life. I will take care of your brother What you want to think about now is how to make your father happy, learn more knowledge, use your brain more, and play less. Don't let your father lose his temper all day long, I will be thankful!"

I slowly listened to what my mother said.If I could just get my mind off of it, I don't think I would.Only when I am playing, I will not think about my brother and myself, his injury is my fault.Although my parents didn't blame me much, they put all the pressure on me invisibly.I ruined my brother, so I have to take on the responsibility that originally belonged to him.Housekeeping reading and literacy.What my brother was supposed to do, I took over everything.

Yes, it was my fault, so I bear this punishment.Suppress the waves in your heart.I bowed to my mother, and only said, "Everything, I will thank you, mother."

I turned around and pulled Zifen, I only brought ten thousand taels of silver bills and nothing else, I pulled two brown horses, I sat astride the horses and said to my mother, "My daughter is gone. Mother, you take care of everything. Brother there , if he makes a fuss, only you, mother, will subdue him. When I'm not around, I hope you can visit him more often!"

Niang waved her hand, wiped away the tears that were about to fall from her eyes with a handkerchief, and said, "Lanlou, remember to be careful. If it's cold, don't freeze!"

Looking at Zifen again, he ordered, "Zifen, you have to take good care of Miss, I'm the only one to ask you if you have any questions."

Zihui quickly replied, "Yes! Ma'am, don't worry."

Turning my head, I have walked the broad avenue in front of me countless times, but this time I don't want to go.Leaving home was not what I wanted after all.

It is also helpless.I had no choice but to clamp the horse's belly and swing the whip, the steed roared, and I said to my mother, "Mother, please take care!"

The horse slowed down for a while before moving its limbs, and the mother hurried to catch up and said, "When you get there, remember to write a letter to report that you are safe! Otherwise, the mother will not feel at ease..."

Gradually I couldn't rein in the rein, the horse panted heavily, and wanted to run away with its four hooves spread out. I hurriedly said the last word to my mother, "Got it!"

Like the wind, the horse started to gallop very fast, Zifen was not as fast as me, she called out behind her, "Miss, miss, slow down..."

The wind passed by, and the wind whistled in my ears.Blow into the nasal cavity with the fresh morning air.Another day begins.

Like the lingering wind, like chasing the wind.Maybe I also want to turn into the wind.A flutter finally dissipated between the sky and the earth.

Picking up the whip, he slammed it on the horse's butt, "Horse, run faster..."

Zifen's voice behind him became farther and farther away, and the wind became louder and louder. After rushing out of the city gate, the world became much wider.I just reined in the horse and stopped.

Zifen seemed to be a little anxious to ride the horse, seeing me leisurely riding on the horse watching the horse graze, she said angrily, "Miss, you are so fast, I almost can't keep up with you."

Only then did I take a deep breath, and the haze in my heart lessened after leaving home, and my mind became active.He looked at Zifen and said with a smile, "Didn't I just stop?"

The horse moved a few times, and Zihui sighed slightly, "Miss, are you being exiled or are you going to study?"

Driving slowly, Zihui followed my footsteps, "I have all of them. Who made me upset my father?"

Thinking about it, I was self-aware that I was dull. In fact, I might not be suitable for reading. It is a kind of interest, but I was born with a lack of that muscle.It is also natural to not be liked by the Master.Sue to my family, if I see those wives again, Bao Zhun will beat him once...

After studying for several years, I am still not as smart as my brother.I can't learn how my elder brother looked when he was studying.Shaking your head and reading poems like chanting scriptures.

Although it is far away from home to go to the academy.But I think it's not too bad.After all, I don’t need to be under the control of my parents in my hometown. Although the academician knows my father, he may write to him at any time to report my situation.But I still feel that this is much more free than being at home.

I want to stay in my hometown because I want to take care of my brother, and I also want to go to the academy so that I can be far away from home, and I can't see people who upset me and make me feel guilty.I just feel sorry for my brother.

It occurred to me that my brother was already in his weakest years and the family would definitely marry him.I don't know if I can attend my brother's wedding?

I don't know which girl can fall in love with my brother.

Who wants to marry a useless person?There are not many people who can tolerate my elder brother's temper after being disabled. I'm afraid that one day he will take up the murder weapon and wash the whole house with blood.

I drove the horse all the way, thinking about my own thoughts.Preoccupied...

What kind of place is the academy?Can I fit in there?

Entering the academy for the first time