You can eat it but you are not allowed to miss it

extremely ugly.

"You're a castrated stallion!" Nan Heyou didn't expect that he thought he had controlled E Yu, but he turned around suddenly, hit Heyou's face with his elbow, and quickly performed another bed "" Over the shoulder", "Don't blame me for not reminding you!"

E Yu stood up, and at this moment Heyou fell on his back on the bed, a little sober from the crazy behavior just now.

"It seems that there is no serious problem." After E Yu checked, he dressed himself neatly, "Master Nan, I won't charge you for the introduction fee. I won't do this. I will charge you for the return trip." He took out one from the wallet on the ground, "Also, I think your brother is far stronger than you, no matter how ineffective, I bet you won't be able to compete!"

Along the way, E Yu's mood was depressed, and tonight was not all fruitless. He confirmed two things, one is that he still loves women, and the other is that he has not changed his gender and become a zero.Wouldn't it be okay if it wasn't that person?He smiled wryly.

He picked up his mobile phone and called the man, but it was too late, no one answered, so he hung up.Fool, what do you want to call him?What are two people who can't promise each other?

The phone rang, and it was him.

"Hey, haven't you slept yet?" E Yu asked softly.

His voice came from the receiver, as if waking up from a dream, "Didn't sleep, I had some work, I missed your call just now. Your voice, are you drunk? Are you outside? You want me to pick it up." You?"

"Fool, what time is it? I called the car back. Don't you go to work tomorrow?"

"What's the matter with you? How about I come to you now?" he asked.

"It's okay, it's just that it's a little cold at home, and I suddenly remembered that I haven't contacted you for a long time. I'm going to sleep soon, and I won't open the door for you."

A fool, he was just a woman for a night for a man, and he pretended to be a seasoned veteran, but the first person he cared about was himself.

7. His first love

◎In the diary, his first love was also a boy? ◎

When I received a call from E Yu in the early morning, I could hear his emotions, indescribably lonely, deserted, lonely?From the beginning to the end, this guy gave me the feeling that he was cold by nature, with a pair of eyes that see through the world, and a mouth that is not forgiving. What is his heart made of?Frost or snow?But I know almost nothing about him.

Thinking about it made him lose sleep.That diary has been lying quietly on the bedside for many days, and because of inner struggles, it has not been opened since the last time.I understand that this is "victory without force", but I still want to know more about him, even if it takes a shortcut.

"The day before the start of my middle school career, I didn't know how to do my hair properly, so I simply shaved it off. The next day I went to school and took a photo of the badge. It turned out to be quite handsome. Several girls in the class asked me to I gave all the photos, and the boy in the front row also asked me for it (Xiaobai for short). I looked at him and thought it was amazing, but I still gave it.

Two years later, Xiaobai and I were together, and we didn’t really love each other. It was purely because he was very delicate, his skin was as transparent as white porcelain, his lips were as red as cherries, he was prettier than the girls in the class, and his grades were also good. .Who started it?I don't remember, probably because of our good relationship, we got together before we knew it. "

I'm freaking out, boy?E Yu's first love is a boy!

"When I was in middle school, I relied on my good grades and my teacher's preference. I was a little self-righteous. There were a few boys with poor grades in my class. At first glance, they looked like gangsters who messed around with the society and fought in groups, but I thought they were quite righteous. At least I have more buddies than some good students who are hypocritical and pious. At that time, I had a good relationship with these brothers. Once, a buddy asked me to help them in the midterm exam, otherwise the teacher would definitely let me They can't eat and walk around. Our school is extremely perverted and divides people into grades and grades based on test scores. Each exam arranges the exam room according to the last school ranking, but I am usually in the first exam room, and those brothers In the penultimate examination room (15 examination room). Knowing that these students are not the masters of learning, the invigilator of the 15 examination room is generally loose. That time I asked Xiaobai to sneak to the 15 examination room with me, and then wrote After finishing the paper, I copied it to my brothers. Xiaobai is an obedient and good student. He was hesitant, and I laughed at him. He said that if I agreed to go out to the movies with him, he would risk being scolded by the teacher to accompany me. So, I agreed.

I completely forgot the content of the movie, but he took the initiative to kiss me. At that time, I felt dazed. His lips were a little soft and salty. It wasn't a bad feeling, but the kissing skills were not very good.At that time, I was just thinking that kissing was like this feeling, and it seemed that it was nothing more than that.I thought I was pretty good to Xiaobai.Because he is a science and technology fan, I saved pocket money and gave him an astronomical telescope.On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival that year, my husband and I rode bicycles to the countryside to see the stars and the moon. That was the first time I saw the craters on the surface of the moon through an astronomical telescope.

It's a pity that this novelty of children's play house love did not last long.We don't want to be known by the classmates and friends around us, so we have to pretend that our relationship is normal on the surface.I'm actually fine, but Xiaobai couldn't bear the coldness, he would switch places with my deskmate in the self-study class, and then secretly hold my hand under the desk.On weekends, he always warmly invites me to go out for indoor roller skating alone, but I lack interest, because at that time I was facing the high school entrance examination, and my ideal wish was the No. [-] key high school in the city, but because of love, I even I fell from the first test room to the second and third test rooms, which made me a lot of pressure.You can talk about love slowly, but you only have one chance to take the exam.After failing to invite me many times, Xiaobai stopped begging me to play with him.Occasionally he wants to chat with me on the phone, but it's just to talk about some boring little things, and I am eager to hang up the phone.The first time I found out that he "stealed food" was told by a female classmate who had a good relationship with me. She knew about my affair with Xiaobai.She said that some classmates were playing together, and a female classmate who had a crush on Xiaobai drank too much and asked Xiaobai to take her home. She took the opportunity to throw herself into Xiaobai's arms, and used her two big breasts to support Xiaobai, Xiaobai Seeing that girl drinking too much, she couldn't avoid it.I know he didn't do anything, but I was really angry at the time.

I was admitted to that key high school with Xiaobai as I wished. Although we were in different classes, I was still very happy to go to their class to look for him occasionally, and even enjoyed seeing him walking towards me in front of everyone.In his class, I met the girl named Yu for the first time. If you ask me what is the astonishment of a thousand years, it can probably be used to describe her indescribable face!Tall, well-proportioned, fair-skinned, her face is probably the "advanced face" of a model, with deep-set eyes, as if she was of foreign descent.

I asked Xiaobai about Yu. He and Yu had a good relationship. I saw them talking and laughing between classes. When I asked him, I could vaguely feel that he had a good impression of Yu.Adolescent boys seem to have dreamed of chasing the school belle recognized by the whole grade, although they also know in their hearts that they will definitely not be the first one to chase the school belle, nor will they be the last.I have a conflicted mood. On the one hand, I hate that Xiaobai has a crush on Yu or gets too close to her, but on the other hand, I can't help but keep my eyes on Yu.Yu and I were accidentally assigned to the same class, and because I did well in the class placement test, I was appointed class leader by the head teacher.The head teacher felt that I could help my classmates in their studies, so Yu naturally became my deskmate.

Because I have paid attention to her long before this, I very much hope to have a good relationship with Yu.She has a very good personality and is warm and generous to people. She will share snacks with me, and she will also plug in an earphone for me during the self-study class, and the two of them will listen to the new song of Feier Band together.Correspondingly, I will also help her answer the questions.By her side, I could smell the fragrance of her hair, I was a little blissful, and gradually forgot about Xiaobai who was in a tepid relationship with me.Because the pressure of going to school is increasing day by day, Xiaobai and I can see each other less and less, and we are almost in a state of no contact. Occasionally, he would ask me to ride home with me after class. He may also see that the two of us have come together. At the end, it's better to get together and get away.

The formal breakup was proposed by him, just like being together officially, I just chose to accept it passively.I remember, he said to me: "Ayu, you are a glass." (Glass refers to homosexuality.) Glass?I never seem to seriously consider whether I like boys or girls.It should be said that I think that as long as there is a bright spot in this person that I can see, maybe it is beautiful, maybe it is kind, or hardworking, it is worth liking.The breakup with Xiaobai still hit me hard, and I also began to think about my own orientation, and deliberately alienated Yu. "

I originally read the diary to help me sleep, but I became more energetic as a result.I thought E Yu was just a straight man who went astray, but I didn't expect that I would not be the first man to chase after him!I like men and women, so I have to seize the opportunity and strike while the iron is hot, because the possibility of being chased by E Yu in the empty window period has been adjusted to double speed, and there is an instruction to keep cutting and messing up. An ex-girlfriend who might get back together someday.For a while, I felt that danger was everywhere, so I had to make an appointment with him this week no matter what, and confess to him!

Unexpectedly, E Yu was the one who asked me out first, and he asked me to meet at the gym on Wednesday night.After answering the phone, I kept going to the storage room at home to rummage through boxes and cabinets. I remember some old things from my childhood were piled here.

"What are you looking for?" My mother asked.

"Mom, have you seen my telescope? I