You can eat it but you are not allowed to miss it

Whatever you want!But this seems very dishonest!Boom~"

"Then think about it if you were the child's mother, what would you want?" Nan Heqian gave him advice.

"If it were me, I would probably want some practical items, such as a baby safety seat, a stroller that rolls out very cool... Wait, what do you mean?" A Yu realized that Nan Heqian was guiding him to I think about myself as the child's mother.

"It's not interesting, it's just to help you come up with ideas."

"No, you did it on purpose! What do you want to say, you want me to say that I have a baby with you?" A Yu gave him a contemptuous look.

"Hey~ I was wronged, I didn't say anything, you said it yourself. Daughter-in-law, you won't be unhappy if I tease you?"

"It's not that I'm unhappy, especially when Yingzi talked about the child to me today, I deeply realized that I might not have the maternal love that Yingzi has for the child, even if it grows from my own belly. It came out. I think I may be more like the father of the child. I can’t do everything like my mother and give all the love and attention to the child. I may want to give him deep and wide love, guide He pursued his own ideals, and he also wanted to teach him the perseverance and patience of a man."

"That's great, who said that maternal love can only be in one form, or have a unified standard?" Nan Heqian comforted.

"Also, I'm afraid that I will live the life I hate the most, lying in the maternity ward with a big belly, naked like a fish on a chopping board, feeling 'at the mercy of others', with no dignity. My mother said What's there to be ashamed of, women have to go through this, do you think people want to see you? She's right, it's just that I have too much shame and self-esteem, and I hate my body at that time , I don’t want to expose myself to the public with such a body.”

"You don't hate yourself now, do you? See how you like topless...dangling in front of me." Nan Heqian immediately added the second half of the sentence to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings.

"I don't hate it now. But I look like this, and I have a big belly? Think about it, I might be sick again!"

"I actually don't like children either. Children are so noisy, but the two of us are comfortable in the world! Besides, I knew I was gay since I was sensible, and I never expected any family children? I don't want to do immoral things." Nan He Qian is not pretending to pander to him, he really doesn't care.

But A Yu asked: "Really? You won't regret it in the future?"

"Why should I regret this kind of thing? I just want you."

"Then what if I want it? Do you want to be my child's father?"

It was so sudden that Nan Heqian foolishly touched his forehead and exclaimed the following: "Mom! Did I hallucinate from drinking the broken piece? My man said he would have a baby for me!"

35. Couples preparing for pregnancy

◎My man wants to give birth to a boy for me!Nan Heqian couldn't believe that such an anecdote happened to him?What a proud lion cub!

My man wants to give birth to a boy for me!Nan Heqian couldn't believe that such an anecdote happened to him?What a proud lion cub!With his neck held high and his flowing mane showing off, he stared down at the men who came and went to accompany their wives in the obstetrics and gynecology department.What are you "ordinary people" doing to let women conceive and bear children for you?Brother, I have the ability to make a man conceive and have children for me!

Although, his pride didn't last long.He watched A Yu come out of the consulting room with a preoccupied look.In fact, A Yu consulted several hospitals by phone, and many of those who heard about his situation euphemistically said that they had never been in contact with such cases, nor had they created a file for "male parturients", and asked him to consult experts.The obstetrics and gynecology experts I met today were arranged by Nan Heqian through acquaintances.

In the corridor of the obstetrics department, there are many pregnant women with big bellies walking slowly accompanied by their families. People passing by will slow down for fear of bumping into these precious pregnant women. After all, they carry the hope of a family .It is rare to see two young men dressed in fashionable clothes going in and out together in this kind of place.When Ayu was queuing at the door, the aunt next to him asked him: "Young man, are you helping your wife in line? You know how to love your wife at such a young age!"

A Yu could only smile and acquiesce to her aunt in embarrassment, and was anxious in her heart. When she went to the clinic later, where would she conjure up a pregnant wife under the watchful eyes of everyone?He regretted a little that he should have dressed as a woman before going out today.Wear a wig, paint a big white face and red lips with the cosmetics that Nan Heqian bought, and wear a loose one-piece dress to cover your figure.Although it looks like a big guy in women's clothing, at least it can shut up the enthusiastic aunts, because at most they just think the pregnant woman is ugly.

Fortunately, when A Yu entered the clinic, the doctor saw his name and probably recalled that the patient had greeted him in advance.

"Everyone in line waits until 1:[-] p.m. before coming back to work! It's lunch break soon!" The doctor yelled at the family members queuing at the door, and the crowd dispersed unwillingly, and some family members who refused to give up planned to wait until the door opened in the afternoon At that time, I was afraid that I would miss the number call and be cut into the queue by others.The doctor closed the door of the consulting room smoothly and motioned E Yu to sit down.

The doctor said: "I also heard about your situation from a friend. Have you consulted your endocrinologist?"

"I used to see a doctor in a foreign country. It was convenient for reexamination abroad. Later, when I returned to my country, I took the medicine according to the previously stabilized dosage." E Yu answered truthfully. It should have been checked regularly, but he has been ignoring this problem since returning to China.

Doctor: "You seem to have entered menopause now, and the uterus is shrinking very small. You need to stop the drug first, let the uterus recover for a few months, and then we will check the various hormones."

"Then is it possible for me to be pregnant?" E Yu couldn't help but clenched the test sheet in his hand, wrinkled it, and asked nervously.

Doctor: "It's not impossible, but even for other ordinary women who use IVF to give birth, there is no guarantee of [-]% success. You have to relax and don't put too much pressure on yourself, but you must also do what is possible. Mentally prepare for failure."

Coming out of the outpatient clinic, E Yu's nervous expression was all written on his face, and he made an appointment with the doctor for the next visit.I comforted myself that at least one hospital was willing to accept him as a special "pregnant woman".

Seeing A Yu coming out, Nan Heqian rushed to meet him, helped put on his coat, and brought hot tea.It caused curious eyes from the family members queuing up in the corridor. On this occasion, the taller one is so considerate to the smaller one like a husband who takes care of a pregnant wife. Come on.

Nan Heqian had already been mentally prepared that the doctor might reject A Yu's idea of ​​"pregnancy", or tell him that there was a risk of failure in this matter.Nan Heqian didn't want a child so urgently, he had already planned it out, if A Yu really wanted a child, they were still so young, it would not be impossible to consider other ways in a few years.

"Let's go, I'll take you to a very delicious Japanese restaurant." Nan Heqian kept silent about what happened in the outpatient clinic.

"I don't have an appetite." A Yu said, he wasn't playing petty temper, he was really in a bad mood and had nervous stomach cramps.

"Then let's go eat something warm? Warm our stomach?" Nan Heqian continued to propose, and wanted to make him happy by telling a joke: "Daughter-in-law, you know I saw a buddy posting it today. A big golden retriever was ridden by a teddy in the community, and the resulting litter of puppies grew up to be big curly-haired dogs, which is funny, I'll get off the car and show you later."

A Yu didn't smile at all, she didn't even bother to cooperate, she stared blankly at the road ahead.

Nan Heqian sighed deeply, "Brother, it doesn't matter. I don't believe that we can survive without children? The children will always fly away when they grow up, and we will still be left when the time comes, so instead of this, It's not as good as us being unrestrained."

"I regret it very much now." A Yu lowered her head and buried her face in the thick neckline of her coat, and said slowly: "I shouldn't have taken the road of transgender without fully thinking about it. I also knew that I was going to freeze my eggs, probably subconsciously, I never really gave up the possibility of being a mother.”

"Be good." Nan Heqian stretched out a big hand and stroked the short hair on the back of A Yu's head, making his hair fluffy, "If it weren't for you going this way ahead of time, we probably wouldn't have met at all. Let alone love."

"I'm going to do it!" A Yu suddenly said firmly, "Even if the chance of success is not high, even if there is only a 1% possibility, I still want to try. Although I am still young, the longer I use hormones, the harder it will be for my uterus. Recovery, for me, is nowornever, not now, and even more impossible in the future!"

Nan Heqian understood A Yu's temper too well, once he made up his mind to do something, he would definitely go all out, but this was also his weakness, and he didn't know how to let himself go.

"If you want to do it, I will support you. No matter in action or finance, as long as I can provide you, you don't have to worry about it." Nan Heqian promised.

"Thank you! Willing to take care of my child."

"What did you say? You let me be the father of your child, shouldn't I take care of you?" Nan Heqian thinks this is not a matter of course?But after thinking about it, I realized that in A Yu's cognition, my father might not be able to